Authors: Jr. L. E. Modesitt
Tags: #Fantasy, #Science Fiction, #Adventure, #Music
Darkness rose around her on her hillside as the fires died on the slopes opposite her, and she
could feel herself toppling forward under the backlash of overstressed harmonies that centered
on her.
54
ESARIA, NESEREA
Nubara stands in the corner of the stone-floored room that had once been a workroom, as the
thunder of the drums buffets him. Reflections glitter off the smooth finish of the drums,
reflections showing the motions of the three drummers, and the timekeeping motions of the
Prophet of Music who directs the three who sit on the high stools, a pair of mallets wielded by
each.
The three drummers with their mallets watch Rabyn, and their motions follow his direction, yet
each drum has a different voice, and the three separate voices combine in a thunder that seems to
shiver the plaster-covered stone walls of the Palace of Music.
The Mansuuran officer squints, shakes his head, for a shimmering, and barely visible blue
nimbus surrounds the blue-Clad Prophet of Music.
Craccck! A floor stone splits, and a wavering line rums for several yards around and through the
solid paving stones of the workroom.
Rabyn does not even turn his head. “Heavier! Drum three! Faster, like I showed you! Don’t
make anyone wait!”
Sweat pours down the face of the drummers as they follow the tempo set by the Prophet who is
no longer youth, but not yet man.
Sweat darkens the blue tunic worn by Rabyn, and his face glistens with perspiration. His eyes are
hard.
55
The gray of morning seeped into the silk tent, then the brighter light of dawn itself. Anna slowly
pried open her eyes. Jecks lay under a single blanket, snoring lightly, practically against the tent
wall.
At his snoring, Anna found herself smiling—until she tried to raise her head. While she didn’t
have the double images engendered by the use of Darksong, a flash of lightning with the impact
of a sledge drove her back onto the rolled blanket that served as a pillow, and tears streamed
from her eyes.
“Shit..." She murmured under her breath. They can murder thousands of women who just wanted
to be free and not even get a headache, and you do the same thing to those who did it and you
can’t even sit up. And you even offered them terms, if they'd just let the women who survived rule
themselves.
“Lady?” At her slightest word, Jecks rolled out of his blanket and stood by the cot.
“I’m here.” Her voice was raw, hoarse.
The white-haired lord brought her the water bottle from the narrow camp table and held it to her
lips, watching as she did.
"Today... you must rest," he said.
“...don’t think I have much choice, do I?”
“You cannot use so much sorcery so often, my lady,” Jecks said.
Tell me about it. “I can see that." But it wasn’t the sorcery but the guilt... the backlash... or
something. “Why... why... wouldn’t they accept terms... not as though... I was going to make
anyone a slave..."
“You are a woman, and they have not seen your power.”
Anna took another long swallow of water.
“In time, they will understand,” Jecks insisted.
How much time and how many deaths? And will anything really have changed once you're
gone?
Anna closed her eyes again.
56
The next morning, Anna sat on the edge of her cot for a long
time, her head in her hands, before
she dared to stagger up and retrieve the water bottle. Finishing off the water bottle helped some,
as did eating too much of the hard cheese and biscuits. Finally, ignoring the dull and throbbing
headache, she stepped out of the tent into a morning that felt far too bright for her physical
condition.
Jecks turned quickly, but his smile was professional enough to tell her that she looked about the
way she felt—like horse droppings flattened by a long column of lancer mounts. “Good morning,
my lady."
Lejun and Kerhor both nodded, and a half dozen yards to their right, Kinor and Jimbob watched
warily.
“It is morning.” Anna admitted, “I think.” The sky was a hazy white, not quite gray. Another
result of sorcery... or guilt about sorcery? She stopped herself from shaking her head, knowing it
would fall off. At least, it felt like it might.
The matted grass was damp, and the acrid odor of the cook-fires drifted toward her on the light
breeze. Her stomach turned at the scent of something cooking. Cheese and biscuits had been
better, but even they had settled uneasily.
“You should not ride today,” Jecks said.
“With Rabyn probably at Elioch?” She raised her eyebrows. “I couldn’t ride yesterday. That cost
us a day already.”
