Cajun Protection (12 page)

That’s it, I blush ten shades of red, I would
move or say something, but I can’t. He leans down and kisses me
gently again. “Okay, time for bed, baby, I’ll see you in the
morning.” I nod, shocked, and at some point my hands come down and
I’m asleep.

“
You’re mine, Zoey, only mine. No one will
take you from me. There is no place you can hide, you bitch. I will
always find you. Just when I do, are you gonna be ready?” I scream
and try to hide, but nothing seems to come out. I can smell the
sickly sweet smell of his bitter beer, and the feel of his hands on
my arms. I struggle out of his hold, but it only gets tighter
around me. “No,” I cry, but he holds me down. “Please don’t,
please.”

“Zoey, wake up. Come on,
chéri
, wake
up for me.” I blink open my eyes to find myself still in bed, with
Wolf hovering over me. It was a dream. The whole thing was a
dream.

“I’m sorry, did I wake you?” Catching my
breath, I can feel my body still shaking. It felt so real.

“No, well yeah, kinda. But never you mind.
You okay?” His hand skirts up and moves a stay lock of hair out of
my face.

“Yeah, sorry, bad dream.”

“I can tell, you okay now?” He slowly rubs my
jaw with his thumb in a soothing manner. There are no lights on
inside the room, but the soft glow from the moon outside the window
allows me to see his face. He looks tired too.

“Can you stay with me for a little bit? You
know, just until I fall asleep again.”

“He really did spook you today, didn’t he?” I
nod; there is no need for answers.

“Sure, roll over.” Confused, but I do it
anyway. I feel Wolf scoot behind me and wrap his arm around my
middle pulling me close to him.

“Sleep,
chéri
, I got you.” He kisses
the top of my head, holding me tight. I calm my pounding heart and
even my breathing. The warm and protective feeling washes over me
and I let sleep come.

Something is poking my back and I’m on the
other side of the bed. What the hell is happening? The sound of a
small sound of breathing reminds me I’m not alone. Shit, I slept
with Wolf, well not really anything but actually sleeping. But I
um, played with Hawk last night and I remember sleeping great, but
then the dreams came, and so did Wolf. I try to close my eyes and
enjoy the comfort Wolf is bringing me, but I can’t seem to go back
to sleep.

“I know you’re awake,
chéri,
” Wolf
says, tightening his hold on me, whispering in my ear. Suddenly my
grumpy-I-wanna-go-back-to-sleep mentality is gone and replaced with
something else. A need, a desire blooms inside and takes hold. I do
my best to try to calm down, but Wolf starts to nibble on my ear,
kissing down my neck. “You know you smell so good in the morning.
And taste even better.” To prove his point, I feel him lick the
side of my neck, right where my shoulder meets. Unable to hold back
a moan, I tilt my head giving him better access. However, as his
mouth starts to play with my neck, my jaw, my ear, his hand skirts
down and makes its way up and under my nightshirt.

“I love that you’re braless. I want to see
them.” Trying to stop him, I am cut off by Wolf kissing me, pushing
is tongue into my mouth and I’m flat on my back, and my shirt is
bunched up. I wait to hear the comments about the rolls, or the way
my breasts aren’t as perky as someone smaller than me. His hand
skirts up and palms one breast, twisting and pulling my nipple,
lengthen as it pebbles under his touch. God, my body responds and I
am instantly wet. Wolf’s mouth leaves me and moves down to the
neglected breast, sucking my nipple into his mouth. I moan softly,
or I hope was a feminine one and arch into his touch. No one other
than Hawk has made me feel like this. I don’t know what to do or
say, so I close my eyes and surrender to the feeling of his
worshiping my breasts, one by one. I’m panting with need and my
hands run down his arms and up to his back. I remember last night
he didn’t have anything on but his boxers when he came into his
room. My nails dig into his back and I hear him hiss.

“Shit, you are wild cat, but damn if my cock
isn’t rock hard. Tell me you want me as much as I want you. I want
to fuck this tight little pussy and make you scream my name. Do you
want me,
chéri
?” I look down at him while he starts to slip
a finger past my panties playing with my recently groomed mound.
The feeling is amazing, and I understand what all the talk is about
now. I, no, but he doesn’t do anything but bite my nipple. “I need
words,” he reprimands me. He wants words, now? Shit, I can’t form a
single thought let alone words as my body is filled with desire and
the need to cum.

