Authors: Gwendoline Butler
âI am glad, I really am glad. How do you feel?'
Marie frowned. âI couldn't go to a party or give one. But yes, I feel so much better. I can remember . . .'
She stopped.
Paul gripped her hand tighter, so tight that she withdrew it with a smile and shake of the head.
âDon't push yourself,' he said. He looked at Stella. âI told her she shouldn't do that.'
Stella nodded. âQuite right.'
âI think I must talk, I am beginning to remember things.' She smiled at Stella, âAnd then there are things I did not know . . . they discovered while I was unconscious that I'm pregnant.'
âOh Marie, I am pleased.'
âYes, and all seems well . . . not miscarrying or anything.'
âAnd you're not going to,' said her husband.
âThree months gone,' said Marie. â
And I never knew
. You've got to admit, that's something to come round to.'
The door opened and in came Coffin. He looked surprised when he saw Stella, but he didn't speak to her. âI had a message that you wanted to talk to me.'
âYes, I wanted to tell you that I remember the face of the man who shot me.'
âOh Marie, dear,' said Paul. âI wish you wouldn't go on.'
âThere isn't any more to go on about,' said Marie. âThat's all I have to say. I can describe him . . . a bit, anyway.' She leant back on her pillows and closed her eyes.
âTell me,' Coffin began.
âTell you anything,' said Marie, her eyes still closed. âA dark face, very dark, plump . . .'
She's describing Joe, thought Stella. âJoe,' she whispered to her husband.
He shook his head. To Marie, he said, âHave you told anyone?'
âMay just have said I remembered,' she muttered.
âStop questioning her,' ordered her husband.
Be glad to, thought Coffin. âYou're safe now,' he said to her quietly. âI may know that face.'
Behind him a door opened. Stella swung round and called out, gripping his arm.
âYes, I know that face,' Coffin said, turning to look. âI saw it through the window in the museum where Dr Murray lay.' He had seen it dimly, now he saw it clearly.
Marie opened her eyes. Recognition came into them because the man, dressed in hospital cleaner's overalls, held a gun.
âI will kill the lot of you,' said Sam. âI have enough bullets, and I have done it before. One, two, three, four.'
He looked first at Marie, and then directed his gaze at Stella. âWhy, why?' she heard herself say.
Sam was willing to talk. âIf you want to know, it started with Mrs Jackson. She knew me and I knew her because she was a nurse, a baby nurse.'
âA midwife,' whispered Stella. Keep him talking, a voice inside her murmured.
âShe watched me going round the museum â the one with the babies' heads.' His voice dropped to a mutter. âShe said I went there too often. “I am going to get you away from that place, it's not good for you.”'
Stella thought about all those tiny skulls, and she agreed with Mrs Jackson. She wondered also about the doctor who had initially set up the museum. A man of science, or a man obsessed?
â “I am going to cure you,” old Jackson said. “I am going to see you get away from that place.”
âAfter that I didn't mind killing her . . . especially as I got paid, although the money wasn't much.'
Stella flinched as she heard what he said. Money?
âCure me?' Sam was laughing. âNot good for me? The cheek of her. I am the scholar of the skulls.' He repeated the words with relish. âI know everyone, I have dusted them â no one else did â stroked them.' He waved his gun. âI have this gun, and others and I know how to use them. Guns and skulls . . . when she said that, the two parts of me came together. If you have a gun, you are someone.' His eyes shone. âI was a god with a gun.'
âHe's mad,' thought Stella. Behind her, she heard Coffin move. Oh, be careful, she thought, he has a gun and I am in front.
But Sam was talking on. âShe said to me, “You must have been abused as a child, so I am going to help you.” “No, I wasn't,” I said. “I lived in a home for lost kids and it suited me. We beat each other up sometimes, but nothing to count.” And you could bet our keepers did not interfere, or they might have got it. It was the lovely museum that made me a god. Joe got me work . . . remember Joe?'
Stella nodded.
âI wouldn't kill Joe, Joe's a gent. I killed Mrs J. because I was paid. It was a job, at first anyway, but I had to kill the others, because they knew me.'
