Complete Works of Thomas Hardy (Illustrated) (825 page)

This proposal was deemed satisfactory by the fussy old tradesman, and they went out.  Baptista nervously conducted him in an opposite direction to her walk of the former day in other company, showing on her wan face, had he observed it, how much she was beginning to regret her sacrificial step for mending matters that morning.

She took advantage of a moment when her husband’s back was turned to inquire casually in a shop if anything had been heard of the gentleman who was sucked down in the eddy while bathing.

The shopman said, “Yes, his body has been washed ashore,” and had just handed Baptista a newspaper on which she discerned the heading, “A Schoolmaster drowned while bathing,” when her husband turned to join her.

She might have pursued the subject without raising suspicion; but it was

more than flesh and blood could do, and completing a small purchase almost

ran out of the shop.

“What is your terrible hurry, mee deer?” said Heddegan, hastening after.

“I don’t know — I don’t want to stay in shops,” she gasped.

“And we won’t,” he said.  “They are suffocating this weather.  Let’s go back and have some tay!”

They found the much desired apartment awaiting their entry.  It was a sort of combination bed and sitting room, and the table was prettily spread with high tea in the bow window, a bunch of flowers in the midst, and a best-parlor chair on each side.  Here they shared the meal by the ruddy light of the vanishing sun.  But though the view had been engaged, regardless of expense, exclusively for Baptista’s pleasure, she did not direct any keen attention out of the window.  Her gaze as often fell on the floor and walls of the room as elsewhere, and on the table as much as on either, beholding nothing at all.

But there was a change.  Opposite her seat was the door, upon which her eyes presently became riveted like those of a little bird upon a snake.  For, on a peg at the back of the door, there hung a hat; such a hat — surely, from its peculiar make, the actual hat — that had been worn by Charles.  Conviction grew to certainty when she saw a railway ticket sticking up from the band.  Charles had put the ticket there — she had noticed the act.

Her teeth almost chattered; she murmured something incoherent.  Her husband jumped up and said, “You are not well!  What is it?  What shall I get ‘ee?”

“Smelling salts!” she said, quickly and desperately; “‘at that chemist’s shop you were in just now.”

He jumped up like the anxious old man that he was, caught up his own hat from a back table, and without observing the other hastened out and downstairs.

Left alone she gazed and gazed at the back of the door, then spasmodically rang the bell.  An honest-looking country maid-servant appeared in response.

“A hat!” murmured Baptista, pointing with her finger.  “It does not belong to us,”

“O yes, I’ll take it away,” said the young woman with some hurry “It belongs to the other gentleman.”

She spoke with a certain awkwardness, and took the hat out of the room.  Baptista had recovered her outward composure.  “The other gentleman?” she said.  “Where is the other gentleman?”

“He’s in the next room, ma’am.  He removed out of this to oblige ‘ee.”

“How can you say so?  I should hear him if he were there,” said Baptista, sufficiently recovered to argue down an apparent untruth.

“He’s there,” said the girl, hardily.

“Then it is strange that he makes no noise,” said Mrs. Heddegan,

convicting the girl of falsity by a look.

“He makes no noise; but it is not strange,” said the servant.

All at once a dread took possession of the bride’s heart, like a cold hand laid thereon; for it flashed upon her that there was a possibility of reconciling the girl’s statement with her own knowledge of facts.

“Why does he make no noise?” she weakly said.

The waiting-maid was silent, and looked at her questioner.  “If I tell you, ma’am, you won’t tell missis?” she whispered.

Baptista promised.

“Because he’s a-lying dead!” said the girl.  “He’s the schoolmaster that was drownded yesterday.”

“O!” said the bride, covering her eyes.  “Then he was in this room till just now?”

