Authors: Connie Willis
Briddey stood and watched him go and then hurried inside and up to her apartment and her phone.
Trent hadn't called, and in spite of what C.B.'d said, she doubted he would. He'd be too busy calling hotels in Flagstaff and Yuma, trying to track Dr. Verrick down. And too focused on that to be listening to her.
But in case he was, she needed to go back to sleep. She undressed, got into bed, turned off the light, and tried to turn off her mind, but she kept thinking about C.B. and wondering what the “other things” he needed to tell her were. Were there even worse things about telepathy that he hadn't told her? Or worse ways people would try to use it? The CIA would want to locate terrorists and secret military bases with it and find out enemy plans and nuclear codes, and they wouldn't care what they had to do to get it from C.B. or her or Maeve, wouldn't care if they unleashed a flood or a horde of zombies orâ¦
Or what? she wondered. What form had C.B.'s voices taken? He'd never said. And if she asked him, she doubted if he'd tell her. She'd have to ask Maeve.
C.B. had told her they needed to maintain radio silence, and that Darrell in IT had probably already awakened Trent, and at this hour Maeve was almost certainly still asleep, but if she waited, she might not have another chance.
She went into the courtyard and tuned the radio to Trent's station. Nothing. Not even static. She turned the dial slightly to each side of his frequency to make sure and then scanned quickly through the dial, looking for Darrell's voice.
She found him almost immediatelyâ¦
don't knowâ¦maybe I'd better wait till I've got a definitive leadâ¦
So he hadn't called Trent yet. Briddey flipped back to Trent's station, got more silence, and then called,
Maeve!
Hi, Aunt Briddey,
Maeve said immediately.
Is something wrong?
No. I just need to know something. You said your voices were zombies, right?
Yeah, the really scary kind that keep coming even if you chop their heads off, and they try to bite you andâ
Are C.B.'s voices zombies, too?
No,
Maeve said in her best “How ridiculous!” voice.
The voices are different for everybody, depending on what you're scared of and have been thinking about and stuff.
Did C.B. tell you what form his took?
No, he said he didn't want to give me ideas. But I figured it out. It's fire
.
“Well, Plan A's rubbish. What's Plan B?”
“We're workin' on it.”
âPrimeval
“Fire!” Briddey said, appalled. That was why he was so fixated on Joan of Arc. Who had been burned alive.
You can't tell him I told you that,
Maeve said.
He doesn't know I figured it out.
I won't. Thanks, Maeve. Go back to sleep,
she said, and then realized Maeve had to have been awake for her to have heard her calling.
What were you doing up at this hour, anyway?
I had a nightmare
.
That's what you get for watching zombie movies.
I wasn't watching zombie movies
, Maeve said indignantly.
I was watching
Beauty and the Beast,
the really scary part where the villagers storm the castle to find the Beast
.
Like Dr. Verrick and Trent would do if they found out telepathy was real, Briddey thought, and to keep Maeve from hearing that, said,
You need to watch the ending, where she saves the Beast, and they live happily ever after, and then go to sleep. You've got school tomorrow
.
You're the one who was keeping
me
up,
Maeve protested, and it took Briddey another five minutes to end the conversation, after which she switched off the light and then lay there in the dark, thinking about C.B.'s voices.
She'd thought a flood was terrifying, but fire was infinitely worse. Even Joan of Arc hadn't been brave enough to face it on her own. They'd had to bind her to the stake. But C.B. had voluntarily plunged into the flames to rescue herâand Maeve. And done it not once, but over and over.
And he'd do it again if I got into trouble,
she thought wonderingly.
You have no business thinking about this,
she reminded herself.
Trent could wake up any minute,
and as if voicing the thought had made it happen, her phone rang.
“I've been trying to get through to you mentally for ten minutes,” Trent said. “Didn't you hear me calling to you?”
“No. I was asleep. What time is it?”
“Ten till four,” he said. “Good news. I got in touch with Dr. Verrick, and he's coming back right away.”
“Coming back?”
