Complete Works of Thomas Hardy (Illustrated) (754 page)

One night, or rather in the smallest hours of the morning, he missed the Countess from his side.  Not being a man of nervous imaginings he fell asleep again before he had much considered the matter, and the next morning had forgotten the incident.  But a few nights later the same circumstances occurred.  This time he fully roused himself; but before he had moved to search for her, she entered the chamber in her dressing-gown, carrying a candle, which she extinguished as she approached, deeming him asleep.  He could discover from her breathing that she was strangely moved; but not on this occasion either did he reveal that he had seen her.  Presently, when she had lain down, affecting to wake, he asked her some trivial questions.  ‘Yes,
Edmond
,’ she replied absently.

Lord Uplandtowers became convinced that she was in the habit of leaving the chamber in this queer way more frequently than he had observed, and he determined to watch.  The next midnight he feigned deep sleep, and shortly after perceived her stealthily rise and let herself out of the room in the dark.  He slipped on some clothing and followed.  At the farther end of the corridor, where the clash of flint and steel would be out of the hearing of one in the bed-chamber, she struck a light.  He stepped aside into an empty room till she had lit a taper and had passed on to her boudoir.  In a minute or two he followed.  Arrived at the door of the boudoir, he beheld the door of the private recess open, and Barbara within it, standing with her arms clasped tightly round the neck of her Edmond, and her mouth on his.  The shawl which she had thrown round her nightclothes had slipped from her shoulders, and her long white robe and pale face lent her the blanched appearance of a second statue embracing the first.  Between her kisses, she apostrophized it in a low murmur of infantine tenderness:

‘My only love — how could I be so cruel to you, my perfect one — so good and true — I am ever faithful to you, despite my seeming infidelity!  I always think of you — dream of you — during the long hours of the day, and in the night-watches!  O Edmond, I am always yours!’  Such words as these, intermingled with sobs, and streaming tears, and dishevelled hair, testified to an intensity of feeling in his wife which Lord Uplandtowers had not dreamed of her possessing.

‘Ha, ha!’ says he to himself.  ‘This is where we evaporate — this is where my hopes of a successor in the title dissolve — ha, ha!  This must be seen to, verily!’

Lord Uplandtowers was a subtle man when once he set himself to strategy; though in the present instance he never thought of the simple stratagem of constant tenderness.  Nor did he enter the room and surprise his wife as a blunderer would have done, but went back to his chamber as silently as he had left it.  When the Countess returned thither, shaken by spent sobs and sighs, he appeared to be soundly sleeping as usual.  The next day he began his countermoves by making inquiries as to the whereabouts of the tutor who had travelled with his wife’s first husband; this gentleman, he found, was now master of a grammar-school at no great distance from Knollingwood.  At the first convenient moment Lord Uplandtowers went thither and obtained an interview with the said gentleman.  The schoolmaster was much gratified by a visit from such an influential neighbour, and was ready to communicate anything that his lordship desired to know.

After some general conversation on the school and its progress, the visitor observed that he believed the schoolmaster had once travelled a good deal with the unfortunate Mr. Willowes, and had been with him on the occasion of his accident.  He, Lord Uplandtowers, was interested in knowing what had really happened at that time, and had often thought of inquiring.  And then the Earl not only heard by word of mouth as much as he wished to know, but, their chat becoming more intimate, the schoolmaster drew upon paper a sketch of the disfigured head, explaining with bated breath various details in the representation.

‘It was very strange and terrible!’ said Lord Uplandtowers, taking the sketch in his hand.  ‘Neither nose nor ears!’

A poor man in the town nearest to Knollingwood Hall, who combined the art of sign-painting with ingenious mechanical occupations, was sent for by Lord Uplandtowers to come to the Hall on a day in that week when the Countess had gone on a short visit to her parents.  His employer made the man understand that the business in which his assistance was demanded was to be considered private, and money insured the observance of this request.  The lock of the cupboard was picked, and the ingenious mechanic and painter, assisted by the schoolmaster’s sketch, which Lord Uplandtowers had put in his pocket, set to work upon the god-like countenance of the statue under my lord’s direction.  What the fire had maimed in the original the chisel maimed in the copy.  It was a fiendish disfigurement, ruthlessly carried out, and was rendered still more shocking by being tinted to the hues of life, as life had been after the wreck.