âDr Murray,' began Coffin.
Stella gave her husband a backward kick on the ankle. âShut up.' Be a husband, not a policeman, she wanted to say.
But Sam had heard Coffin. âDr Murray, now that was a real shame in a way. She was a scholar of the skulls, like I was, but she saw me stroking them. “My god, you're mad,” she said. God and madness, funny how she coupled them. So I killed her. And I sprinkled a bit of extra blood around . . . I was a blood carrier in the hospital; some was kept for what they called study and future use, the rest disposed of. I gave her some second-rate stuff. Just a bit extra, to go with her own blood . . . Well, she deserved some treatment: she recognized the skull I buried . . . the one with blood dried on it. And then she saw the gold ring . . . that was off a stiff in the mortuary . . . I stole it. I did steal a bit, we all did, this and that. And I was wearing it for luck.' He paused as if to think about the luck, if luck it had been. âThat skull I buried was a newish one. Don't ask me how I got my hands on it, helped myself to it, you could say, and cleaned it up a bit.' He did not mention how he had done this.
Stella, saying to herself, Talk, talk, it keeps the gun quiet, asked him how he had known where to bury it.
âOh, kids, I'm a local, we knew the place where they were. A skull would turn up sometimes, and the dogs would have it, or it would get kicked aside. One came up one day when were larking about and the others wanted to use it as a football, but I buried it.'
Another beginning for the obsession? Stella wondered what the Neanderthals who buried the skulls first would have said. Speechless, though, weren't they, give or take the odd grunt. Pushed aside by a leaner, faster, articulate and more ruthless race:
Homo sapiens
. She wondered if the races interbred and produced a hybrid and if Sam was a descendant.
Then she looked into Sam's eyes and saw the clear ruthless stare of
Homo sapiens
. No, he's one of us.
Behind her she thought she heard her husband trying to use his mobile, so she raised her voice louder.
âSo you went on killing?'
âThe Walkers? They called themself the baby lovers, which irritated me, but one of them, Lia, got to know what I was doing . . . or I thought she did. Her husband was a good guesser, and
knew
me. He'd been in the home with me and he kicked the odd skull himself.'
He pointed his gun. âSo that's it, told you a lot, I wanted to tell Joe, but he would never let me talk . . . Not that it'll do you lot any good.'
Here it comes, thought Stella.
âHappy Christmas,' said Sam.
Coffin pushed in front of Stella. Both of them would be between Marie and the gun. Paul flung himself on the bed, on top of Marie.
âEdge backwards, Stella,' Coffin whispered, freeing himself from Stella's grip to get at Sam before the gun went off.
Before him the door opened again. âWatch it, Sam,' said Larry Lavender. âYou'll need a bullet for me.' He threw himself at Sam as the gun went off.
My turn now, thought Coffin, as he got one arm round Sam's body and another round his neck, wrenching him to the ground. âPrison for you, my boy.'
âYou could have been killed,' said Coffin to Larry Lavender, mopping at the blood on his chest and pressing on the wound to join it together.
âNot today,' said Larry gasping with pain. âNot my death day.' He managed to grin. âBe glad when the doctor gets here . . .'
âHere now,' said Coffin, stepping back.
âCould see him coming down the corridor. With a gun. Followed.'
âGlad you did. My good luck day.'
The doctor pushed Coffin aside. âHere, let me get there. You'll kill this chap if you lean on his chest.'
âNot me,' Larry managed to get out.
âLet's hope so,' grunted the doctor, as he superintended Larry's departure for surgery. âNow keep quiet, the less talking the better. Had any aspirin or garlic today?' Doctor, nurse and patient departed. Coffin watched them disappear into the lift.
âI hope he comes through,' he said to Stella. âLet's get you home.'
She held back. âI ought to say goodbye to Marie.'
âShe's comfortably in her room, where we left her with her husband. Let's leave them together.'
They were driven home together in his official car. Coffin was thoughtful. Not one of my triumphs, he thought. I think Larry did better than me.
