Cannon (A Step Brother Romance #3) (15 page)

My resistance fades away, and I feel myself melting into him, into the kiss, as his tongue finds mine.  And I don't feel the rain anymore. I only feel Hendrix.  His hands sliding along my arms, his lips pressing against mine, his tongue finding my tongue, tentative for a second and then hungry.

His hand is under the fabric of my shirt, and then his palm is on my breast, and my nipple hardens against my bra.  I want to feel his hands on my skin, and the thought makes me moan.

It seems like forever that I'm lost in the kiss, until I pull away, gasping for a breath.  My lower lip feels swollen, bruised from his kiss, and I run my tongue along it, tasting blood.

Hendrix reaches up and presses his thumb on my lip.  "I'm sorry," he says.

"It's okay.  It's just a little blood."

He tilts my chin up and looks at me.  "Not that.  For before," he says.  "For the graduation party."

"You said I had cellulite on my ass."

Hendrix grins, and he moves his hand from my face, running both of his hands down my body and over my ass.  "Have I told you how hot I think cellulite is?"

"Funny."

"I was a stupid kid, Addy," he says.  "And I didn't want my asshole friends to get near you."

"Because you wanted me."

"Because I wanted you more than I could fucking breathe, Addy."

"I thought you hated me."

"I hated that I couldn't have you."

"Why didn't you ever...?"

"Because you were my stepsister.  And you were a year younger than me," he says.  "And I was..."

"A jackass."

"That part hasn't changed, Addy-girl."

"We should -- go back in, Hendrix."  I'm standing here, pressed up against his hardness, the throbbing between my legs insistent, but I'm telling him we should go inside.

"You're right," he says, tracing his thumb along my lip.  My lips part, and I touch my tongue against his skin, tasting salt.  "I should definitely not do what I want to do to you right now."

"Wh- what do you want to do?"  My voice cracks, and I can barely get the question out.  I shouldn't be asking this question.  I shouldn't be standing here, with Hendrix's thumb on my lips.  I shouldn't kiss that thumb, the way I do now.  I shouldn't watch his expression change to one of unbridled lust and listen to the way he groans, the slow rumble of desire under his breath.

I shouldn't do any of those things.  Hendrix touching me is dangerous.  This isn't a game, not with my career at stake.  Not with everything I've worked for at risk.  I know that; I tell myself that; yet I don't move.  Every cell in my body is on edge, waiting for him.

"I want to taste you," he says.  "I want to pull those pants of yours down, and I want to kneel right here in the rain and put my tongue inside you.  I want to feel you come on my face, Addy.  I want to plunge my cock inside you and feel you come around me."  Hendrix's hand is on my back, pulling me to him, and I can feel his erection hard against my leg.  If his words didn't tell me he wanted me, that would make it perfectly clear.

"I --" I start, but his hand is fumbling with the button on my jeans.  "Shit, Hendrix."

He slides his hand down the front of my pants, underneath my panties, and I grip his biceps as heat runs through my body at his touch.  "You are so fucking wet," he says.

I can't speak, can't make anything more than a strangled cry as he touches me, his callused fingers rough against my clit.  Desire runs through me like electricity, and every part of me feels like it's on fire.  "I want you," I say.  I speak the words.  Out loud. 
Finally.
  "I want you."

Hendrix lets out a growl under his breath, primal in its intensity, and I think he's going to rip my clothes off right here outside in the pouring rain, and I don't care.  I want him more than I've ever wanted anyone.  In five years, nothing about that has changed.  That desire has only gotten stronger.

Lightning cracks, illuminating everything with bright white light for a moment.  "We should go back, before we get struck by lightning," I say, and when Hendrix slides his fingers from between my legs, I'm crushed by disappointment.

Then Hendrix is pushing me against the tree, peeling my pants over my hips and yanking them, over my thighs.  Before I can say anything else, he slides my panties over my hips.  "Did I tell you how much I like this ass?" he asks.

I grin like an idiot, and I must look like one, out here in a damn storm, with my back against a tree and my pants pulled down around my knees.  But I don't have time to think about what I look like, or about the way we're both soaked to the bone, before Hendrix drops to his knees between my legs and covers my pussy with his mouth.  He explores me with his tongue, licking me and sucking my clit, and I let out a loud moan that gets lost in the noise of the storm.

He doesn't take his time eating me out.  This isn't slow and languid.  He eats me like he's been thinking about this for years and he can't get enough, and I close my eyes and let go.  I pull his head against me as he sucks my clit into his mouth, running his tongue in circles over and over it.  When he slides his fingers inside me, I'm already so close I nearly come at the sensation, and I know I want more.  I want all of him.