“Yes,” said the maid, thinking the young lady’s agitation natural enough. “And I told missis that I thought she oughtn’t to have done it, because I don’t hold it right to keep visitors so much in the dark where death’s concerned; but she said the gentleman didn’t die of anything infectious; she was a poor, honest, innkeeper’s wife, she says, who had to get her living by making hay while the sun sheened.  And owing to the drownded gentleman being brought here, she said, it kept so many people away that we were empty, though all the other houses were full.  So when your good man set his mind upon the room, and she would have lost good paying folk if he’d not had it, it wasn’t to be supposed, she said, that she’d let anything stand in the way.  Ye won’t say that I’ve told ye, please, m’m?  All the linen has been changed and as the inquest won’t be till tomorrow, after you are gone, she thought you wouldn’t know a word of it, being strangers here.”

The returning footsteps of her husband broke off further narration.

Baptista waved her hand, for she could not speak.  The waiting-maid quickly

withdrew, and Mr. Heddegan entered with the smelling salts and other

nostrums.

“Any better?” he questioned.

“I don’t like the hotel,” she exclaimed, almost simultaneously.  “I can’t bear it — it doesn’t suit me!”

“Is that all that’s the matter?” he returned pettishly (this being the first time of his showing such a mood).  “Upon my heart and life such trifling is trying to any man’s temper, Baptista!  Sending me about from here to yond, and then when I come saying ‘ee don’t like the place that I have sunk so much money and words to get for ‘ee.  ‘Od dang it all, ‘tis enough to — But I won’t say anymore at present, mee deer, though it is just too much to expect to turn out of the house now.  We shan’t get another quiet place at this time of the evening — every other inn in the town is bustling with rackety folk of one sort and t’other, while here ‘tis as quiet as the grave — the country, I would say.  So bide still, d’ye hear, and tomorrow we shall be out of the town altogether — as early as you like.”

The obstinacy of age had, in short, overmastered its complaisance, and the young woman said no more.  The simple course of telling him that in the adjoining room lay a corpse which had lately occupied their own might, it would have seemed, have been an effectual one without further disclosure, but to allude to that subject, however it was disguised, was more than Heddegan’s young wife had strength for.  Horror broke her down.  In the contingency one thing only presented itself to her paralyzed regard — that here she was doomed to abide, in a hideous contiguity to the dead husband and the living, and her conjecture did, in fact, bear itself out.  That night she lay between the two men she had married — Heddegan on the one hand, and on the other through the partition against which the bed stood, Charles Stow.

VI

Kindly time had withdrawn the foregoing event three days from the present of Baptista Heddegan.  It was ten o’clock in the morning; she had been ill, not in an ordinary or definite sense, but in a state of cold stupefaction, from which it was difficult to arouse her so much as to say a few sentences.  When questioned she had replied that she was pretty well.

Their trip, as such, had been something of a failure.  They had gone on as far as Falmouth, but here he had given way to her entreaties to return home.  This they could not, very well do without repassing through Pen-zephyr, at which place they had now again arrived.

In the train she had seen a weekly local paper, and read there a paragraph detailing the inquest on Charles.  It was added that the funeral was to take place at his native town of Redrutin on Friday.

After reading this she had shown no reluctance to enter the fatal neighbourhood of the tragedy, only stipulating that they should take their rest at a different lodging from the first; and now comparatively braced up and calm — indeed a cooler creature altogether than when last in the town, she said to David that she wanted to walk out for a while, as they had plenty of time on their hands.

“To a shop as usual, I suppose, mee deer?”

“Partly for shopping,” she said. “And it will be best for you, dear, to stay in after trotting about so much, and have a good rest while I am gone.”

He assented; and Baptista sallied forth. As she had stated, her first visit was made to a shop, a draper’s. Without the exercise of much choice she purchased a black bonnet and veil, also a black stuff gown; a black mantle she already wore. These articles were made up into a parcel which, in spite of the saleswoman’s offers, her customer said she would take with her. Bearing it on her arm she turned to the railway, and at the station got a ticket for Redrutin.

Thus it appeared that, on her recovery from the paralyzed mood of the former day, while she had resolved not to blast utterly the happiness of her present husband by revealing the history of the departed one, she had also determined to indulge a certain odd, inconsequent, feminine sentiment of decency, to the small extent to which it could do no harm to any person. At Redrutin she emerged from the railway carriage in the black attire purchased at the shop, having during the transit made the change in the empty compartment she had chosen. The other clothes were now in the bandbox and parcel. Leaving these at the cloakroom she proceeded onward, and after a wary survey reached the side of a hill whence a view of the burial ground could be obtained.

