Read Dead Witch Walking Online
Authors: Kim Harrison
Tags: #Fiction, #Fantasy, #Contemporary, #General
“You’ve made a strong ally there,” he said softly.
“Matalina?” I held my breath, trying not to hyperventilate. “I can’t imagine why,” I said as I exhaled. “I’ve continually put her husband and family at risk.”
“Mmmm.” He put Ivy’s pan of water on his knees and gently lowered my wrist into it. I hissed at the bite of the water, then relaxed as the pain amulets dulled it. He prodded my wrist and I yelped, trying to jerk away. “You want some advice?” he asked.
“No.”
“Good. Listen anyway. Looks to me like you’ve become the leader here. Accept it. Know it comes with a price. People will be doing things for you. Don’t be selfish. Let them.”
“I owe Nick and Jenks my life,” I said, hating it. “What’s so great about that?”
“No, you don’t. Because of you, Nick no longer has to kill rats to stay alive, and Jenks’s life expectancy has nearly doubled.”
I pulled away, and this time he let me go. “How do you figure that?” I said suspiciously.
The resonate
tang
of the pan hitting the coffee table was sharp as Keasley set it aside. He tucked a pink towel under my wrist, and I forced myself to look at it. The tissue looked more normal. A slow welling of blood rose to hide the damage, spilling over my wet skin to flow messily onto the towel.
“You made Jenks a partner,” he said as he ripped open a gauze pad and dabbed at me. “He has more at risk than a job, he has a garden. Tonight you made it his for as long as he wants. I’ve never heard of leasing property to a pixy, but I would wager it will hold up in a human or Inderland court if another clan challenged it. You guaranteed that
all
his children have a place to survive until adulthood, not just the few firstborn. I think that’s worth an afternoon of hide-and-seek in a room full of lunkers to him.”
I watched him thread a needle and forced my eyes to the ceiling. The tugs and pinches started up with a slow rhythm. Everyone knew pixies and fairies vied with each other for a good bit of earth, but I had no idea the reasons went so deep. I thought about what Jenks had said about risking death by a bee sting for a pair of measly flower boxes. Now he had a garden. No wonder Matalina had been so matter-of-fact about the fairy attack.
Keasley fell into a pattern of two stitches, one dab. The thing wouldn’t stop bleeding. I refused to watch, my eyes roving over the gray living room until they fell upon the empty end table where Ivy’s magazines had once sat. I swallowed hard, feeling nauseous. “Keasley, you’ve lived here awhile, right?” I questioned. “When did Ivy move in?”
He looked up from his stitching, his dark, wrinkled face blank. “The same day you did. You quit the same day, didn’t you?”
I caught myself before I could nod my agreement. “I can see why Jenks is risking his life to help me, but…” I looked at the hallway. “What is Ivy getting out of this?” I whispered.
Keasley looked at my neck in disgust. “Isn’t it obvious? You let her feed off you, and she won’t let the I.S. kill you.”
My mouth opened in outrage. “I already told you Ivy didn’t do this!” I exclaimed, my heart pounding in the effort to raise my voice. “It was a demon!”
He didn’t look as surprised as I would have expected. He stared at me, waiting for more. “I left the church to get a recipe for a spell,” I said softly. “The I.S. sent a demon after me. It made itself into a vampire to kill me. Nick bound it in a circle or it would have.” I slumped, exhausted. My pulse hammered. I was too weak to even be angry.
“The I.S.?” Keasley cut his needle free and glanced at me from under his lowered brow. “Are you sure it was a demon? The I.S. doesn’t use demons.”
“They do now,” I said sourly. I looked at my wrist, then quickly away. It was still bleeding, the blood oozing from between the green stitches. I reached up to find my neck at least had stopped. “It knew all three of my names, Keasley. My middle name isn’t even on my birth certificate. How did the I.S. find out what it was?”
Keasley’s eyes were worried as he blotted at my wrist. “Well, if it was a demon, you won’t have to worry about any residual vamp ties from your bites—I’d imagine.”
“Small favors,” I said bitterly.
He took my wrist again, pulling the lamp closer. He cupped a towel under it to catch the still-dripping blood. “Rachel?” he murmured.
