Read Building the Perfect Daddy Online
Authors: Brenda Harlen
She sighed. “Kylie, please don't do this now.”
“But Wyderâ”
“Should have checked with your mom first,” he said to the little girl. Then he addressed Lauryn, his tone apologetic. “But it's already ordered.”
She sighed, a little frustrated at the unexpected changes to their usual routine. “You definitely should have checked with me first.”
“I know, but we were hungry and I didn't know when you would be home.”
Which she knew wasn't unreasonable from his perspective, but the whole situation had caught her off guard. She'd come home expecting to find her sister with her kidsânot the man who'd rescued Kylie's mural from ruin and fixed her roof and stirred feelings inside of her that she didn't want to have stirred.
But maybe it wasn't surprising that she was attracted to him. In the space of a week, he'd done more to help around the house than her ex-husband had done in a yearâmaybe even six years. And now he was hanging out with her children, and looking not just at ease but as if he belonged.
“In fact,” Ryder said, in response to the peal of the doorbell, “that's probably our dinner now.”
Holding back another sigh, she reached for her purse, wondering if the delivery person would take her credit card to pay for the pizzaâand silently crossing her fingers that it wasn't maxed out because she'd relied on it to cover other essentials, such as groceries and gas for her car.
“I've got it,” he said, moving past her with cash in hand.
She should insist on paying for the meal. But the truth was, she didn't even have twenty dollars in her wallet and she'd rather not run up her credit card. Which meant that she had to accept his offerâand that he would be staying to eat with them.
“It looks like you ordered more than just pizza,” she said when he returned with the food.
“I got some wings and Caesar salad, too,” he told her. “Because Kylie said it was her favorite and I figured you'd want her to have some kind of vegetable.”
Which was true, but not something she would have expected him to consider. “I also want her to go wash up,” she said, looking pointedly at her daughter.
Kylie, eager for pizza, obediently scampered off.
“Do you want this in the dining room?” Ryder asked.
“Yes, please.” She headed to the bookcase that was serving as a makeshift cabinet while her kitchen was under construction. “I'll get plates.”
“There should be paper plates and plastic cutlery in the bag,” he told her.
“You really did think of everything,” she noted.
“I know it can't be easy carting your dishes downstairs to the laundry tub.”
“It's not easy, but it works. And it's only for a few more weeks, right?” she asked, her tone hopeful.
She was managing well enough with her refrigerator, microwave and toaster oven set up in the dining room, but after only four days, she was already missing a real kitchenâand excited about the unveiling of the completed job.
Ryder's crew had completed the demolition work in the first two days, filling a Dumpster in the backyard with her old cabinets and the ugly brown linoleumâeven pieces of drywall and chunks of wood that suggested bigger changes than she'd anticipated. But since she'd approved the basic layout, picked out her cabinets, countertops, backsplash, floor tile and lighting fixtures, she'd been banned from the area.
In fact, the director was so determined to ensure that she not get a glimpse of the work until they'd finished, he'd closed off the doorways from the kitchen to the hallway and dining room and covered the inside of the kitchen windows with dark paper.
“All clean,” Kylie announced, holding up her dripping hands for her mother to see.
“Yes, but you missed the drying that usually comes after washing.”
Her daughter wiped her hands down the front of her pink overalls, then held them up again.
Lauryn shook her head as Ryder bit back a smile. “Take a seat.”
While Kylie climbed into her booster seat, Lauryn got the milk out of the fridge and poured a cup for her.
Kylie ate one slice of pizzaâbut not the crust. She also had a helping of Caesar salad. Of course, Zachary woke up as soon as Lauryn took the first bite out of her own pizza, so she got up to change his diaper, then settled him in his high chair at the table. While she warmed up some leftover roast beef, mashed potatoes and corn, she let him chew on Kylie's abandoned crust, keeping a close eye on him to ensure he didn't manage to tear off any pieces.
When she returned to the table, Ryder was putting more salad on Kylie's plate.
