Deadlocked 6 (3 page)

"We might."

"How do you figure?"

"We might be immune," he said. "That's why they didn't just kill us before. We might be immune to the virus. They have to keep us separated from everyone else until they know for sure."

I considered it while I watched the sun rising over the plains. Beams of light poured in through the small holes that lined the side of the truck, and one of them illuminated Griffin's boyish good looks. He looked exactly like the pictures of men that I'd been shown at the Facility. He was handsome, chiseled, with bright blue eyes and short brown hair. There was a dimple in his chin, and whiskers dotted his jaw. He had full lips, a small nose, and compassionate eyes.

"Don't get your hopes up," I said.

"I feel fine. How about you? Are you feeling sick at all?"

"No, but I'm still bleeding from where I was bit. I don't think there's much of a chance that I'm making it out of here alive."

"Stop it," he said. "You can't let yourself think like that. You have to stay positive."

"Okay," I smiled at him. "I'm positive I'm going to die."

He frowned, but then relented and let out a chuckle before he sighed. "Tell me about your best day. Whatever day that was, tell me all about it."

"I'd rather not."

"Come on," he said and tried to get more comfortable, an impossible task on the metal floor. "Humor me. We might as well talk about something nice."

I thought about it and finally said, "Yesterday. That was my best day."

"Really?" He was surprised. "Why's that?"

"It was the first time Hailey and I were together. We weren't allowed to be together, not in that way, if you know what I mean."

He nodded.

"We decided to escape afterwards, and that's how we ended up in Vineyard. Everything was so exciting, and new, and we were together. It was the best day of my life, and then it all ended." I set my chin down on my knees as I looked out at the blazing sun on the horizon.  "I guess it's also my worst day."

"Sorry."

I wanted to let the conversation die. It wasn't that I disliked Griffin, and I knew he was just trying to stay positive as
this hell raged around us, but I was content in my slow slide into death. I longed for its release.

"Want to hear mine?"

"Sure." I figured he needed to tell me more than I needed to hear it, and didn't have the heart to tell him no.

"It was this past summer. I was on barrel duty, which is where we take barrels of wine out to other towns. I got to Juniper, and we gave them the barrels in exchange for some pelts. We tried not to do a lot of trading, but every now and again we had to, and most of the towns in the area were happy to get a barrel or two of wine. Anyhow, I was there and I met this girl named Dexy. I caught her digging through the things in the back of my truck." He laughed and snorted as he set his head back against the wall. "I didn't know she was a girl until I grabbed her shirt and pulled her back. I was ready to pop her until I saw she was a girl, and then, you know what happened?"

"No, what?" I humored him.

"She belted me right on the chin. Smack. Knocked me flat on my ass. She was the toughest girl I'd ever met."

"And that's your best day?"

"It gets better, trust me," he said. "We got into a fight, but we got pulled apart before either of us got hurt. It was late, so I decided to stay the night at Juniper and they cracked open the wine we delivered. We had a hell of a night, singing and carrying on, and then Dexy came over to apologize. We got to talking, and before you knew it we were getting to know each other real well, if you know what I mean." He repeated the phrase I'd used earlier.

"Yeah, I know what you mean."

"Anyhow, we ended up sneaking off and climbing up onto a tower they have out there. There's a spot where you can sit up real high, far away from anyone. It's meant to be a lookout spot, but we just stayed there all night, holding each other and talking until the sun came up."

I looked out at the rising sun as Griffin continued his story.

"There weren't any clouds that day. There was just a haze of fog as the sun
rose, and it made the whole horizon turn pink and purple. We sat there in silence and just watched it. When it was finally all the way up, Dexy took my hand and asked me to marry her."

"Marry you?" I was familiar with the custom, having learned about it at the Facility, but my understanding of it seemed to be different from Griffin's. I was under the impression that marriage was a bond between two people that was only reached after a lengthy relationship.

"Crazy, right? I looked into her eyes and said yes as quickly as possible." He smiled and shook his head as he closed his eyes and recalled that moment.

"Did she move to Vineyard with you? Is she okay?"

"No, she's still in Juniper, thank God."

My heart sank. He'd mentioned that he left the party early, which I assumed meant he hadn't heard Beach's announcement about what happened in Juniper. He didn't know that his fiancé was dead.

"She's in Juniper?" I asked, hoping that I'd heard him wrong.

"Yes. Safe and sound, and waiting for me to come get her. That's why I'm not willing to go out without a fight. I'm going to get back to her no matter what."

I didn't tell him the truth. I didn't have the heart.

"Will you help me?" he asked after a while.

"Help you what?"

"Help me stay alive. Help me get back to Dexy."

"How can I help?" I asked.

"Just stay alive. I know you've had a rough day, and I know you're ready to give up, but do me a favor and just try to stay alive. I need someone to talk to. Okay?"

"I don't think it's up to me," I said.

"Sure it is. Before, you were talking like you were about to give up and let yourself die on the spot. The last thing I need is another dead body chained up beside me. Do me a favor and keep your spirits up. Help me make it through this, and I promise to show you how great the outside world can be. Okay? Dexy and I will take you up to our spot in Juniper and watch the sunrise with you. It'll be worth it, I promise. It's my favorite place in the world."

It was painful to listen to his hopefulness as I kept the secret of Juniper's destruction. "Okay, I'll do my best." I didn't know what else to say.

"Great. It's a deal then, we'll both do our best to stay alive and then go to Juniper together."

