Divine Temptation (2 page)

She parked in the church lot and rushed into the buff-colored brick building, passing an oversized painting of the archangel Michael in the entryway to the parish office. Her lips twitched into a wry grin; perhaps she’d been unintentionally bringing work home with her.

“
There
she is,” a thin, older woman with short but poufy blond hair called from behind her low cubicle walls.

“Sorry, Brenda. I know I’m a few minutes late. Met a friend for coffee.”

“Well, the monsignor from Rome is coming at any minute so you’ll need to reschedule all of Father Tom’s appointments for the day. Might want to do the same for Father Dominic, just in case.”

“I didn’t think he was due in until next week,” Maggie said as she hung her coat in the cubby.

“Neither did I, but we got word that he arrived in town this morning.”

Maggie settled into her chair at the office’s front desk and shoved aside the project she’d planned to work on in favor of the church pastor’s spiral-bound appointment book.

A couple hours into her day—and still no sign of the expected visitor—a third grade class marched past the glass office doors on their way to the church, as they did every Wednesday morning at that time. Maggie looked up and smiled, waiting for a particular mop of wavy brown hair to stroll past.

Today the mop was accompanied by a huge grin decorated with peanut butter and cheese cracker crumbs. Maggie gave the boy a small wave and blew him a kiss. Liam was happy here, as was his older sister, Kirsten, and Maggie was relieved that the painful steps that had led them to St. John’s had at least come to something good.

Throughout her marriage she’d maintained control over everything—her house, her garden, the neighborhood block parties, her former size-six figure. Even during the divorce proceedings, Maggie had been in command. A guilt-ridden Carl had willingly given her everything she asked for, including the house, and she’d expected that besides no longer having a husband around to leave his dirty socks on the floor or take out the garbage, the only change in her life would be having the kids gone Tuesday nights and every other weekend. She hadn’t taken the time to assess the impact of her husband’s infidelity on her ego until after the papers were signed. That’s when she began to imagine the other moms whispering behind her back about things like the thickness of her hips, her lackluster hair which was far too often pulled into a simple ponytail.
No wonder he fell so easily into someone else’s bed
, she was certain they’d concluded.

She hadn’t realized she was in control of nothing until it suddenly felt like she was losing everything. After months of insecurity, less-than-satisfying sexual indiscretions, and borderline depression, she realized that she couldn’t continue living so close to her old life without constantly feeling like a failure. She needed change, and she convinced herself that the kids did too.

When Maggie had approached Carl about sending Kirsten and Liam to a private school, he hadn’t balked, though she knew his finances must’ve been severely stretched by that point. She’d also known that he was motivated by more than guilt. The caution that wavered in the deep blue of his eyes and at the edges of his baritone voice had indicated his genuine concern for her stability—that’s what had given her the strength to stop spiraling downward. She didn’t want him thinking she’d disintegrate without him by her side.

They’d looked at a few different schools, but Maggie liked the laid back feel of St. John’s, and when she saw the posting for a part-time office secretary position—which came with a fifty-percent break in tuition—she didn’t need any more signs that this was the right place for her and her children. The hunt for something away from Madison Elementary had begun as a quest to run away, but finding St. John’s had felt more like being called home.

Liam’s class disappeared down the hall, and the side door from the rectory opened. Father Tom stepped into the office, followed by a slight man with ash-colored hair and pointed features. Behind the two of them towered Father Dominic, the parish’s junior priest, only one year out of seminary.

“Good morning, ladies,” said Father Tom. The portly, gray-haired priest’s customary greeting was more clipped than usual, and there was something forced about the deep crinkles surrounding his mouth and eyes as he gestured toward the shorter man. “This is Monsignor Sarto.”

Maggie stood and shook the monsignor’s outstretched hand. “Welcome.”

He returned her greeting with a polite nod as his eyes scanned her desk. “What’s your role here?”

“I’m the front desk secretary. I answer phones, coordinate use of church facilities, schedule Father Reardon and Dominic’s appointments—”

“Keep the place running like a well-oiled machine,” the monsignor finished, his slightly accented English backing up Father Tom’s earlier explanation that the visitor was American but had been living in Italy for several years.

“I try to.” Maggie let out a nervous laugh.

“Monsignor, this is Brenda Drummond, the office manager,” said Father Tom.

The two senior priests stepped over to Brenda’s desk, and before following, Father Dominic locked eyes briefly with Maggie, raising his eyebrows and shrugging to indicate that he still had no more clue than she did what they were all in for. Father Tom had told them that the Vatican representative’s visit was routine, but word in the pews was that it was anything but. The general assumption was that Father Tom and St. John’s were under some sort of review, but Maggie tried not to let her imagination wander on the issue. The pastor had never been anything but forthright with her in the past, so until she had any facts to the contrary, she’d take him at his word. Still, the stiffness of his expression as he made introductions gave the church gossip more than a touch of credence.

“Watch out,” Father Tom warned after Brenda had listed off her many duties. “The moment you get settled in, Brenda here will be after you to write a weekly article for the bulletin.”

The monsignor’s lips maintained a polite, half smile. “I’ll gladly contribute.” He turned to Father Tom. “I’d like to look around the school facilities now. May we visit a classroom?”