“Please,” a whispered word is all I can break
out. And like a burst of light, he is taking my mouth, branding me
with his need. And my panties are ripped from my body. I’m laying
naked, exposed for him to see. Mesmerized, I watch as he lowers his
boxers and lays down next to me.

“You on birth control?” He rubs his nose
against mine. I shake my head, because I’m not. There was no need
for me to be. I wasn’t sleeping with anyone, and my period is
normal for the most part. “Fuck, okay, I think I got something.” He
bends over and finds a condom in the side drawer. Unable to remove
my eyes from his dexterous fingers, he rips the foil packet with
his teeth, before rolling it on his incredible length. The more I
look at him, I don’t know if he will fit inside me. He’s huge. But
he seems to notice I am nervous and slowly rubs my clit while
pushing a finger into me.

“You’re gonna be tight,
chéri
, but you
are made to take me. You will grip me good, won’t ya, Zoey.”
Bending, he takes a nipple again into his mouth and I can feel the
moisture run out coating his finger, but Wolf shifts and kisses me,
covering my body with his and I feel the tip of his cock press into
me. It doesn’t hurt, but I feel pressure as I become filled with
him. He keeps himself in check and slides in and out until he
slides home, feeling his balls hit me. “Fuck me, you feel amazing.”
His kiss makes me forget about everything, and he starts to move.
In and out, a slow steady rhythm, but it doesn’t seem enough. I can
tell he is holding back.

“Harder, Wolf,” I urge him.

“No, slow, I don’t wanna hurt you.” But I
don’t want slow and sweet. I want him to give me what he wants,
what I know he needs too.

“I won’t break, let go, I want it, Wolf, all
of it.” I rank my nails on his back, knowing I might be drawing
blood. His hiss is encouraging and then he moves, really moves with
purpose. He starts to pound me, holding me down. Wolf shifts,
taking my legs up and on his shoulders and he feels so much deeper.
But he doesn’t stop this pounding. My head hits the headboard as he
gives me exactly what I want. I can’t keep quiet, and I let out
small gasps, moan, whimpers, and noises I didn’t think I could even
make. I feel the building deep inside and I’m waiting for something
to set me over.

“I want you to come, now.” The voice sounds
familiar, it’s not Wolf’s gravelly voice, but the soothing one that
sounds like melting chocolate. Hawk is in the room. I feel another
set of hands and he pinches my nipple and I fly, crying out some
known sound and I swear I could have heard a damn dog howl outside.
I blink a couple times and Wolf finishes grunting as he comes in
the condom deep inside me. I can feel the warmth before he pulls
out, heading to the bathroom. My breathing is ragged and I’m still
panting as my climax starts to come down. I look and see the
ripples of my stomach and my breasts start to fall to the side from
the weight. Shifting, I go to grab the covers, but Hawk stops
me.

“I don’t think so, baby. I love looking at
this body. I didn’t see it well enough last night and now I want to
look at you, all of you. Damn, your tits are great.” He proves it
by palming one and holding it up. “A perfect fit, and I have rather
large hands.” He takes a nipple into his mouth and sucks, hard,
before biting and making me cry out. The pain/pleasure mixture is
unfamiliar but damn if it doesn’t feel good. “As much as I wanna
fuck you raw right now, we have work to do. So get up.” He kisses
me chastely and he is gone, leaving me panting and wanton all over
again. Then the realization hits me like a brick wall. I just had
sex with Wolf while Hawk was in the room, and when did he come in
the room? Wolf walks out of the bathroom that very moment and makes
his way to me.

“Shower is free, we can pick up breakfast.”
He comes over and kisses me softly before winking, and walks out
grabbing a pair of jeans and a T-shirt. I have no clue what to do.
None of my books ever described what would happen the next morning
after lead female had sex with two men. But I didn’t have sex with
two men, just one, and the other was in the room. Shit, does that
mean I’m an exhibitionist? What is wrong with me? Just then, Hawk
walks back into the room. Grabs my arm, pulls me, naked, by the
side of the bed. He twists my body and smacks my ass, hard before
pushing me into the bathroom.

