Capitol Murder (9 page)

Had Clarence been lying to her all along when he claimed he was innocent? That was the only conclusion she could draw if Clarence knew where the bodies and fingers were buried. The impressions Millie had formed while representing Clarence convinced her that he was a victim. All of a sudden, she wasn’t so certain.

Millie considered other possible explanations. Brad Miller would have asserted the attorney-client privilege if another client revealed the location of the evidence. And he could have asserted his own Fifth Amendment right to be free from self-incrimination if he was afraid he’d committed obstruction of justice because he had moved the jar and uncovered the corpses. Neither of these explanations made a lot of sense.

The easiest way to find out who had told Brad where to find the fingers and the bodies would be to ask him. Millie had mailed Clarence’s letter to Miller care of United States Senator Jack Carson. It was seven o’clock in Portland, which made it ten o’clock in Washington, D.C. Millie went on her computer and found the phone number for the senator’s office. When the receptionist answered, Millie asked to be put through to Brad.

“Brad Miller.”

“Thanks for taking my call, Mr. Miller. I’m Millie Reston, a lawyer in Portland, and I’m representing Clarence Little. I don’t know if you’ve heard, but I won Mr. Little’s postconviction cases. His convictions in the
Benford
and
Poole
cases have been set aside.”

“I assumed Clarence would get someone to attack the rest of his convictions once it was established that the jurors who convicted in
Benford
and
Poole
could have been influenced by evidence concerning a crime he didn’t commit.”

“That’s what the judge held. You made my job easy by proving Mr. Little didn’t kill Laurie Erickson.”

“You know it was another lawyer who won the appeal in the Ninth Circuit.”

“I know you weren’t the attorney of record when Little’s conviction in the
Erickson
case was thrown out,” Millie said. “But everyone knows that it was you and Dana Cutler who provided the real basis for the reversal.”

“That’s ancient history. When I moved to Washington, D.C., to clerk at the Court, I lost track of what was happening in Oregon. I haven’t been involved in the case for some time, so why have you called me?”

“I’ve been prepping for Mr. Little’s trials, and I had a question about something that happened while you were representing him.”

“Okay.”

“It’s about the jar with the pinkies and the two bodies you found. I’m confused about how you found them.”

“I’m afraid I can’t discuss that.”

“All I want to know is who told you where to find the jar and the bodies.”

“I’m sorry, Miss Reston. I can’t help you.”

“Does that mean you’re protecting a confidence of Mr. Little’s?”

“I can’t comment on that,” he said.

“We both represent Mr. Little, so you won’t be violating a confidence if you answer my question.”

“Look, Miss Reston, I can’t even be sure you are who you claim to be. You could be a reporter looking for a story and pretending to be Mr. Little’s lawyer. But even if you are who you say you are, I can’t help you. I don’t even know why you’re asking me about this. Clarence is your client. Ask him.”

There was dead air for a moment, and Millie thought Brad was going to hang up. Instead, he asked her a question.

“When were you appointed to handle Clarence’s postconviction cases?”

“Shortly after the Ninth Circuit reversed in the
Erickson
case.”

“That was a month or two before the presidential election, wasn’t it?”

“Yes.”

“I just received a letter in the mail from your client. It’s similar to a letter from Mr. Little that was hand-delivered to me on the evening of the presidential election. Did you have anything to do with those letters?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Millie answered a little too quickly.

“Do you know who helped him send them to me? They weren’t mailed from the penitentiary.”

“No, I don’t. I’m sorry I bothered you,” Millie said, ending the conversation abruptly. She hadn’t expected Brad to ask her about the letters, and she was scared to death that he would talk to someone at the prison about them. She was sorry she’d called Brad. She might have put herself in harm’s way if he followed up. Even worse, although he had not come out and said it, Miller certainly acted like a man protecting a client’s confidences.

Millie went back to the files after she hung up on Brad Miller, but she had trouble concentrating, because she could not help thinking about their conversation. Miller was no longer involved with Clarence’s case. Why would he refuse to answer her question? The only reasonable explanation was that Clarence had revealed the locations as part of a confidential communication, which the law forbade Brad to reveal.