Father Tom glanced at the clock. “I’m sure that’ll be fine, but we should check in with the school principal first. Father Dominic, please run ahead and find out from Mrs. Hawk which class might be the best one to drop in on. I’ll give the monsignor a quick tour of the gym and library on our way to meet you.”

“You’ve got it.” Father Dominic exited into the school hallway, oblivious to the way Monsignor Sarto’s eyes had narrowed in response to the junior priest’s blatant informality.

“It was a pleasure meeting you, ladies,” the monsignor said before gesturing for Father Tom to lead the way. In the doorway, the visitor paused, turning briefly toward Maggie. There was no emotion in his look, but it pricked the hair on her arms and filled her with the instinct to get back to work—immediately.

That night, Maggie’s consciousness clung to the wispy vapors of a dream even as her eyes opened under her satin sleep mask. She sensed his presence and pushed herself to sitting. Fumbling to pull the mask down, she looked immediately to where he stood in the corner of her bedroom, just as he had the night before. This time she noted that he didn’t glow; no halo or anything else illuminated his form. Yet somehow, while her dresser and armoire stood in shadow, she could inexplicably make out his every detail.

He wore white, and she realized that was why she’d categorized this figment of her sleepy mind as an angel. But the garments weren’t flowing robes. Hugging his trim physique was a pair of linen-like drawstring pants and a T-shirt.

His light brown hair had a golden cast and was neatly cropped around his ears and at his neck, but longer spikes fell across his forehead. Smooth skin stretched over his defined cheekbones and a thin, angular nose. In contrast to the straight lines of his other features was the curve of his full lips, currently pursed in concentration—or perhaps confusion. His pale eyes were earnest, and they opened wide when they landed on Maggie, as if surprised to see her looking at him.

She chuckled. “It’s
my
dream. What did you expect?”

Chapter 2

M
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brought more change to St. John’s than Maggie had seen at the place in the previous two years. He seemed to be getting his fingers into every aspect of the parish, and Maggie could hardly keep track of all the new initiatives swirling around the church, including the conversion of an alcove into an adoration chapel, extended hours for confession, and several revisions and additions to the parish website. She knew many people considered the parish to be lacking in its forward progress and recognized that these changes were probably a good thing, but she personally loved the church’s seeming imperviousness to the rapidly changing world around it. The steadiness of St. John’s had been an anchor for her in those tumultuous months following the divorce.

While the monsignor’s overall purpose was still a bit vague, from all the extra work Maggie had been given, it appeared he was there to assure compliance with the bishop’s directives. The office staff had also learned that St. John’s was merely a home base for Sarto and that he’d soon begin visits to other parishes in the area.

“Are you kidding me?” Maggie groaned one mid-February morning when she plopped herself into her office chair and read the Post-it stuck to her computer monitor. “Another new lecture?” The changes around St. John’s meant the “part” in Maggie’s part-time job wasn’t quite so meaningful anymore.

Brenda chimed in. “I swear that man isn’t going to rest until he’s got every soul in the tri-cities area eating, living, and breathing their entire lives at church. Isn’t it enough he’s got the two of us chained here at all hours?”

Maggie huffed out an ironic sigh. “God’s work, right?”

“So he says.”

The two parish priests walked into the office, and Father Tom headed straight to Maggie. “Did you get my note? Sorry I didn’t have many details for you. I just had the idea and got overly excited, I suppose.”

Maggie looked back at the Post-it. “Oh, it’s from you. Biblical archeology sounds like an interesting topic.”

“Thanks. Don’t worry, we won’t schedule it until after Easter, but it seems like a good way to appeal to the community, even those who haven’t been to church in a while. I’m considering hosting it at one of the park district meeting rooms to make it less intimidating.”

“Will the monsignor allow that?” Father Dominic asked, not looking up from the papers he was rifling through at the filing cabinet.

“I am still pastor, last time I checked,” Father Tom replied, a bit of the spark in his eyes dimming. “Though I suppose I should at least let him know my plans. Well, I’ll get back to you with potential dates and preferred location and then we can start setting everything up.”

Maggie smiled. “Sounds great.”

“I’m sorry to add more to your pile—I know you’ve already been putting in a lot of extra hours.”

“It’s fine, really, Father. I’m happy to do my part.”

Brenda tilted her head to look over the rim of her bifocals. “Me too. The sooner we satisfy Sir Stick-Up-His-Bum, the sooner we’ll get him on a plane back to Rome.”

Father Tom placed his hands over his ears and stepped toward his office. “I didn’t hear a thing.”

After Father Tom had closed his door, Father Dominic asked, “How are your families holding up with you two ladies spending so much more time here?”

“My kids are all out of the house, and Joe’s used to it,” Brenda answered.

“Kirstin and Liam are doing fine,” Maggie said. “Thank the Lord Carl’s current work schedule is flexible enough that he can step up and help with after-school duty though, or I don’t know what I’d do.”

“Sheesh, he treats his ex-wife better than most men treat their wife-wives,” Brenda commented.

Maggie laughed but couldn’t deny it. “I think we give each other more consideration and respect now than we ever did while married.” She smiled and returned to her work, feeling grateful that she and Carl had been able to get past the fighting and emerge at this friendlier place. For a long time she’d been convinced that the damage he’d done to the marriage was irreparable, but now that she actually liked him again, she’d begun to wonder if in time, given the second chance she’d refused him, he could’ve also regained her trust.