Changeling Moon (31 page)
Authors: Dani Harper
He remembered every detail of how he had gotten them, however, and that was where the real damage lay. In his head. Every time he closed his eyes he saw Bernard Gervais turn into a creature from hell. The nightmare stalked him 24/7 and he no longer knew what it was like to sleep without screaming.
Jessie motioned for him to sit, which he did gratefully. Both his body and mind were exhausted. He glanced around and recognized many of the faces in the assembly, knew most of them by name now. Funny, he'd expected them to look at him with hate or loathing or disgust. Instead, he could swear he saw something like pity, perhaps even concern. He chalked it up to imagination.
“This is Tad Helfren, a reporterâ”
“Investigator,” he corrected. He didn't want anybody writing
reporter
in his obituary. He was a professional.
reporter
in his obituary. He was a professional.
The Pack leader cocked an eyebrow at him and continued. “An
investigator
for
OtherWorld News
. He came here to write a story on werewolves. However, he now has a vested interest in keeping our secrets rather than publishing them,” she said to the group. “He's been bitten and the full moon is only two days away. He could not be treated with silver in time.”
investigator
for
OtherWorld News
. He came here to write a story on werewolves. However, he now has a vested interest in keeping our secrets rather than publishing them,” she said to the group. “He's been bitten and the full moon is only two days away. He could not be treated with silver in time.”
There was a collective gasp. Oh yeah, there's another good reason for not hanging around, Helfren thought.
Going to turn into a monster in two days? Just let me check out now.
“Can I ask how you plan to kill me?” he said. “I've already been torn up once, so I'd like to choose something quick if that's allowed.”
Going to turn into a monster in two days? Just let me check out now.
“Can I ask how you plan to kill me?” he said. “I've already been torn up once, so I'd like to choose something quick if that's allowed.”
There was silence for a long moment. Great, he'd pissed them off. So much for the quick death.
“You believe we want to kill you.” Watson made it a statement.
“Why not? You're werewolves.”
“Changelings,” somebody corrected.
“You think we're all killers like that rotter, Bernie.” Watson's husband, Bill, folded his tattooed arms indignantly. “We're just bloody animals to you.”
Helfren simply shrugged.
If the shoe fits . . .
“Can we just get it over with?”
If the shoe fits . . .
“Can we just get it over with?”
Jessie Watson shook her head. “We're not going to kill you, Tad. We can't undo what has been done to you, but we can help you get through it, teach you how to live with it. You can be one of us.”
He stared at her, incredulous. “This is a joke, right?” He looked around, but no one seemed to be laughing.
“You've been Changed without consent,” she continued. “Your sire is dead, and you are the Pack's responsibility now. We take that very seriously.”
No. No way in hell was he buying
this
. “Seriously enough that I could join up and become the Pack flunky, you mean.” Just how dumb did they think he was? “I guess somebody has to order the pizza, be the designated driver, and bury the bodies, but you're going to have to get somebody else.”
this
. “Seriously enough that I could join up and become the Pack flunky, you mean.” Just how dumb did they think he was? “I guess somebody has to order the pizza, be the designated driver, and bury the bodies, but you're going to have to get somebody else.”
There were surprised murmurs around the circle. Some faces were amused, some angry. Bill Watson was definitely on the angry list and looked as if he was going to come over and do something about it until a new voice broke in. “For Christ's sake, Helfren, this isn't
Dracula
. We don't turn people into our personal minions.” Helfren turned and saw that it was one of the Macleod twins. “I do my own laundry, just like everybody else.”
Dracula
. We don't turn people into our personal minions.” Helfren turned and saw that it was one of the Macleod twins. “I do my own laundry, just like everybody else.”
“Culley, you're always talking our sister into doing your laundry,” said Connor.
“Hey, well, she's not here right now, is she? So I'm doing my own laundry like I said.”
For a split second it sounded normal.
They
sounded normal. Just regular people with regular families. Helfren sighed. He was afraid of being taken in by this charadeâbut a tiny part of him wanted,
needed
, hope. “Do you really expect me to believe that there are no strings? That I could just learn to be like you and that's it?”
They
sounded normal. Just regular people with regular families. Helfren sighed. He was afraid of being taken in by this charadeâbut a tiny part of him wanted,
needed
, hope. “Do you really expect me to believe that there are no strings? That I could just learn to be like you and that's it?”
“You're really waiting for the other shoe to drop, aren't you?” Jessie shook her head. “There are no strings here, Helfren. That's not the way we work. You'll have a lot to learn, some adjustments to make. But your life is your own.”