“Yes. I could feel your anxiety and sensed you'd want to know I found him. He's coming straight back to meet with us. I don't know when he'll get in, but I'll let you know as soon as I find out. Come to my office as soon as you get to work, and we'll practice sending and receiving. I've been practicing all evening, and I've gotten much better at picking you up. I'm sure you can do it, too. You just need to focus.”
No, what I
need
is to get in touch with C.B.,
Briddey thought after Trent hung up. But how? He'd said he was going home to bed, and if he was asleep, he wouldn't be able to hear her calling. And Trent might. Which meant she couldn't call to Maeve and have her phone him either.
She'd have to call him herself. But he'd told her not to use her own phone, and waking up the neighbors to use theirs at four
A.M
. was out.
This is ridiculous,
she thought. The EED was supposed to have opened up new avenues of communication, and instead all it had done was cut her off from every single one she'd previously had.
It's a paradigm shift, all right. In the wrong direction
.
She was either going to have to locate a carrier pigeon, go out and find a payphone, or wait till Trent went back to sleep and then call out to C.B. But it had sounded like Trent intended to stay up the rest of the night “practicing,” and she needed to tell C.B. about Dr. Verrick
now
.
That meant a payphone. If she could find one. Kathleen had said there were still some at gas stations and convenience stores, but she'd also said something about not having any change when she'd been stranded at the 7-Eleven. Did that mean they only took coins?
Briddey had exactly one dime and three pennies in her wallet, and she had no idea how much a phone call even cost nowadays. A quarter? Fifty cents? No, better have a dollar's worth, just in case.
She spent the next ten minutes upending handbags and ransacking coat pockets and kitchen drawers to come up with enough change. She pulled on jeans and a top, stuffed the coins in her pocket, grabbed her keys, the box lid with C.B.'s number on it, and the jacket she hadn't taken before, and tiptoed downstairs and outside.
Three o'clock in the morning might be romantic, but four fifteen definitely wasn't. It was dark and cold, and when she finally found a 7-Eleven, it was closed. Of course. That was why it was called 7-Eleven. And its phone was inside. She could see it through the window.
The Exxon station two blocks down was closed, too, but there was a phone kiosk outside it. But no phone. The Conoco station (also closed) had a phone but no handset. She was ready to turn around and go home when she spotted a convenience store aheadâBizziMart.
There was no phone kiosk outside, but a sign in the window said
ATM, PHONE, AMMO
, and it was open. The parking out front was full of motorcycles.
She circled the block, parked on the side, and went in. And was immediately sorry. BizziMart made the 7-Eleven look like the Luminesce of convenience stores. The clerk looked interestedly at her when she came in, and so did a homeless man over by the coffee machine and the two tough-looking guys loitering in the chips aisle, who obviously belonged to the motorcycles outside. She wished briefly that she knew what they were thinking so she'd know just how much danger she was in, and then decided she was better off not knowing.
There was a guy on the phone who looked even tougher than the other two. From the way he was draped over the phone box, he'd been on it for some time, and she was about to go somewhere else when he suddenly shouted, “Fuck this and fuck you!” slammed down the phone, and started straight toward her, followed by his friends.
She backed hastily into the candy aisle as they passed, and then hurried over to the phone, digging coins and C.B.'s number out of her pocket as she went.
She needn't have wasted all that time searching for change. The phone only took credit cards. She slid hers through, trying to ignore the sticky smear of dried Coca-Cola (or blood) on the receiver, and punched in C.B.'s number.
It rangâand went on ringing.
Wake up!
she shouted, even though she knew he couldn't hear her if he was sleeping, and then listened with bated breath, terrified Trent had heard that instead.
He apparently hadn't, and the phone's ringing must not have woken C.B. up either, or else he wasn't answering because the screen on his phone said “unknown number.” Or would his phone even have caller ID? Knowing him, heâ
“Briddey?” C.B.'s voice said on the other end.
“Yes,” she said in a rush of relief. “Did I wake you?”
“No, I was working on something. What's going on? You're not calling from your smartphone, are you?”