They had a quiet dinner together, with Stella admitting that it had been a tiring day. But she wanted to talk to her husband. There were things he must tell her.
âHow did you know it was Sam?'
âNatasha told me.'
âWhat?'
âForensics managed to bring up the letter she took with her.' Perhaps she had not meant in the end that he should read it. After all, she had taken it with her, not left it behind, but he had read it and grieved for her.
âIt's a terrible story.'
âTell me. What was it to do with Natasha?'
âShe was guilty of murder. Of one murder at least, that of Mrs Jackson. She paid to have her killed.'
Stella stared at her husband. âWhy?'
The forensic experts had managed to bring up the text, almost complete, and had sent a copy that afternoon to Coffin.
âHatred,' said Coffin sadly. âAnd the others died because Sam found he enjoyed doing it. All connected with babies, you might notice. But the first one set him off. It was the first blow that counted.'
My baby was delivered by Mrs Jackson, born dead
, she had said,
and she never let me even see. I didn't care how deformed it was, one head, two heads, no head, I wanted to see it. And perhaps it wasn't dead, but she let it die
.
âI think she was more than a little mad,' said Coffin sadly. Natasha had written out her pain in a careful print.
Wergild for my baby
, she had written, then scored it out. Almost out. She went on:
It festered inside when I saw my friends walking their babies, the way we had promised ourselves we would do. So I saved up all the money I could; I inserted a carefully worded advertisement in a free newspaper. If you read it more than once you guessed what it meant. Sam answered and I paid him to do it. I didn't know he would go on with the killing. All connected with children or babies. My cousin guessed, I think. Or he thought she did. For all those deaths I was guilty and could not live. I didn't want to
.
âIt's always hard to apportion guilt,' said Coffin, âbut yes, I think she was right to accept guilt.'
âAnd her husband?'
âAs well. I don't know what will happen to him. Folie à deux, I think.'
As for Sam he did know, and Stella did not ask. He would gladly have killed him if he had hurt Stella. Even in his confession, if you could call it that, Sam had fudged the truth here and there, put a gloss on it. The business of the ring, for instance? He never told the truth there. Coffin felt there would be a mystery to the end. Not all life tidies itself up.
Sam had admitted that he had seen Dr Murray studying the skulls in the museum; he knew of her relationship with his employer, Natasha, and thought she might be suspecting him. As indeed perhaps she did. So he decided at once to kill her, and he used the bucket of blood to throw suspicion elsewhere. He wasn't quite clever enough to realize that in the end it would all come back to him.
Coffin wanted to tell Stella that Marie had always been the object of his gun at the christening, because she had once worked in the obstetrics department and was associated with births and babies in Sam's crazed mind. Not me, he wanted to say, never me. He took a bus and set off to the killing. He liked a bus ride, and he went on top to see out.
There was something he wanted her to see. He picked up the folder containing the report that Paul Masters had made for him; he had only just handed it in.
Coffin had a photograph in his hand. âWhile on the job Paul was snapped by a journalist with one of those cameras that pop out the snap so you can see it straight away. Paul grabbed it and took it away.' Didn't study it, though.
Coffin held it out to Stella.
There was Paul in the photograph, talking to one of the hospital staff.
âNice-looking woman,' said Stella.
âOne of the administrators . . . but it's not her. Look closer.'
In the background, in the shadows, there was another figure. Stella could just see the face. She looked up at her husband.
âYes, it's Sam,' said Coffin, sadly. âGot everywhere, didn't he?' He put the photograph away. âIf I had seen that earlier, the case might have ended there.' He did not blame Masters, only himself.
Stella said thoughtfully, âWould make a good film. Might get my name in it.'
Coffin was quiet for a moment. Then he said, âYou might have a new name by then, Stella.'
She stared.
âLady Coffin,' he said
âWell, well,' said Stella.
âI won't accept, if you don't want me to.'
Stella laughed. âYou don't mean that . . . but I do want it.' She mouthed her new name, âLady Coffin . . . I love it.'
In the morning, he went to see Larry Lavender.
âThanks, Larry. You deserve a medal.' And Coffin would see he got one. âHow do you feel?'