He took a breath and allowed himself, just for a moment, to believe they weren't going to kill him. That he wasn't going to die. But the life before him looked terrifying and fear overwhelmed him. “I can't do this,” he said quietly and wondered if he could cowboy up enough to shoot himself.
“You have to do this and you will. But not alone.” Jessie spoke to the assembly. “Bernard Gervais is dead. Someone must take on the responsibilities of teaching this man in the sire's stead.”
“I think I'll take that bet.” It was Culley Macleod. He rose and walked over to Jessie. “He's a jerk and an asshole, but I think he's got potential. Besides, I like a long shot.”
A
Macleod
? A Macleod was going to be his guide to werewolf life? Helfren blinked, glad he was sitting down. This couldn't be good. Out of everyone present, the Macleods had the most reason to kill him. He'd spied on them, harassed them. Worst of all, he'd gotten carried away, so damn intent on breaking this story to the world, wanting that fame and fortune so bad that he'd put hands on Zoey Tyler, threatened her. Hell, he'd almost hit her. Yeah, the Macleods had plenty of reason to take him out and he couldn't blame them a bit.
Macleod
? A Macleod was going to be his guide to werewolf life? Helfren blinked, glad he was sitting down. This couldn't be good. Out of everyone present, the Macleods had the most reason to kill him. He'd spied on them, harassed them. Worst of all, he'd gotten carried away, so damn intent on breaking this story to the world, wanting that fame and fortune so bad that he'd put hands on Zoey Tyler, threatened her. Hell, he'd almost hit her. Yeah, the Macleods had plenty of reason to take him out and he couldn't blame them a bit.
“Culley, this is a commitment, not a prank,” said Jessie. “You're sure about this?”
“Yeah. I'll do it.”
The Pack leader folded her arms and surveyed them both. “I'm not sure who's getting the worst of this bargain, but I'll accept it.” She rose and walked a few steps away. “It's a terrific life, Tad. I think you'll find happiness in it.” In the blink of an eye, she was gone and in her place stood a wolf. Tiny blue sparks winked out in its rich fur. It wasn't the horrific monster that Bernie had been but Helfren's heart skipped several beats just the same. With a wave of her tail she loped away. Several others Changed and followed after her, as he stared.
“You look like you're having a panic attack,” interjected Culley. “Better take a breath there, bud.”
Helfren shook himself and sucked in air until he felt as normal as he was going to get. He put his hands up. “Look, why the hell do you care, anyway? What is it you want?”
“Maybe I just want to see if there's a human being under that obnoxious reporter shell of yours. And maybe I got a glimpse of it that gives me hope.” Culley lowered his voice. “I saw you in the grocery store parking lot one day helping Enid Malkinson. That old cat of hers, Poodle, jumped out of the car and ran off. You helped her chase it down.”
Helfren scowled. “Big deal. All I did was get a damn cat for a little old lady.”
“Uh-huh. And you had to crawl under a grain truck to do it.” Culley grinned. “Don't give me that look, Helfren. I know you've got a heart. It's rusty and shriveled with disuse, but we can work with it, maybe do a little remedial charm school once we get the Changeling stuff down. Who knows? Maybe one day you'll even apologize to Zoey and Connor. They'll probably just eat you, of course, but you'll go out with a clear conscience.”
He felt the color draining from his face.
Culley simply chuckled and shook his head. “You're
way
too easy, bud. Nobody's going to lay a finger on you, I promise. So what do you say?” He held out a hand.
way
too easy, bud. Nobody's going to lay a finger on you, I promise. So what do you say?” He held out a hand.
Tad Helfren sighed then and gave up. Just gave up and gave in. He was going to be a werewolfâ
Changeling
, he corrected himself. And apparently he was going to have a wise ass for a mentor.
Changeling
, he corrected himself. And apparently he was going to have a wise ass for a mentor.
He took the hand.
Epilogue
T
he wind whipped a flurry of golden poplar leaves down the dark, deserted street, mixed them with a few wet snowflakes. The Village Council's monthly meeting had gone overtime again. That was almost a tradition. The new publisher of the
Dunvegan Herald Weekly
was the last one out of the building. That was well on the way to becoming a tradition too.
he wind whipped a flurry of golden poplar leaves down the dark, deserted street, mixed them with a few wet snowflakes. The Village Council's monthly meeting had gone overtime again. That was almost a tradition. The new publisher of the
Dunvegan Herald Weekly
was the last one out of the building. That was well on the way to becoming a tradition too.
I've got to start finishing my story notes at home. Or hire another reporter. It's got to be after 11 o'clock.