“No,” she said, glancing at the homeless man, who was now in the candy aisle, openly ogling her, and at the clerk, who was leaning on the counter, alternately eyeing her and the motorcycle guys. They were still outside, talking angrily and looking like they might come back in at any moment and wrench the phone away from her. “I'm calling from a payphone at a convenience store on Linden,” she said, lowering her voice. “I have to talk to you.”
“I take it somebody's listening,” C.B. said.
“That's right.”
And he must have been listening in on her thoughts because he asked, “Exactly how bad is this place you're calling from?”
“Pretty bad,” she whispered.
“Do you need me to come get you?”
“No,” she said, glancing over at the clerk, who was all ears. “Can you talk, or is this a bad time?” she said for the clerk's benefit.
“I'll check,” C.B. said, and there was a brief silence. “We can talk. Trent's gone back to sleep.”
Oh, good, I don't have to stay here,
Briddey thought, and was about to hang up when she heard, “Yeah, well, fuck you, too!” from outside. Two of the motorcycle guys had faced off angrily, and a dozen more had appeared out of nowhere.
On second thought,
she decided,
I think I'd better stay where I am
. But she couldn't just stand there without saying anything, or the clerk would get suspicious.
“No problem,” C.B. said. “Repeat after me, âSo I said, “I never want to see you again,” and I got out of the car,' after which I'll tell you your boyfriend's a creepâ”
Which he certainly is,
Briddey thought.
“âand you should never have gone out with him in the first place, et cetera, and all you'll have to do is say, âI know' and âYou're right' every few minutes, and in between we can talk.”
“So I said,” Briddey said, raising her voice so the clerk could hear, “ââI never want to see you again,' and I got out of the car,” and added silently,
Trent phoned. He got in touch with Dr. Verrick, and he's coming back right away
.
“Did he say where Verrick was?”
No. You're missing the point. If he's coming back, that means he believes Trent!
“No, it doesn't,” C.B. said calmly. “If he was in Scottsdale meeting with some rich client about having the EED, he may have been coming back anyway.”
But Trent made it sound like he was changing his plans. And you said before that you didn't think he'd come back at all, that he wouldn't want to get involved with something like this
.
“Yeah, well, maybe he's decided he already is and needs to come back to do damage control.”
But Trent doesn't want anyone else to find out about it. He needs to keep it secret so Apple won'tâ
“Yes, but Verrick may not know that. He may have assumed that Trent's planning to take it public, and he's coming back to try to talk him out of it. Like I did with you over having the EED. Hang on a sec while I get my laptop.”
Briddey took advantage of the pause to glance out at the motorcycle guys, who had stopped shouting but were still glaring menacingly at each other.
I don't want to hear what they're thinking
, she thought.
The clerk was looking at her. “You tried to warn me about him,” she said clearly into the phone. “I should have listened to you.”
“You certainly should have,” C.B. said. “Okay, I'm looking at flights for that part of the Southwest, and no matter where Verrick was, he's pretty much got to fly out of Phoenix or Tucson, and even if he took the earliest flight tomorrow morningâI mean,
this
morningâit wouldn't put him in here till ten fifteen, and the first flight out of Tucson gets in forty minutes later. So that puts him at his office at eleven thirty at the earliest, if he's on that first flight. Which he's not. It's full, and the next three flights show first-class and business as having been sold out for a week. Verrick doesn't strike me as a squashed-in-coach kind of guyâ”
You're still missing the point,
Briddey said.
What if he's coming back because Trent told him we're telepathic, and he
believes
him?
“Verrick doesn't strike me as the type for that either. He didn't mention ESP or psychic powers or remote viewing to you at the hospital or his office, did he?”
No,
she said, frowning, though a memory of something had flickered through her mind as C.B. said “psychic powers.” That hadn't been the phrase, but it had been psychic somethingâpsychic ability? psychic gift?
“What did he say about a psychic gift?” C.B. asked alertly.
Nothing,
she said, certain the more she thought about it that the memory hadn't involved Dr. Verrick. It had been something Kathleen had said, or texted herâ¦no, whatever it was, it had gone.