One of the other temporary survivors on the other side of the truck, close to the rear exit, started to cough. I glanced down at him, past a row of wavering corpses, and saw that it was an old man with white hair and a long, braided beard. His clothes were mopped with the fluid from the bottom of the truck, and he was shivering as if freezing to death. He looked up at me, as if he could sense my eyes on him, and tried to smile. Then he coughed again, violently, until it seemed he might choke to death. He started to gasp intermittently, between his coughs, and he began to shake as blood coursed out of his nose. He convulsed and clenched his jaw as he moaned in pain.

"Don't look at him," said Griffin, but I didn't listen.

The old man started to bounce on the floor and I could hear his chains scraping against the metal holes in the side of the truck as he tried to get free. He was only afforded a few inches of room to rise up before dropping down again, but he made the most of what he had. His back end crashed into the metal floor time and time again as he coughed, moaned, and sputtered. Blood continued to gush from his nose, coursing along his braided beard. He shook his head back and forth and his wet beard flung blood around him like a paintbrush in the hands of a temperamental child.

"Celeste," said Griffin, "you shouldn't watch."

"Kill me!" The old man screamed before he started to bash the back of his head into the truck's perforated side. His fury startled me and I gasped as I watched him continue his self-mutilating assault. He thrust his head into the metal again and again until the clatter turned to a sopping wet thud with each new strike. Soon, his bright red blood colored the back of his hair as he continued to try and kill himself.

"Just kill us!" He stopped his assault, and his head drooped to the side. It seemed that he'd dazed himself, and I was thankful for the respite. The scene had unsettled me, which I would've thought was impossible given the circumstance. Despite my acceptance of impending death, I was disturbed by the prospect of watching someone commit suicide like that.

"Don't look," said Griffin, but his voice was timid. He sounded defeated.

"I think he knocked himself out," I said, still staring at the old man.

A bump in the road caused the trailer to bounce, and the old man's head rolled forward. Blood still dripped from his nose, but it didn't flow as strong as it had moments before. I couldn't be sure if he was still alive, but at least he was quiet.

I finally looked away, back out at the rising sun that now warmed my skin. The old man got my attention again soon enough. He gasped, but in a more desperate manner than he'd done before. His head reared back and he sucked in a long breath as his back straightened. He looked directly at me, and then did his best to move my way.

He was a zombie now, and the chain around his neck tightened as he tried to crawl forward. The pressure choked him, like it did the others around us that were doing the same. They all tried to move towards Griffin and me, because we were the only ones left alive. This trailer was filled with creatures that wanted nothing more than to eat us.

I closed my eyes and rested my head against the side of the truck. With the old man dead, and the zombies choking themselves into submission, we were afforded a grim solace.

It wasn't long after the old man died that the truck started to slow down. We made a few turns, which caused the fluid in the bottom of the trailer to slosh around, and then the brakes squealed as we finally came to a stop. The sun was high above us now, and baked the trailer. The metal sides had become hot to the touch, and the stench of cooking, putrid blood and flesh caused my eyes to water.

I heard someone walking through the gravel behind me, but didn't bother to turn far enough to see. I wanted to hate the people of Vineyard for this, but I understood that this wasn't their fault. The conditions we'd been placed in weren't done to us out of spite, but rather out of pity. We were doomed, but the slight chance that some of us might be immune to the disease was enough to warrant this hellish journey. There was no other way for them to have compassionately brought us, and despite my rage over the conditions of the trip, I knew it would be misguided to blame the people that put me here.

The back gate squealed as the lock was loosened. One of the two doors opened and Hero stepped up to inspect the trailer.

"All right," he said as he looked around. "Do we have any survivors here?"

"Yes," I said and looked at Griffin. I was surprised to see that he didn't bother to answer. He just kept his head pressed against his knees. "There are at least two of us that are still alive."

Griffin kept his head down.

"Is that you, Cobra?" asked Hero.

"Yes. You can call me Celeste now." I kept my eyes on Griffin as I answered Hero. I was confused why my new friend wasn't speaking up for himself.

Hero walked through the center of the trailer, careful not to lean too close to the creatures that lined the sides. The zombies stretched out and bit at him, but he was out of their reach as he made his way to me.

"Hot damn, girl," said Hero. "I'd just about written you off."

"He's still alive too," I said and nodded at Griffin.

Finally, Griffin looked up. He shook his head at Hero.

"What?" I asked, confused. "You're fine. You're immune too. What's wrong with you?"

He avoided eye contact before setting his face down on his knees again.

"Griffin, what's the matter?"

Hero reached me and knelt down to unlock my chains.
"Let him go, honey."

"What?" I was incensed. "No. He's alive. What the hell's going on? He's still alive."

"Give me a chance to talk to him," said Hero.

The chain around my neck was finally taken off, but the one that bound my hands was still in place. Hero reached around to unshackle me as I continued to yell at Griffin. "What's the matter? You made it, Griffin. Why are you just sitting there? What about Dexy?"

He turned to me and rested his cheek on his knee. He smiled, but it was a faint display. "I'm not immune."

"What are you talking about?" I was as heartbroken as I was angry.

"I've got the disease. I knew it was only a matter of time."

"You said we were going to make it. You said you were going to take me to see Juniper."

"You'll have to go without me."

Hero unlocked my hands and I swiftly pulled them free. I rushed to Griffin's side and Hero tried to stop me, but I pulled away from him. I crawled over to Griffin and pulled at the chain on his neck until the padlock swiveled into view. "Hero, give me the key."

"Honey," said Hero in sympathy as he knelt behind me. He pointed at black lesions that covered Griffin's neck. "He's not going to make it."