Read Dominance Never Dies (Masters and Mercenaries Book 11) Online
Authors: Lexi Blake
Tags: #spies, #Masters & Mercenaries, #Lexi Blake, #Romantic Suspense
“I don’t have to think. I’ve been thinking about it for months. I want you and not for a night. I think I might want you forever.”
That was good enough for him. He picked her up, tossed her on the bed, and got ready to claim what belonged to him.
Mia winced as she tumbled to the bed. He hadn’t gone easy on her ass, but she didn’t mind. She’d felt. Felt hurt. Felt her fear. Felt the freedom that came with letting it all go so it didn’t burden her. So many years she’d hidden what she felt because the world seemed so out of whack. One moment she’d been beloved and safe, and the next the world had been filled with pain. Her childhood had turned out all right, but it was still defined by that moment when she realized the world she’d known was gone.
So she’d buried her needs and tried to fit in. Eventually she’d understood it was all right to show some emotions. Happiness, anger, sympathy. But hurt and fear were still hard for her.
Case had given her that gift. He’d known what she’d needed.
She looked up at him. How could he think for a second she wouldn’t want him? Because he had some scars? Maybe she was a pervert, but she liked them. He would be far too pretty without them.
“Spread your legs for me.” He used that super-dark, rich-as-velvet voice on her.
Sex had always been something hurried or casual. Even when her heart had been involved with the man, the sex had seemed rushed, like something they should do and enjoy but not get lost in. Not with Case. Case seemed willing to lavish her with intimacy, to make her feel like sex was a language between them they should learn and use. A language only the two of them knew.
Slowly she spread out on the bed, feeling the air on her skin. It was cool, but his eyes were hot as her legs opened for his gaze. Mia knew she would feel awkward and weird with another man. Case was it. He was the one for her.
He stood at the foot of the bed, his eyes between her legs. “Touch yourself. I want you to feel how wet you got from that spanking. How hot it made you.”
She knew. Even as she’d cried on his shoulders she’d still felt desire. She wondered if it would ever be simple with Case. There was no one emotion she felt for the man. She could feel so many things at once, it made her head spin. But now that he’d gotten rid of her anxiety and stress, lust seemed to rule her brain.
Never taking her eyes off him, she let one hand slide down her body to the apex of her thighs. She was well aware she was putting on a show for him, and hell that made her even hotter.
Mia let her fingers slide across her mound, pressing down briefly on her clitoris. Even the slight pressure she applied made her sigh in pleasure. The spanking and emotional outburst that came after conspired to make her languid and ready for an orgasm.
“Don’t you fucking dare,” Case growled, though he made no move. He didn’t need to. He was perfectly, sexily intimidating from where he stood. “You make yourself come and I’ll have you tied up and taking an anal plug before you can take another breath. That’s one of the rules and an important one.”
She stared at him. He was so hot when he was threatening her with dirty sex. “You brought an anal plug?”
“And lube, princess. I learn from my elders. I’ve always got a bag packed in case a gorgeous blonde shows up in need of help. I have to be able to discipline her in any way I see fit. I’ve got some rope in there, too.”
She wasn’t sure she liked the sound of that, but she didn’t stop what she was doing. After all, if he did have a plug, she would bet he wouldn’t hesitate to use it. “I’ll have to remember to be good then.” She took a long breath because her pussy was soaking wet. “I bet I did a number on your jeans, Sir.”
A slow smile crossed his face. “You did and no, I don’t mind at all. And Mia, I know what that look on your face means now. That’s the frown you get when you get jealous. I packed the bag for you. I don’t actually keep a go-bag with full-on bondage toys sitting in my closet. You kicked me in the balls and I crawled over and managed to grab a bunch of lube and sex toys. I was optimistic. Get your finger wet. Fuck your little pussy with it.”
She moved her finger down again, circling it around her core before dipping inside. It wasn’t enough. Not nearly. She was certain her Case was so much larger than that tiny finger of hers, but she imagined it was his cock. He would dip inside her, filling her up and rubbing her all the right ways. She could feel herself getting wetter and wetter, her arousal coating her finger.
“Stop,” Case commanded. He moved to the side of the bed. “Let me see.”
She drew her saturated finger out of her pussy and offered it up to him. Hopefully he would see that she didn’t need more foreplay. She was ready for him.
Case grasped her wrist and drew it up toward his mouth. His tongue came out, licking off the cream of her arousal. He sucked her finger into his mouth and tasted her.
