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But it was damp, dark and crowded--perfect for spiders or, worse, rats. Which was one reason Madison generally avoided it. When she was a child, she'd been afraid her father would lock her in. Probably because he'd threatened to do so once, when she was only four years old and he'd caught her digging through the Christmas presents her mother had hidden there.

It wasn't the fear of spiders or rats, or even the fear of being locked in, that bothered her at age twenty-eight, however. Ever since the police and the media had started following her father around, suspecting him of being involved in the terrible murders near the university only a few blocks away, she'd been terrified of what she might find if she ever really looked....

"Madison?" Her mother's voice filtered down to her again.

"Give me a minute," she called in annoyance as she opened the small door. "It's a twenty-dollar punch bowl," she grumbled to herself. "Why can't she just let me buy her a new one?"

The smell of moist earth and rotting wood greeted her as she flipped on the dangling bulb overhead and peered inside. Years ago, her father had covered the bare, uneven ground with black plastic and made a path of wooden boards that snaked through the clutter. These makeshift improvements reminded her that this was
his
domain, one of the places he'd never liked her to go.

It didn't make the thought of snooping around any more appealing. Her half brothers, Johnny and Tye, her father's children by his first wife, stored things here occasionally, but she did her best to forget the dark yawning space even existed. She certainly didn't want to spend any portion of what had started out as a relaxing Sunday afternoon scrounging around this creepy place.

She considered telling her mother the punch bowl wasn't there. But ever since her father's suicide, her mother seemed to fixate on the smallest details. If Madison couldn't find it, she'd probably insist on looking herself, and Annette was getting too old to be crawling around on her hands and knees. Besides, Madison and her mother had stood by Ellis Purcell throughout the investigation that had ended with his death. Certainly Madison could have a little faith in him now. The police had searched the house about four years after the killings began and never found anything.

She
wasn't going to find anything, either. Because her father was innocent. Of course.

Taking a deep, calming breath, she resisted the fresh wave of anxiety that seemed to press her back toward the entrance, and crawled inside. The punch bowl couldn't be far. It would only take a second to find it.

A row of boxes lined the wall closest to her. Some were labeled, others weren't. Madison quickly opened the ones that weren't labeled to discover some things her father had owned as a young man--old photo albums, school and college yearbooks, military stuff from his stint in Vietnam.

The photos and letters seemed so normal and far removed from the articles she'd read about Ellis in the newspapers that she finally began to relax. A lot of cobwebs hung overhead, almost iridescent in the ethereal glow of the dim lightbulb, but if there were spiders, they were off in the corners. Nothing jumped out to grab her. She saw no indication that anyone had been underneath the house since Johnny had come by to get his summer clothes out of storage two years ago.

Her father might have ended his life with one heck of a finale, but his death and the investigation, if not the suspicion, were behind them now. She could quit being afraid. She could move on and forget....

Shoving the memorabilia off to one side, she rummaged around some more and eventually came up with the punch bowl. She was about to drag it to the entrance when she remembered the box of Barbie dolls she'd packed up when she was twelve. They were probably down here, too, she realized. If she could find them, she could give them to her own daughter, Brianna, who'd just turned six.

Following the curve in the wooden path, Madison came across some leftover tiles from when they'd redone the bathroom, a dusty briefcase, an old ice-cream maker, and some of her baby things. Near the edge of the plastic, where bare dirt stretched into complete darkness, she found a few boxes that had belonged to her half brothers, along with the denim bedding her mother had bought when Johnny and Tye came to live with them.

As she pushed past Johnny's old stereo, she promised herself she'd write him again this week, even though he never answered her letters. He'd been in and out of prison for years, always on drug charges. But he had to be lonely. Tye stayed in touch with him, but her mother pretended he didn't exist. And he hated his own alcoholic mother who, last Madison had heard, was living somewhere in Pennsylvania in a halfway house.

She squinted in the dim light to make out the writing on several boxes: "Mother Rayma's tablecloths..." "Mother Rayma's dishes..." "Aunt Zelma's paintings."

No Barbies. Disappointed, Madison rocked back into a sitting position to save her knees from the hard planking, and hugged her legs to her chest, trying to figure out where that box might have gone. Brianna had had a difficult year, what with the divorce, their move to Whidbey Island thirty-five miles northwest of Seattle, her father's remarriage, and the expectation of a half sibling in the near future. Madison would love to have fifteen or more vintage Barbie dolls waiting in her back seat when she collected her daughter from her ex-husband's later today. Danny certainly lavished Brianna with enough toys.

