Derrolyn Anderson - [Marinas Tales #1] - Between The Land And The Sea (5 page)

“Don’t be silly,” I told myself as I headed over to answer it, “I live here now and I can look out my window anytime I want.” I smoothed my shirt, hardened my face and opened the door.

Our eyes met and his flew wide open with surprise. The thought flashed in my mind that maybe I looked too stern. He took a step back, missed the porch, and staggered backwards into a rosemary hedge out front where he landed on his butt. I didn’t laugh because it wasn’t funny.

The look of shock in his dark blue eyes unnerved me, and I froze in place, not knowing what to say. He stood up but kept his distance.

“I– uhm, ah– is Abby here?” he sputtered out.

“No, she took Cruz to work,” I said softly. I felt bad about startling him so badly but couldn’t imagine what I’d done wrong.

He nodded, “I guess I’ll catch her later then.” His voice was deep and husky, and it appealed to me in a way that I couldn’t quite name. He walked to his truck and got in, watching me the whole way. The smell of crushed rosemary hung in the air. I closed the front door and pressed my forehead on it.

“What a bizarre day,” I said out loud.

Now I had two pairs of eyes I couldn’t get out of my head.

I was swimming underwater in a warm blue sea, gliding along a rocky seafloor. Colorful
schools of fish scattered before me and dolphins swimming by my side struggled to keep up the
pace. Picking up speed, I soared gracefully into the entrance of a sea cave, only to be engulfed
by darkness and trapped in a small space. There was a sudden oppressive weight on my chest; I
struggled to catch my breath as fear rose in my heart...

I woke to find the quilt pulled up over my head. Pushing it back, I came face to face with Charlie, sitting squarely on my chest with his eyes closed and paws curled up under his body. I took a few deep breaths to steady my racing heart. For as long as I could remember I’d been a bit claustrophobic, fighting the impulse to panic in any close confined place– but an underwater cave? That was a first, I thought with a shudder.

I slipped out from under the cat, eliciting a squawk of protest. He rose, stretched, turned about and settled back down with a huff. Over the past few days I’d gotten used to the rhythms of my new home and was a little surprised at how comfortable I was feeling. Charlie became a fixture on my bed and was pretty good company when he wasn’t attacking my toes under the blankets. Like me, Cruz kept to himself, spending a good deal of time holed up in his room, and I found the solitude suited me.

The cool misty mornings also agreed with me, and I spent my days reading, drawing and beach combing. I started to have nightly dreams about swimming, which was odd considering that I could barely stay afloat. My father had tried taking me for lessons but I so despised the smell of chlorine that I whined and begged to skip as many classes as I could possibly get out of.

Dad didn’t seem to mind too much, but constantly warned me to stay away from the water’s edge. I chalked up my dreams to the rumbling sound of the crashing surf I heard each night as I drifted off to sleep.

I couldn’t get the image of the handsome landscaper out of my mind. Every time I pushed open the curtains to reveal the sun shining on the beautiful garden I remembered him there.

Looking out at the gazebo I noticed his shirt was still draped on the chair where he’d left it.

When I mentioned seeing him to Abby she explained that she’d hired a nice young man to plant and maintain her garden.

“He has excellent garden karma,” Abby had explained, saying she got really “good vibes” from him. Apparently my vibes didn’t strike him nearly as favorably, I thought, with a heavy sigh and a small twinge of regret.

Taking this morning’s beautiful weather into account, I flipped through my rack of clothes to look for something summery to wear. Slipping into one my new sundresses I turned to look in the mirror. The pale teal bodice fit perfectly, with narrow straps that crisscrossed across the bare back, and a sash that tied at the waist. The skirt was made up of many sheer layers of transparent fabric in varying shades of aqua which rippled like water when I moved. I chose a pretty pair of silver sandals to go with it.

I had to hand it to Evie, she sure knew how to pick gorgeous things. She liked to dress me in cool colors, saying they complimented my auburn hair and pale skin. I simply wore whatever she brought me; she never steered me wrong. I smoothed my hair and put on a little makeup, twirling around to admire the skirt again. I was in a good mood.

