Authors: Jacqueline Wilson
CHAPTER FIVE
Nightmare
‘
YOUR LITTLE NAP
did you good, darling,’ said Gran, when I went downstairs for tea. ‘Mmm! You smell very fresh and pretty!’
‘You’ve got a bit of colour back in your cheeks, poppet,’ said Grandad.
They both looked pale and tired but they were trying hard to smile and be cheerful. Gran served us sausage and mash, our favourite – but nobody cleared their plate.
I kept peering at Mabel’s dish in the corner of the kitchen. She always had her tea while
we
ate ours. Sometimes she came scavenging for my leftovers. She particularly liked mashed potato. I had to be careful though. If I gave her too much she was sick.
I thought about the last time poor Mabel was sick and how mean I’d been. My mashed potato got stuck in my throat and I was very nearly sick myself.
Grandad’s hand reached out and patted mine. Gran took my plate away and gave me another drink.
‘Your dad’s going to do his best to come home early tonight,’ said Gran.
I wasn’t too sure about this. Dad always had to work very, very late. But today he came home just as Gran was clearing the table.
‘I’ll get your own tea, dear,’ she said.
‘I’ll have it later,’ said Dad. ‘I thought Verity and I would go out first. I’ve got heaps of posters about Mabel. We’ll pin them up over the neighbourhood. I’ve even used a photo of her, look, Verity.’
I looked. Dad had done a wonderful poster with a big blown-up picture of Mabel curled up asleep, under the heading
HAVE YOU SEEN OUR CAT MABEL?
My heart started banging so hard I thought
it
was going to bounce right through my chest and make a mess of my school dress. Dad and I trudged down street after street after street. We pinned Mabel’s poster to trees and fences and lamp-posts everywhere we went.
‘Don’t worry, Verity, we’ll find Mabel now,’ said Dad, taking hold of my hand. ‘Someone’s bound to see the poster and recognize Mabel and ring our number. She can’t have vanished into thin air.’
My heart went bang bang bang. I knew I should tell Dad that Mabel wasn’t missing. He
had
done a hundred posters asking if anyone had seen her. There was only one person in the whole world who knew exactly where she was, entombed in my wardrobe.
I wondered if Dad would understand? I didn’t dare risk telling him. You couldn’t talk about things like death to Dad. It made him think about Mum. I remembered Gran this morning. It would be even worse if
Dad
started crying.
So I didn’t say anything. I was very, very quiet all the way round the neighbourhood and I was very, very quiet when we got home. We were
all
very, very quiet.
I was glad when Gran sent me up to bed. I lay there wide awake. I waited until I heard Gran and Grandad go up to bed. I waited even longer, until I heard Dad go up to bed too. It was a good job I waited, because Dad crept into my room. I closed my eyes tight and lay very still. Dad stood beside my bed a long time. Then he sighed, gently tucked the covers up under my chin, and went out the room.
I still had to wait ages and ages, just to be safe. But when there hadn’t been any sound in the house for a long, long time I crept out of bed and very slowly and cautiously opened my
wardrobe
door. There was a strange smell, half sweet, half sour – bath salts mixed up with the new worrying smell of Mabel.
I decided I mustn’t let this put me off. Mabel couldn’t help it after all.
I reached into the back of the wardrobe and reverently pulled out the duffle bag. I tried hard but I couldn’t pull the Mabel mummy out. I couldn’t really see what I was doing in the dark. I had to content myself with inserting one hand into the bag and stroking Mabel’s bandages. It was very soothing, very, very soothing . . .
I woke up in the middle of the night to find myself huddled against the wardrobe, the duffle bag clasped to my chest. I wanted to take it back to bed with me, but I didn’t dare risk it. I put Mabel back in the wardrobe, shut the door, and then crawled back into bed. I was freezing cold so I wrapped the duvet tightly round me.
I think it was the duvet that gave me the nightmare. I was dead and someone was trying to hook my brains out and I screamed and then they were wrapping me up in bandages, tighter and tighter, and I screamed again. I screamed for someone to come and help me because I was being turned into a mummy . . .
‘Verity! Verity, darling, it’s Dad. I’m here. Wake up! You’re having a nightmare.’
I started sobbing, still thrashing my arms and legs around to free them from the mummy bandages. The duvet fell away and the only thing holding me tightly was Dad.
‘Oh, Dad,’ I sobbed. He held me close.
‘What’s up?’ Gran said sleepily, out on the landing. ‘Is Verity crying?’
‘She had a bad dream,’ said Dad. ‘She was shouting.’
‘What was I shouting?’ I said, suddenly scared. ‘Did I shout about Mabel?’
Dad didn’t answer until Gran had shuffled back to bed.
‘I couldn’t quite make out what you were saying, pet, but you seemed to be calling for . . .for Mummy.’
I didn’t know what to say. My heart was banging again. Dad cleared his throat as if he was about to say more, but no words came out.
There was a deep silence in the dark room.
CHAPTER SIX
Mabel, the Spirit of the Dead
WE ALL OVERSLEPT
in the morning. It was just as well. Gran noticed all the bath salts were missing.
‘How can they have disappeared?’ Gran said, bewildered.
She asked Grandad if he’d used them. He said he didn’t want to smell like a lavender bush, thanks very much, so he never used so much as a sprinkle.
‘Verity?
You
didn’t use them all up, did you?’ said Gran. ‘I know it can’t have been your dad.
He
only ever has a quick shower.’
‘I – I might have used some of them,’ I mumbled, running away from Gran into my bedroom. ‘Sorry, Gran, I’ve got to pack my school bag.’
But Gran followed me into my bedroom. She sniffed suspiciously.
‘My goodness! I can
smell
the bath salts! What on earth did you do? Tip the whole
jar
in your bath?’
‘Please don’t be cross, Gran,’ I said, frantically shoving my books and PE kit into my school bag.
I shoved a little
too
frantically and the zip jammed. I tugged. I tugged too hard.
‘Oh no!’
‘Verity! Silly girl! You should have eased the zip. Now look at it! Where’s your duffle bag? You’d better take your stuff in that.’
‘No! No, I . . . I can’t. I don’t like my duffle bag. No-one takes duffle bags to school any more. This bag’s still fine, Gran. I’ll pin it. Oh please, let’s hurry, we’re
late
.’
I dodged round Gran, clutching my broken bag in my arms. I hoped she’d have forgotten all about the bath salts by the time school was over.
We couldn’t forget about poor Mabel. There were all the posters on every tree and fence, her sweet face peering at us plaintively.
‘I’d give anything in the whole world for Mabel to be safe and sound somewhere,’ Gran muttered. ‘I’ll stay in all day just in case anyone phones with news of her.’
‘Oh Gran,’ I said.
I trailed into school, feeling terrible. The bell had already gone but Miss Smith didn’t tell me off when I sidled into the classroom.
‘How are you today, Verity? Any more bad dreams?’ she asked.
I nodded. ‘Horrible nightmares.’
‘Oh dear,’ she said, and she patted my shoulder as I went past.
Sophie and Laura and Aaron were all extra-nice to me. Even
Moyra
was nice. She offered to share her sweets with me at break-time. She had two big wiggly green jelly snakes.
‘You can have one if you want, Verity,’ she said.