I moan his name, not caring how loud I am because it's carried away by the wind, urging him to fuck me harder with his fingers, when what I really want is his cock.  When he groans, the vibration reverberates through my pussy, bringing me higher.  I run my hands over my breasts, barely covered by the sheer fabric of my shirt, and the stimulation practically sends me over the edge.  I want to wait, to savor him doing what he's doing between my legs, but he has me so far gone, I can't.  When I come, I cry out his name, my hands gripping his head as my muscles clench around his fingers.  The release is so intense, and I've waited so long to be with him, that I cry when I come.  I fucking sob, the tears intermingling with the rain.

FIVE YEARS AGO

I look at the house one last time before I leave.  It's five in the morning, and the sun hasn't come up yet.  I'm slinking away from this place like a coward, without saying a damn thing to Addy.  Not even goodbye.  And certainly not the other thing I should say, the thing that really matters.

The cab driver closes the trunk and I sink back into the seat, refusing to turn around and give the place a backwards glance.  It's better this way.  I said goodbye to our parents last night. My father gave me his one sentence of sage advice: "Don't fuck up the Marines."

Addy was the one person I wanted to see, but she was gone last night, out at a movie or something with her friends, and I didn't wake her this morning.  Those are the excuses I gave myself, and they're total bullshit.  I could have seen her.  I just didn't have the balls.

I stare at the envelope in my hand, the note I was going to leave for her but chickened out before I could slip it under her door.  Instead, I stood there staring at her door this morning, my heart beating loudly in my chest, willing her to open the door so I could tell her in person.  I slip the envelope in my backpack.
Fuck it.

I'll get over her,
I tell myself.

The problem is, I know when I'm lying to myself, and this lie is a big one.  Addy isn't the kind of girl you ever get over.

PRESENT DAY

"I'm not going inside," she says.  She's standing by the car, her umbrella over her head, which looks ridiculous since she's already soaked through to the bone.  I'm standing an appropriate foot away from her, just in case anyone is watching us, when I really want to finish what we started.  "I don't want to see them, especially after…"

"After I had my tongue inside you?"

If the darkness and the rain weren't obscuring my vision, I'd say Addy was blushing something fierce.  I love seeing her blush.  "Yes," she says, bringing her hand to her mouth like she's remembering.  "They'll know something happened."

"If we don't go inside, they'll wonder where we are," I say.

"I texted my mother and told her I wasn't feeling well and you were taking me home."  Just then, Addy's phone lights up and she checks it.  "Shit.  My mother says there's flooding down the hill.  The bridge is out."

"The bridge is out," I repeat.

"Fuck."

My cock should deflate at this news, but it doesn't.  It's hard still, pressed up against the zipper of my jeans as I look at Addy, soaking wet, her formerly filmy shirt now completely transparent and clinging to her breasts.  "I guess you'll have to lust after me a while longer," I say.

""Me lust after you?" she asks, smiling.  "You're the one with a huge -- "

"A huge cock?  Yeah, I know.  But thanks for noticing.  They don't call me Cannon for nothing."

"I was going to say a huge hard-on," she says, giggling.  "People call you Cannon because it's your middle name, not because of your cock size."

"Have you ever seen my cock?" I ask.

"No," she says.

Not yet,
I think.  "Exactly.  When you do, you'll understand."

Addy laughs, the sound light.  "You're full of yourself."

"You're about to be full of me too, sweet cheeks."

She slaps my arm.  "Not in the parents' house," she says.

I pause for a minute when I reach the door, Addy behind me.  "You sure the Wicked Bitch isn't lying?" I ask.

Addy rolls her eyes.  "I forgot you used to call her that.  I haven't heard anyone say that in years.  No, of course I'm not sure.  But you know it's true – remember, it used to always go out when it down-poured.  It was one of the things you hated about being up here."

I exhale loudly.  I turn around, my back against the door.  "Being stuck here doesn't change anything, you know," I whisper.  "I still intend to make you come on my cock tonight."

Addy's face flushes red, and I feel pleased with myself.  "Who calls you Cannon?" she asks.  "Girlfriends?  Is it girlfriends?"

I laugh, opening the door and letting us inside, where we're immediately greeted by the Wicked Bitch herself, walking down the hallway.  "I can't believe the two of you," she hisses.  "Embarrassing yourselves like that.  And humiliating your father and I.  This dinner was about business, Addison Stone, and since you apparently don't think enough about your future to care about business deals, I'm left doing that for you."