“You cannot do anything if you reach Denguic exhausted.” Jecks met her eyes with concern in
his own hazel orbs.
“I know, but we can shorten today’s ride and the next day’s if I get tired, but we can’t push the
horses to make up that distance once I get recovered, not if the lancers need to fight.” She
snorted. “No matter what I try, it seems that we still need men with sharp blades and strong
arms.”
A greater hint of cook fire smoke and the fainter odor of burned grass filled Anna’s nostrils, and
with those reminders of the impact of her sorcery, her stomach turned and churned even more as
she stood before her little tent. Another set of battles... thousands more men dead... will it ever
end? Can it ever end?
She took a deep breath. “We need to talk to Hadrenn. There’s no point in dragging this out.”
Jimbob and Kinor slipped back and toward where Liende had gathered with the players a good
fifty yards to the south.
“Now?” Jecks looked at her, then nodded. “I will have him summoned.” The white-haired lord
slipped past the tent and walked swiftly toward another tent with a green pennant set before it.
Anna started after Jecks, then stopped, and shrugged. She hadn’t meant to have Jecks chase
down the young lord of Synek.
It seemed but a few moments later when Jecks returned with Hadrenn beside him. Both men
stopped well short of the Regent.
“Sorceress and Regent.” Hadrenn inclined his head. “You have destroyed Bertmynn. What can I
say to express my gratitude?”
“We all did what needed to be done. I’m glad we could help you.” Anna forced a smile she
didn’t really feel.
“All Synek is grateful...." Hadrenn let his words slide into silence.
“And that will help erase some of the unpleasant memories of last year?” Anna offered an ironic
smile.
“It cannot but help, and I will ensure all know."
“Does Bertmynn have a son or daughter?” asked Anna.
A look of puzzlement appeared in Hadrenn’s deep brown eyes. “I have heard he has two sons...
but those are words on the wind.”
“Fine. You need to declare that his son—or other heir—will hold the lands around Dolov... but
only there. And you need to proclaim that as widely as possible. You also need to proclaim that
you have accepted the protection of the Regent and Sorceress of Defalk for all of Ebra to assist in
repelling any who would strike at your land... or some words like that. And you need to send
someone to Elahwa... saying that you will recognize a government by the freewomen.” Anna
paused. “They may not believe you. You might ask for the Matriarch to send a representative—
but make sure it’s a representative of the Matriarch and not of the SouthWomen.”
Hadrenn’s eyes contained the expression of an ox stunned with a heavy hammer. Behind the
younger lord’s shoulder, Jecks shook his head gently, and mouthed, “Be gentle…be gentle."
Anna nodded that she’d heard. “Let me explain,” she addressed Hadrenn patiently. “The
SouthWomen started this mess by shipping blades to Elahwa. You don’t want them in this. You
do need someone outside of Ebra whom the women of Elahwa can trust. If you do that, the
Matriarch and their grain factors will look on you more favorably, and you won’t have another
revolt on your hands in ten years. You—and Ebra—can’t afford that. Neither can I.”
“You do not sound as though you are fond of Ebra.” Hadrenn’s voice contained the hint of a
querulousness.
“In my shoes... boots, would you be? My lands have been invaded by Ebra once, and I have to
fight battles again a year later in Ebra in hopes of getting a just and peaceful ruler as a neighbor.
However,” Anna added, “I will recompense you slightly. Send a score of lancers with me, and I
will send them back with golds to help you rebuild Synek—and Elahwa.”
Hadrenn looked down. “You are generous."
You may be a damned fool. “Hadrenn, I want a peaceful neighbor strong enough to ensure that
the free state of Elahwa survives and powerful enough that Ebra can keep the Sturinnese out of
Liedwahr. I’m not after an empire like the Liedfuhr seems to be. Most empires don’t last, and
those that do aren’t places most people would like to live."
Another puzzled look crossed Hadrenn’s face, but he did not speak.
“The mist worlds have had more empires than Erde has ever dreamed of—or should." Anna
glanced toward the west “Do you have any questions? We need to be leaving.”
“Leaving?”
“Leaving. There are no forces left in Ebra, except yours. You have my support, and, once you
proclaim the free state of Elahwa for the freewomen, you’ll have some support from the