Authors: Ella Barrick
“It’s best not to rely on other people’s efficiency or memory,” Mildred said wisely. “Things get done better and faster if you do them yourself. We’re off to Maurice’s now to come up with a new plan,” she added. “Ta-ta. Come, Hoover.”
I wondered briefly how Hoover would get along with Gene and Cyd, Maurice’s cats, but decided it wasn’t my problem. “Keep me posted,” I called after them.
My watch said it was closing in on three o’clock. I didn’t have to be back in the studio until time to teach a tango class at six thirty. Now would be a good time, I decided, to kill two birds with one stone.
Chapter 11
I took the Metro yellow line from the King Street station to Gallery Place, changed to a red line train, and got off at the Woodley Park station, not far from Lavinia Fremont’s small boutique. In addition to designing ballroom dance costumes, she did one-of-a-kind special-occasion dresses and the occasional wedding gown. Vitaly and I needed new costumes for the upcoming Virginia State DanceSport Competition, and Lavinia had already started on them. I’d called to make an appointment for a fitting and figured I’d work in a few questions about Corinne Blakely.
Walking the few blocks from the Metro station to Lavinia’s made me glad I’d grabbed a hat on my way out the door. Mature trees arching over the root-heaved sidewalk cut some of the sun, but enough of it got through to make the sidewalk sizzle. Lavinia’s design studio was tucked into a row of shops that formed the ground floor of what started out as a girls’ school before an enterprising developer converted the buildings into trendy lofts. Lavinia had one lavender satin-and-chiffon gown in the narrow display window, its bodice encrusted with sequins.
Pushing through the glossy black door, I entered the cool of the shop. Bolts of fabric lined one wall, and a citrusy scent drifted from a glass bowl heaped with apples, pears, and lemons set on a high table cluttered with sketchbooks, pencils, shears, pins, and snippets of cloth.
“Coming,” Lavinia called from somewhere in the back. She emerged moments later, while I was flapping my blouse to circulate some air-conditioning to my sweaty tummy. She was dressed all in black, which I might have taken as a statement of mourning for Corinne, except Lavinia always wore black. Today’s version was a narrow dress that fell to her ankles, cinched at the waist with a gray–and-silver sash that hung to her knees. Her hair, an unlikely auburn for a woman of seventy, swung in a razor-cut bob around her thin, lined face. “Lovely to see you again, Stacy,” she greeted me, moving forward stiffly with hand outstretched. “The dress is ready to try. And you said something on the phone about needing an exhibition costume?”
“Yes.” Her fingers were long, her palm cool against mine when we shook.
“Good. Then we can be creative. No need to please a bunch of rigid judges.” When she crossed the room to sort through bolts of fabric, her skirt swished from side to side, giving glimpses of the prosthetic foot that made her gait a bit stiff. “With you and Vitaly both being so blond, we need a strong hue that will contrast with your coloring, but not overwhelm you. Not this,” she said, moving aside a bolt of cream satin, “or this.” She pushed past a pale yellow velvet I quite liked. “I’m thinking maybe this red”—she pulled out a bolt of dark red fabric—“or this green. With flesh-colored inserts—or maybe midnight blue?—and stones. Lots of rhinestones.”
She passed me, thin arms laden with bolts of fabric, and laid them on the cutting table in the middle of the room. “But first, let’s try the other dress.” With a gait that was surprisingly graceful despite the limp, she disappeared into the back and emerged a moment later, holding a hanger high. I could vaguely make out the shape of the carnation-colored dress under a plastic bag. Unzipping the bag, Lavinia freed the dress, removed it gently from the hanger, and passed it to me. I ducked into the tiny changing room outfitted with only a couple of hooks and a curtain instead of a door.
Slipping out of my clothes, I carefully dropped the new gown over my head and smoothed it into place. I loved the way the salmon pink made my skin glow and set off my blond hair. It was a strong color and would be distinctive on the dance floor without being harsh or garish. I brushed aside the curtain and stepped out for Lavinia’s inspection.
“Hm.” She pinched a fold of fabric at my waist. “You have lost weight.”
“Maybe a pound or two,” I admitted.
Her deft fingers inserted a couple of pins.
“I was so sorry to hear about Corinne Blakely,” I said. “I know you two were friends for a long time.”
She hesitated, her face hidden from me as she bent to measure the distance from the floor to the hem in several places. “She was my best friend for many, many years,” she said, straightening. True sorrow lined her face.
