Desired Too (17 page)

I was relentless on
my pussy,
repeatedly giving her everything I had, reminding her that no one could ever make her feel the way I could…no one. I kept her knees in her chest, and I massaged her spot until I saw tears coming from the sides of her eyes. Her ecstasy was doing me in. She was so tight and slick, and she stayed that way as my dick consumed her insides, destroying her from the inside out, molding her again just to fit me. She was made for me, no doubt about that. Her wetness drove me mad, fueled me to bring her to the brink of insanity. Her sweetness called to me. It baited me. Before she came back home, I hadn’t had this good of a pussy since… Well, since three years ago.

As her hips moved in sync with mine, her moans were music to my soul. The feeling of her walls collapsing around me, drowning me. I had no choice but to take the condom off, put another on and switch positions.

Let me tell you now, I’ve worked very hard to control my orgasm. I may have a quick temper. However, when it comes to fucking, I don’t take that shit lightly. I want to drive a woman mad. I want to please her until she’s drained of all fucking energy, wake her up and drain her some more.

Don’t let any man tell you that he can’t control his nut.
He could if he fucking wanted to, or, hell, maybe it’s just me. Mind over body; that’s what it’s about, and I was in complete control of mine.

But Raquel, she was my exception. Her body, her screams of passion, her desires were doing things to me that I couldn’t explain. I couldn’t get enough of her. Instead of me completely draining her, she ended up draining me against my will, so much so that I had no clue that she wasn’t lying next to me, until I reached for her a few hours later.

I sat up quickly and listened to the stillness of my apartment.

She couldn’t have left without me knowing.

I stilled my now rapid heart so I could concentrate. My eyes promptly went to the sliding door of my bathroom. I didn’t see any light coming from underneath or the sides of the door, but I knew she was in there. I could hear her thinking, worrying, contemplating on leaving.

She’s not going anywhere.             

I rose from my bed and padded my way to the door. I slid it open to find her sitting on the toilet.

I leaned against the door as she frowned. “Don’t you know how to knock?”

“Why should I? It’s my bathroom. Besides, if you didn’t want me to come in, why didn’t you lock the door?”

“Because, smart ass, you have no locks. What person has a bathroom with no locks?”

I walked further inside and found that she was just sitting on the seat cover. “Why do I need to lock the door?”

She grunted and stood. As she walked past me, I heard a low, “Asshole.”

I chuckled, reached for her and pulled her naked body close to mine.

Did I mention I too was in my glory?

I slowly moved my hand along her spine as I gently caressed her neck with my lips.

Damn, she feels so good.

“No, Leo, please,” I faintly heard her say.

I ignored her. I was too busy trying not to push her against the wall and take her again. I wanted to take my time with her. I wanted…

She whimpered as I continued kissing her neck, moving my hand along her body. My other hand you ask? Well, it started to have a mind of its own as it moved toward her sweetness.

“Leo, please. Don’t you think that we are too volatile together? That we are doomed to fail?” She stopped my hand from going in between her legs, and I brought my eyes to her troubled ones.

I sighed deeply, picked her up and placed her on my bathroom counter between my sinks. My hands went to the sides of her body and brought my eyes back to hers. “What do you mean?” I asked her.

She leaned her back against the mirror behind her and looked at me. “You and me, Leo. How are we going to work?”

At this point, I was having a little bit of a focus issue. I tried to keep my eyes on hers, but I couldn’t do it. Her breasts and her sexy-as-shit-body were fucking distracting me. She was such a turn on.

When I realized her silence wasn’t because she was just as turned on with me as I was with her, I brought my hands to her face and moved as close to her that I was physically able to.

“Raquel, I don’t see a problem with you and me.”

“Angel, we are two different people coming from totally different worlds. I mean, people actually fear you. Do you know that?” She moved her face from my grip and leaned back from me. “There is a reason why we never reached out to one another. How do you think we can cope with the many differences between us? I know your life is complicated, and I’ve accepted that. It’s who you are. It’s your lifestyle. But there are other things that you do that I don’t think I could deal with, and then there’s the women; there’s no room for me.”

And there it was…

I brought my hands to her face again and made her look up at me. “Who do you think I am?”

She tried to move my hands again, but I ran my fingers deeper in her hair and tightened my grip.

“Don’t do that. Answer my question?”

She said gently, “I’m not stupid, Angel. I know who you are. I know what you are.”

I didn’t know if it was the doubt that was surfacing in her eyes that was pissing me off or the idea that she thought I was going to let her go.

I asked her, “Are you afraid of me, Raquel?”

She searched my eyes before she sighed, tilted her head slightly to the side and said, voice soft, “Sometimes.”

“Do you think I would ever hurt you?”

“No, not intentionally.”

“Physically?” I added, bringing my hands back to the sides of her body.

She shook her head. “No”

I frowned and continued, “Do you think I would let anyone touch you or cause you harm in any way?”

She closed her eyes. “Angel…”

“No,
bella
, answer the question.”

She sighed deeply. I then heard a faint, “No.”

“Look at me.”

I waited until she opened her eyes and met my blazing ones. “I thought about the same things you’ve mentioned for a lot longer than you have. I battled with leaving you alone because of who I was or claiming you
because
of who I was. I was a patient man back when you knew me, but I’m not any longer.” I brought my finger underneath her chin and tilted her head up when she tried to look away from me. The shit I was about to say was epic. I didn’t want her to miss it. I slowly dragged my finger down the center of her breastbone, circled her breasts, and then moved to her nipples.

I took my eyes off her to see how her body reacted to my touch.