Six hours after, when the workman was gone, Lord Uplandtowers looked upon the result, and smiled grimly, and said:

‘A statue should represent a man as he appeared in life, and that’s as he appeared.  Ha! ha!  But ‘tis done to good purpose, and not idly.’

He locked the door of the closet with a skeleton key, and went his way to fetch the Countess home.

That night she slept, but he kept awake.  According to the tale, she murmured soft words in her dream; and he knew that the tender converse of her imaginings was held with one whom he had supplanted but in name.  At the end of her dream the Countess of Uplandtowers awoke and arose, and then the enactment of former nights was repeated.  Her husband remained still and listened.  Two strokes sounded from the clock in the pediment without, when, leaving the chamber-door ajar, she passed along the corridor to the other end, where, as usual, she obtained a light.  So deep was the silence that he could even from his bed hear her softly blowing the tinder to a glow after striking the steel.  She moved on into the boudoir, and he heard, or fancied he heard, the turning of the key in the closet-door.  The next moment there came from that direction a loud and prolonged shriek, which resounded to the farthest corners of the house.  It was repeated, and there was the noise of a heavy fall.

Lord Uplandtowers sprang out of bed.  He hastened along the dark corridor to the door of the boudoir, which stood ajar, and, by the light of the candle within, saw his poor young Countess lying in a heap in her nightdress on the floor of the closet.  When he reached her side he found that she had fainted, much to the relief of his fears that matters were worse.  He quickly shut up and locked in the hated image which had done the mischief; and lifted his wife in his arms, where in a few instants she opened her eyes.  Pressing her face to his without saying a word, he carried her back to her room, endeavouring as he went to disperse her terrors by a laugh in her ear, oddly compounded of causticity, predilection, and brutality.

‘Ho — ho — ho!’ says he.  ‘Frightened, dear one, hey?  What a baby ‘tis!  Only a joke, sure, Barbara — a splendid joke!  But a baby should not go to closets at midnight to look for the ghost of the dear departed!  If it do it must expect to be terrified at his aspect — ho — ho — ho!’

When she was in her bed-chamber, and had quite come to herself; though her nerves were still much shaken, he spoke to her more sternly.  ‘Now, my lady, answer me: do you love him — eh?’

‘No — no!’ she faltered, shuddering, with her expanded eyes fixed on her husband.  ‘He is too terrible — no, no!’

‘You are sure?’

‘Quite sure!’ replied the poor broken-spirited Countess.  But her natural elasticity asserted itself.  Next morning he again inquired of her: ‘Do you love him now?’

She quailed under his gaze, but did not reply.

‘That means that you do still, by G — -!’ he continued.

‘It means that I will not tell an untruth, and do not wish to incense my lord,’ she answered, with dignity.

‘Then suppose we go and have another look at him?’  As he spoke, he suddenly took her by the wrist, and turned as if to lead her towards the ghastly closet.

‘No — no!  Oh — no!’ she cried, and her desperate wriggle out of his hand revealed that the fright of the night had left more impression upon her delicate soul than superficially appeared.

‘Another dose or two, and she will be cured,’ he said to himself.

It was now so generally known that the Earl and Countess were not in accord, that he took no great trouble to disguise his deeds in relation to this matter.  During the day he ordered four men with ropes and rollers to attend him in the boudoir.  When they arrived, the closet was open, and the upper part of the statue tied up in canvas.  He had it taken to the sleeping-chamber.  What followed is more or less matter of conjecture.  The story, as told to me, goes on to say that, when Lady Uplandtowers retired with him that night, she saw near the foot of the heavy oak four-poster, a tall dark wardrobe, which had not stood there before; but she did not ask what its presence meant.

‘I have had a little whim,’ he explained when they were in the dark.

‘Have you?’ says she.

‘To erect a little shrine, as it may be called.’

‘A little shrine?’

‘Yes; to one whom we both equally adore — eh?  I’ll show you what it contains.’

He pulled a cord which hung covered by the bed-curtains, and the doors of the wardrobe slowly opened, disclosing that the shelves within had been removed throughout, and the interior adapted to receive the ghastly figure, which stood there as it had stood in the boudoir, but with a wax-candle burning on each side of it to throw the cropped and distorted features into relief.  She clutched him, uttered a low scream, and buried her head in the bedclothes.  ‘Oh, take it away — please take it away!’ she implored.

