Authors: Sarah Lovett
But whom thou hatest, I hate, and can put on
Thy terrors, as I put thy mildness on,
Image of thee in all things; and shall soon,
Armed with thy might, rid Heaven of these rebelled;
To their prepared ill mansion driven down,
To chains of darkness, and the undying worm.
Milton,
Paradise Lost
8:27
P.M
.
Flanked by Purcell, two other federal agents, and an LAPD investigator, Sylvia covered the last ten meters to room B-103 and John Dantes.
I've come to see a man about a bomb
.
But this time, there were more shields than civilians.
And Leo Carreras was by her side.
They'd spent the last seven hours dealing with the aftermath of the latest improvised explosive device. That would teach her not to leave her laptop laying aroundânot even in the locked trunk of a car.
As designed, the Mercedes had contained much of the blast. No one had died. Bruises and abrasions, yes, but no one had been seriously injured. Not even Edmond Sweetheart. But his rage had been fueled.
For that reason, Sylvia was relieved Sweetheart had chosen to monitor this interview with surveillance agents in the room that adjoined B-103. He needed to keep his distance from Dantes. Sylvia wished she could be sure of her ability to contain her own anger.
She came to an abrupt standstill in front of the door.
“Hey, champ,” Leo said softly, capturing her attention. “Are you ready for this?”
Purcell and the other investigators drifted away just enough to offer the illusion of privacy.
Sylvia waited one second too long before she responded to Leo's question.
“Because if you're notâ” Leo frowned. “Let's not lose our best shotâ”
“I'm ready.”
But Leo wasn't convinced; he seemed to sense she needed a few moments to calm herself, to prepare. Gesturing for her to follow, he moved a short distance down the hall. “Keep in mind he's still under the influence of the sedative.”
“They gave him enough diazepam to take down a wild horse.” Her muscles ached. The abrasion on her elbow was beginning to burn.
“Are you planning on using the UCLA psych report?”
“Any objections?” She paced, too keyed up to land in one spot for any length of time.
Leo had already briefed her on the basic contents of the fifteen-year-old psychological evaluation; it dated back to Dantes' first year at UCLAâand a visit to a student health clinic. He'd suffered a series of epileptic seizures. Nobrainer diagnosis: epilepsy. Except there was a problem: the electroencephalograms revealed no organic pathology.
Leo's touch brought her back. He began to gently massage her shoulders, speaking in a low voice. “From the description of the presenting problem, Dantes has been through this beforeâseizures, paralysis, other somatic symptomologyâwhich provides support for a diagnosis of conversion disorder.”
“Dantes went to the clinicâhe sought treatmentâless than six weeks after Simon Mole's house exploded,” Sylvia said, lowering her chin to her chest. Her neck muscles were painfully bound. “If it was conversion disorder, what was the stimulus?”
“Guilt?”
“It's possible.” She raised her head, nodding. “Dantes felt responsible for the death of a young girl, and the near death of his best friend.”
“Maybe he
was
responsible,” Leo said.
“It's provocative, but it proves nothing.” Sylvia sidestepped away from Leo. It was taking too much effort to keep herself in physical and emotional check. She said, “This could be
faking
âplain and simple.” Her voice revealed her frustration.
“You've spent the most time with him,” Leo said. “Do you believe it's that clear-cut?”
She dug her hands deep into empty pockets. “No. We're surrounded by smoke and mirrors.”
She covered the distance back to the room; through a small mesh observation window, she saw a familiar face just inside B-103: Officer Jones. Beyond Jones, Dantes was stretched on a seclusion bed, his features obscured by shadow.
She backed away, focusing again on Leo. “I should be dead. Today, in that Mercedes, Sweetheart and I
were
dead.”
Her fingers worked the threads of her jacket. “But M still wants to play.” She pressed her palms to her temples, easing a headache. She was bruised and battered. “Very soon, he'll get tired of the gameâtired of cat and mouse. We're left with one alternative: get himâbefore he gets us.”
Leo nodded grimly. “If you need meâ”
“I need a cigarette.”
