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There were numerous reasons for this failure, among them Diana’s own ambivalence toward treatment, an ingrained mistrust of psychiatry in the British upper class, and hostility in the press toward mental illness. But mostly it was Diana’s dazzling public persona that lulled even her friends and family into disbelieving that anything could be seriously wrong with her—a common fate of the borderline. In the months before her death, Diana’s erratic behavior and anguished outbursts showed that she needed help more than ever, but she was too isolated and tormented to find it.

For more than a decade, it fell to Britain’s tabloid hacks (as the reporters cheerfully call themselves) to shape Diana’s image. The British tabloids cater mainly to blue-collar readers, and circulation rather than advertising provides the bulk of their revenues. Consequently, they clamor for attention with sensationalism and titillation. These newspapers include the gaudy “red tops” (
The Sun, Mirror, Daily Star, News of the World, Sunday Mirror, Sunday People
) as well as the bourgeois midmarket
Mail
(daily and Sunday),
Express
(daily and Sunday),
Evening Standard
, and from 1984 until it closed in 1995,
Today
,
a color tabloid modeled on
USA Today
.

The tabloids felt favorably disposed toward Diana most of the time: Promoting her was good for business. But if Diana crossed them, or misbehaved in their eyes, the hacks would scold and attack her, then patronizingly praise her when she came to heel. “
Slowly she is adjusting,” wrote tabloid veteran James Whitaker in a typical column at the end of 1983, when she seemed “no longer quite so obsessive in her determination … to keep her private life totally private.”

Tabloid coverage of Diana was marked by some facts, but more often by guesswork, exaggeration, and outright fiction. Reporters wrote thousands of words on her setbacks, yet somehow managed to turn her life into a triumphant progression. Every six months or so, the press would offer a string of articles commenting on Diana’s new “
maturity,” “confidence,” and “strength.”

“New confidence” was an especially popular theme, and the hacks invoked it on the slightest evidence: a different hairstyle, an adjustment in her wardrobe, a more poised demeanor. The real ingredients of confidence—stability, commitment, clarity, maturity—were sadly absent in her private life. Even in her last year, Diana was so terrified of silence and solitude that she called friends numerous times each day. According to Diana’s
energy healer Simone Simmons, “
We would speak for hours a day—eight hours was not unusual, although the record was fourteen. She spent nearly every free minute of the day on the telephone.” Diana relied heavily on alternative therapists such as Simmons (who, among other tasks, “
ghosthopped” Diana’s house by standing in doorways and “willing” away “hostile spirits”) and unconventional treatments such as colonic irrigation, in which the bowel is flushed with purified water through a plastic tube inserted in the rectum.

Rather than traveling a steady upward path, Diana actually staggered between advances and retreats. In her public role, Diana methodically became more skilled and assured, while privately her turbulence persisted. “
You could see how she was evolving in the sense that she was … very, very professional,” said Dr. Michael Adler, Chairman of the National AIDS Trust, who helped guide Diana in her work with AIDS patients. But in fundamental ways, Diana moved very little. She began her adult life looking for a man to take care of her, which is where she ended her life, with Egyptian playboy Dodi Fayed.


There was a tremendous fight all the time to believe in herself,” said her friend Elsa Bowker. “She wasn’t steady because she didn’t believe in herself.” Another longtime friend observed: “She had so many compartments, so many periods and changes. It is difficult to knit into a coherent picture. What was applicable for her in 1989 was not so in 1994.”

In the early years of the Waleses’ marriage, the tabloids periodically hinted at deeper problems. These accounts were gleaned from dinner-party gossip and tidbits supplied, often for a fee, by disaffected staff from the royal household. Like social anthropologists, the reporters also relied on visual cues, divining meaning from the scantiest evidence, such as body language and facial expressions. Having introduced various alarming assertions about Diana—using such inflammatory terms as “fiend” and “monster”—the tabloids would then capriciously reverse course and resume their gushing coverage as if the troubles didn’t exist.

These twists and turns were part of the game; the tabloids were simply keeping a great story at a constant boil. Coverage of Diana often had as much to do with complicated turf wars among journalists as with the subject at hand. “
If you look through the record of the eighties, you find totally contradictory stories week after week,” said Richard Ingrams, longtime editor of
Private Eye
, which kept close tabs on the coverage. “I can’t think of anyone who was consistently well informed about the royal family.”

At the same time, the British “broadsheets”—the respectable upmarket British papers such as
The Times
and
The Daily Telegraph
—largely ignored the saga of Diana and Charles, considering it inappropriate and frivolous to follow the personal lives of the royal family. “
We felt we had a
responsibility to give the royal family the benefit of any doubt,” said Max Hastings, editor of
The Telegraph
from 1986 to 1995. “I didn’t think our audience would thank us for emblazoning our front pages with the rumor and gossip that had been in the tabloids.” Whenever the broadsheets did cover Charles and Diana’s relationship, they offered the official version, endorsed by the public relations spokesmen for the royal family: a marriage that endured some small bumps but benefited from a solid foundation of mutual affection and duty to the monarchy.

In 1992, the Diana saga took a perilous turn with the publication of
Diana: Her True Story
, by Andrew Morton, a former tabloid reporter. The fairy tale, it was clear, had gone horribly wrong. The royal love match turned out to be a sad tale of adultery, mental illness, betrayal, mistrust, and revenge. Diana’s secret tape-recorded interviews with an intermediary supplied the basic message of the book. Presented as the “true story,” the book was actually her highly emotional perception of events, shaped by psychotherapy as well as astrological readings and alternative therapists who reinforced her efforts to assign blame. The account was one-sided and filled with inconsistencies that mirrored Diana’s own tendency to embellish and contradict herself. It was Diana’s view of the world, but the public came to accept the book as reality.

