Dimitri's Forbidden Submissive (Submissive's Wish) (27 page)

Almost as soon as that thought came to mind she felt her hands being placed through the small holes, then her head through the large one. Alex adjusted the stockade until it was at a good height for her with her neck resting on the comfortably padded surface of the hole. There was a small rest for her head and she turned her cheek, laying her cheek against the small, padded surface. The stockade lowered a bit more so that she stood with her legs braced and her back curved enough that her butt stuck out. She tried to imagine what she looked like, and as soon as she did, she thought of Dimitri and her heart ached. Because of the aphrodisiac, her lust raged on, but she had to grit her teeth to hold back a moan that had nothing to do with pleasure and everything to do with pain.

She’d always been a semi-monogamous woman. She didn’t want to see her man pleasuring another woman, and she was very possessive of a man she considered hers, so the thought of Dimitri watching his brother touch her shamed her, yet also turned her on while the thought of Dimitri touching some faceless bitch made anger clench in her gut. Alex, or at least she assumed it was Alex because of the leather-gloved hands, ran a soothing hand over her bottom and she tensed beneath his touch. Slowly, with firm strokes, he massaged her lower back until she marginally relaxed and her chaotic thoughts slowed.

Someone touched the side of her face and a moment later one of the ear buds was removed.

“Hello,
zaika moya
.”

“Dimitri?” She whispered, straining to turn and look at him even though she was bound and blindfolded.

“Shhhh. I will be here, watching you, keeping you safe.” His lips brushed her ear as he whispered, “I cannot touch another woman, the thought is abhorrent to me. I have pretended that I am not feeling well enough to participate, but I will sit alone and watch you take your pleasure. Alex says you feel guilt, there is no reason. It does not matter who touches you, you are mine, Rya. Now I must go, but I will be nearby, protecting you always.”

He placed the earplug back in and she bit her lower lip, trying to hold back the tears of relief that wet her blindfold. The knowledge that he wasn’t going to be with another woman sent and almost staggering amount of relief through her and she sucked in a deep breath as someone stroked her back, running their fingers over the lace tattoo with a soothing touch. She wondered where Dimitri was right now and tried to imagine how she looked to him, bound and spread out while Alex touched her. A forbidden frisson of desire moved through her and she moaned softly.

The floral scent of a woman’s perfume filled her senses a moment before soft, feminine hands began to caress her face. That womanly touch helped her relax further so that by the time Alex moved away from behind her she was once again falling back into the moment. The woman touching her had long nails that sent delightful shivers through Rya as she gently stroked her face.

When the first fall of the flogger hit Rya’s ass she startled and tried to imagine what kind of a flogger it was. It didn’t feel like leather, but she wasn’t sure. With sight and sound taken away her perception seemed distorted somehow. The woman began to stroke Rya’s lips and she opened her mouth, capturing the feminine finger and sucking on it. Breasts pressed against her face and she turned her head to them, still sucking on that delicate finger. The mystery woman cushioned Rya’s head on her generous chest and she let out a soft sigh as the flogger continued to warm up her back and ass, the strikes heavier now with more weight behind them.

She tried to imagine how she looked, her body moving with the flogger, her breasts swaying, her skin slowly growing pink, then red, her lips wrapped around some woman’s finger and her face nestled against her breasts. The woman removed her finger from Rya’s mouth and guided her breast to Rya’s tingling lips. She eagerly teased the nipple offered to her, sucking lightly on the tip. It surprised her that while she couldn’t hear the woman’s moan, but she could feel it vibrating in her body.

Rya loved giving pleasure, loved making someone feel good, so that moan only added to her own increasing arousal. She spread her legs wider and tilted her ass up, offering Alex her pussy, silently asking him to touch her there. A moment later the falls of the flogger hit her sex and she cried out, stiffening at that heady combination of pleasure and pain. The hits came faster and she drew the other woman’s nipple deep into her mouth, sucking at it with strong pulls, then biting down. Her ass stung, her thighs hurt, but none of that was as painful as her overly swollen sex.

