Dead Winter (28 page)
Authors: William G. Tapply
I
T TOOK ME TWENTY
minutes or half an hour to stroll back to my apartment from Skeeter’s. All the rain that had fallen and the slush and crud that had melted into puddles during the day had frozen and glazed the sidewalks. It made the walking tricky. Sullen heaps of gray snow remained mounded against the buildings. The February air smelled moist and organic and complex, a combination of low tide and industrial waste and automobile exhaust and a winter’s accumulation of garbage that had frozen and thawed too many times. City smells. Not objectionable at all.
Up in my apartment on the sixth floor of the stark concrete building on the harbor, I dropped my parka on the floor and kicked off my boots. I checked my machine for messages and, as usual, found none. I put on the heat under the teakettle and flicked on the television. I clicked it over to Channel 56 and pushed last week’s newspapers onto the floor to make room for myself on the sofa so I could watch the end of the Celtics-Knicks game.
When the old black-and-white tube warmed up, I realized that the game had ended. I watched a few minutes of an old Richard Burton movie. Judging by the costumes, we were back in sixteenth-century England. Burton was riding a horse. I figured I’d missed the premise, so I changed the channel to 38. The Bruins were in overtime, so I watched the toothless young men glide over the ice, colliding with each other as they pursued the little rubber disk around the rink.
The teakettle began to sing at about the same time the game ended, still tied. I turned off the television and went to the stove. I dropped a bag of Sleepytime into a mug and poured the boiling water over it. I stared through the floor-to-ceiling glass sliders at the harbor while my tea steeped. In the moonless night, I couldn’t distinguish the line between sky and ocean. A few lights blinked dully through the haze.
I retrieved my tea and took it to the phone. I dialed Pops’ home number. He lived in West Roxbury, which is not to be confused with Roxbury, although both are sections of Boston. Roxbury is a black ghetto situated between Huntington and Columbus avenues in the heart of the city next to the Northeastern campus. You go to Roxbury to buy drugs. You live in Roxbury only if you have to.
West Roxbury is a swanky white enclave. It’s located in the southwest corner of the city, hard by Brookline and Newton and Dedham. It’s separated from Roxbury by the Jamaica Plain and Roslindale sections of the city. West Roxbury is bounded, roughly, by the Charles River and several golf courses, including The Country Club, one of the oldest and most exclusive in the nation.
Judges tend to live in West Roxbury. The people who appear before them often come from Roxbury.
I got Pops’ answering machine. Marilee Popowski’s voice repeated the number I had dialed and invited me to leave a message at the beep. “It’s Brady,” I told the machine. “Just got back from my meeting. I’m home now. Give me a call.”
Pops hardly ever answered his phone, whether he was sitting beside it or not. He used the answering machine to screen his calls. I hung up after delivering my message to his tape and sat beside my telephone, sipping my tea, smoking a Winston. I assumed he’d call me back instantly.
I finished my tea and rinsed out the mug, glanced through the latest issue of
Newsweek,
and smoked a couple of cigarettes. When Pops still hadn’t returned my call, I shucked off my clothes and took a shower. I luxuriated in the hot needles that blasted relaxation into my muscles. I went through my entire repertoire of old Johnny Mathis make-out ballads. I was in good voice.
I got out, dried myself, and slipped into a pair of jeans and a sweatshirt.
When I went into the living room, I saw the red light on my answering machine blinking. Blip-blip. Pause. Blip-blip.
Two messages. I played the tape. “It’s Gloria,” she said.
“Hope I didn’t interrupt something. Please give me a call when you get a chance.”
The voice of my ex-wife never fails to constrict my throat a little. We’ve been divorced about as long as we were married, but she still gets to me.
The second blip was Pops. “Returning your call,” he said. “I’m here.”
I called Pops first.
“So what happened?” he said.
“Let me ask you something, first.”
“Shoot.”
“Your home phone’s unlisted, right?”
“You betcha,” he said. “Be pretty stupid, a judge having a listed phone number. I change it every couple months, too.”
“So who knows your number?”
“Marilee and the girls. Some of their friends, I suppose. You. Some of the folks at the courthouse. Hard to keep a phone number a secret, even if it’s unlisted. Tends to keep away the creeps, though.”
“You said our friend called you this morning, am I right?”
“Hell, yeah. I never thought of that. Yes, he called me here, at this number. What do you make of that?”
“I don’t know. Either it’s someone who you know well, or it’s someone who knows how to find out things.”
“Well,” said Pops, “I guess we know he knows how to find out things. He came up with Karen Lavoie’s name.”
“And he seems to know more about her than I do,” I said.
“He knows nothing you don’t know, Brady, believe me. There’s nothing else to know, I told you.”
“Well, he seems to think it’s worth ten thousand dollars.”
“Sure. He would. Nice try, fella.”
“You were right. He wants to blackmail you.”
Pops hesitated. “Ten thousand bucks, huh? That’s the figure he mentioned?”
“Yes. Ten grand.”
“I hope you told him to fuck off.”
“Indeed I did. I don’t believe I used that expression. He said he’d be in touch with you.”
“You have any idea who or what he is?”
“Nope.”
“Well, I guess we’ll just have to see what happens.”
“You don’t sound worried.”
“I’m not,” he said. “Nothing to be worried about.”
“Pops,” I said, “I think it’s time to come clean with me.
“I did. I always have.”
“Reluctantly.”
“Granted.”
“Is there something else? Does this guy know something I don’t know?”
“Nothing else to know, Brady. It was what it was.”
“I got the feeling he was way ahead of me.”
“Look, Brady. I didn’t give you the locker-room version. I think you understand.”
