Complete Works of Thomas Hardy (Illustrated) (949 page)

He: “Save me from my friends, who deem
That I care what my creatures say!
Mouth as you list: sneer, rail, blaspheme,
O manikin, the livelong day,
Not one grief-groan or pleasure-gleam
Will you increase or take away.

“Why things are thus, whoso derides,
May well remain my secret still . . .
A fourth dimension, say the guides,
To matter is conceivable.
Think some such mystery resides
Within the ethic of my will.”

BY THE BARROWS

Not far from Mellstock — so tradition saith -
Where barrows, bulging as they bosoms were
Of Multimammia stretched supinely there,
Catch night and noon the tempest’s wanton breath,

A battle, desperate doubtless unto death,
Was one time fought. The outlook, lone and bare,
The towering hawk and passing raven share,
And all the upland round is called “The He’th.”

Here once a woman, in our modern age,
Fought singlehandedly to shield a child -
One not her own — from a man’s senseless rage.
And to my mind no patriots’ bones there piled
So consecrate the silence as her deed
Of stoic and devoted self-unheed.

A WIFE AND ANOTHER

   ”War ends, and he’s returning
      Early; yea,
   The evening next to-morrow’s!” -
     — This I say
To her, whom I suspiciously survey,

   Holding my husband’s letter
      To her view. -
   She glanced at it but lightly,
      And I knew
That one from him that day had reached her too.

   There was no time for scruple;
      Secretly
   I filched her missive, conned it,
      Learnt that he
Would lodge with her ere he came home to me.

   To reach the port before her,
      And, unscanned,
   There wait to intercept them
      Soon I planned:
That, in her stead,
I
might before him stand.

   So purposed, so effected;
      At the inn
   Assigned, I found her hidden:-
      O that sin
Should bear what she bore when I entered in!

   Her heavy lids grew laden
      With despairs,
   Her lips made soundless movements
      Unawares,
While I peered at the chamber hired as theirs.

   And as beside its doorway,
      Deadly hued,
   One inside, one withoutside
      We two stood,
He came — my husband — as she knew he would.

   No pleasurable triumph
      Was that sight!
   The ghastly disappointment
      Broke them quite.
What love was theirs, to move them with such might!

   ”Madam, forgive me!” said she,
      Sorrow bent,
   ”A child — I soon shall bear him . . .
      Yes — I meant
To tell you — that he won me ere he went.”

   Then, as it were, within me
      Something snapped,
   As if my soul had largened:
      Conscience-capped,
I saw myself the snarer — them the trapped.

   ”My hate dies, and I promise,
      Grace-beguiled,”
   I said, “to care for you, be
      Reconciled;
And cherish, and take interest in the child.”

   Without more words I pressed him
      Through the door
   Within which she stood, powerless
      To say more,
And closed it on them, and downstairward bore.

   ”He joins his wife — my sister,”
      I, below,
   Remarked in going — lightly -
      Even as though
All had come right, and we had arranged it so . . .

   As I, my road retracing,
      Left them free,
   The night alone embracing
      Childless me,
I held I had not stirred God wrothfully.

THE ROMAN ROAD

The Roman Road runs straight and bare
As the pale parting-line in hair
Across the heath. And thoughtful men
Contrast its days of Now and Then,
And delve, and measure, and compare;

Visioning on the vacant air
Helmed legionaries, who proudly rear
The Eagle, as they pace again
   The Roman Road.

But no tall brass-helmed legionnaire
Haunts it for me. Uprises there
A mother’s form upon my ken,
Guiding my infant steps, as when
We walked that ancient thoroughfare,
   The Roman Road.

THE VAMPIRINE FAIR

Gilbert had sailed to India’s shore,
   And I was all alone:
My lord came in at my open door
   And said, “O fairest one!”

He leant upon the slant bureau,
   And sighed, “I am sick for thee!”
“My lord,” said I, “pray speak not so,
   Since wedded wife I be.”

Leaning upon the slant bureau,
   Bitter his next words came:
“So much I know; and likewise know
   My love burns on the same!

“But since you thrust my love away,
   And since it knows no cure,
I must live out as best I may
   The ache that I endure.”

When Michaelmas browned the nether Coomb,
   And Wingreen Hill above,
And made the hollyhocks rags of bloom,
   My lord grew ill of love.

My lord grew ill with love for me;
   Gilbert was far from port;
And — so it was — that time did see
   Me housed at Manor Court.

About the bowers of Manor Court
   The primrose pushed its head
When, on a day at last, report
   Arrived of him I had wed.

“Gilbert, my lord, is homeward bound,
   His sloop is drawing near,
What shall I do when I am found
   Not in his house but here?”

“O I will heal the injuries
   I’ve done to him and thee.
I’ll give him means to live at ease
   Afar from Shastonb’ry.”

When Gilbert came we both took thought:
   ”Since comfort and good cheer,”
Said he, “So readily are bought,
   He’s welcome to thee, Dear.”

So when my lord flung liberally
   His gold in Gilbert’s hands,
I coaxed and got my brothers three
   Made stewards of his lands.

And then I coaxed him to install
   My other kith and kin,
With aim to benefit them all
   Before his love ran thin.

And next I craved to be possessed
   Of plate and jewels rare.
He groaned: “You give me, Love, no rest,
   Take all the law will spare!”

And so in course of years my wealth
   Became a goodly hoard,
My steward brethren, too, by stealth
   Had each a fortune stored.

Thereafter in the gloom he’d walk,
   And by and by began
To say aloud in absent talk,
   ”I am a ruined man! -

“I hardly could have thought,” he said,
   ”When first I looked on thee,
That one so soft, so rosy red,
   Could thus have beggared me!”