Alarm bells rang in the back of my mind. I’d always been Ms. Morgan to him. “What?”
“About the demon. Did you make a deal with it?”
I followed his gaze to my wrist and went frightened. “Nick did,” I said quickly. “He agreed to let it out of the circle if it got me back here alive. It took us through the ley lines.”
“Oh,” he said, and I felt myself go cold at his flat tone. He knew something I didn’t.
“Oh, what?” I demanded. “What’s the matter?”
He took a slow breath. “This isn’t going to heal on its own,” he said softly, setting my wrist on my lap.
“What?” I exclaimed, holding my wrist as my stomach churned and the chocolate threatened to come back up. The shower went off, and I felt a flash of panic. What had Nick done to me?
Keasley opened a medicated adhesive bandage and applied it over my eye. “Demons don’t do anything for free,” he said. “You owe it a favor.”
“I didn’t agree to anything!” I said. “It was Nick! I told Nick not to let it out!”
“It’s not anything Nick did,” Keasley said as he took my bruised arm and gently prodded it until my breath hissed in. “The demon wants additional payment for taking you through the ley lines. You have a choice, though. You can pay for your passage by having your wrist drip blood the rest of your life, or you can agree to owe the demon a favor and it will heal. I’d suggest the former.”
I collapsed into the cushions. “Swell.” Just freaking great. I’d told Nick it was a bad idea.
Keasley pulled my wrist to him and started winding a roll of gauze bandage around it. Blood soaked it almost as quickly as it went about my wrist. “Don’t let it tell you that you don’t have a say in the matter,” he said as he used the entire roll, fastening the end with a bit of white medical tape. “You can dicker about how to pay for your passage until you both agree on something. Years, even. Demons always give you choices. And they’re patient.”
“Some choice!” I barked. “Agree to owe him a favor or walk around like I’ve got stigmata the rest of my life?”
He shrugged as he gathered his needles, thread, and scissors on his newspaper and folded it up. “I think you did pretty well for your first run-in with a demon.”
“First run-in!” I exclaimed, then lay back panting.
First? Like there was ever going to be a second.
“How do you know all this?” I whispered.
He stuffed the newspaper in the bag and rolled the top down. “You live long enough, you hear things.”
“Great.” I looked up as Keasley pulled the heavy-duty pain amulet from around my neck. “Hey,” I objected as all my pains started back in with a dull throbbing. “I need that.”
“You’ll do fine with just two.” He stood up and dropped my salvation into a pocket. “That way, you won’t hurt yourself by trying to do anything. Leave those stitches in for about a week. Matalina can tell you when to take them out. No shape shifting, meantime.” He pulled out a sling and set it on the coffee table. “Wear it,” he said simply. “Your arm is bruised, not broken.” He arched his white eyebrows. “Lucky you.”
“Keasley, wait.” I took a quick breath, trying to gather my thoughts. “What can I do for you? An hour ago I thought I was dying.”
“An hour ago, you were dying.” He chuckled, then shifted from foot to foot. “It’s important you don’t owe anyone anything, isn’t it?” He hesitated. “I envy you for your friends. I’m old enough not to be afraid to say that. Friends are a luxury I haven’t indulged in for a long time. If you let me trust you, consider us even.”
“But that’s nothing,” I protested. “Do you want more plants from the garden? Or a mink potion? They’re good for a few days more, and I won’t be using them again.”
“I wouldn’t count on that,” he said, glancing into the hall at the sound of my bathroom door creaking open. “And being someone I trust might be expensive. I might call in my marker someday. Are you willing to risk it?”
“Of course,” I said, wondering what an old man like Keasley could be running from. It couldn’t be worse than what I was facing. The door to the sanctuary boomed shut, and I straightened. Ivy was done sulking and Nick was out of the shower. They were going to be at each other again in a moment, and I was too tired to play referee. Jenks buzzed in through the window, and I closed my eyes to gather my strength. All three of them at once might kill me.
Bag in hand, Keasley shifted as if to go. “Please, don’t leave yet,” I pleaded. “Nick might need something. He has a nasty cut on his head.”