Maybe she needed to dig deeper. Pushing several boxes out of the way, she slid the old mirror from the spare bedroom to the left, and the avocado bathroom accessories that had once decorated the upstairs bathroom to the right, to reach the stuff piled behind. She was pretty far from the light at the entrance, which made it difficult to see, but she was eventually rewarded for her efforts when she recognized her own childish writing on a large box tucked into the corner.

"There it is!" she murmured, wriggling the box out from behind an old Crock-Pot and some extra fabric that looked as if it was from the sixties and better off forgotten. "You're gonna love me for this, Brianna."

"Madison, what could possibly be taking so long?"

Madison jumped at the unexpected sound, knocking her head on a beam. "Ow."

"Are you okay?" her mother asked. Annette stood at the mouth of the crawl space, but Madison couldn't see her for all the junk between them.

"I'm fine." She batted away a few cobwebs to rub the sore spot on her forehead. "You can tell Mrs. Howell I found the punch bowl you said she could borrow."

"I use that punch bowl every Christmas. What's it doing all the way back there?"

"It wasn't back here. I've been looking for my old Barbies."

"Don't waste another minute on that," her mother said. "We gave them to Goodwill a long time ago."

"No, we didn't. They're right here."

"They are?"

"Sure." Madison pulled open the top flap of the box to prove it, and felt her heart suddenly slam against her chest. Her mother was right. There weren't any Barbies inside. Just a bunch of women's shoes and underwear, in various sizes. And a short coil of rope.

CHAPTER TWO

S
TUNNED
, M
ADISON BLINKED
at the jumble in the box as the pictures the police had shown her years earlier flashed through her mind--grotesque, heart-rending photos of women after the Sandpoint Strangler had finished with them. It made her dizzy and nauseous to even think about those poor women; it made her feel worse to believe her father might have--

No! Surely there was some mistake. The police had searched the crawl space. They would've found this stuff.

Steeling herself against overwhelming revulsion, Madison used a towel rod to poke through the box in hopes of finding some evidence that would refute the obvious.

In the bottom corner, she saw something that glittered, and forced herself to reach gingerly inside. It was a metal chain. When she pulled it out into the murky light, she could see it was a necklace with a gold locket on the end. But she was too terrified to open it. Her heart hammered against her ribs and her hands shook as she stared at it until, finally, she gathered the nerve to unhook the tiny clasp.

Inside, she saw an oval picture of Lisa and Joe McDonna. Lisa was victim number two. Madison knew because she'd memorized them all--by face and by name.

Closing her eyes, she put a hand to her stomach, attempting to override her body's reaction. But she retched anyway, several dry heaves that hurt her throat and her stomach. She'd hung on to her belief in Ellis's innocence for so long. She'd stood against the police, the media and popular opinion. She'd stayed in the same high school even after the kids had started taunting her and doing vengeful things, like throwing eggs and oranges at the house or writing "murderer" in the lawn with bleach. She'd held her head high and attended the University of Washington, just as she'd always planned. Through it all, she'd refused to consider the possibility of her father's culpability in the murders, even when the police produced an eyewitness who said she saw Ellis driving away from a neighbor's house the night that neighbor was murdered. The witness was old and could have been mistaken. There were a lot of blue Fords with white camper shells in Seattle. All the evidence was circumstantial.

But if he was innocent, how could such a personal item belonging to one of the victims have found its way inside the house?

"Ellis saved those Barbies, after all?" Annette said, her words suddenly sounding as though they had an echo. "I could've sworn we took them to Goodwill."

Madison couldn't breathe well enough to speak. After those hellish years in high school, she'd expected the scandal to die down, especially when the police couldn't find any DNA evidence. But the suspicion and hatred had gone on long after that, until it had destroyed her marriage. Her husband wanted to be seen as upwardly mobile and a man who had it all. Not the man who'd married the daughter of the Sandpoint Strangler.

"Madison?" her mother said, when she didn't respond.

She took a few bolstering breaths and managed an answer. "What?"

"Are you going to bring those Barbie dolls out or not? I'm sure Brianna will be thrilled to have them."

Madison wasn't about to let her mother see what the box really contained. Annette had been through enough already.

Wiping away the sweat beading on her upper lip, Madison struggled to distance herself from the whole tragic mess. She hadn't hurt those women. If her father had, she'd been as much a victim as anyone.

"It--it looks like there've been some rats in the box," she said. "I d-don't think we can give them to Brianna."

