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Authors: Linda Castillo

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Grabbing her shoulder, he forced her onto her back. Kate tried to lash out with her feet, but he drew back and slammed
his fist into her left cheekbone. This time the world went silent and still.
It was as if she left her body for a moment. She could still see his face. His lips were pulled back into a snarl. Yellow teeth. Heavy whiskers. Greasy hair. She saw intent in his eyes, and she knew he wasn’t going to stop. That she would be hurt tonight, and there was nothing she could do to stop him.
She looked at the man. “Why are you doing this?”
He glanced around, then licked his lips. “I ain’t never had me an uppity little cunt before.”
The ugly words penetrated her brain like a bullet. The meaning shocked and horrified. She could feel the adrenaline like an electric current, running through her body. Terror leaping like hot fingers.
The sound of tearing fabric snapped her back. He’d torn her T-shirt from her body with his fist. Sick horror spread through her. She wanted to cover herself, but couldn’t. Oh, God, please no! “Don’t,” she heard herself say. But the voice was little more than a moan.
“Shut the fuck up, you little cunt. You’re going to like this.”
He was breathing hard. Pressing against her. She could feel the hardness of his arousal against her hip and felt a slow rise of nausea. Her arms were pinned behind her at an uncomfortable angle, the weight of their bodies causing great pain. He fisted her bra and yanked violently. Her entire body jolted as the fabric cut into her skin and then snapped. She saw him looking at her breasts, and part of her wanted to die. Oh, dear Lord, she couldn’t bear this.
She tried to twist away. She didn’t care if he hit her again. Anything would be better than having him touch her.
But her efforts were useless, and in the next instant his hands were on her breasts, squeezing and hurting.
Kate threw her head back and screamed. He hit her again, but she didn’t stop screaming. She felt her lip split. Felt her mouth fill with blood.
“Shut up!”
A terrible sound tore from her throat when he rammed his fist into her stomach. The breath left her lungs in a rush. She
heard herself retch, tasted vomit at the back of her throat. Then he was stuffing her bra into her mouth. . . .
She lay still as he ripped her jeans from her body. Her panties tore away easily. She couldn’t believe this was happening. Couldn’t believe he was going to hurt her this way. Rape didn’t happen to girls like Kate. It always happened to someone else.
She tried one last time to kick him, but he hit her again. In the stomach. Her left breast. Pain radiated through her entire body. She tried to twist away. But he hit her again, with his fist in the temple, and stars danced in her peripheral vision. She lay there dazed and hurting and terrified. She was keening, moaning, sobbing into her gag like an animal. She couldn’t see Kirsten and wondered if the same thing was happening to her. Maybe the fat man wouldn’t hurt her, wouldn’t let this happen.
“Open up, Katie. Sweet, sweet Katie.”
Then he was between her legs. Kate closed her eyes, tried to go someplace else in her mind. She couldn’t bear this. The horror of what he was doing to her.
Pain ripped through her as he tried to enter her. She screamed into her gag, but the sound was little more than a whimper. Stop! her mind cried out. Oh, dear God, make him stop!
But he didn’t stop. Pain burned like fire between her legs as he forced himself inside her. Shame and humiliation and the horror of what was happening exploded inside her. Then he began to move. He rasped horrible things as he violated her. “Pretty cunt. Tight little whore. Oh, yeah. Oh, Katie . . .”
Kate wanted it to be over. She closed her eyes and cried into the gag. Then he put his mouth on hers. She smelled alcohol and cigarettes and bad teeth. Gagging, she turned her head. Surprise and hope flashed inside her when he withdrew and let her turn away. Then she was on her belly and he was coming at her from behind.
Her seventeen-year-old mind could never have imagined what he did to her next. The pain was like nothing she’d ever experienced. The horror was too much for her mind to absorb.
He wrapped one hand around her neck and crammed her face into the dirt. Then he was pushing into her. Tearing her skin. Pain ignited like fire. She struggled, but he shoved her face harder into the dirt. It was in her eyes, in her mouth. She could feel something sharp cutting the side of her face. She couldn’t breathe. . . .