“Rache,” Jenks said as he flew circles around Keasley in greeting. “What the devil did you say to Matalina? She’s flitting over the garden as if she’s on Brimstone, laughing and crying all at the same time. Can’t get a straight word out of the woman.” He jerked to a stop, hovering in midair, listening.
“Oh, great,” he muttered. “They’re at it again already.”
I exchanged a weary look with Keasley as the muttered conversation in the hall came to an intent but quiet finish. Ivy walked in with a satisfied look. Nick was quick behind her. His scowl melted into a smile when he saw me upright and clearly feeling better. He had changed into an oversized white cotton T-shirt and a clean pair of baggy jeans fresh from the dryer. His charming half smile didn’t work on me. The thought of why my wrist was bleeding was too real.
“You must be Keasley?” Nick asked, holding out his hand over the table as if nothing was wrong. “I’m Nick.”
Keasley cleared his throat and took his hand. “Nice to meet you,” he said, his words at odds with the disapproving look on his old face. “Rachel wants me to look at your forehead.”
“I’m fine. It quit bleeding in the shower.”
“Really.” The old man’s eyes narrowed. “Rachel’s wrist won’t quit.”
Nick’s face went slack. His gaze darted to me. His mouth opened, then shut. I glared at him. Damn it all to hell. He knew exactly what that meant. “It—um…” he whispered.
“What?” Ivy prompted. Jenks landed on her shoulder, and she brushed him off.
Nick ran a hand over his chin and said nothing. Nick and I were going to talk…. We were going to talk real soon. Keasley aggressively shoved his paper bag into Nick’s chest. “Hold this while I get Rachel’s bath started. I want to make sure her core temp is where it should be.”
Nick meekly backed up. Ivy looked suspiciously between the three of us. “A bath,” I said brightly, not wanting her to know anything was wrong. She’d probably kill Nick if she knew what had happened. “That sounds great.” I pushed my blanket and coat off of me and swung my feet to the floor. The room darkened and I felt my face go cold.
“Slow up,” Keasley said as he put a dark hand on my shoulder. “Wait until it’s ready.”
I took a deep breath, refusing to put my head between my knees. It was so undignified.
Nick looked sick as he stood in the corner. “Uh,” he stammered. “You might have to wait for that bath. I think I used all the hot water.”
“Good,” I breathed, “that’s what I told you to do.” But inside I was withering.
Keasley harrumphed. “That’s what the pans of water are for.”
Ivy scowled. “Why didn’t you say so,” she grumbled as she walked out. “I’ll do it.”
“Mind that her bath isn’t too hot,” Keasley called after her.
“I know how to treat severe blood loss,” she yelled belligerently.
“That you probably do, missy.” Straightening, he backed a startled Nick into the wall. “You tell Ms. Morgan what she can expect concerning her wrist,” he said, taking his bag back.
Nick nodded once, looking surprised by the short, innocuous-seeming witch.
“Rache,” Jenks said, buzzing close. “What’s going on with your wrist?”
“Nothing.”
“What’s going on with your wrist, Hot Stuff?”
“Nothing!” I waved him away, almost panting from the effort.
“Jenks?” Ivy called loudly over the distant sound of water flowing. “Get me that black bag on my dresser, will you? I want to put it in Rachel’s bath.”
“The one that stinks like vervain?” he called, rising up to hover before me.
“You’ve been in my stuff!” she accused, and Jenks grinned sheepishly. “And hurry up about it,” she added. “The sooner Rachel is in the tub, the sooner we can get out of here. As long as she’s all right, we need to see about finishing her run.”
The recollection of Trent’s shipment came flooding back. I looked at the clock and sighed. There was still time to get to the FIB and nail him. But I was not going to be taking part in it in any way, shape, or form.
Swell.
B
ubbles,
I thought,
ought to be marketed as a medicinal inducement for well-being.
I sighed, scooting myself up before my neck could slip under the water. Dulled by amulets and warm water, my bruises had retreated to a background throb. Even my wrist, propped high and dry on the side of the tub, felt reasonable. Faintly through the walls, I could hear Nick talking to his mother on the phone, telling her that work had gotten really hectic the last three months and that he was sorry he hadn’t called. Otherwise, the church was quiet. Jenks and Ivy were gone. “Out doing my job,” I whispered, my complacent mood going sour.