It was now a little before two o’clock. While Baptista waited a funeral procession ascended the road. Baptista hastened across, and by the time the procession entered the cemetery gates she had unobtrusively joined it.  In addition to the schoolmaster’s own relatives (not a few), the paragraph in the newspapers of his death by drowning had drawn together many neighbours, acquaintances, and onlookers.  Among them she passed unnoticed, and with a quiet step pursued the winding path to the chapel, and afterwards thence to the grave.  When all was over, and the relatives and idlers had withdrawn, she stepped to the edge of the chasm.  From beneath her mantle she drew a little bunch of forget-me-nots, and dropped them in upon the coffin.  In a few minutes she also turned and went away from the cemetery.  By five o’clock she was again in Pen-zephyr.

“You have been a mortal long time!” said her husband, crossly.  “I allowed you an hour at most, mee deer.”

“It occupied me longer,” said she.

“Well — I reckon it is wasting words to complain.  Hang it, ye look so tired and wisht that I can’t find heart to say what I would!”

“I am — weary and wisht, David; I am.  We can get home tomorrow for certain, I hope?”

“We can.  And please God we will!” said Mr. Heddegan heartily, as if he too were weary of his brief honeymoon.  “I must be into business again on Monday morning at latest.”

They left by the next morning steamer, and in the afternoon took up their residence in their own house at Giant’s Town.

The hour that she reached the island it was as if a material weight had been removed from Baptista’s shoulders.  Her husband attributed the change to the influence of the local breezes after the hot-house atmosphere of the mainland.  However that might be, settled here, a few doors from her mother’s dwelling, she recovered in no very long time much of her customary bearing, which was never very demonstrative.  She accepted her position calmly, and faintly smiled when her neighbours learned to call her Mrs. Heddegan, and said she seemed likely to become the leader of fashion in Giant’s Town.

Her husband was a man who had made considerably more money by trade than her father had done: and perhaps the greater profusion of surroundings at her command than she had heretofore been mistress of, was not without an effect upon her.  One week, two weeks, three weeks passed; and, being pre-eminently a young woman who allowed things to drift, she did nothing whatever either to disclose or conceal traces of her first marriage; or to learn if there existed possibilities — which there undoubtedly did — by which that hasty contract might become revealed to those about her at any unexpected moment.

While yet within the first month of her marriage, and on an evening just before sunset, Baptista was standing within her garden adjoining the house, when she saw passing along the road a personage clad in a greasy black coat and battered tall hat, which, common enough in the slums of a city, had an odd appearance in St. Maria’s.  The tramp, as he seemed to be, marked her at once — bonnetless and unwrapped as she was her features were plainly recognizable — and with an air of friendly surprise came and leant over the wall.

“What! don’t you know me?” said he.

She had some dim recollection of his face, but said that she was not acquainted with him.

“Why, your witness to be sure, ma’am.  Don’t you mind the man that was mending the church window when you and your intended husband walked up to be made one; and the clerk called me down from the ladder, and I came and did my part by writing my name and occupation?”

Baptista glanced quickly around; her husband was out of earshot.  That would have been of less importance but for the fact that the wedding witnessed by this personage had not been the wedding with Mr. Heddegan, but the one on the day previous.

“I’ve had a misfortune since then, that’s pulled me under, continued her friend.  “But don’t let me damp yer wedded joy by naming the particulars.  Yes, I’ve seen changes since; though ‘tis but a short time ago — let me see, only a month next week, I think; for ‘twere the first or second day in August.”

“Yes — that’s when it was,” said another man, a sailor, who had come up with a pipe in his mouth, and felt it necessary to join in (Baptista having receded to escape further speech).  “For that was the first time I set foot in Giant’s Town; and her husband took her to him the same day.”

A dialogue then proceeded between the two men outside the wall, which Baptista could not help hearing.

“Ay, I signed the book that made her one flesh,” repeated the decayed glazier.  “Where’s her goodman?”