Camera bag in hand, Zoey headed toward the only vehicle left on the street: her old red Bronco. Suddenly her peripheral vision detected a large dark shadow moving stealthily along the bushes toward her. She stopped dead, heart pounding.
Camera bag in hand, Zoey headed toward the only vehicle left on the street: her old red Bronco. Suddenly her peripheral vision detected a large dark shadow moving stealthily along the bushes toward her. She stopped dead, heart pounding.
The shadow resolved itself into an immense wolf.
“Connor Macleod! That's
so
not funny!”
so
not funny!”
The silver and black wolf bounded into the amber glow of a streetlight, jaws grinning, tongue lolling. A moment later, a tall man leaned on the hood of her truck and smiled innocently at Zoey as blue sparks spiraled to the ground around him. “Come on, you weren't really scared, were you? I told you I'd be waiting for you.”
“More like lying in wait! Good thing there's nobody around to see you at this time of night!” She dodged his embrace and put the camera bag on the front seat. Sighed as he moved in close behind her. Sighed more deeply as he brushed aside her long hair and began warmly kissing the sensitive spot on the back of her neck. She felt herself melting and slipped easily into mindspeech.
Mmmm. You get around me every time.
Mmmm. You get around me every time.
Not every time. You bopped me when I surprised you in your office last week.
Yeah, but I only hit you once. And I generously forgave you for sneaking up on me like that, since you were kissing me so nicely.
“I did a helluva lot more than kiss you,” he murmured. The two of them had ended up making love amid the stacks of newspapers in the darkened print room. Later, it had taken quite a while to shower the stubborn ink off their skinâbut that just provided an opportunity to enjoy each other all over again.
Come to think of it, I'd like to do a lot more than kiss you right now, little falcon.
Come to think of it, I'd like to do a lot more than kiss you right now, little falcon.
“Really?” She grinned and leaned back against him, enjoying the warmth that radiated from him. “Now why would that be?”
“Because my life's goal is to finally count all of my wife's freckles. For some reason I keep getting distracted and having to start over.” He slid a hand over her hip and cupped her bottom. “I think I left off about
here
last time.”
here
last time.”
She laughed and glanced down at the antique ring on her hand, a Macleod family heirloom. Two silvery wolves entwined around a large moon-white pearl. Connor had gently slid the band onto her finger only a few months ago, during an intimate ceremony with family and friends at the Macleod farm. At the first touch of the ring, her psychic gift had shown her a beautiful dark-haired woman, smiling at Zoey as if she heartily approved.
It had been one of the nicest visions Zoey had ever had, almost like a wedding present from her extra-sensory side. And maybe it had been a sign as well. Accepting her abilities had caused them to grow and flourish. Embracing a relationship with Connor had done the same. It had seemed the most natural thing in the world to say yes when he asked her to marry him. The fact that she'd been a mountain lion at the time notwithstanding . . .
“I have an idea,” she murmured.
He nuzzled her hair until he could brush his lips over her ear.
And what's that?
And what's that?
“Let's forget the truck and run home.”
His mouth traveled down her sensitive neck in long soft kisses and gentle bites. He slid his big hands under her jacket, her shirt, seeking skin. “And then what?”
“Oh, I don't know.” The frosty night air and the heat from his strong fingers was a delicious combination. She shivered, but not from the cold. “Have wild and crazy sex all night?”
“Mmmm . . . Just how wild and crazy are we talking?”
She whispered in his ear.
Connor stepped back immediately and Changed. The saddleback wolf loped to the middle of the street, where he paused and looked back, waiting. In a moment, a sleek golden wolf joined him. Together they ran through fallen leaves and skiffs of snow, dodging in and out of shadows until they reached the edge of town.
Suddenly the golden wolf vanished and a tawny falcon took to the dark sky.
No fair!
Connor's voice protested loudly in her head.
Connor's voice protested loudly in her head.
She only chuckled and soared higher. Zoey watched her mate admiringly as he raced over the moonlit fields, then, with a flip of her wingtips, overtook him.
Last one home makes dinner!
Out of the corner of her falcon's eye, she could see the great saddleback wolf redouble his pace. He was close, but no way was he going to catch up to her.
Last one home makes dinner!
Out of the corner of her falcon's eye, she could see the great saddleback wolf redouble his pace. He was close, but no way was he going to catch up to her.
He knew it too.
I always end up making dinner because you
cheat
. I could really lose my motivation here!
I always end up making dinner because you
cheat
. I could really lose my motivation here!
Not if you make dinner
naked
tonight. And I'll provide dessert . . .
naked
tonight. And I'll provide dessert . . .
Fine, but I want dessert first!
Zoey laughed and flew like an arrow for home.
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