The woman left her and Rya made a noise of protest before a distinctly masculine scent filled her nose. A man’s strong hands cupped her face and she tensed, unsure about this development. He gently pressed his thumb into her mouth and she slowly sucked him in, crying out around his flesh when Alex’s leather covered hands began to gently caress her burning ass.

The plug in one of her ears was removed for a moment and she recognized Catrin’s voice as she said, “Rya, my husband, Nico, is touching you. Would you please suck his cock for me? I want to see your beautiful lips wrapped around him.”

“Yes,” Rya whispered, overcome by the eroticism of Catrin wanting Rya to pleasure her husband.

There was something really, really kinky about that and it made her moan when she could hear the man’s deep chuckle as he said, “Catrin, go play with her breasts. I know you’re dying to touch them.”

The earplug was put back in, and once again, she was left alone in her head, but her body was overwhelmed with sensations. Alex continued to stroke her ass and thighs, giving her a spank every now and then that had her moaning around Nico’s thumb. At the first touch of Catrin’s mouth on her nipple Rya trembled. Then Alex began to rub her clit and she cried out as every nerve in her body was screaming with pleasure.

Two sharp tugs came from her braid and she thrust her ass back against Alex, begging for his touch to help her come. Alex, bless his evil heart, must have gotten the message because he rubbed her clit in hard circles that swiftly threw her over the edge into an intense, but brief orgasm. Instead of taking the edge off of her lust she only burned hotter, writhing as Catrin pinched and sucked at her nipples. Nico removed his thumb then something silky smooth and hard brushed against her lips.

She eagerly opened her mouth and moaned in appreciation at the taste of Nico’s skin as he slowly slid his thick dick between her lips. Catrin’s attention to her breasts increased and when Alex slipped a leather-covered finger into her pussy Rya lost herself in sensation. She no longer existed as Rya, but instead became their toy, their body to use as they wished. The thought was intensely liberating and a strange peacefulness settled over her. Right here, right now, she was nothing but a creature of desire and she sucked eagerly at Nico’s dick, wanting to please not only him, but Catrin. She had given Rya a great honor in allowing her to touch her husband, and Rya wanted to make both of them happy with her efforts. She opened her throat and tried to take more of Nico into her mouth, but because of the stockade she could do nothing but moan and lick at his length. When he pulled out so just the tip was in her mouth she got a delightful taste of his precum and stuck her tongue into the slit at the crest of his cock, trying to coax more out.

Alex’s big hands gripped her ass and tilted her butt up further until she was arched into an almost u shape with her sex fully exposed. His mouth sealed over her pussy and she groaned, trying to ride his face. He gave her ass a brisk slap and she shuddered. Beneath her Catrin continued to torment her nipples, sending so many good sensations through her she was pretty sure she was going to pass out at some point. Even though so many people were playing with her, Rya’s mind kept going back to Dimitri and the fact that he was watching her. That, more than anything else, kept her hovering on the edge of orgasm.

With long, deep thrusts Nico began to fuck her mouth and she eagerly encouraged him, licking at his shaft and wishing her hands were free so she could play with his balls. Alex began to lash at her clit with his tongue and she cried out, trembling as her body geared up for another orgasm. All of this was all too intense, too overwhelming and she struggled to hold back. Soon she was begging Alex to let her come, her words garbled by Nico’s dick in her mouth, making it all the more arousing.

When he gave her braid those two tugs she didn’t just come, she exploded. Nico pulled out from between her lips and she screamed while Alex sucked on her clit as hard as Catrin was sucking on her nipples. The climax roared through her, her pussy pulsing, needing something to grip onto but achingly empty with each hard clench and release. Another climax burst on the heels of the first, making her legs weak. As her knees gave out she moaned when a man’s arm caught her around the waist, holding her for Alex’s greedy mouth. He continued to lick and suck at her, but thankfully, didn’t touch her overly sensitive clit.

Fuck, that man had a talented mouth.

He finally gave her one last, lingering stroke with his tongue before he rose behind her. His hard cock pressed against her ass through his leather pants and he gripped her hips, rubbing his erection against her while the other man continued to hold her up. If he released her, she knew she would crumple as her entire body was one big, humming ball of satisfaction. The stockade lifted and she was limp when someone gently pulled her from it. Two sets of male hands helped lift her until she found herself cradled against a man’s chest. Rubbing her cheek against it, she was sure it was Alex by the feel of the mesh and the scent of his cologne mixed with his sweat.