‘All in good time namely, when you love me best,’ he returned calmly.  ‘You don’t quite yet — eh?’

‘I don’t know — I think — O Uplandtowers, have mercy — I cannot bear it — O, in pity, take it away!’

‘Nonsense; one gets accustomed to anything.  Take another gaze.’

In short, he allowed the doors to remain unclosed at the foot of the bed, and the wax-tapers burning; and such was the strange fascination of the grisly exhibition that a morbid curiosity took possession of the Countess as she lay, and, at his repeated request, she did again look out from the coverlet, shuddered, hid her eyes, and looked again, all the while begging him to take it away, or it would drive her out of her senses.  But he would not do so as yet, and the wardrobe was not locked till dawn.

The scene was repeated the next night.  Firm in enforcing his ferocious correctives, he continued the treatment till the nerves of the poor lady were quivering in agony under the virtuous tortures inflicted by her lord, to bring her truant heart back to faithfulness.

The third night, when the scene had opened as usual, and she lay staring with immense wild eyes at the horrid fascination, on a sudden she gave an unnatural laugh; she laughed more and more, staring at the image, till she literally shrieked with laughter: then there was silence, and he found her to have become insensible.  He thought she had fainted, but soon saw that the event was worse: she was in an epileptic fit.  He started up, dismayed by the sense that, like many other subtle personages, he had been too exacting for his own interests.  Such love as he was capable of, though rather a selfish gloating than a cherishing solicitude, was fanned into life on the instant.  He closed the wardrobe with the pulley, clasped her in his arms, took her gently to the window, and did all he could to restore her.

It was a long time before the Countess came to herself, and when she did so, a considerable change seemed to have taken place in her emotions.  She flung her arms around him, and with gasps of fear abjectly kissed him many times, at last bursting into tears.  She had never wept in this scene before.

‘You’ll take it away, dearest — you will!’ she begged plaintively.

‘If you love me.’

‘I do — oh, I do!’

‘And hate him, and his memory?’

‘Yes — yes!’

‘Thoroughly?’

‘I cannot endure recollection of him!’ cried the poor Countess slavishly.  ‘It fills me with shame — how could I ever be so depraved!  I’ll never behave badly again, Uplandtowers; and you will never put the hated statue again before my eyes?’

He felt that he could promise with perfect safety.  ‘Never,’ said he.

‘And then I’ll love you,’ she returned eagerly, as if dreading lest the scourge should be applied anew.  ‘And I’ll never, never dream of thinking a single thought that seems like faithlessness to my marriage vow.’

The strange thing now was that this fictitious love wrung from her by terror took on, through mere habit of enactment, a certain quality of reality.  A servile mood of attachment to the Earl became distinctly visible in her contemporaneously with an actual dislike for her late husband’s memory.  The mood of attachment grew and continued when the statue was removed.  A permanent revulsion was operant in her, which intensified as time wore on.  How fright could have effected such a change of idiosyncrasy learned physicians alone can say; but I believe such cases of reactionary instinct are not unknown.

The upshot was that the cure became so permanent as to be itself a new disease.  She clung to him so tightly, that she would not willingly be out of his sight for a moment.  She would have no sitting-room apart from his, though she could not help starting when he entered suddenly to her.  Her eyes were well-nigh always fixed upon him.  If he drove out, she wished to go with him; his slightest civilities to other women made her frantically jealous; till at length her very fidelity became a burden to him, absorbing his time, and curtailing his liberty, and causing him to curse and swear.  If he ever spoke sharply to her now, she did not revenge herself by flying off to a mental world of her own; all that affection for another, which had provided her with a resource, was now a cold black cinder.

From that time the life of this scared and enervated lady — whose existence might have been developed to so much higher purpose but for the ignoble ambition of her parents and the conventions of the time — was one of obsequious amativeness towards a perverse and cruel man.  Little personal events came to her in quick succession — half a dozen, eight, nine, ten such events, — in brief; she bore him no less than eleven children in the eight following years, but half of them came prematurely into the world, or died a few days old; only one, a girl, attained to maturity; she in after years became the wife of the Honourable Mr. Beltonleigh, who was created Lord D’Almaine, as may be remembered.