“An' that one,” Kylie said, pointing to a crouton.
Ryder scooped it out with the tongs and set it on top of the salad already on her plate.
“An' that one.” She pointed to another, which he dutifully scooped out for her.
“An' that one.”
“And that's all,” Lauryn said firmly when Ryder had added the last crouton to her plate.
Kylie picked up her fork.
“How's your pizza?” Ryder asked Lauryn.
“It's really good.”
He gestured to her plate. “So why aren't you eating it?”
“Sorry, I guess my mind was wandering.” But she picked up her slice and took another bite.
“Anything you want to talk about?”
She shook her head as she continued to chew.
“I'm all done, Mama,” Kylie said.
Lauryn glanced at her daughter's plate. “You didn't eat any of the salad you said you wanted.”
“I ate the cwoutons.”
“Did you drink your milk?”
Kylie nodded.
“Okay, you can go wash up againâand dry this time,” she reminded her daughter, who was already climbing down from the table.
“'Kay.”
“You really should let me pay you for dinner,” she said to Ryder.
“I would have ordered all of this even if I wasn't sharing it,” he told her.
“Even the salad?”
“Maybe not the salad,” he acknowledged. “But if it makes you feel better, you can consider this payback for the meat loaf you shared with me last week.”
It might have made her feel better, except that he'd only been at her house on meat loaf night because he'd spent the afternoon putting up tarps on her roof. But before she could say anything else, Kylie wheeled a pink case into the room.
“You play Barbie wif me, Wyder?”
“Sure,” Ryder agreed easily.
Kylie beamed at him and opened the case, spilling dolls and clothes and accessories onto the floor. “I fowgot Darcy,” she said, and raced up to her bedroom to retrieve her favorite doll.
“She named all of her Barbies after the girls in her preschool class,” Lauryn explained. “Darcy is currently her best friend.”
“Well, it never made any sense to me that they'd all be named Barbie,” Ryder said.
“You've given this matter some thought, have you?” she asked, amused by his matter-of-fact statement.
“I had an older sister growing up,” he reminded her. “I spent a lot of time playing with Barbies.”
She couldn't picture the strong, broad-shouldered man sitting across from her playing with skinny plastic dolls. “You did?”
He nodded. “I had to if I wanted Avery to catch for me while I practiced pitching for Little League.”
Kylie came skipping back into the room with Darcy.
“You play, too, Mama?”
“No, thanks. I'll let you and Ryder play while I give Zachary his bath.”
After her little guy was bathed, diapered and dressed in a one-piece sleeper, she went downstairs to fix his bottle. By the time she had it ready, he was rubbing his fists against his eyes.
“Clean up your toys, Kylieâit's your turn in the tub next.”
“Perfect timing,” Ryder said. “Darcy and Ken were just getting ready to go to bed.”
Lauryn's brows lifted.
“I meanâeach to their own beds,” he hastened to clarify. “In their separate houses.”
“But they're gettin' mawied tomowow,” Kylie said. “Then they can live in the same house.”
“Tomorrow? That doesn't give you a lot of time to plan the big event,” Lauryn told her. “And you definitely need to pack up all of her clothes and shoes before you can have a wedding.”
The little girl immediately began shoving everything back into her pink case. “I can't find the weddin' dwess, Mama.”
“I'm sure it's around here somewhere.”
“She can't get mawied wifout a weddin' dwess.”
“We'll find it tomorrow,” Lauryn promised.
Zachary squirmed, reaching for his bottle, and Ryder held out his arms, offering. Lauryn hesitated.
“You can hardly feed him and bathe Kylie at the same time,” he pointed out.
“Not very easily,” she agreed. And not without Kylie splashing around so much that Zachary would likely need to be changed again, so she passed the bottle and the baby to him.
Zachary had other men in his life: his grandfather and Jordyn's husbandâUncle Marcoâand numerous other honorary uncles who were actually her cousins, so maybe it wasn't surprising that he'd immediately taken to Ryder. But still it unsettled Lauryn to see her baby nestled so contentedly in his strong arms.