That evening, Millie tossed and turned for almost an hour after getting into bed and slept in fits and starts. She was exhausted when she woke up, and had no appetite. She dreaded confronting Clarence about the pinkies, but she had to know if everything she believed she and Clarence had together was built on a lie. She had to know if Clarence was the person who had revealed the location of the two murder victims and the jar full of horrific souvenirs.

Chapter Thirteen

T
he first time Millie met Clarence Little at the state penitentiary, she had been afraid. But fear had given way to trust and trust to love. Now, once again, seated at the table in the contact visiting room, Millie’s stomach was in a knot, her throat was dry, and she dreaded meeting Clarence. Then the door opened and he walked in with a wide smile on his face. He looked so happy to see her that she could not help returning his smile. As he walked toward her, Millie’s doubts were nudged aside by the joy she felt whenever they were together. Suddenly her suspicions seemed foolish. How could someone who made her feel this way be a sadistic torturer?

“This is an unexpected surprise,” Clarence said as soon as the door closed behind the guard.

Millie remembered why she was visiting Clarence and her smile disappeared.

“What’s wrong?” Clarence asked.

They’d come to know each other so well, Millie thought. He could read the slightest shift in her mood. Isn’t that what people in love were able to do? Didn’t they become one person, one soul?

“I . . . I was going through the transcripts and the police reports to prepare for trial and, well, something is bothering me.”

Clarence reached across the table and took her hands in his. As always, his touch was electric and disorienting.

“Tell me. Let me help you,” he said.

“It’s the pinkies, the ones in the jar, and the bodies in the forest.”

“What about them?” Clarence asked.

“How did Brad Miller know where to find them? Who told him where they were?”

Clarence didn’t flinch. He looked totally at ease. “Have you asked him?”

“I did but he wouldn’t discuss it.”

Clarence frowned. “That’s strange. And there’s nothing in the case file that explains how that evidence was found?”

“No.”

Clarence shook his head. He looked puzzled. “Brad isn’t involved with the murders of those poor girls anymore. If he knew, what reason would he have to keep that information from you?’

Millie felt sick. Her voice broke a little when she spoke. “He might not tell me if the information was given to him by a client.”

Clarence’s brow creased and he seemed confused for a moment. Then his eyes widened.

“You think that I told him? How would I know? I had nothing to do with those girls.”

Millie felt awful. She had broken the trust that bound Clarence to her. Clarence looked up and locked eyes with Millie’s.

“I can’t believe this,” he said, his voice shaking. “I thought you loved me.”

“I do,” Millie pleaded, desperate to heal the breach her ridiculous suspicions had created.

Clarence took a deep breath. “You see what they’ve done?”

“Who?”

“The people who framed me. The prosecutors and detectives. These were horrible crimes. If the police can’t solve them legally, they have to find a scapegoat. And I’m it. Why else would they prosecute me after it became clear beyond any doubt that I was framed for Erickson’s murder? If I’m not convicted, they’ll all look bad.”

Millie reached across the table and covered Clarence’s hands with hers. She squeezed them. Her suspicions were forgotten.

“They won’t convict you. I promise.”

Clarence took Millie’s hands in his and returned the pressure. “I know you mean well—and you’re one hell of a lawyer—but they’ve stacked the deck against us. They’ve even made
you
suspect me, and you love me. What do you think they’ll do to the jurors? Those people don’t know me the way you do. They’ll want someone to pay, and I’ll be the only one in the room they can blame. If we go to trial, I’m doomed.”

“Don’t give up hope!”

“I hadn’t until now.” Clarence looked so sad. “Admit it, Millie. You’ve had doubts, haven’t you? You really thought I was capable of . . . of doing . . . things to those girls.”

Clarence swallowed. He looked sick. Guilt overwhelmed Millie.

“I’m so sorry,” she said, on the verge of tears.