“How did you meet?”
She draped a spangled length of tulle several shades lighter than the dress around my shoulders and stepped back to survey the effect. “I grew up on a ranch in Montana, but I was always more interested in dancing and fashion than cattle or corn. I ran away to New York when I was seventeen, convinced I’d be starring in Broadway shows within minutes of my arrival.”
“That was brave of you.”
“‘Stupid’ is the word you’re looking for. Anyway, I was doing telephone sales selling newspaper advertisements by day, auditioning every chance I got, and taking acting and dancing classes at night. I shared a one-bedroom apartment with three other gals and lived off canned tuna and peanut butter. The building super was out to get in my pants, and the rats outnumbered the tenants three to one. I’m pretty sure they were better fed, too.” She gave a grim little smile. “But I was too proud to go home, take up again with William Denney, who’d been hoping to marry me since we were in junior high, and live out my days as a Montana rancher’s wife.”
I turned to face the mirror, in obedience to the pressure of her hand on my shoulder.
“Too much,” Lavinia announced, removing the scarf. “We’ll keep the neckline simple.”
“Okay.”
“Anyway,” she continued, “one night I went to a tiny dance studio in the Village that a friend had mentioned. I’d heard a big-shot producer was casting an off-Broadway musical that required waltzing, and I was determined to impress them with my dancing ability, since my singing voice was only so-so. Well, I walked up four flights of stairs to this studio, and was huffing and puffing by the time I got to the top. I was a smoker in those days. We all were—it’s how we kept our weight down. When I got to the top, there was Corinne, dressed in an aqua gown and elbow-length gloves, twirling with her partner. She looked like a princess or a fairy queen. Titania, maybe, if I remember my Shakespeare correctly, or Queen Mab. I was captivated.
“Halfway through the piece, Corinne broke away from her partner with a few choice words about his dancing—she could cuss like a ranch hand, even though she looked so dainty—and said that someone who had never waltzed could dance more gracefully than he did. Before I knew what was happening, she grabbed my hand and pulled me out onto the dance floor. People—there must have been eight or ten students standing around, most of them older than Corinne and me—were laughing, and Corinne’s partner was sulking, and I wanted to sink through the floor. But then I got caught up in the music and the rhythm and let myself dance. That was it for me; from then on, it was ballroom dancing or nothing.”
“Did you get the part?” I asked.
A reminiscent smile lit her face. “I did, actually. But the show folded after only a couple of performances. I ditched my telephone sales job and studied ballroom dancing with Corinne and a couple of others. What a time that was. Think
Rent
set in the sixties, with booze and cigarettes instead of drugs, and without the AIDS, and you get a feel for how close we were—those of us who were serious about ballroom dance—and how passionate about our art. Corinne and I became roommates and best friends. We did everything together—double-dated, went to competitions, taught dance. She even came out to Montana with me one Christmas.” Lavinia laughed at the memory. “I don’t think she’d ever seen a cow in person before. Anyway, competitive Latin dancing was just coming into its own in the early 1960s and I fell in love with it. My partner, Ricky Marini, could have made it in the movies—he was easily as good as—and much better-looking than—Astaire or Kelly. Together . . . we set the dance floor on fire.”
Her focus was past me now, past the display window with the lavender gown, past the view of the busy street outside, all the way back to the 1960s. “We were the best. Absolutely the best. Corinne and her partner were good, but not as good as Ricky and I were. The four of us were invited to the first Professional Latin Championship at Blackpool. Nineteen sixty-four, that was.” She tucked a strand of auburn hair behind one ear and rubbed her fingers together like she wished she had a cigarette. The sun slanting through the window deepened the lines and hollows of her face in a mean way.
“What happened?” I asked softly.
“To make a long story short—it’s too late for that, isn’t it?—the four of us were coming out of a nightclub in the wee hours of the night before the competition started. A man jumped us. Corinne screamed. I barely caught sight of him before something slammed into my leg and I fell. The guy took off and Ricky chased him. He didn’t catch up with him, though.
“At the hospital, the doctors said my leg was broken. I couldn’t dance in the competition. I was devastated. So were the others, Corinne especially. She kept saying, ‘This was your championship, Lavvy. This was your time.’”
“Did she win?”
“Corinne and Donald? No. The winners were a married Swiss couple named Kaiser. I’m sure worrying about me distracted Corinne and Donald and cost them their chance at the title, too.”