“Do you mind if I turn on the television so we can watch the baseball game?”
“Go ahead,” she said. “Baseball usually helps him fall asleep.”
Ryder gasped. “Say it ain't so.”
“If I did, I'd be lying.”
He looked down at the baby, who was looking at him with wide blue eyes. “Well, you're young yet,” he decided. “Your opinion will change when you're strong enough to hold a bat.”
“I don't think that's going to happen anytime soon,” she told him. “He's only just started holding his bottle.”
Chapter Ten
L
auryn wasn't surprised to find that Zachary was asleep by the time she'd tucked Kylie into bed, read her a quick story and returned downstairs. She
was
surprised to find that Ryder had fallen asleep, too, with the baby securely tucked against his chest.
Rob had never sat and cuddled with his daughter like that. He'd held her, usually when Lauryn had thrust the baby into his arms and didn't give him a choice, but he'd always claimed he felt awkward and afraid of hurting her. She didn't know anyone who was stronger than Ryder or who had such an appealing softer side. The combination was incredibly enticing. The fact that he'd actually sat on the floor playing Barbies with her little girl made him almost irresistible.
The attraction she could deal with. As she'd told her sister, there likely wasn't a woman between seventeen and seventy who didn't find him attractive. But the more time she spent with him, the more she found herself drawn to his kindness and generosity and thinking of him not as a TV star but simply a man. A man who made her remember that she wasn't just a mother but a woman, too.
But Lauryn was determined to resist his magnetism. Her life was already complicated enough without adding a new man to the mix. Not that she had any reason to believe that was even an option. Aside from some lighthearted banter and the occasional flirtatious smile, he'd given her no indication that the attraction she felt might be shared.
Ryder's eyes opened when she lifted the baby's weight off his chest.
“Obviously, the game wasn't stimulating enough to keep even you awake,” she said lightly.
“The Braves are winning,” he told her.
“What's the score?”
“Five-three, top of the sixth.”
“Six-three, bottom of the seventh,” she informed him. “One on and one out.”
“You know baseball?” Ryder sounded surprised.
“I dated a varsity third baseman in high school.”
“Did he get to third base with you?” he asked, with a teasing smile.
She just shook her head, not willing to discuss her romantic past with a man who made her wish she had a romantic present. “I'm going to take Zachary up to his crib now.”
The baby was in such a deep sleep he didn't stir when she settled him in his bed and covered him with a light blanket. She lightly stroked a finger over his cheek and sent up a silent prayer of thanks for her good fortune. In his short life, he'd given her very little cause for concernâand endless joy.
She checked on Kylie again before she headed downstairs, happy to see that she was sound asleep, too, her favorite stuffed dog tucked under her arm.
“Thank you for babysitting,” she said to Ryder when she returned to the living room. “And for the pizza.”
“It was my pleasure.”
She smiled at the automatic response. “I'm sure you had more exciting plans for your Friday night, but I appreciate that you stayed.”
“Actually, I didn't have any plans at all,” he told her, sounding a little surprised by the fact himself. “And I quite enjoyed hanging out with you and the kids.”
“I have to confess, as much as I love Kylie and Zachary, it's nice to have some adult company every once in a while.”
“And it was nice for me to be able to pretend to be a kid again for a little while,” he said.
“I know that you're Kylie's new BFF,” she confided. “Even I don't have the patience to play Barbies with her for as long as you did.”
He grinned. “We're more than BFFsâshe asked me to marry her.”
“Well, you gave her flowers, stopped it from raining in her castle and played with her,” Lauryn reminded him. “Of course, she's head over heels in love with you.”
“Is that all it takes?” he wondered aloud.
“For a three-year-old,” she confirmed.
He leaned forward and settled his hands on her knees. Even through the denim, she felt the heat of his touchâa heat that quickly spread through her whole body. “What about the three-year-old's mom?”
“Are you flirting with me?” she asked, not sure if she was more wary or hopeful.