I had plans to visit the farmer’s market with Abby, and she was eager to show me her favorite place to shop. It was a warm sunny day and I was happily looking forward to getting away from the neighborhood for a change.

“Good morning sunshine!” Abby called out cheerfully as I strolled into the kitchen. She was always saying goofy things like that and yet somehow she managed to avoid being annoying.

She smiled brightly, “You look just as pretty as a picture this morning.”

“Thanks Abby,” I smiled back as I poured myself a cup of coffee, “You look beautiful as always.”

She pursed her lips and chuckled, “Maybe after I jump in the shower. Eat some breakfast and I’ll be ready to go in about twenty minutes.” She hurried down the hallway.

I took my cup and wandered out to the garden to sit in the gazebo. He really did have a way with plants, I thought, sipping my coffee. Lush banks of herbs and flowers spilled out over a flagstone path that wound its way to a small patio where Abby liked to practice her yoga. I’d joined in on her morning sun salutations a few times and noticed I was already feeling a bit more flexible. I stretched out my spine, inhaling the fresh sea air perfumed with the delicate scent of the jasmine climbing up the latticework.

I glanced across the table at the shirt on the chair and reached over for it. It was plain white cotton with some dirt and plant stains on it and I had a sudden urge to press it to my face. It smelled good, like saltwater and soil, with faint musky undertones. I tossed it back on the chair like it was on fire. I looked around sheepishly to see if anyone had seen me, but I was alone.

“You are really losing it,” I muttered under my breath. I chugged my lukewarm coffee and headed back into the house.

Abby returned, clad in a tie dyed top over a long ruffled gypsy skirt. Her still damp hair was tied back with a silk scarf. She looked radiant.

“Let’s check with Cruz one more time,” she said.

We went down the hall to his room and knocked right under the “Warning : Radioactive Waste” sign that was posted on his door. It swung open a crack.

“Are you sure you won’t join us?” Abby asked sweetly.

“No mom,” Cruz replied with a hint of exasperation, “Megan’s coming over to hang out.”

“OK, just asking,” she said with a note of resignation.

When we got in the car Abby turned to me with a serious face, “I’m worried about Cruz. He just doesn’t seem happy anymore.” She heaved a sigh, “He hates school and he never wants to do anything.”

“He’ll be okay,” I tried to sound reassuring, “I get the impression that high school just kinda stinks for creative types… I’m not overly excited about going either,” I added, “but at least we’ll have each other this year.”

Abby smiled at me gratefully, “I’m so glad your dad let you come stay with us. I’ve been missing you for so long.”

“I’m glad to be here too,” I said, surprised, because after all the protesting I’d done I really meant it. “Me and Cruz have a lot in common. You know, after he graduates he wants to go to design school in San Francisco... I was thinking he might want to come and live at our apartment with us for a while.” I glanced over to see her reaction.

Abby looked thoughtful as she considered it. “That might really work out,” she mused under her breath as though she were thinking aloud.

“I think so,” I said confidently.

“We’ll see,” she sighed, “I’m hoping that his senior year goes better than last year. Kids can be so mean.”

“It’s supposed to be a very good year,” I said lightly, thinking about the psychic’s prediction.

We pulled into the parking lot of the high school. The adjacent field was transformed into an open air bazaar with several rows of pop-up tents and awnings. Abby handed me a canvas bag and hopped out of the car eagerly.

“Let’s go see what looks good!”

We took our time wandering through the rows of booths, stopping to look at each and every display. Several flower stands perfumed the air with the competing scents of all sorts of glorious blooms standing at attention in giant buckets. A woman sitting in a chair was stitching together sachets and selling handmade lavender soap. There was a cart with an espresso maker filling the air with delicious aromas, parked conveniently next to a vendor with an elaborate display of baked goods.

A beekeeper had multiple flavors of honey to sample; Abby and I lingered to taste them all.

We couldn’t choose a favorite, and ended up picking out three little bear shaped containers to take home. I looked at the beeswax candles and sniffed the honey scented body lotion, picking up one of those as well. We admired some herbal wreaths, hanging alongside strings of red and green peppers drying on racks. There were rows of fat strands of braided garlic, beautifully decorated with dried flowers tucked between each silvery clove.