Then he was inside her and she couldn’t think of anything except the pain. The horror of what this evil man was doing to her. And for the first time in her young life, Kate wished she was dead. She did not want to survive this. She did not want to carry this experience with her for the rest of her life. She thought about Kirsten and prayed that God would spare her. This was Kate’s doing. She’d been the one to suggest they sneak out of the house. This was her fault.
She didn’t know how long the violation went on. It seemed like a lifetime. When he finally withdrew and stood, she lay there, her body racked with pain. Her mind too overwhelmed with horror to react. She could feel the warmth of semen and blood between her buttocks. Her mouth was open, the bra hanging out. Blood and saliva forming a puddle. At some point she’d vomited. She could smell it as it wet the dirt. But still she didn’t move.
Vaguely she was aware of his boots crunching in the dirt. The two men talking. Then he was standing over her. Groaning, Kate shifted onto her side. Drawing her knees up to her chest, she looked up at him. He was holding a wrench in his right hand, looking down at her, intent clear in his eyes.
“Close your eyes,” he said.
She knew he was going to kill her, but she was strangely unafraid and accepted that she would die here and now.
He raised the wrench over his head.
She closed her eyes.
And then the world shattered.
 
Kate jerked awake abruptly. Groggy and disoriented, she fumbled for the alarm and punched the snooze, but it didn’t stop the incessant noise. By the fourth ring she was awake enough to realize it wasn’t her alarm drilling into her brain, but the phone.
The first thought that struck her was that something had happened to Kirsten. Kate had had enough tragedy in her life to know phone calls in the middle of the night were never good.
Rolling onto her side, she reached for the phone, “Hello?”
Silence.
“Hello?” she repeated. “Is someone there?”
She could hear the faint hiss of an open line; she sensed someone on the other end. She could hear faint breathing. A slight rustle.
The hairs at her nape prickled. Gooseflesh raced down her arms. “Who’s there?”
“Check your front porch, Katie,” came a guttural, whispered voice.
Kate sat up straight, adrenaline shooting from her belly to her toes. “Who is this?”
“Are you sure you want to know?”
A click sounded and then the line went dead.
For the span of several seconds, Kate sat there holding the phone, her mind racing in perfect time with her heart. All she could think was that the caller knew her name. He had her phone number, which made her uneasy because her number was unlisted. As an ADA, she dealt with some form of the criminal element on an almost daily basis. Even though the State of Texas kept her abreast of the release dates of prisoners she’d sent to prison, she’d gotten an unlisted number to keep some convict from calling her when he was released.
So how had this guy gotten her number? Who was he? And what had he meant when he’d told her to check the porch?
For an instant she considered calling 911. But with Dallas being one of the most violent cities in the nation, she knew something as minor as a prank call wouldn’t warrant sending an officer. What could the police do? The caller hadn’t threatened her. All she could do was report the incident to the phone company first thing in the morning and get her number changed.
Slipping into her robe, she opened the night table drawer and pulled out the mini magnum. Easing the hammer back with her thumb, she left the bedroom and padded down the hall and into the living room.
Around her the house was silent and still. Her footsteps were little more than a whisper as she crossed through the living room. At the front door she parted the curtain at the side-light and peeked out. Her vision was relatively unobscured. The porch was small, and she could see there was no one there. Then she spotted the small object about the size of a wadded-up sock on the welcome mat, and a chill raced through her.
Kate flipped on the porch light. The gun cocked and ready in her hand, she stepped onto the porch and looked around. “Who’s there?” she called out in her toughest voice.
The only answer was the hiss of wind through the trees.
Seeing nothing out of the ordinary, she stooped to get a closer look at the object. If some prankster had thrown a used condom or something gross, she was going to . . .
Adrenaline struck her like a fist when she realized the object was a tattered blue bandanna. A bandanna just like the one used to bind her hands on that terrible night eleven years ago . . .