One side of his mouth tipped up in a wry smile. “If you have to ask, obviously my skills are rusty.”
“It's more likely that mine are,” she admitted, feeling more than a little out of her element.
“Then maybe we should work on changing that,” he suggested, as his hands skimmed her outer thighs.
It was a friendly caress, not overtly sexual in any way. But to a woman who hadn't been touched by a man in a very long time, the casual slide of his palms over the soft denim was both erotic and enticing.
“Why?” she asked, the question barely more than a whisper.
His gaze held hers as his lips curved again. “Because flirting is only one of the many fun things that men and women can do together.”
“But why are you flirting with
me
?” she asked.
“Because you're a beautiful and intriguing woman.”
And he was seducing her with nothing more than his eyes and his voice, and she wasn't ready to be seduced.
“I'm a mess,” Lauryn told him, trying to ground herself back in reality again. “My life is a mess. Surely, in the past week, you've figured that out.”
“Yeah, but you're a hot mess.”
She managed a smile. “Flatterer.”
He must have sensed the shift in her mood, because he lifted his hands away and reached for something on the sofa. “By the wayâ” he held up one of Kylie's Barbies “âI found this stuck between the cushions.”
“That's the wedding dress she was looking for.”
“But she's still missing the veil.”
“You're quite the expert on Barbie's wardrobe,” she teased, grateful for the change of topic and the lessening of the tension between them. “I'm starting to believe that you really did play with your sister's dolls when you were a kid.”
“I wouldn't make something like that up,” he assured her.
“Well, I think it's pretty cool that your parents let you play with Barbies and let Avery play baseball without trying to force gender stereotypes on you,” she noted.
“A consequence of absenteeism rather than open-mindedness,” he assured her. “My guess is that they both thought parenthood would be an interesting experimentâand then they lost interest in it.”
This time she reached out to him, touching a tentative hand to his arm. “I'm sorry.”
He shrugged. “It wasn't so bad,” he said. “Because when you're a kid, you think all families are like your own.”
“Not everyone is cut out to be a parent,” she acknowledged, her ex-husband having proven that to her.
Then, because she regretted introducing the unhappy topic, she shifted their conversation in another direction. “I've been watching your show.”
His brows lifted. “Why?”
“I was curious.”
“You were checking my references,” he accused, but his tone was light, teasing.
“That might have been part of it, too,” she acknowledged.
“And what did you think?”
“I think they really like the close-ups of you in tight T-shirts.”
His gaze shifted away, as if he was embarrassed by her observation. “According to Virginia Genningsâthe producerâwe have a strong female demographic.”
“I'm not surprised,” she told him.
“And women are more likely to push their husbands to make changes around the house, while most men are content with the status quo and resistant to change.”
“How did Virginia Gennings discover that you look good in a tool belt?”
“I built a solarium for a client in Winston-Salem. We were just finishing up the project when her sister came to town for a visit. Virginia was that sister.”
“It was that easy?”
He grinned. “I guess that would depend on who you ask. Virginia would say it wasn't easy at all. She'd apparently pitched the idea to the studio and got the green light, but when she pitched it to me, I turned her down.”
“Why?” she asked, genuinely interested in his reasons.
“First, I'm not a fan of reality TV shows in general. Second, I'm a contractor, not an actor. Third, I started my own business because I like being my own boss, so I wasn't keen to work for someone else again.”
“What changed your mind?” Lauryn asked.
“She wouldn't take no for an answer,” he admitted. “She thought I was holding out for more money. She came back three times with more lucrative contracts before she realized that what I really wanted was some degree of control over my life.
“So I got the big paycheck, a one-year contract, the right to choose the projects and my crew, final approval of editing and the option to bail if I didn't like what they were doing with the show.”
“And now the show's in its sixth season?”
He nodded. “Because we film two seasons a year. Your reno will air at the end of season seven.”
She was excited about the renovation, but not so much to know that her friends and neighbors and hundreds of thousands of strangers would be able to watch it on TV.