“It’s what they do to you, and it’s the reason I’ll never get a fair trial.”

Millie didn’t know what to say. Clarence was quiet for a moment. He appeared to be deep in thought.

“There is a way,” he said finally.

“What way?”

He opened his mouth. Then closed it and shook his head. “No, I couldn’t ask you to do it.”

“Do what, Clarence? I’d do anything for you.”

“I can’t put you at risk. If it works, we’ll be together. But if it doesn’t . . .”

“Tell me.”

Clarence leaned across the table and dropped his voice to a whisper.

“I’ve told you before that I have money stashed away, lots of money, enough for us to live on for the rest of our lives.”

She nodded. It was one of the many confidences he’d bestowed on her.

“Millie, there are countries that don’t have extradition treaties with the United States. If we got to one of those countries, we could get married and live together in peace.”

“But how would we . . . ?” Millie started. Then she got it. “Oh, I couldn’t . . .”

“It’s the only way, and I’ve been giving it a lot of thought. I’m certain we can pull it off.”

“But we’d be fugitives. We’d never be able to come home.”

“We’d be together, Millie. That’s all that matters to me. Ask yourself what kind of a life you have now. Mine is horrible. It’s day after mind-numbing day in a tiny cell, never seeing the sun, grateful for any change in my routine, even a court appearance. I had nothing until I met you. You’ve given me hope. Without you I would have gone insane. I’d do anything—take any risk—to be with you.”

Millie let go of Clarence’s hands. She sat back. “I’ve got to think.”

“Of course,” he said. “I know this is a lot to spring on you. But listening to the doubt in your voice . . . It tore me up, Millie. To think you might have lost faith in me . . . It made me realize how hopeless my case is if we’re depending on a fair result at my trial.”

Millie stood up and rang for the guard.

“Are you okay?” Clarence asked.

“I’m confused, Clarence, and I’m scared.”

“I’m sorry. Forget what I said. We’ll take our chances in court.”

She turned her back so she wouldn’t have to face him.

“I’ll think about what you said,” she told him just as the guard appeared.

“Okay. And, Millie, no matter what you decide, I love you.”

M
illie wandered back to her office building in a daze. When she got upstairs, she closed the door to her office and tried to distract herself by working on another case, but she couldn’t concentrate. If she did what Clarence asked her, life as she knew it would be over—but she and Clarence would be together.

“What do I have now?” she asked herself. Until she met Clarence, her life had been dull gray. When she was with Clarence, everything was highlighted in bright colors. True, she was starting to make money and a name for herself, but that could end. One highly publicized loss, and she could be back where she started, a nobody. And even with her professional success, she was still who she was, colorless, boring, and drab. She only felt like a woman when she was with Clarence. He made her feel alive. Could she give up everything for him? If she did what he asked, she would be a fugitive; she would be trapped in the country to which they fled, never able to leave for fear of arrest.

But she would be with Clarence; they would be bound to each other.

Millie tried to imagine what it would be like to wake up every morning in bed with Clarence, sated by a night of lovemaking, warmed by the heat of his body. That life would be so much better than what she had now.

Millie told her secretary that she had a headache, and she left for her apartment. When she was inside, she kept the lights off and sat on her sofa. She looked around. Her apartment was as much a prison as Clarence’s cell. What would she be giving up if she left it and went on the run with Clarence? She would live in fear, but fear was an emotion, love was an emotion. Before she met Clarence, her life had been a wasteland, bare of all emotions except depression. This was her chance, maybe the only chance she would ever have, to experience life. But did she have the courage to take it?

Chapter Fourteen

A
week before the NFL exhibition season started, Steve drove the members of the cell to FedEx Field, where the Washington Redskins play. Ali Bashar thought the stadium looked like a massive, elongated pottery bowl whose size was accentuated by the empty asphalt parking lots surrounding it. On a game day, bumper-to-bumper traffic would move at a snail’s pace down the street leading to those lots, while exuberant fans surged toward the entrances. But there had been no game that day, and FedEx Field was eerily quiet.