DARK FALL (A Back Down Devil MC Romance Novel) (9 page)

Miller put a hand to Erik
’
s shoulder. Erik looked up at
Miller and saw the fire in the President
’
s
eyes.

“
It
’
s about the club,
”
Miller said.
“
Not just one person, but all of
us. The brotherhood we share. The love we have. It's the only way this club
works, Erik.
”

“
You
killed the other guy, didn
’
t
you?
”

“
He
couldn
’
t control himself.
We tried to push him to join the
Lost Men
out there in the deserts, but
he kept coming back. He wanted everyone and everything destroyed. But you know
what? It wouldn
’
t have
changed a thing. Circumstances and events just happen. Is there a plan? I don
’
t fucking know. I don
’
t have time to sit and think of
a plan.
”

“
I
understand, Miller,
”
Erik
said.

The message was loud and clear.

Calm the fuck down or you
’
ll be dead.

Then again, dead wasn
’
t such a bad thing, was it?

“
Get
out there and enjoy your night,
”
Miller said.

Erik knew his place, even if he was
feeling rebellious. There was no defying Miller. He respected Miller with
everything in his body. Hell, the biggest reason he hadn
’
t killed himself yet was Miller and what the MC
stood for.

When Erik stood up, he faced
Miller. There were a few tense seconds before Miller opened his arms. Erik
hugged him and then retreated to the clubhouse.

It was alive.

Gaige walked up to Erik and handed
him beer.

“
Drink.
”

Erik wouldn't argue that.

Blaine was playing darts with Jace,
betting on two women who were more than willing for some fun. There was an open
pool table and when Gaige nodded to it, Erik agreed. They set up and played
their first game in silence.

Erik
’
s
mind thought about a hundred things at once. He thought about Kaity in his room,
but he had no urge to go back there. Going into that room wouldn
’
t end well. Erik knew if he went
in there and she was there, he
’
d
end up inside her; which usually wouldn't be a problem. She was a woman. He was
a guy. If they wanted to fuck each other, so be it. But he was glaringly aware
that something else was there between them. Even if it was just because of the
events of the day, it just made more sense to hang in the clubhouse and fuck
around all night. In the morning, Erik could take Kaity to check on her car and
then she
’
d be gone.

After two games, Nate, Landon, and Blaine
joined in. They started playing in teams, betting some cash and drinks. Erik
and Landon were a lethal team together, cleaning up a couple hundred dollars
and seven shots each.

Finally, as the clock ticked beyond
midnight, Landon put his pool stick on the table.

“
I
’
m out,
”
he said.
“
Got
my own business to take care of.
”

“
Women,
”
Blaine said.

“
I
’
m with Landon,
”
Gaige said.

“
You
’
re lucky your girl helped the
club,
”
Blaine said to
Landon.
“
Avery is a beauty,
man. I
’
d take her
…”

Landon waved a hand and walked
away. Nobody wanted to hear Blaine talk about the other guys
’
old ladies. Somewhere in Blaine
’
s mind he envisioned a MC where
everyone shared women.

“
Don
’
t say a word about Emily,
”
Gaige said.
“
I
’
ll
slit your throat.
”

“
You
got it, boss,
”
Blaine said.
He smiled like a smart ass, making it obvious his mind was picturing Emily
naked.

“
I
’
m going to kill you,
”
Gaige said and laughed.
“
I
’
m
going to have no choice one day but to kill you.
”

“
For
now, just enjoy your woman,
”
Nate said.

Gaige slipped away.

It was now Erik, Blaine, Nate, and
Jace. They played with Erik and Jace on a team, against Blaine and Nate. It was
Erik
’
s first loss of the
night.

The party raged on. A few guys
stumbled away, falling to the floor or heading to the bathroom to throw up.
Erik felt really good. The booze fumbled his mind and blocked all the suicidal
thoughts, which was good. But it didn
’
t
do a whole lot for the mess waiting outside the MC, and it didn
’
t completely chase away Kaity.

He was full.

He needed some release.

Erik played one more game, lost
again with Blaine as his teammate, and then quit the game.

“
I
need to get some relief around here,
”
Erik said.

He pushed from the pool table and
stumbled to the back wall. He put his hands to it and hung his head. When he closed
his eyes he saw Kaity
’
s
sweet pussy. He swore he could still taste her on his lips. It made him throb.
He was half hard just by thinking her name.

Yeah, he needed to let one go. That
would be the only way to make a decent decision.

“
Bro,
what are you doing?
”
Blaine
asked.