“How awful.” I looked at the seventy-year-old woman in front of me, imagining her as a young twenty-something anxious to set the world on fire with her ballroom dancing, excited about competing overseas. She’d been beautiful, I was sure, with glowing auburn hair and the lithe, athletic figure she still had to some degree.
“Change,” she ordered, unzipping the pink gown.
I shrugged out of it behind the curtain, draped it over the hanger, and quickly donned my own clothes.
“Yes, well. It got worse when my leg got infected. The doctors couldn’t get it under control, and eventually they had to amputate below the knee.” She moved away from the dressing room and I heard the
ka-thump
,
ka-thump
as she unrolled the fabric bolt on the cutting table. Her voice was brisk as she said, “My dancing career was over, of course. Prosthetics in those days were nothing like they are today. I keep up with that, you know; I read the articles about what they’re able to do for our soldiers who lose limbs in Afghanistan or Iraq and I’m just amazed. The technology these days is wonderful.”
I popped out from behind the curtain, tucking my blouse in. “Did they ever catch the guy?”
She shook her head. “No. The police never caught up with him. Their theory was that he was attempting a mugging and panicked, that he hit my leg by accident.”
“You didn’t agree?”
“I wasn’t sure. Corinne always maintained that he’d hit me on purpose. And then in the nineties, when that awful Harding person arranged for someone to injure Nancy Kerrigan, hoping to keep her from skating in the Olympics, I began to think about it again. It sounded just like what had happened to me, although of course the Blackpool Dance Festival was not a sporting event on a par with the Olympics, at least not as most people viewed it. That was thirty years after the fact, though, and I didn’t spend much time thinking about it. I’d made a name for myself as a designer by then—Corinne and her first husband loaned me the money to get started and supported me while I went to school and then did an apprenticeship with a fashion house in Paris—and I had almost convinced myself that the attacker had done me a favor. One can work as a designer, you know, for far longer than one can be a competitive athlete of any sort.”
“Absolutely,” I said, as if my reassurance mattered to her one little bit.
She gave me a wry look, acknowledging my intent, I thought, and picked up a sketchbook. Her pencil whisked over the page and a dress began to take shape. I peered over her shoulder.
“I should not have burdened you with my sad history,” she said, concentrating on the page. “It’s not something I think about normally. Just with Corinne’s death . . .”
“It’s like part of your history has died,” I said.
“That’s it,” she said, arching thin brows. “Ricky died years ago—lung cancer—and Donald passed away four or five years back. Now it’s like I’m the only one left who knows that part of my story. Memory is a slippery thing, Stacy. When we’re young, we’re sure that things happened as we remember them, that our recollection is true. As we age . . . well, I think most of us trust our memories less and, maybe, if we’re honest, admit that ‘truth’ depends on one’s perspective. Now my memory of that time is the only truth left. It’s a strange feeling.”
I didn’t answer, feeling completely incapable of saying anything worthwhile in the face of her nostalgia and grief. I thought I understood a little of what she was saying, though, since I’d had similar feelings since Rafe’s death. After a respectful moment, I said, “You know, the police arrested Maurice Goldberg for Corinne’s murder.”
Lavinia’s pencil clattered to the floor. “What?”
I picked up the pencil and handed it to her. “They’ve released him for now and he’s got a good lawyer, but—”
“That’s ridiculous,” she said angrily. “Maurice! Why, he’s the best thing that ever happened to Corinne. I let her have what-for when she told me she was divorcing him, but she’d made up her mind.”
“You knew her better and longer than anyone,” I said. “Did she have any enemies that you know of?”
“Not before she started writing that memoir,” Lavinia said. “The police asked me the same thing.”
“So there was no one . . . ?”
She hesitated, doodling some background around the sketch. “Well, Greta Monk won’t be grieving about Corinne’s death.”
“Who’s she?”
“She calls herself a patroness of the arts,” Lavinia said in a tone that conveyed what she thought of such pretension. “She and Corinne ran a dance scholarship charity for several years. It dissolved when Corinne caught her embezzling.”
“I never heard about that.”
“The board kept it hush-hush, made a deal where Greta repaid the money and avoided prosecution. Something like that. Anyway, the timing of Corinne’s tell-all couldn’t have been worse for Greta, because she’s in line for a position on the board of trustees of the Kennedy Center, something she’s been lobbying for for
decades
. A scandal now would mean she could kiss that good-bye.”