“So tell me what you've been doing while we've been tearing apart your kitchen,” Ryder suggested.
“Mostly trying to find someone else to manage The Locker Room,” she admitted. “Soon to be âSports Destinationâwhere your quest for the right equipment ends.' And, in smaller letters, âA Garrett Family Business.'”
He considered the slogan for a minute, then nodded. “It's catchy.”
“But not too cheesy?” she asked hopefully.
“Not too cheesy,” he assured her. “But maybe you should consider âwhere your quest for the
perfect
equipment ends'âit sets a higher standard.”
“Oh, I like that. And Tristyn will be so irked that she didn't think of it.”
He raised a brow.
“The new name and slogan were her ideas,” she said, answering the unspoken question. “Of course, PR is her specialty. She said it was going to be enough of a challenge to bring customers into the store without having to fight against their preconceptions about The Locker Room.”
“She's right,” he agreed.
“I balked initially,” she admitted. “It almost seemed like cheating, using my family's name, as if I was trying to capitalize on the goodwill that they've built up in this town over the past fifty years.”
“Isn't it your name, too?”
“The one I was born with, anyway. And the one I shared with my sisters for a lot of years, which I guess makes it appropriate for our joint venture.”
“You're lucky to have the support of your family.”
She knew it was true. And she knew that Ryder hadn't been nearly as fortunate.
From what he'd told her about his sister, she could tell they were close. From what he'd revealed about his parents, she guessed they were not. And while she was undeniably curious, she was also determined to respect the boundaries of their professional relationship.
Even if those boundaries had already shifted more than a little bit.
* * *
After meeting with Adam early Saturday morning to hand off the keys to her new store manager and review the tasks that needed immediate attention, Lauryn happily left him in charge and headed over to her sister's house.
Lauryn took two minutes to set up Zachary's playpen and put the television on for Kylie before she joined her sister in the kitchen of the new home she shared with her husband.
“Coffee?” Jordyn offered. “I picked up some of that cinnamon one you like.”
“Okay,” she agreed. “But that's not getting you off the hook for last night.”
Her sister dropped the pod into the brewer. “What did I do last night?”
“You were supposed to be watching Kylie and Zachary. Instead, you left them in the care of a virtual stranger.”
“Ryder's not a stranger,” Jordyn denied.
“He was until ten days ago,” she pointed out.
“And in that short span of time, your children have come to adore him.”
“They adore everyone.”
Her sister nodded, conceding the point. “And when I couldn't figure out why Zachary wouldn't stop fussing, Ryder suggested that I give him a teething biscuitâwhich worked like a charm.”
“My mistake,” she said dryly. “Obviously, the man is a childcare expert.”
“And even if he's not,” Jordyn said, “Kylie and Zachary appear relatively unscathed.”
She wrapped her hands around the mug her sister passed to her. “That's hardly the point.”
“What
is
your point?”
“If you really had to leave, you should have called
me
.”
“I was going to,” Jordyn said. “But I knew you were in Raleigh, and then Ryder offered to hang around. By the way, how did things go with Adam?”
“Now you're trying to sidetrack me,” Lauryn accused.
“No, I'm trying to find out if you persuaded the former assistant manager to come back.”
“He's the manager now,” she said. “I handed over the keys this morning.”
“Well, that's a huge step in the right direction,” her sister said.
“It will free up a lot of my time,” Lauryn agreed. “I felt so guilty for dumping the kids on Mom every time I turned around. Which, incidentally, is why I asked
you
to take care of them yesterday.”
“So...how did Ryder screw up?” Jordyn asked cautiously.
“What do you mean?” She lifted the mug to her lips.
“I assume you came in here all fired up because he'd done something wrong.”
“No, he didn't do anything wrong,” she admitted.
“Then why are you scowling?”
“Because...” She faltered, aware that her explanation wasn't going to sound rational or reasonableâand probably wasn't rational or reasonable. “Because he was so good with both of them.”