Erik turned around.
“
Picking out a reliever.
”

“
What?
You have someone
…”

“
No,
I
’
ve got nobody,
”
Erik said. He put a hand to
Blaine
’
s chest.
“
Remember that, man. Nobody.
”

“
What
about Kaity? She return the favor yet?
”

“
No,
I don
’
t want that shit.
”

“
Are
you kidding me?
”

“
No,
”
Erik said and pushed Blaine.
“
Get the fuck out of my way, man.
You
’
ve been a pain in my
dick all day. I only protected Kaity because I wanted to keep her safe from
you.
”

“
Me?
What the fuck would I do to her?
”
Blaine scratched the side of his head.
“
Man,
what
’
s wrong with your
fucking head lately?
”

Erik laughed.
“
See my face? You know what it
’
s like?
”

“
I
’
m sorry about that shit, but
fuck, man, nobody is judging you.
”

“
I
don
’
t need this,
”
Erik said. He grabbed Blaine by
his leather cut and walked him backward to the pool table they had just been
playing on.
“
You want to
fuck Kaity? Go for it. You want to stand there like a sick fuck and watch me
eat her pussy, fuck you man. You go do it then. Go get it.
”

“
Are
you serious right now?
”
Blaine asked.
“
Drunk or
not, I don
’
t take that shit
lightly.
”

“
I
don
’
t care,
”
Erik said.
“
I shouldn
’
t have brought her here. I should have left her
with Jack and Willy at that shit auto garage. I have enough bullshit to deal
with.
”

Erik let Blaine go and backed up.

Blaine put his hands up and licked
his lips.
“
Careful how you
talk, Erik.
”

“
There
’
s no more talking, Blaine.
Everything will be done tomorrow. Right now, I want my dick sucked. And not by
Kaity. You go take her then, okay? Ruin her for everyone. I don
’
t care.
”

“
Why
don
’
t you take a walk?
”
Blaine asked.
“
Come outside with me and get
some air.
”

Erik lifted his right hand and made
a fist.
“
Bro, if you say
you get it
…
that you get me
…
then you
’
ll get the fuck out of my face right now.
”

Blaine nodded.

Erik stumbled back again and caught
himself. He slithered with his back to the wall and found somewhere to sit. He crashed
hard on an old leather couch and looked around. The clubhouse was pretty much
thinned out. He spotted someone at the bar and let out a whistle. It drew the
attention of more than one person, including a woman with pitch black hair, big
eyes, and big tits. Erik forgot about his drink for a second and pointed to the
woman. She hurried over to him and offered her hand. Erik took it and kissed
it.

“
Get
me a fucking beer,
”
Erik
said.
“
Then you can get on
your knees.
”

“
Yes,
sir,
”
the woman said and
turned.

Erik
’
s
eyes were locked to her ass that hung out of her crazy short jean shorts. She
was a fucking whore, a reliever wishing she'd be picked as an old lady so she
could stop fucking and sucking every night, but that wasn
’
t his problem. He didn
’
t want an old lady.

The woman got Erik a beer and
strutted her way back to him. She wasn
’
t
nearly as pretty as Kaity, but he needed this. He took two large gulps of his
beer and then nodded down to his pants.

“
Get
to work,
”
he said.

Without a word, she dropped to her
knees. She touched between Erik
’
s
legs and grabbed at his zipper. She tried to be seductive. Erik wasn
’
t interested.

“
Come
the fuck on,
”
he said.

He unzipped his jeans for her. He
reached into his pants and grabbed his own cock. He pulled it free and then she
took over. She gripped his shaft tight and pulled. Erik put his head back and
closed his eyes. Kaity came to mind just as the woman put her mouth around his
dick. Her lips and warm mouth welcomed him.

Erik let out a sigh and was fully
hard.

He couldn
’
t stand to sit there and get sucked off while
thinking of Kaity, so he forced himself to open his eyes and watch the reliever
do her job. She moved up and down nice and slow, her spit coating him. It felt
damn good at first, but after only a minute, Erik wanted to just come in the
woman
’
s mouth and be done
with it.

Erik put a hand to the back of her
head and pushed. He thrust up, commanding more speed and depth.

“
Earn
it,
”
Erik growled.

He drank his beer and the woman
sped up. Her black hair danced all around as she moved her mouth and hand on
Erik
’
s long shaft.

It wasn
’
t perfect, but it was good enough.

It could have been ten minutes
later, Erik didn
’
t know,
but the urge to finish finally started to roll through his body. His beer was
almost empty and he needed his cock to be the same.

When he looked up, he saw that
there were only three people left awake in the clubhouse. Two were behind the
bar, cleaning up. The third
…
was Kaity.

Fuck.

She just stood there in the hall to
the bar.

There was no hiding what was
happening to Erik, not that he cared about hiding it. But Kaity just stood
there, eyes wide. Her shirt tight. She had her jeans back on now, the rip and
spot of blood still there from the bullet she took for Erik.

Fuck it
, Erik thought.

He had given Kaity her due, right?
He saved her. He brought her somewhere safe. He pleasured her.

They were done.

Only they weren
’
t.

Kaity stared at Erik. Erik curled
his lip and finished off his beer. He dropped the bottle next to him and he
thrust up into the woman
’
s
mouth. He was getting closer by the second
…
and Kaity still wasn't walking away. She looked shocked and frozen.

What the fuck did she expect? Erik
to come to her? Share a bed with her? Fuck her? Say something romantic?

Please.

Erik
’
s
blood boiled with rage. He put his hand to the back of the woman
’
s head again and pressed hard.
He thrust up, feeling the woman
’
s
mouth sliding tight on his cock. He took a deep breath and felt himself
release. He told himself to close his eyes while he came, but he couldn
’
t.

He stared at Kaity.

His dick throbbed over and over,
the reliever accepting all of him, swallowing it down.

He could only see Kaity.