Facedown in the grass. Dirt in her mouth. Horror exploding in her brain. Pain ripping through her body. Her innocence shattered. Her life changed forever . . .
She heard her quick intake of breath. Nausea filled her mouth with the bitter taste of bile. She stared in disbelief. All the while her heart screamed a denial. This couldn’t possibly have anything to do with what had happened in Houston all those years ago.
But Kate didn’t believe in coincidence. Her logical mind knew the bandanna had not been tossed onto her porch randomly. Someone knew. And they were using that knowledge to frighten her.
The overriding question was who. Who would have something to gain by frightening her? Had some convict been released and decided to exact revenge against the woman who’d sent him to prison? Did it have something to do with the Bruton Ellis case? Or maybe the man who’d raped her and left her for dead had come back to finish the job . . .
Shuddering at the thought, Kate went back inside and locked the door behind her. Flipping on lights as she went, she strode to the kitchen, yanked open the drawer, and removed a plastic freezer bag from its container. At the small desk where she paid her bills, she opened the pencil drawer and removed a letter opener. Then she crossed back through the living room, checked the sidelights again, and opened the door. Kneeling, she used the letter opener to put the bandanna in the freezer bag.
She knew one of the trace evidence analysts at the Institute of Forensic Sciences. She could take it to him, pay for testing herself, and see what came back. But Kate knew that even if the thing was covered with blood or semen, unless a crime had been committed, there was nothing the police could do.
But how could anyone possibly know what had happened? Her parents had gone to great lengths to protect her and Kirsten’s privacy. Their names had never been made public. The only people who’d known about the sexual assaults were the police and hospital personnel.
Holding the mini magnum in one hand, the bag containing the bandanna in the other, Kate looked out at the trees surrounding the gravel driveway. “You make one wrong move, you son of a bitch, and I swear to God I’ll put a bullet in your heart.”
The night responded with a cold gust of wind that chilled her to the bone.
NINE
FRIDAY, JANUARY 27, 7:23 A.M.
Frank had had a bad night. He’d had a lot of bad nights in the last year. Nights that were sleepless and black and endless. Judging from the pain zinging up his leg, this morning wasn’t going to be any better. Maybe even worse.
The doctor had warned him this could happen. He’d prescribed painkillers, which Frank was all too willing to take. But it was like trying to put out a forest fire with a straw.
The first tinges of pain had wakened him at midnight. At first, it had been a gentle ebb and flow that had lapped at the backwaters of his consciousness like tentative fingertips. But within an hour those waves had augmented to huge undulating monsters that had pulled him from sleep and into a black abyss of torment.
He’d been dreaming of that day at the café in Jerusalem. Of Gittel in her pretty blue dress. A smile so lovely it hurt just to look at her. A need so powerful he could barely bring himself to remember.
Even in sleep his mind could recall the moment with startling clarity. The violence of the blast. The shock of pain when his eardrum had burst. Searing heat that ran from his left buttock to his toes as shrapnel severed muscle and shattered bone. He saw blood against the cobblestone street. Black smoke billowing into a blue sky. He smelled burned flesh and singed hair and the coppery stench of blood. He could feel the heat of the fire burning his skin.
The nightmare was bad enough.
But the pain was worse.
By midnight it had been like death, black and vicious, and Frank thought he died a little more with every minute he endured it. At one A.M. he took the usual dose of muscle relaxers. An hour later he doubled the dose. By two forty-five he was sweating and writhing and cursing the very God who’d spared his life that fateful day one year ago. By four-thirty A.M., desperate and willing to do anything to stop the cycle of pain, he did the one thing he hated most and dug the powerful painkillers out of his medicine cabinet and downed them with vodka and tap water.
But not even the marvels of modern narcotics could ease the pain of a nervous system gone haywire. By the time six A.M. rolled around, Frank was starting to think death was a better alternative than the agonizing existence he’d been relegated to since a piece of shrapnel had shattered his leg. The doctors had saved the leg. With the help of a titanium rod and a small piece of bone from his hip, they’d even managed to keep him out of a wheelchair.

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