The world shifted and swayed as he carried her, but she really didn’t pay any attention or care. Right now, her mind floated, the wonderful disconnect of subspace taking to her to a place outside of her body, a blissful darkness where she was cradled in warmth and contentment. She had no idea how much time passed, it had become irrelevant in the darkness, but eventually, she was placed on something soft. The earplugs were removed and then the blindfold. Instead of opening her eyes right away she continued to drift, the sound of two men speaking in Russian barely registering. Her mind slowly began to rise from the darkness and she became aware of her body again, of the aches and lingering pleasures of her mortal form.

It took her a bit to realize the room had fallen silent, and when she finally opened her eyes she found Dimitri looking down at her and she began to cry.

Dimitri’s heart broke all over again as Rya’s tarnished gold eyes focused on him, then glistened with tears. Shame at what he’d put her through filled him and he knelt next to the bed, wanting to touch her but not daring to. He brought nothing but pain to her life when all he wanted to do was fill it with love. At the sight of her tears he stood and backed away, feeling filthy and hating himself for the events that had taken place. It had been exquisite torture to watch other people touch her while he had to remain sitting in his chair, pretending he was ill so he could avoid the need to betray Rya. The knowledge that Rya would be hurt by him touching another woman made it impossible for him to go through with the original plan and he could only hope that the spies observing him didn’t detect anything unusual.

Watching her being pleasured by his brother, Nico, and Catrin while pretending to remain unaffected had been one of the best and worst moments of his life. He’d hated that she was being forced to do this, but at the same time, the sight of her arousal turned him on immensely. It had taken all of his willpower to not join them and add his touch to the others, to have his cock between his woman’s pouty lips, to use his flogger on her rounded ass, to shove his dick into her wet heat. By the time they’d finished he’d been close to snapping, the need to exert his claim over Rya filling him on a primal level until he wanted to tear Alex away from his woman.

Both Catrin and Alex tried to keep from him how much Rya hated doing this, but he’d seen it in his brother’s eyes and urged him to use the aphrodisiac. He wouldn’t blame Rya for despising him for this, but he could only hope it had worked. Dimitri had done his part, pretending to be unaffected by the sight of Rya being touched even as jealousy like he’d never known urged him to go over there and fuck her, to claim her as his, to let her know that while she might find pleasure in another’s touch she belonged to him. He’d never, ever been jealous of Alex touching a submissive they’d shared before and he wasn’t sure how to deal with the emotions now churning in his gut.

Rya’s lower lip trembled and she whispered, “I’m so sorry.”

“No,
zaika moya
, do not be sorry.” He stood with his fists clenched, fighting with everything he had not to go to her.

“Please don’t hate me.”

“What?” He stared at her, his heart tearing in two as she curled into a protective ball. “How could I hate you? I hate me for doing this to you.”

She shook her head and grabbed one of the pillows off his bed, hugging it to her chest. “I didn’t want to like it and now you won’t even touch me.”

That broke his indecision and he moved swiftly to her side, lying next to her and pulling her into his arms. He buried his face against her neck and held her tight, detesting the trembling going through her body as she cried in harsh sobs. Never before had he despised himself like he did now. Even when he’d killed people he hadn’t felt this kind of guilt eating at him. Rya was such a beautiful, gentle soul and he’d soiled her with the filth that clung to him.

“Forgive me,” he whispered and held her closer, trying to absorb his pain. “Forgive me.”

“Oh, Dimitri,” she tried to turn in his arms but he wouldn’t let her, unable to face her like the coward he was. “I’m sorry I liked it.”

“What?”

Her voice came out broken as she said, “I’m sorry I climaxed.”

Unable to understand why she felt bad, he flipped her over so he could look down at her. “Why would you be sorry? I am bastard that made you do it. Alex told me how it hurt you, and I wish to God I did not have to make you do that. I should be begging you for mercy.”