Cowboy Desires: The Complete Collection (3 page)

I was feeling brave, so I pressed my lips to his neck, gently licking and sucking. Then I put my hand on his inner thigh, dangerously close to the spot that I knew would drive him crazy. Austin reached over and slid his hand down the front of my sweater, letting himself ease inside my bra. When I felt him tease my nipple, I cried out a little bit. It had been so long, and his big hands could hold an entire breast with ease.

"Jamie, I can't wait long enough to get you all the way back to your house. Mine is five minutes away. I'm taking you there. Is that okay?"

"I'm fine with that. I feel slutty doing this, but I don't want to wait either."

"There is nothing slutty about you wanting to feel satisfied. I can't wait to get those clothes off of you."

I suddenly felt a little bit shy about letting him see all of me. I was tan, which helped, but I still hesitated to let anyone see my stomach. He seemed into me, though, so I knew I needed to put on a brave face.

We pulled into the driveway of a small, white house within a few minutes. He was at my side again, pulling me down out of the truck. Before I ever landed on the ground, he pushed me back against the seat, pulled my sweater down, and put a nipple in his mouth. I cried out and ran my fingers through his dark hair.

"Christ, Jamie, I can't control myself around you. Let's get you inside so I can taste you."

He fixed my sweater and led me to the front door. He unlocked it, pulled me inside, and flipped the light on. He kissed me hard, and I felt wetness pool between my legs. Grabbing the hem of my sweater, he pulled it over my head, revealing my black lace bra. Then he undid my pants and pushed them to the floor. I was standing in front of him almost completely exposed, covered only in black lace. He just stood there looking at me, and I wanted to cover up. I started to wrap my arms around myself, but he grabbed my wrists.

"Don't you dare cover up. You look so fucking hot, Jamie. Perfect. I wouldn't change a damn thing."

He didn't waste any more time talking. He took my hand and pulled me with him up the stairs and into what I assumed was his bedroom. It was painted a neutral beige and there were dark blue accents. He pulled me to him and started kissing me, letting his hands knead my ass and pushing me against him. He was so tall that I had to get on my toes to kiss him, but I loved it.

He took off his shirt and I could see that he was built like a real man. Strong and sturdy, with some hair on his chest. His stomach was a little round, but it looked great to me. I bit my lip as I watched him undress. He unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants. Pulling them off, he now stood before me in just boxer briefs and there was no hiding the evidence of his arousal.

"Wow, Austin. I had a feeling there was something good under there, but I had no idea it was this good. You're hot."

I moved closer and ran my index finger from the center of his chest down past his belly button. Then I traced the waistband of his boxers very lightly, feeling him flinch under my touch.

"Jamie, if you keep doing that, I'm gonna push you right up against that wall and take you for mine. Just looking at you got me hard and now I'm rock hard. You're so fucking sexy, baby."

He grabbed my hand in his and pulled it up to his mouth. He took the index finger I was using to tease him and put it in his mouth, licking and sucking it. My eyes closed and my lips parted slightly as a tremor went through me. This man knew exactly what he was doing.

He started kissing me and gently guiding me backwards toward the bed. When the backs of my legs hit the bed, he pushed me backward until I was laying down. I propped myself up and removed my bra, letting my full breasts fall free under his watchful eye. At a 40DD, I had more than enough to show off, and his hands reached for them greedily.

"Look at these gorgeous tits. Baby, I want to taste every sweet inch of you."

He pulled my left breast to his lips and started to suck gently on the nipple while his hand continued to work the right one, then he switched. After a couple of minutes, he pulled away, and his hands moved to my waist. He grabbed the top of my black lace boy shorts and pulled them down. He threw them across the room and pushed my knees apart.

Starting at my toes, he began to lick and suck them. Then ran his tongue along the arch of my foot, sending shivers up my legs. His tongue then started up my leg until he reached my knee. From there he planted kisses all the way up my thigh until he got to the part right before my sweet spot. He concentrated his efforts there, sucking and licking me. Suddenly, I felt his hot breath very close to where I wanted him the most. He leaned in and placed a soft kiss on my clit, and I almost jumped off the bed from the contact.

"Look how wet you already are, Jamie. You smell so good, and your pussy looks absolutely delicious."

He didn't give me a chance to respond before his tongue swirled over my clit. I could tell he had done this many times before because he knew just where to concentrate and just how fast to move. I could barely breathe from the pleasure I was already experiencing and he had just begun. When I thought it couldn't get any better, he slid one of his large fingers inside of me and curled it so that he could massage that dangerously tempting spot.

"Austin! Fuck, yes. Please don't stop. It's been so long. I need you. I need this. Oh my god. I can barely breathe."

This seemed to give him some incentive to work harder because he slid a second finger in me and started sucking on my clit with just enough pressure. I could feel the wetness leaking out of me as he worked me over. The feeling was overwhelming, and I kept trying to pull my legs closed, but he kept them open. I felt myself starting to lose it as he worshipped my pussy. Giving me everything I needed and more. Within seconds, I couldn't hold back anymore.

"Oh god! Yes! I'm coming, Austin. Yes, baby, I'm coming!"

My hips rose up off the bed and my hands were clawing at the sheets. He didn't stop until my body wasn't shaking anymore and I could breathe again. He climbed over me and kissed my lips, letting me taste myself on him.

"I just about came myself watching you and listening to you. Jamie, you are a sight. And you taste so fucking good. If you were mine, I'd do that at least once a day."

"You have one talented mouth, Austin. Now I want to return the favor."

I pushed on his chest until he was standing, and I got up. Then I had him sit on the edge of the bed and I knelt down in between his knees. I found the top of his boxers and gave them a tug so he would know I wanted them off. When his cock sprang free, I was impressed. It was at least nine inches long and plenty thick.