"That's too bad. Well, drag them out here anyway, and I'll get rid of them once and for all."

Madison breathed in through her nose and out through her mouth, struggling to remain calm and rational. "If it's okay with you, I'll just leave them here. They...there's a sticky web all over and I'm afraid there might be a black widow someplace."

"Oh boy, we wouldn't want to drag that out. You're right, just leave them. I'll hire someone to come down here and clean this out when I move."

When she moved...Ever since her father had shot himself in the backyard, Madison had been trying to talk her mother into relocating. Madison had a difficult time even coming to the house, what with all the bad memories; she couldn't imagine how Annette still lived here.

But now she wasn't so sure she wanted her mother to go anywhere. If Annette sold the house, Madison would either have to come forward with what she'd found, which was unimaginable, or she'd have to destroy it--something she wasn't sure her conscience would allow.

God, she'd thought the nightmare was over. Now she knew it would never be....

H
OLLY MET
C
ALEB
at the airport on Monday morning. With her long, curly blond hair, he noticed her in the crowd almost as soon as he entered the arrivals lounge, and steeled himself for the moment she'd come rushing to meet him. Two years his senior, she was taller than most women, thin, and had a heart-shaped, angelic face. She looked good. She always
looked
good. But looks didn't matter with a woman whose emotions swung as widely as Holly's did.

He saw her pushing through the crowd as she made her way toward him. And then she was there, smiling in obvious relief. "Caleb, I'm so glad you came." She reached up to hug him, and he allowed it but quickly moved on, following the flow of the other passengers toward the baggage claim.

"You haven't heard from Susan?" he asked, glad to finally stretch his legs. First class had been full. He was too big for the narrow, cramped space allotted him in economy, but without advance booking he'd had to take what he could get.

"Not a word. I check my answering machine every hour, just in case. But..." She blinked rapidly, and he hoped she wasn't going to cry again. He hadn't come to be her emotional support. He just wanted to find Susan and get back to San Francisco.

"Have the Seattle police assigned any detectives to the case?"

"Two. Lynch and Jones. Do you know them?"

"I know Lynch better than Jones."

"They're driving me nuts," she said. "They keep talking about searching for fiber evidence and what not, but it doesn't seem like they're doing much of anything."

"This isn't television, Holly. Fiber evidence takes a long time. You have to track down all the people who visited Susan's apartment, and collect samples before you can send them to the lab for comparison. And you generally don't have a lab tech sitting there, twiddling his thumbs while waiting to help you. You have to take your place in line."

He dodged a woman who'd stopped right in front of him to dig through a bag. "Have you talked to your parents again?" he asked. Caleb knew relations between Holly and her adoptive parents were strained. They had been for most of her life. She hated her birth mother for giving her up, even though her birth mother had been barely sixteen. She hated her adoptive mother for not being her birth mother. And she was frequently jealous of Susan, who'd been born with the assistance of fertility drugs when Holly was seven.

"I called them last night to tell them you were coming," she said.

"What did they have to say about Susan's disappearance?"

"At first they said the same thing you did--she's done this before, she'll turn up. Now that it's been almost a week, they're worried. They're willing to hire a private investigator, if you think that's the best way to go. They wanted me to talk to you about it."

"I think we should do whatever we can as soon as possible."

"Okay." She scratched her arm through her sweater, looking uncertain. "You know how we were talking about the Sandpoint Strangler?"

"Yes?"

"There was something on the news earlier...."

They'd reached the luggage carousel. He slipped through the crowd to grab the small bag he'd packed in San Francisco. Besides a few clothes, he'd brought only his cell phone, his day planner and his laptop, so he could work if he got the chance. "What?" he asked, when he had his bag slung over his shoulder.

"Someone desecrated the grave of Ellis Purcell."

Caleb stiffened in surprise. "How? From what I remember, his widow and daughter went to great pains to keep its location a secret."

"I don't know. I just caught a clip while I was eating breakfast."

Caleb rubbed the stubble on his chin. He hadn't showered or shaved this morning. He'd had such an early flight, he'd simply rolled out of bed, pulled on a Fox Racing T-shirt, a pair of faded jeans and a Giants ball cap and headed south to the airport.

"It's probably just a coincidence," he said. But he had to admit it was strange that a woman would go missing from the Sandpoint Strangler's old hunting grounds a year after Ellis Purcell was dead. That she'd be related to Holly. And that Purcell's grave would be desecrated in the same week.