“What’s that, Ms. Rachel?” Matalina piped up. The small pixy woman was perched on a towel rack, looking like an angel in her flowing white silk dress as she embroidered dogwood blossoms on an exquisite shawl for her eldest daughter. She had been with me since I got in the tub, making sure I didn’t pass out and drown.
“Nothing.” I laboriously lifted my bruised arm and drew a mound of bubbles closer. The water was going cold and my stomach was rumbling. Ivy’s bathroom looked eerily like my mother’s, with tiny soaps in the shape of shells, and lacy curtains over the stained-glass window. A vase of violets rested on the back of the commode, and I was surprised a vamp cared about such things. The tub was black, contrasting nicely with the pastel walls and rosebud wallpaper.
Matalina set her stitching aside and flitted down to hover over black porcelain. “Should your amulets get wet like that?”
I glanced at the pain charms draped around my neck, thinking I looked like a drunken prostitute at Mardi Gras. “It’s okay,” I breathed. “Soapy water won’t dissolution them like saltwater does.”
“Ms. Tamwood wouldn’t tell me what she put in your bath,” Matalina said primly. “There might be salt in it.”
Ivy hadn’t told me, either, and to tell the truth, I didn’t want to know. “No salt. I asked.”
With a small harrumph, Matalina landed on my big toe, poking above the water. Her wings blurred to nothing, and a clear spot formed as the bubbles melted. Gathering her skirts, she cautiously bent to dip a hand, to bring a drop up to her nose. Tiny ripples spread out from her touch on the water.
“Vervain,” she said in her high voice. “My Jenks was right, there. Bloodroot. Goldenseal.” Her eyes met mine. “That’s used to cover up something potent. What is she trying to hide?”
I looked at the ceiling. If it took away the pain, I really didn’t care.
There was a creak of floorboards in the hall, and I froze. “Nick?” I called, looking at my towel just out of reach. “I’m still in the tub. Don’t come in!”
He scuffed to a halt, the thin veneered wood between us. “Uh, hi, Rachel. I was just, uh, checking on you.” There was a hesitation. “I—um—need to talk to you.”
My stomach clenched, and my attention fell upon my wrist. It was still bleeding through a wad of gauze an inch thick. The rivulet of blood on the black porcelain looked like a welt. Maybe that’s why Ivy had a black tub. Blood didn’t show up as well on black as it did on white.
“Rachel?” he called into the quiet.
“I’m okay,” I said loudly, my voice echoing off the pink walls. “Give me a minute to get out of the tub, all right? I want to talk to you, too—little wizard.”
I said the last snidely, and I heard his feet shift. “I’m not a wizard,” he said faintly. He hesitated. “Are you hungry? Can I make you something to eat?” He sounded guilty.
“Yeah. Thanks,” I replied, wishing he would get away from the door. I was ravenous. My appetite probably had everything to do with that cakelike cookie Ivy made me eat before she left. It was as appetizing as a rice pancake, and only after I had choked it down did Ivy bother to tell me it would increase my metabolism, especially my blood production. I could still taste it on the back of my throat. Sort of a mix between almonds, bananas, and shoe leather.
Nick scuffed away, and I stretched with my foot for the tap to warm the water. The water heater was probably hot by now.
“Don’t warm it, dear,” Matalina warned. “Ivy said to get out once it went cold.”
A wave of irritation swept me. I knew what Ivy had said. But I refrained from comment.
I slowly sat up and moved to sit on the edge of the tub. The room seemed to darken around the edges, and I abruptly wrapped a fluffy pink towel around myself in case I passed out. When the room stopped going gray, I pulled the plug on the tub and carefully stood. It drained noisily, and I wiped the mist from the mirror, leaning against the sink to look at myself.
A sigh shifted my shoulders. Matalina came to rest on my shoulder, watching me with sad eyes. I looked as if I’d fallen out of the back of a truck. One side of my face was welted with a purple bruise that spread up into my eye. Keasley’s bandage had fallen off, showing a red gash following the arc of my eyebrow, to make me look lopsided. I didn’t even remember getting cut. I leaned closer, and the victim in the mirror mimicked me. Gathering my resolve, I pulled my damp, stringy hair away from my neck.