"It didn't look like business, Mother," Addy says, her voice clipped.  "It looked like a blind date.  Not that I asked you to set me up with anyone.  Did you ever think that might be awkward for me?"

"Why would it be awkward?  Are you and Jared back together?  You are, aren't you?  Jesus Christ, Addison, he's such a PR nightmare."

"I'm not back with anyone, Mother," she says, sighing.  "Can I just go get changed?  Are there any clothes here I can change into?"

"I don't know why the two of you left dinner and went running around outside in the rain," Wendy says, turning and walking down the hallway.  We follow her, and I note how much inside the house has changed since I was here last.  Everything has been redecorated, modern and clean and devoid of charm.  It fits Addy's mother.  "I'll have the maid bring you some dry clothes.  Honestly, what on earth did the two of you have to talk about out in the downpour?"

"I was telling Addy why everyone took to calling me Cannon after I left home," I say.  Beside me, Addy chokes.  She tries to cover it up by coughing several times, but her face is red.

"See?  You caught your death out there, and now you're taxing your voice by coughing.  I'll have the maid bring you up some hot tea.  I wouldn't think telling Addison about your middle name would warrant running around outside like a couple of lunatics.  Besides, didn't you ride around in tanks or something?  It seems like an obvious thing to call you.  I mean, you're a soldier."

"I was a Marine, Wendy," I correct her, irritation in my voice.  "Actually, it was a
long
story that was
hard
to tell."  I emphasize the words, hoping the innuendo is clear to Addy, and by the way she's practically doubled over now, I can see it is.  I can't tell if she's laughing or coughing or dying of embarrassment.

The Wicked Bitch rolls her eyes.  "I told the Colonel that hiring you wasn't a smart idea.  Leaving the table at dinner was unconscionable.  I'm so angry with you I can hardly stand to look at you."

If she could hardly speak, it would be a hell of a lot better.

She dismisses us with a gesture.  "Go," she says.  "You're in your old rooms – they're guest rooms now.  But you can find your way.  The Bentons are staying in the guest house.  You'll have an opportunity to redeem yourselves in the morning."

Addy nods.  "Whatever you say, Mother."  She's up the stairs quickly, glad, I'm sure, to get out from under her mother's penetrating gaze.

The Wicked Bitch narrows her eyes at me.  "Addy is a disaster," she says.  "Constantly sabotaging herself at every turn."

"The only thing that's close to a disaster I've seen is you and my father's meddling in her life," I say.

The Wicked Bitch smiles smugly.  "You've always had a soft spot for her, haven't you?" she asks.  "You've always been blind where she's concerned.  I told your father that, and he insisted you were different. 
The Marines have changed him,
he said. 
He's responsible.  Trustworthy.   Addy's always looked up to him.
And you've been back in her life for all of what, a minute?  You think you know her?"

"She's twenty-two," I say, "She's not seventeen.  You're her manager and that's it.  You don't run her life.  And from where I stand, she's done a good job of that."

Addy's mother laughs.  "She nearly lost her record deal," she says.  "And you know
nothing
.  You think she's not texting that boyfriend of hers?  Or sneaking around with him?  Ask her about it.  You think you have a handle on her?  She's charming you the way she does everyone else."

Anger rushes through me at the idea of Addy being with anyone, much less the douchebag ex-boyfriend who'd better not be in the picture, so help me God.  "You don't think I'm doing my job?  Fire me."

"I'm not going to fire you," the Wicked Bitch says.  "That would make her rebel even more.  But you're going to keep me apprised of what's going on.  I'm her manager.  I need to know."

"Every detail," I say, my tone dripping with sarcasm.  "Should I make you know what she eats and what time she takes a shit?  I can send photos if you like."

"You're crude," she says.

I shrug.  "I guess you can take the man out of the Marines, but you can't take the Marine out of the man, huh?"

She wrinkles her nose, looking at me like she's smelling something repulsive.  "They didn't teach you diplomacy in the military."

"Diplomacy isn't exactly a priority," I say.  "Any other job advice?"

"Watch yourself, Hendrix," she says.  "Addy will have you wrapped around your finger in no time at all.  She's a manipulator."

"Actually, I think you have her confused with someone else," I say.  "You."  I turn to head up the stairs, wondering if she suspects anything between her daughter and me.  I wonder if what happened outside, or hell, the thoughts I've been having, are written all over my face.