“âI'll be right here.”
But Sylvia had already turned to Purcell. “Let's do it.”
Inside the hospital room, shapes were blunted by shadow.
Officer Jones sat stiffly in a wooden chair, reading by the narrow beam of a Tensor. He looked up from his paperback to give her a nod of recognition. She caught the book's title:
The Green Mile
.
Dantes was in full restraints on the seclusion bed. His face still wore the mask of illnessâdeep furrows marked his brow and the corners of his mouth; his skin held a gray cast; the stubble on his chin marked a rough beard.
Sylvia approached, walking slowly around the end of the bed until she was even with his shoulders. She kept her distance.
“Dantes?” She took a breath, monitoring herself internally; twice, this man had sent her to a close encounter with death. Her emotions would be useful only if they were
under her control. So she'd skip the murderous rage for now, she thought, mustering some humor, trying for balance in a very unbalanced situation.
He tilted his head in her direction; his eyes were open, but his focus was
off
. She knew that he'd been complaining of a limited field of vision; hospital staff had noted that the paralysis in his arm was more pronounced than it had been just fifteen hours ago, before the anticonvulsive drugs had been administered.
And she'd been warned, he'd lost some vocal capacity; instead of his deep baritone, he was communicating in whispers.
If he was acting, he was good.
From the corner of her eye, Sylvia noticed Officer Jones observing her; she was grateful for his familiar presence in the room.
She pulled a chair toward the seclusion bed, allowing the wooden legs to scrape the floor. The noise was grating, but Dantes didn't react.
She positioned the chair so that she and Dantes were head to head. She sat.
This time his eyes found her face. She saw him register her presence, but she couldn't read his reaction. Relief, or disbelief?
“Beatrice,” he whispered. “âWill you not aid the one whose love for you raised him high above the crowd?'” As he recited the quotation, his speech was sluggish, and tinged with irony. He smiled. “You came back.”
“Are you surprised?”
“Less and less, Dr. Strange.” He took a deep breath. “What happened to me?”
“You were medicatedâyou had a reaction.”
With effort he raised his head to examine his body; his gaze traveled carefully from arms to legs, as if he were discovering
some stranger in his bed. “I can't feel my right arm.”
“Two days ago, at Metro, apparently you had some sort of seizure.” She paused, assessing. “Do you remember?”
“I think so.”
“Have you had seizures before?”
“Doesn't matter.” His expression was impassive, indifferent.
“Have you ever blacked out?”
“No.”
“The doctors will run more testsâthey'll screen for organicâ”
“No.”
His hands became fists. “They're liars. I want to talk about
you
. What happened?”
He read through her silence. “You found M,” he whispered. When she didn't respond, he said, “I can't help you unless I have information.”
“There was another bomb.” She kept very still, struggling for internal control.
Surprise altered his features for an instant before he recovered. “But you weren't the target.”
“How do you know?”
“âDo your eyes not see death near him?'” He watched her carefully. “My guess would be Sweetheart.”
“Why?” When he didn't answer, Sylvia leaned closer. “Is Sweetheart
your
targetâor
Mole's?
”
“You found the master after all.” A smile played over Dantes' lips. “How is the sadistic bastard?”
“Healey told me about Simon.”
“Obviously.” He blinked. “Sweetheart blames me for Jason's death.”
“Should he blame Mole?”
“He should blame himself.” Dantes closed his eyes.
“Why?” Sylvia leaned down, and her fingers tightened
around his sleeve. The institutional cotton scratched her skin. She said, “It's time for this to end.”
She was close enough to see the tiny hairs on his neck. She said, “Dantesâ
I'm
asking you, help me before it's too late.”
Dantes turned his face toward hers; his eyes struggled to focus. He nodded, running his tongue over pale lips. “I knowâ”
There was a crash as the door flew open and Sweetheart burst into the room. Officer Jones dropped his book, lunging forward to catch the intruder; he was knocked off balance by Special Agent Purcell as she darted past him.
Leo Carreras and a federal agent entered on Purcell's heels.