“Shower now, woman, I’m hungry,” and stalks
out. Um, okay, guess that answers what I should do now.

I shower in record time; well for me it is,
being extra careful to clean my tender parts. I knew he was big,
but yeah, rough sex is good, but when you haven’t had sex in a long
time. Tender for sure. I dress in a simple teal color dress Shay
said made my girls look good. I have to admit, they do. Smiling at
myself, I slip on some cute wedge heels that match and walk out.
Both men are sitting down at the table looking at me.

“We want coffee, come on,
chéri
.” Wolf
stands and grabs my hands. He seems to have an extra pep in his
step. Guess men get happy when they get laid.

“Why didn’t you make any?” Then I remember
why. Both of them suck at making it. “Okay, let’s get some coffee.”
We make our way to the small café both men prefer and order two
blacks and one with sugar and cream for me, along with some
pastries. Smiling he takes my hand as we get in the truck. It’s a
short drive and Wolf kept asking if he could have his bear claw
now, but I said no. It doesn’t take long and Wolf pulls into the
parking lot of the building, rushing me out of the truck and
unlocks the office door and Hawk pushes me inside. It seemed they
didn’t want me to be seen outside very long. I do my best to ignore
their odd behavior. Making my way to the front desk, I try to start
with my daily duties. And I see four different messages. I grab my
pen and paper and try to calm myself before hitting the play
button. I am terrified to hear that one of them might be Andrew,
but none were. I take the information down then get them all
entered into the system for Hawk and Wolf to deal with. I check the
emails, and anything else that is needed. Once complete, I head
back to the office to see Hawk and Wolf sitting at their desks.

“I forgot my breakfast.” Hawk looks down at
the bag and pulls out mine and hands it to me, but he doesn’t say
anything. Is he mad at me, did I do something wrong? Hell, I don’t
know. I reach and take it, but Hawk moves quickly and grabs my
wrist, holding me still.

“We need to talk.” Oh shit, this is it. I
messed up by sleeping with Wolf, but I look at Wolf who is smiling
and leaves the room. I try to act professional, smiling back and
wait for him.

“Okay.”

“Very good, at least you are using your words
now.” I make to nod and then stop.

“I’m trying,” I say in hopes he understands
this is all new to me.

“This morning, I know you’re confused, but I
don’t want what happens at home to affect what happens here at
work.”

“Oh, I would never do that,” I quickly
reply.

“I know you wouldn’t try to, but you see,
Gunner, one of the other bounties, who you might meet today, well,
he slept with our last office manager. Needless to say it didn’t
work out, and she left.” Oh, I see where he is going with this.

“I understand.”

“I don’t think you do. I wasn’t saying I
don’t want what happened this morning to not happen again. In fact,
I want it to, several more times in fact. But I don’t want it to
happen in the office, or for us all to be seen as some type of
couple outside of the home. You have become very valuable here in
the office, but it’s just, we need to keep appearances up.” I nod
at that one. Except he raises an eyebrow at me and I respond with a
yes.

But the other thing I got out of that is,
sure they like to sleep with me, but I can’t be seen in public with
them in any sort of intimate fashion. It hurt more than Andrew
stalking me. I was a secret fuck toy. At least Andrew wanted me to
be seen with him in public areas. I kept trying to tell myself that
it meant nothing, but I don’t just sleep with people on a whim. I
tend to throw my heart with everything I do, and right now, my
heart was hurting, while my head was screaming I was an idiot for
thinking both men would want me for more. They owe me nothing, and
only promised to help me and keep me safe. But it seems I will have
to continue to do what I always do. Only rely on myself.

I don’t know why Zoey looks so mad. It’s not
like we are a couple. Sure, we all played together and such. I
admit, I want to see where this goes, but for the case with Andrew,
if he sees us with her in something other than working, he might
escalate. I want to try something with her, but after this case.
It’s not like I am going to come out screaming she is mine, well
ours. I don’t do the whole cave man thing, and beat off every man
who looks at her. That’s just not me, but she will be mine. I will
make sure of it after this case is over. Hopefully she knows that.
I am just not sure if I fully believe what I was saying though.
Huh, maybe I should have Wolf talk to her later. He seems to
understand how to talk to her without her looking like I upset her.
But right now, I need to make a phone call. Grabbing the phone, I
dial a number.