The Wales marriage ruptured following the Morton book, polarizing opinion among friends and the public. Most writers found it easier, and more appealing to their readers, to sympathize with Diana and demonize Charles. To an astonishing degree, they took the book’s word at face value. In the last five years of her life, Diana actively encouraged their efforts by courting an array of British journalists. “
It is an undisputed fact that the Princess connived with the media and exploited it for her own interests,” wrote Sir David English, the late chairman of Associated Newspapers and one of her most ardent advocates, “just as much as we exploited her for ours.”

As a result, Diana’s version was reinforced by sympathetic chroniclers, especially tabloid reporters James Whitaker and Richard Kay, as well as various friends, therapists, and astrologers such as Penny Thornton. Even James Hewitt’s bodice-ripping tale published in 1994 reinforced Diana’s spin, with his own self-aggrandizing role woven through. Diana’s televised interview the following year with Martin Bashir essentially cemented the Diana viewpoint.

Allies of the Prince of Wales tried to even the score, circulating a pro-Charles version of events that portrayed Diana as unstable and manipulative. But journalists took a jaundiced view of Charles’s aristocratic friends, and despite the Prince’s earnestness and a basic sincerity, he simply couldn’t compete with Diana’s more endearing qualities of warmth and
empathy. He was further defeated by his own awkwardness and his reluctance to hobnob with the press. Diana’s champions also tapped into a natural sympathy for her grievances against a royal family known to be aloof, chilly, and preoccupied by duty. A sober authorized biography of the Prince by Jonathan Dimbleby did little to undercut the prejudices against Charles.

After Diana’s death, Simon Jenkins of
The Times
called her “
the paradigm unhappy woman of today. She was a spokeswoman for those with impossible husbands, worried about their appearance, wrestling with divorce, careers, children, trying to match impossible expectations.” In a sense, Diana had ceased to be a person and had become a symbol—of victimhood, rebellion, and emotional authenticity.

Because of its constant repetition as well as its compelling dramatic elements, Diana’s life story often strayed from the facts. The lore regarding the divorce of Diana’s parents is especially revealing. According to a 1992 account in the
Evening Standard
, the case was “
publicly and bloodily fought out in the courts.” That same year, the
Daily Mail
recounted that during her childhood Diana had “
watched her parents publicly tear their marriage apart.” On the first anniversary of Diana’s death, MTV ran a biography set to music that even included a fake newspaper with the oversized headline
THEIR DIVORCE WAS A TERRIFIC SCANDAL; EVERYONE TOOK SIDES
to illustrate the film’s assertion that when Diana’s parents divorced, “
a fierce custody battle” was “played out in the press.”

In fact, nothing of the sort happened. A family member familiar with the Spencer archives recalled, “I have never seen a single clipping. I can’t see any reason why it would have been in the papers. They weren’t high-profile people.” Indeed, while the Spencers’ divorce and custody disputes were known to a small circle of aristocrats, the proceedings were conducted in private and
only attracted discreet notices in the
Daily Telegraph
and the
Evening Standard
.

The reporters who covered Diana thought nothing of changing the story to suit the needs of the moment. Writing about Diana’s problems at the end of 1982, royal reporter James Whitaker had noted Charles’s solicitude, but reprising the episode for his book on the troubled Wales marriage eleven years later, he said he had actually concluded early on, “
It was clear to me he did not love her at all.” This assertion was even more puzzling in light of Whitaker’s January 1982 report in the
Daily Star
that declared, “
Prince Charles has finally fallen hopelessly in love with his wife—more deeply than even he believed he could.”

A more egregious example is the way Diana’s chroniclers appropriated the phrase “
three of us in this marriage,” which Diana introduced in her 1995
Panorama
interview. Martin Bashir began a line of inquiry with
“Around 1986 … according to the biography written by Jonathan Dimbleby … he says that your husband renewed his relationship with Mrs. Camilla Parker Bowles. Were you aware of that?” Diana replied: “Yes, I was, but I wasn’t in a position to do anything about it.” She further observed that she knew Charles had gone back to Camilla “by the change of behavioral pattern in my husband.” In that context—from 1986 onward—Diana noted, “there were three of us in this marriage, so it was a bit crowded.”

Not only did many journalists ignore the fact that, including James Hewitt, there were actually four in the marriage at that point, they consistently used Diana’s remark to demonstrate that Charles continued his physical relationship with Camilla throughout his marriage. Thus, in the book
The Day Diana Died
, the author Christopher Andersen stated flatly, “
From the beginning, Diana said, ‘there were three of us in this marriage.’ ”

Because of Diana’s worldwide celebrity, every character trait, gesture, action, and utterance was amplified. “
She lived in an extreme state,” said her friend Cosima Somerset. “There was no normal middle ground.” Diana’s potent public image drove expectations for her behavior impossibly high. Diana was clearly delighted when flattering articles bolstered her fragile sense of herself, yet the incessant scrutiny and bursts of invective drove her to despair. As early as 1983, she took to calling tabloid reporters the “
wolf pack,” and in the last few years of her life, according to a man close to her, when she felt despondent over her press coverage she would drive to a cliff called Beachy Head on the southern coast of England and contemplate suicide, only to be drawn back by thoughts of her two sons.

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