But Sweetheart already had his hands around Dantes' throat. He said, “You arrogant, lying son of a bitch. I'll kill you.” His voice was cold. His body was immovableâonly his hands strained, fingers digging into Dantes' flesh.
“Back off now!” Purcell ordered.
Sweetheart didn't respond.
Sylvia was close enough to see murder in his eyes. She said, “Let him go.”
For thirty seconds, they all stayed frozen in violent tableau.
Then, very slowly, Sweetheart released his grip.
Dantes said nothing. But he smiled like a fighter who'd won a round.
9:55
P.M
.
Sweetheart left the hospital without a word.
Sylvia waited just outside the front doors of the lobby for Leo Carreras. Purcell kept her company. They stood in silence for several minutes, then Purcell tipped her head, making that familiar birdlike gesture, slipping something from behind one ear. There was a small and sudden burst of
flame as she lit up a cigarette. She inhaled, handing it to Sylvia. They shared half the smoke in silence.
“You're not going back to Santa Monica tonight,” Purcell said, exhaling smoke.
Sylvia shook her head. “We'll stay at a hotel in west LA.”
The agent nodded. “I'll follow you over. Use Dr. Carreras' cards. You have a dog?”
Surprised, Sylvia nodded. “Two.”
“What are their names?”
“Rocko and Nikki.”
“Cute. Tell them you'll accept calls for Mr. Rocko. I'll check in with you in the morning.” Purcell was quiet for several seconds. They could see Leo's Lexus turning the corner at the end of the block. “We've got twenty-four-hour surveillance at Sweetheart's, in case M decides to go another round.”
“He'll go four more rounds. There are nine circles in Dante's
Inferno
.” Sylvia took the cigarette from Purcell. It was almost down to the butt. Silently, she inhaled the last hit. “You dragged me into this investigationâdon't leave me out of the loop.”
“Like I said, I'll call you tomorrow when I have news.”
“What happens between now and then?”
“Simon Mole,” Purcell said. “If he's M, he's been up to something for the past fifteen years. We'll pick up his trail somewhere along the way.” She walked with Sylvia to the curb as the Lexus slowed to a stop.
“So MOSAIK's job will be to come up with an empirical match,” Sylvia said. “Simon equals M.”
“Wrong.” Purcell held the door open. “Officially, after this mess with Dantes, Sweetheart's out of the game.”
“Unofficially?”
“Watch your back.”
*Â Â *Â Â *
11:43
P.M
.
Edmond Sweetheart felt his soul evaporate. The warm night air brought whispers of bamboo and wind chimes. The paper shades on the open window rustled gently.
He was at homeâsitting lotus on the floor of the library, surrounded by bombs.
A plain white board ran the entire breadth of one wall. Photographs, arranged in six clusters, had been tacked neatly in place. Above each grouping, stenciled black letters filled a half dozen paper signs.
Six titles.
The first reading,
HOLLYWOOD FREEWAY
.
The second,
ANARCHY, LA TIMES
.
The third,
WATER & POWER
.
Fourth,
SIERRA SUBDIVISION
.
Fifth,
OIL SWINDLES
.
Sixth,
GETTY
.
A wormwood table ran the length of the bulletin board. On it were the intricate and detailed models of six explosive devicesârepresenting hours of craftsmanshipâeach beneath its title.
Sweetheart let his eyes linger on the models.
He saw history and civilization. Each one was a historical statement of some injustice committed against the city, against Los Angeles.
Sweetheart stood slowly, finding center on the soft mat. Air filled his lungs; as he exhaled, he let go, crouching into
shiko
.
Moving to a slow rhythm, he lifted one leg highâheld itâthen he stomped his foot back into the floor, slapping his hands on his knees as he exhaled; the movements flowed, coming full circle to a crouching squat. Two hundred eighty
pounds of muscle, intention, focus. He blocked out all physical pain. He ignored the injured muscles, the strained ligaments.
It began again with the opposite leg. Inhale, lift, hold. Exhale, stomp, slap, crouch. Over and over he repeated the
shiko
. It is the sumo wrestler's most basic exercise.