“I want you, Raquel,
mia
bella
.” I looked in her eyes. “I want all of you; my beautiful, body, mind and soul. From the moment that I finally tasted your lips, I’ve wanted no one else, but you. I’m a bastard, I know, but I won’t let you go. You’re mine,
sei mio
.
” I slid my finger down the underside of her breast and traveled slowly down her stomach to her mound, my sweet center. “No other woman makes me feel the way you do. No one makes me lose my mind, piss me off more, and makes me crave them every second of every day like you can.”

I pushed one of her legs to the side, crooked my finger and slid it up and down her clit; at first, slowly just to tickle her.

She said my name softly and I watched as her emotions began to take over.

“I’m as bad as they come,
Cara Mia
, and I won’t sugarcoat that or deny it. It’s who I am. It is what I am.”

As she started slowly moving her hips against my touch, I slid two fingers inside of my sweetness. My hand slid underneath her ass and moved her closer to me, then threaded my hand in her hair as I confessed, “I’m controlling, demanding with a short fuse and no patience.”

I moved my fingers in and out of her rhythmically, deliberately, teasing her, letting her know that I was in complete control of her body. I was claiming what was mine.

I said to her, “But,
Cara Mia
, when I’m with you, it’s something you do to me.”

Her breath quickened as I bent my fingers inside her and used my thumb to caress her clit. She squeezed my bicep harder, panting, her hips moving with a purpose more and more. I saw the goose bumps attack her body, her lips parted, puffs of quickened breath escaping her. I knew she was going to cum. Her juices started to drip on the floor, coating my hand.

Yes, this is what drives me to crave her.

Her body responded to me like no other. It knows how much I desire her. It teases me, tempts me. I moved my fingers faster as I felt her grip them tight. Then, suddenly, just when I knew she was going to go over, I pulled them out.

“Angel,” fell from her beautiful lips just as she frowned, completely frustrated, and I loved it. I smiled and brought each finger to my mouth, sucking on them as she watched on. She licked her lips, and I could see her own hunger in her eyes.

I declared, voice strong and as hard as my dick was, “You belong to me, Raquel. You’re not going anywhere. There is no way you’re getting rid of me, and I’ll be damned if I’m letting you go.” I scooped my hands and forearm underneath her thighs, making her completely accessible. She sensed what was coming and her arms went around my neck.

I slid into her wetness. “I’m never letting you go again.”

“Baby,” she admonished as I felt her try to reposition herself on me. She was completely wide open, and I took full advantage of it. I tilted my hips back, bringing the head of my erection to the mouth of
my
pussy, and then circled my hips as I slid back in.

“Shit,
Cara Mia
, you’re not going any fucking where.”

“Baby, I’ve missed you, so much,” she whispered to me.

Hearing her say that to me again without me saying it first made that feeling in my chest overcome me again. I turned her quickly and pushed her up against the opposite wall. I felt her brace her foot against the sink behind me as if she sensed shit was about to get rough.

“Tell me how much you’ve missed me,” I growled, as I grabbed her hips tight; my thrusts commanding, hard, rough, and so fucking good.

“Tell me,” I repeated to her.

“Yes, Leo… Please! Just like that. Oh, shit!… Yes! Fuck me… Please just fuck me.”

I felt another growl escape my throat as I brought my hands to her ass, lifted her and carried her back to the bed.

“Tell me again what you want me to do,” I said to her as I smacked her ass and signaled for her to assume the position.

She grinned at me just as I laid her on the bed and pulled out. She turned quickly, got on her hands and knees and, looking back at me, said, in a voice that almost made me nut on her ass, “Fuck me, Leo. Show me how much you miss me. How much you want this pussy.”

Yes!

Now
that’s
the Raquel that I knew and…

Yeeeah, I’m not finishing that statement. Fuck that.

Raquel was not like any other woman I’d ever been with, and I know I keep saying that, but it’s true. It’s how she handled me. She fed my soul. She let me express myself in between her legs. She let me be the aggressive, demanding, and rough man that I was.

I gripped her hips, commanding, “Put me inside you.”

“Shit,” I drawled slowly just as that feeling of pure and utter ecstasy took over.

I was just in that pussy, but I swear each time that I was inside of her, it felt like the first.

I didn’t waste time, I started fucking her the way I needed; thrusts quick, deep and punishing.

“Yes, that’s it, Leo! Oh, baby, make me cum. Please make me- Oh shit! I’m cumming! I’m-”

I slammed into her just as she screamed out her pleasures. “Tell me you’re mine.” I gripped her hair tight, demanding utter submission as I claimed her in a grueling rhythm. “Tell me,
Cara Mia
…”

I could feel her walls tightening, and I knew she was on the verge of cumming again.

“Harder, Leo! Faster, baby,” she moaned aggressively. “Come on! Show me how much you’ve missed this pussy.”
Fuck!
“Fuck me like you mean it, baby.”
Ooooh shit!
“Show me that I belong to you.”

Feeling like a caged animal, I released in the wild. I growled my response to her, feeling that urge to rip her apart.

Once more, do you see what she does to me?

“You want it like this?” I asked her in between thrusts. I reached up, grabbed her hair again, and pulled back.

“Oh, yes, baby,” she coaxed. “Harder… faster…”

So I moved harder and faster. She was backing her ass up on me, popping it and there was that wet slapping noise; music to my soul. I was losing my fucking mind.

I let go of her hair and gripped her waist tighter. I was going to explode in her, I felt it gloriously building, and it was going to take all the fucking energy I possessed.

“Yes, baby, just like that. Fuck,” I commanded through gritted teeth.