A
LTHOUGH
M
ONDAY AFTERNOON
was warm, with a rare amount of sun for Seattle in September, the mortuary was cool. Too cool. It smelled of carnations, furniture polish and formaldehyde, which dredged up memories of every funeral Madison had ever attended--Aunt Zelma's, Grandma Rayma's, the skeletal-looking man who'd lived next door when she was five. She couldn't think of the old guy's name, but she remembered staring at his waxy face as he lay in his coffin.

Fortunately, she didn't have to deal with any memories of her father's funeral. They hadn't given him one. She, her mother, Tye and Johnny had simply sent out notices of his death to the few friends and family who'd remained supportive, and buried him without any type of viewing or wake. Because of the ongoing investigation, and the damage he'd done with his old rifle, it seemed prudent to handle things as quickly and quietly as possible.

Lawrence Howell, the manager of Sunset Lawn Funeral Home and Memorial Park, had helped make the arrangements. He sat across from Madison and her mother now, his short blond hair neatly combed, his face wearing the same somber expression he always wore.

Fortunately, Madison had been able to reach Joanna Stapley, a senior at South Whidbey High School who often baby-sat for her, in time to have her pick up Brianna from school, so she didn't have to cope with a wriggling six-year-old during such a difficult meeting.

"How could this have happened?" she asked when Mr. Howell had finished explaining what he'd told her on the phone when he'd reached her at her office earlier--that someone had dug up her father's coffin last night. "How could anyone have figured out where he was buried?"

Howell rested his elbows on his mahogany desk and clasped long white fingers in front of him. "As I told the gentleman who called me this morning--"

"What gentleman?" Annette demanded.

Madison put a comforting hand on her mother's arm. "Tye, Mom. I phoned him as soon as Mr. Howell contacted me. I thought he might want to be part of this."

"Is he coming?" she asked, obviously not pleased that Madison had included him.

"No, he said he has to work."

"What about his wife? Is she going to be here?"

"Sharon and the kids are visiting her mother in Spokane."

"Ellis never could count on his boys," Annette said, her lips compressed in disapproval. She didn't want Tye or his wife involved, yet she sounded affronted by their lack of support.

Mr. Howell, who'd waited politely through their exchange, cleared his throat. "As I was saying, I have no way of knowing how this happened. There was no headstone or anything else to mark your father's grave, Ms. Lieberman, just as you requested. Our files are kept private and are always locked up at night. There was no sign of forced entry into the mortuary here, where we keep the files. And it's been a year since the burial--a year in which we've had no hint of trouble."

"That's what I don't understand," Annette said, her eyes filling with tears. "Why now? What would anyone want with Ellis's body after all this time?"

"A year's not so long, Mom," Madison said before Howell could respond. "Whoever it was wants the same thing we've encountered before, to express their anger and contempt for...for what happened."

"I just want my husband to be able to rest in peace," her mother said. "Ellis was innocent. He never hurt those women."

Madison wished her mother's words didn't sound so hollow to her. She still wanted to believe them. But the locket she'd discovered under the house yesterday threatened the last of her faith, was leaching away the righteous anger that had sustained her so far. Without a strong conviction that her father was innocent, she had nothing to cling to, except the desire to protect her mother and Brianna from what was, most probably, the truth.

"Of course he was innocent," Howell said, his tone placating.

Madison was willing to bet Howell believed more in the extra money they'd paid him to keep her father's burial place a secret than he did in her father's innocence. Just as she thought the call he'd made to them this morning, and what he might shortly suggest for her father's reburial, would come with a hefty price tag. They should've gone ahead with the cremation Madison had suggested from the first. But her mother wouldn't hear of it. Annette had never known anyone who'd been cremated. It seemed foreign to her--certainly nothing she was willing to do with her beloved husband's body.

"Fortunately, our security guard frightened the culprit away before he could open the casket," Howell added.

Madison rummaged through her purse to get her mother a tissue. Annette didn't used to cry so easily, but the past twelve years had taken quite a toll. "Why didn't the security guard catch him sooner?" she asked.

Howell politely turned his attention her way. "As you know, this is a big cemetery, Ms. Lieberman. Anthony, our security guard, circles the entire area several times a night, but he focuses mostly on the outer reaches. We buried your father close to the mortuary here, to throw off the media and anyone who might be looking for a fresh grave. Most folks buried near the mortuary have been dead sixty or seventy years, which means they're pretty well forgotten." He propped his fingertips together. "The lights on the building also serve as a deterrent."