I pooled some saliva in my mouth then let it drip onto the head of his cock while I held him firmly at the base. I let it roll down the side and then followed with my tongue, licking up one side and down the other. There was a long vein bulging from one side, and I licked that too. He tasted salty and his skin was so smooth. I moved down further and sucked one of his balls into my mouth, and then did the same with the other. Finally, I closed my mouth over the head and sucked him all the way in, letting him hit the back of my throat. Then I placed one hand at the base of his shaft and started working him while I sucked hard on the head. He was moaning my name and pushing his cock up into my mouth.

"Fuck, Jamie. You suck my cock so good!"

He moved my hair out of the way so he could watch me taste him. I continued giving him the best that I had until he suddenly pulled me off of him and switched places with me. He had me lay on my back and move up the bed so that I was on the pillows. There was a hunger in his eyes that I hadn't seen in so long. As he hovered over me, I opened my legs and anticipated what was to come.

"Are you protected? Do I need to wear a condom?"

"I'm on the pill. We're okay."

For a minute, I hesitated. I thought back to why I was on the pill and what had happened to make me make sure that no babies would be arriving anytime soon. When I felt hot tears start to sting my eyes, I tried hard to blink them away before he saw the raw pain come to the surface. I was too late.

"Baby, whatever that brought to your mind, I'm so sorry. I see the pain waiting there, so don't try to hide it. I'm not gonna do what he did. I'm not him, and I never will be. Let me show you."

One tear betrayed me and fell down my face, but he licked it off, then planted a kiss in that spot. He kissed me slowly and sweetly as a couple more tears fell out. He settled the weight of his large body over me and positioned himself between my legs.

He entered me gently, not hurried, and pushed in inch by inch until he couldn't go any farther. He didn't move from that spot and instead traced kisses down my jaw and onto my neck. He pulled out slowly, then moved his hips and pushed back in. He continued this pace, only taking his eyes from me long enough to plant kisses on every spot of my body that he could reach without pulling out.

It was obvious that he knew exactly what he was doing, but he didn't do it in a way that was offensive or overbearing. His hips moved perfectly, finding just the right spot inside of me over and over again. I wrapped my legs around his back, wanting to pull him in as closely as I could. I knew there was no guarantee that this would ever happen again, so I was going to take full advantage of it. Plus, I wanted to have something that would push away all memories of Mason for a while.

"Baby, you feel so good. You're so wet for me. I want to be inside you for as long as I possibly can. I knew you would be amazing, but this is beyond that. I want to make you come again."

Before I could respond, he upped the pace of his thrusts, pinning me down onto the bed with his hips. I moved myself in unison every time he entered me, and I was starting to feel the familiar burn inside again. My nails dug lightly into his back as I tried to hold on.

"Austin, fuck me. You feel so good. I'm so close!"

With a few more thrusts, I was done, and I clung to him as I found my release. Not long after, he pushed into me hard and spilled himself into me. When he was done, he rolled off of me and pulled me close to him. We were both out of breath and covered in sweat, but it didn't matter in that moment. It felt good to be wrapped in his arms, and for once it wasn't too hard for me to push Mason away when I felt so safe.

"Jamie, excuse my language, but that was fucking perfect. Girl, I haven't had anyone make me feel like that in a long time."

"I feel the same way. You made me forget about everything but you and what you were making me feel. Thank you."

I moved my face toward his so I could kiss him. It was a sweet, lingering kiss that I had only ever exchanged with someone I loved before. That was scary because I didn't think I ever wanted to give my heart to anyone again. It was too scary. Too painful. Too much of a risk that my heart would never recover from.

"Your face just changed. Is everything okay? What's going on in that pretty head of yours?"

I didn't want to ruin this great moment with confessions of my sad past, even though he already knew some of it.

"I'm fine. Just trying to enjoy the moment. Nights like this have been nonexistent lately. I usually spend my nights curled up with a book and the Hallmark Channel. I might even eat a lot of ice cream. Doesn't that sound attractive?"

I felt him laugh against me since there was nothing between us.

"Hey, if that's what makes you happy, I think it's hot. Honesty is the most attractive quality in a woman. I'd rather have you tell me exactly who you are than you hide things. Don't be so hard on yourself."

I leaned up and kissed him again. This man seemed too good to be true, but it was nice to have a man be open and not have to pry things out of him.

"You might be sorry that you said that eventually. I can be pretty scary. Plus, I have so much baggage."

"We all have baggage. I've been ripped apart before and I've broken a couple of hearts. I think that's all a part of the journey to find the person that creates the right balance with you. When you're with the person that was meant for you, there's less drama and less effort. Of course you have to work at it to keep it fresh, but you don't question things as much."

"I sort of agree with you, but I don't know if I believe that effortless love exists. I think there is always one person who is more invested in the relationship. One person who ends up being more broken when it ends. I thought I found that perfect love, and I ended up so torn apart that I'm still recovering. I want to believe in happily ever after, but I've seen too much to be that naive."

"I get that, Jamie, but you need to leave your heart open. Even just a little bit. If you try to push everyone away, you might miss out on the one that will make the past hurts all worth it."

I sighed at his words. I wanted to be able to fall in love again. I didn't want to grow old alone and be bitter because someone ruined it for me.

"You're right, Austin. But it's going to take a really special man to prove that trying again is worth it."

"Well, maybe you need to open your eyes and see what is right in front of you. I already know just from tonight that I'm feeling that this is much more than a one-night thing. I want to get to know you. I want to prove to you that you can be happy again."

I wasn't sure I trusted my response to that. I was feeling vulnerable and didn't want to jump into anything I might regret later. At that moment, though, I wanted to feel something more from him. He was already lying on his back, so I got up and straddled him. He had a little smile on his face, but his eyes were burning in anticipation.