A sound of resignation slipped from me. The demon hadn’t made clean punctures, but rather, three sets of tears that melted into each other like rivers and tributaries. Matalina’s tiny stitches looked like a little railroad trellis running down to my collarbone.
The remembrance of the demon pulled a shudder from me; I had nearly died under it. Just that thought was enough to scare the hell out of me, but what was going to keep me awake at night was the niggling awareness that for all the terror and pain, the vampire saliva it had pumped into me had felt good. Lie or not, it had felt…staggeringly wonderful.
I gripped the towel closer around me and turned away. “Thank you, Matalina,” I whispered. “I don’t think the scars will be that noticeable.”
“You’re welcome, dear. It was the least I could do. Would you like me to stay and make sure you get dressed all right?”
“No.” The sound of a mixer came from the kitchen. I opened the door and peeked into the hall. The smell of eggs was thick in the air. “I think I can manage, thanks.”
The small pixy nodded and flitted out with her needlework, her wings making a soft hum. I listened for a long moment, and deciding Nick was safely occupied, I hobbled to my room, breathing a sigh of relief upon reaching it undetected.
My hair dripped as I sat on the edge of my cot to catch my breath. The thought of putting on pants made me cringe. But I wasn’t going to wear a skirt and nylons, either. I finally settled on my “fat jeans” and a blue button-up plaid shirt that was easy enough to get into without bringing on too much pain from my shoulder and arm. I wouldn’t be caught dead in such an outfit on the street, but it wasn’t as if I was trying to impress Nick.
The floor kept shifting under my feet as I dressed, and the walls tilted if I moved fast, but eventually I emerged with my damp amulets clanking about my neck. I scuffed down the hallway in my slippers, wondering if I ought to try to cover my bruise with a complexion spell. Standard makeup wasn’t going to cut it.
Nick blundered out of the kitchen, almost running me down. He had a sandwich in his hand. “There you are,” he said, his eyes wide as he ran his gaze down to my pink slippers and back up again. “Do you want an egg sandwich?”
“No, thanks,” I said, my stomach rumbling again. “Too much sulfur.” The thought flashed through me how he had looked, that black book in his grip as he flung out his hand and stopped that demon dead in its tracks: frightened, scared…and powerful. I’d never seen a human look powerful. It had been surprising. “I could use some help changing my wrist bandage, though,” I finished bitingly.
He cringed, thoroughly destroying the picture in my head. “Rachel, I’m sorry—”
I pushed past him and went into the kitchen. His steps were light behind me, and I leaned against the sink as I fed Mr. Fish. It was fully dark outside, and I could see tiny flashes of light as Jenks’s family patrolled the garden. I froze as I saw that the tomato was back on the windowsill. A wash of worry hit me as I mentally cursed Ivy—then my brow furrowed. Why did I care what Nick thought? It was my house. I was an Inderlander. If he didn’t like it, tuff toads.
I could feel Nick behind me at the table. “Rachel, I’m really sorry,” he said, and I turned, bracing myself. My outrage would lose all its effect if I passed out. “I didn’t know it would demand payment from you. Honest.”
Angry, I brushed the damp hair from my eyes and stood with my arms crossed. “It’s a demon mark, Nick. A freaking demon mark.”
Nick folded his lanky body into one of the hard-back chairs. Elbows on the table, he dropped his head into the cup his hands made. Looking at the table, he said flatly, “Demonology is a dead art. I didn’t expect to be putting the knowledge to practical use. It was only supposed to be a painless way to fulfill one of my ancient language requirements.”
He looked up, meeting my eyes. His worry, the need for me to listen and understand, halted my next caustic outburst. “I’m really, really sorry,” he said. “If I could move your demon mark to me, I would. But I thought you were dying. I couldn’t just let you bleed to death in the back of some cab.”
My anger trickled away. He had been willing to take a demon mark to save me. No one made him do it. I was an ass.
Nick lifted the hair from over his left temple. “Look. See?” he said hopefully. “It stops.”