“If you mean I don’t judge you, pass judgment on the things you do, things you’ve done, you’re right. I understand. If you mean I understand what this guy thinks he’s got, I’m not so sure.”
“A long time ago, something happened, and then it was over. Okay? Can we please just leave it there?”
“And that’s it?”
I heard a loud explosion of breath. “Christ,” he said. “That’s it, Brady. Leave it lay, will you?”
“This guy seems to think it’s worth ten grand.”
“It’s not. You told him that. End of story.”
“Okay,” I said. “If you say so. You going to need me for anything else?”
“You told the guy I’m not going to give him money, you did your job. I appreciate it. Would’ve told him myself, but the position I’m in, I can’t very well sit around barrooms meeting with strangers who want to blackmail me. Folks see me, they might get the wrong idea.”
“Ah, the price of fame.”
“It’s a bitch, ain’t it?”
“I wouldn’t know,” I said.
“Ten grand, huh?”
“That’s what he said.”
“Ain’t worth a penny.”
“He seemed to think it was.”
“Trust me,” said Pops. “It ain’t.”
“Sure,” I said. “I trust you.”
After I finished talking with Pops, I dialed the familiar number in Wellesley.
My number two son, Joey, answered. “Hi, pal,” I said.
“Hey, Dad. How you doing?”
“Fine. You?”
“Terrific.”
“What’re you up to?”
“Not much. I watched the Bruins, worked out a little. Thinking of hitting the sack.”
“What about your homework?”
“Under control.”
“The Bruins, huh. The Boston Symphony played Beethoven tonight, you know.”
He chuckled. “Who won?”
“Dead even, same as the Bruins. Ozawa and his orchestra ended at the exact same time. Always amazes me, how they do that. Your mother still awake?”
“I’ll check. Hang on.”
I heard him yell, “Hey, Mom. The old man’s on the phone.”
A moment later I heard a click, and Gloria said, “I’ve got it, dear.”
“Night, Dad,” said Joey.
“Good night, pal.”
I heard him disconnect.
“Hi,” I said.
“Hi, there.”
“The old man, he calls me. God.”
Her laugh tinkled in my ear. “You want maybe he should call you the young man?”
Gloria has a husky voice on the telephone. Gloria’s voice exudes intimacy. It promises ecstasy. But I suppose that’s me. The ear of the beholder. Gloria’s voice conjures up a whole kaleidoscope of memories whenever I hear it. It makes my bachelor apartment seem sterile and alien to me. Fortunately, the feeling passes quickly. It would be worse if I talked with Gloria more frequently, which is one of the reasons I don’t.
“So what’s up, hon?” I said. “Everything okay?”
“Oh, sure. Everything’s fine.”
“Whenever you call, I always worry that something’s wrong.”
“Nothing’s wrong. I don’t do that, do I?”
“Do what?”
“Call you to lay my problems on you.”
“No. It’s me. I think about you and the boys, that’s all. Wondering if everything
is
okay. Imagining that it’s not, and then wondering why you didn’t call me. And then when you do call, I think… I mean, if something
was
wrong, you would call me, wouldn’t you?”
“Sure.”
“So. That’s how I think.”
“Jesus, Brady.”
“I can’t help it.”
“I mean, if you’re worried all the time, you can always call me, right?”
“Not really,” I said. “It’s not that simple.”
I heard her sigh. “It was almost easier being married to you, know that?”
“I don’t think you mean that.”
“No,” she said. “No, I don’t. Anyway, nothing’s wrong. This is something good. I’ve got a line on a magazine job, and I’m going to be in town on Friday, and I just wondered if you might want to meet me for a drink.”
“Friday,” I said. “Let me check my calendar.”
She laughed. “You’re such a bullshitter, Brady.”
“No, really. I’ve gotta check my busy schedule.”
“Hey, forget it, then.”
“Nope. You’re in luck. It’s clear Friday.”
“Oh, lucky me,” she said.
“I can squeeze you in.”
“The hell with it,” she said.
“Aw, it’s just a joke, Gloria.”
“I don’t always think your jokes are that funny.”
“Don’t I know it.”
“And what the hell is that supposed to mean?”
“Look,” I said. “I’d like very much to meet you Friday for a drink, okay? I was just fooling around, about my busy schedule.”
She paused. I heard her sigh. “Well, okay. So I’m lucky.”
“Where do you want to meet?”
“You name it.”
“Skeeter’s,” I said. “He’s got a new drink. A Whitey Ford.”
“What’s a Whitey Ford?”
“Oh, boy. No wonder we didn’t make it. Whitey Ford was a very great left-hander for the Yankees. Always gave the Sox fits. Skeeter has concocted a drink in his honor.”
“I’ll probably have a glass of wine. If the interview goes well, maybe a Scotch. Say eight o’clock?”
“Eight’s good. Will you have eaten?”
“No. Skeeter still have those great hamburgers?”
“Yes.”
“Maybe I’ll let you buy me one.”
“What’s the job, Gloria? Something exciting?”
“Very. I’ll tell you about it when I see you.”
I hung up with Gloria, had one last cigarette, and went to bed. I had a date with my former wife. February no longer seemed like such a shitty month. Perhaps that little groundhog in Pennsylvania hadn’t been frightened by his own shadow after all.
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AM INDEBTED TO
Rick Boyer, Cindy Tapply, and Jackie Farber for their sharp and objective ears and eyes. I am also grateful to Jed Mattes, Betsy Rapoport, Kate Mattes, and fellow members of the Cadavers for their unswerving friendship and support.
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Copyright © 1989 by William G. Tapply
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