Abby grinned at me, “Isn’t this place great?”

I nodded, returning her smile. It reminded me of outdoor markets I’d been to all over the world. I was feeling lighthearted and relaxed, right at home wandering through the booths and looking at all the beautiful things the earth had to offer.

I ducked over to a flower stand and bought Abby a bouquet with some of the spending money Dad had given me, stopping to look at a fishmonger’s display of sparkling whole salmon and sea-bass on ice. A small crowd was gathered around a rotund man shucking fresh oysters, slurping them down for breakfast.

Piles of shiny fruit in every shape and color imaginable were stacked in crates alongside dusty looking tubers. I stopped to look over an array of exotic Asian greens and vegetables, recognizing some of them from the time I spent in Thailand a few years earlier. Sitting in the back of the stand behind a much younger man was the lone fisherman from the pier. He looked up at me and smiled with recognition.

“Oh,” I said, startled, “How’s the fishing going?”

“Not so good,” he said, shaking his head, “You should come back.”

“Why?” I asked suspiciously.

“You bring her... and she brings the fish,” he said with a wink.

“Marina, over here,” called Abby. I turned towards her.

“Welcome home,” the fisherman called after me. I smiled back nervously and turned to leave. Strange, I thought, and considered telling Abby what he had said. I joined her at a display of flower seedlings and potted herbs.

Abby called out to the vendor, “Hey Ethan,” and when he turned around I saw with a shock that it was
him.
He looked over at Abby and then his eyes landed on me. This time he kept his composure but my face flushed.

“I believe you met my niece, Marina,” Abby gestured towards me. I reflexively held out my hand. His hand was warm and calloused, and he gripped mine firmly as he shook it. His eyes looked at me with curiosity now, and he seemed almost amused. He was even better looking than I remembered.

“Yeah, we met,” he said with a rueful smile, and I knew he was remembering his awkward stumble and fall.

“Marina will be living with us for the year,” Abby said. “She’s going to school with Cruz, and she’ll be a senior this year.”

She turned towards me, “Ethan will be a senior too,” she added.

He smiled at me, his friendly dark blue eyes boring into mine, “Welcome to Aptos.” I stood there clutching my flowers while Abby chatted to him about the garden. She bent down to write him a check for his work as I busied myself pretending to look at the plants. I brushed my hand over a pot of rosemary and the scent triggered a vivid image of him falling over into our hedge.

“Ethan,” I thought, I liked the sound of that name. Every time I glanced over in their direction I met his eyes. No one had ever made me feel so self-conscious, and even as we walked away I could still feel his gaze burning hot on my back.

Abby smiled over at me slyly, “He sure couldn’t take his eyes off of you,” she teased.

“He must think I’m some kind of freak,” I said, mortified. Why did I have to shake his hand like I was in some old Victorian novel?

“Oh, I very much doubt
that’s
what he was thinking,” Abby laughed. Even after we loaded up into the car I still couldn’t shake the image of his blue eyes from my mind.

We got home and unpacked our bags, filling the small counter with colorful produce. Abby arranged the flowers in a vase, humming to herself. I slipped off my sandals and went down the hall towards my bedroom. As I passed Cruz’s room I could see through the open door that he had company.

“Marina–” Cruz called out.

I ducked my head in the doorway, “Yes?”

“Come and meet my friend Megan,” said Cruz. I went in and looked around. His room was a little bigger than mine but most of the space was dominated by a large armoire covered with decals and stickers from various bands. There was a work table piled high with bolts of mostly black fabric and an old but solid looking sewing machine. A dress form draped with tape measures stood in the corner, along with great leaning stacks of fashion magazines. Cruz was perched on a stool by the table, and sitting on his bed was a girl with the brightest curly red hair I’d ever seen.

“Hi Megan,” I said with a smile. She looked up shyly. Her eyes were light golden brown and her pale skin was peppered with freckles.

“Hi,” she said in a high nervous voice.

“Come in and have a seat,” said Cruz. I settled on the bed next to Megan. She was a heavy set girl, dressed in a large loose sweatshirt and faded jeans. Her extraordinary curls flopped down to hide her face and her shoulders hunched over as though she wanted to shrink into the bed and disappear.