I peered at his scalp. Right where the demon had hit him was a newly closed wound, red-rimmed and sore looking. The half circle had a line through it. My stomach clenched. A demon mark. Damn it all to hell, I was going to have to wear a demon mark. Black ley line witches had demon marks, not white earth witches. Not me.
Nick let his shock of dark hair fall. “It will vanish after I pay back my favor. It’s not forever.”
“A favor?” I asked.
His brown eyes were pinched, pleading for understanding. “It will probably be information or something. At least, that’s what the texts say.”
One hand clasped about my middle, I pushed my fingertips into my forehead. I really didn’t have a choice. It wasn’t as if Kotex made a pad for this kind of a thing. “So how do I let this demon know I agree to owe it a favor?”
“Do you?”
“Yes.”
“You just did, then.”
I felt ill, not liking that a demon had such a tie to me that it would know the moment I agreed to its terms. “No paperwork?” I said. “No contracts? I don’t like verbal agreements.”
“You want it to come here and fill out paperwork?” he asked. “Think about it hard enough and it will.”
“No.” My gaze dropped to my wrist. There was a small tickle. My face went slack as it grew to an itch and then a slight burning. “Where are the scissors?” I said tightly. He looked around blankly, and my wrist started to flame. “It’s burning!” I shouted. The pain in my wrist continued to grow, and I pushed at the gauze, frantically trying to get it off.
“Get it off! Get it off!” I shouted. Spinning, I flipped the tap on full and shoved my wrist under the water. The cold water soaked through, quenching the burning sensation. I leaned over the sink, my pulse pounding as the water flowed, pulling away the pain.
The damp night air breezed in past the curtains, and I stared past the dark garden and into the graveyard, waiting for the black spots to go away. My knees were weak, and it was only the rush of adrenaline that kept me upright. There was a soft scraping sound as Nick slid a pair of scissors to me across the counter.
I turned off the tap. “Thanks for the warning,” I said bitterly.
“Mine didn’t hurt,” he said. He looked worried and confused, and oh so bewildered. Grabbing a dish towel and the scissors, I went to my spot at the table. Wedging the blade through the gauze, I sawed at the soggy wrap. I flicked a glance up at him. Tall and awkward, he stood by the sink, guilt seeming to pour from his hunched posture. I slumped.
“I’m sorry for being such a crab, Nick,” I said as I gave up on cutting it off and started to unwind it instead. “I would have died if it hadn’t been for you. I was lucky you were there to stop it. I owe you my life, and I’m really thankful for what you did.” I hesitated. “That thing scared the hell out of me. All I wanted was to forget about it, and now I can’t. I don’t know how to react, and yelling at you is very convenient.”
A smile quirked the corner of his mouth, and he turned a chair so he could sit before me. “Let me get that for you,” he said, reaching for my hand.
I hesitated, then let him pull my wrist onto his lap. He bowed his head over my wrist, and his knees almost touched mine. I really owed him more than a simple thanks. “Nick? I mean it. Thank you. That’s twice you saved my life. This demon thing will be all right. I’m sorry you got a demon mark helping me.”
Nick looked up, his brown eyes searching mine. I was suddenly very conscious of how close he was. My memory went back to feeling his arms around me, carrying me into the church. I wondered if he had held me all the way through the ever-after.
“I’m glad I was there to help,” he said softly. “It was kind of my fault.”
“No, it would have found me no matter where I was,” I said. Finally the last wrap was gone. Swallowing hard, I stared at my wrist. My stomach twisted. It was entirely healed. Even the green stitches were gone. The raised white scar looked old. Mine was in the shape of a full circle with that same line running through it.
“Oh,” Nick murmured, leaning back. “The demon must like you. It didn’t heal me, just stopped the bleeding.”
“Swell.” I rubbed the mark on my wrist. It was better than a bandage—I guess. It wasn’t as if anyone would know what the scar was from; no one had been dealing with demons since the Turn. “So now I just wait until it wants something?”
“Yeah.” Nick’s chair scraped as he stood up and went to the stove.
I propped my elbows up on the table and felt the air slip in and out of my lungs. Nick stood at the stove with his back to me and stirred a stewpot. An uncomfortable silence grew.
“Do you like student food?” Nick said suddenly.
I straightened. “Beg pardon?”