Seeing his fair estates in pawn,
   And him in such decline,
I knew that his domain had gone
   To lift up me and mine.

Next month upon a Sunday morn
   A gunshot sounded nigh:
By his own hand my lordly born
   Had doomed himself to die.

“Live, my dear lord, and much of thine
   Shall be restored to thee!”
He smiled, and said ‘twixt word and sign,
   ”Alas — that cannot be!”

And while I searched his cabinet
   For letters, keys, or will,
‘Twas touching that his gaze was set
   With love upon me still.

And when I burnt each document
   Before his dying eyes,
‘Twas sweet that he did not resent
   My fear of compromise.

The steeple-cock gleamed golden when
   I watched his spirit go:
And I became repentant then
   That I had wrecked him so.

Three weeks at least had come and gone,
   With many a saddened word,
Before I wrote to Gilbert on
   The stroke that so had stirred.

And having worn a mournful gown,
   I joined, in decent while,
My husband at a dashing town
   To live in dashing style.

Yet though I now enjoy my fling,
   And dine and dance and drive,
I’d give my prettiest emerald ring
   To see my lord alive.

And when the meet on hunting-days
   Is near his churchyard home,
I leave my bantering beaux to place
   A flower upon his tomb;

And sometimes say: “Perhaps too late
   The saints in Heaven deplore
That tender time when, moved by Fate,
   He darked my cottage door.”

THE REMINDER

I

While I watch the Christmas blaze
Paint the room with ruddy rays,
Something makes my vision glide
To the frosty scene outside.

There, to reach a rotting berry,
Toils a thrush, — constrained to very
Dregs of food by sharp distress,
Taking such with thankfulness.

Why, O starving bird, when I
One day’s joy would justify,
And put misery out of view,
Do you make me notice you!

THE RAMBLER

I do not see the hills around,
Nor mark the tints the copses wear;
I do not note the grassy ground
And constellated daisies there.

I hear not the contralto note
Of cuckoos hid on either hand,
The whirr that shakes the nighthawk’s throat
When eve’s brown awning hoods the land.

Some say each songster, tree, and mead -
All eloquent of love divine -
Receives their constant careful heed:
Such keen appraisement is not mine.

The tones around me that I hear,
The aspects, meanings, shapes I see,
Are those far back ones missed when near,
And now perceived too late by me!

NIGHT IN THE OLD HOME

When the wasting embers redden the chimney-breast,
And Life’s bare pathway looms like a desert track to me,
And from hall and parlour the living have gone to their rest,
My perished people who housed them here come back to me.

They come and seat them around in their mouldy places,
Now and then bending towards me a glance of wistfulness,
A strange upbraiding smile upon all their faces,
And in the bearing of each a passive tristfulness.

“Do you uphold me, lingering and languishing here,
A pale late plant of your once strong stock?” I say to them;
“A thinker of crooked thoughts upon Life in the sere,
And on That which consigns men to night after showing the day to them?”

“ — O let be the Wherefore! We fevered our years not thus:
Take of Life what it grants, without question!” they answer me seemingly.
“Enjoy, suffer, wait: spread the table here freely like us,
And, satisfied, placid, unfretting, watch Time away beamingly!”

AFTER THE LAST BREATH (J. H. 1813-1904)

There’s no more to be done, or feared, or hoped;
None now need watch, speak low, and list, and tire;
No irksome crease outsmoothed, no pillow sloped
   Does she require.

Blankly we gaze. We are free to go or stay;
Our morrow’s anxious plans have missed their aim;
Whether we leave to-night or wait till day
   Counts as the same.

The lettered vessels of medicaments
Seem asking wherefore we have set them here;
Each palliative its silly face presents
   As useless gear.

And yet we feel that something savours well;
We note a numb relief withheld before;
Our well-beloved is prisoner in the cell
   Of Time no more.

We see by littles now the deft achievement
Whereby she has escaped the Wrongers all,
In view of which our momentary bereavement
   Outshapes but small.

1904.

IN CHILDBED

   In the middle of the night
Mother’s spirit came and spoke to me,
   Looking weariful and white -
As ‘twere untimely news she broke to me.

   ”O my daughter, joyed are you
To own the weetless child you mother there;
   ’Men may search the wide world through,’
You think, ‘nor find so fair another there!’

   ”Dear, this midnight time unwombs
Thousands just as rare and beautiful;
   Thousands whom High Heaven foredooms
To be as bright, as good, as dutiful.

   ”Source of ecstatic hopes and fears
And innocent maternal vanity,
   Your fond exploit but shapes for tears
New thoroughfares in sad humanity.

   ”Yet as you dream, so dreamt I
When Life stretched forth its morning ray to me;
   Other views for by and by!” . . .
Such strange things did mother say to me.

THE PINE PLANTERS (MARTY SOUTH’S REVERIE)

I

We work here together
   In blast and breeze;
He fills the earth in,
   I hold the trees.

He does not notice
   That what I do
Keeps me from moving
   And chills me through.

He has seen one fairer
   I feel by his eye,
Which skims me as though
   I were not by.

And since she passed here
   He scarce has known
But that the woodland
   Holds him alone.

I have worked here with him
   Since morning shine,
He busy with his thoughts
   And I with mine.

I have helped him so many,
   So many days,
But never win any
   Small word of praise!

Shall I not sigh to him
   That I work on
Glad to be nigh to him
   Though hope is gone?

Nay, though he never
   Knew love like mine,
I’ll bear it ever
   And make no sign!

II

From the bundle at hand here
   I take each tree,
And set it to stand, here
   Always to be;
When, in a second,
   As if from fear
Of Life unreckoned
   Beginning here,
It starts a sighing
   Through day and night,
Though while there lying
   ’Twas voiceless quite.