She felt it deep inside. “Case…”
He couldn’t make her wait. She’d waited forever to be here with him, to have him connect with her.
“You taste like heaven.” He stepped away, going straight for his duffel. “I think I need more. Grip the headboard.”
Was he trying to kill her? Why couldn’t he jump on top of her and take her? She was ready. More than ready. Her whole body was primed. She watched as he pulled his boots off and tugged his jeans and boxers down, leaving that magnificent warrior body on display. He reached down and when he turned, there was a length of rope in his hands.
She quickly gripped the headboard, unwilling to risk another long spanking. The man liked to draw things out.
“Excellent.” He put a knee on the bed and showed her the rope. “I’m going to tie you down because you’re a very slippery girl. I don’t want you running off in the middle of sex. I want you entirely focused on me and what I’m going to do to your body.”
“I’m focused, Case. This is entirely unnecessary.” The words came out in a breathless plea because he was naked. He was all kinds of beautifully naked, and she could see his cock. It was as magnificent as the rest of him. Long and thick, with big balls she wanted to lick and suck on. His dick was hard, the flesh a shade of red mixed with purple, and she could already see a pearly drop on the head.
How could he be so hard and ready and not jump her?
He chuckled as he went to work on her hands. He bound her right wrist in an elaborate tie before threading the rope through the round pegs of the headboard and going to work on her left wrist. “I doubt that. You’ve got issues. You see something shiny and you take off after it. I need you to understand that I might not be the shiniest thing you ever chased after, but I’m the thing that caught you and I’m going to keep you. Even if it means tying you up.”
She liked how it felt to be at his mercy. It was a fantasy of hers, but she could only indulge in it because she trusted this man with her life. Case would move heaven and earth to make sure she didn’t get hurt.
When he was done securing her, he stepped back and laid a palm flat against her chest, above her breasts. Slowly, like the freaking sadist he seemed to be, he moved his hand over her body, cupping her breasts and trailing down.
“Tell me this is mine.”
That was easy. She’d been his for a very long time. He was simply too foolish to know that. “I’m yours. My body is definitely yours.”
He ran his hand down to her pussy. “You won’t regret it, Mia. I’ll work hard to make sure I earn your trust every single day. No more lies between us. Always honesty. I need it. I need it from you more than anyone else.”
“No more lies.” There wasn’t any reason. She didn’t want anything to come between them. Not ever again. “I’ll always be honest with you. I’m honestly going to die if you don’t fuck me soon, Sir.”
A wide grin split his handsome face. “My mission is to keep you from dying. But I think I promised you something first. I promised I would learn your body with my hands.”
He moved to the end of the bed, running his hands down her legs to her ankles. He spread her further and climbed on the bed. “I believe I also promised to learn you with my mouth.”
He moved like a tiger, ready to eat her up. There was nothing to do. He’d caught her and all she could do now was let him have his way. He moved slowly, head bent, but eyes careful on hers. He looked up her body as he ran his nose right above her pussy, so close she could feel the heat of his breath. She waited for him to drop down and cover her with his mouth, but he moved higher. His tongue dipped into her belly button briefly before dragging up her torso.
He captured a nipple in his mouth and Mia felt her whole body tense with anticipation. Pleasure raced through her veins as he sucked on her. His hand came up and he caught her other nipple between his thumb and forefinger, pinching her hard and making her squeal. Her body seemed to vibrate with pure pleasure. He sucked her, his teeth sizzling at the edge of her flesh. Her toes curled. He licked and laved his affection on one and then the other nipple while his body pressed hers into the bed. Hot. Her skin got so hot because the man was a furnace. She wanted to put her arms around him, but she was forced to curl her fingers around the rope. Frustration welled, mingling with the anticipation. His body lay on top of hers, his cock full against her sex, but he didn’t move to join them together. His pelvis pressed against her core, the sensation so tantalizing.
There wasn’t anywhere to go, anything to do except to feel. She felt Case’s heat and the edge of his teeth. Felt how he pressed her body open and how his cock pushed against her pussy. Felt how her body was soft and wet and welcoming him.
He switched places, his fingers tormenting the nipple he’d just sucked. He was everywhere. She couldn’t think of anything except him and that was perfect. Case had been in the forefront of her thoughts since the moment she’d met him.
He moved down her body, kissing and caressing her. His hands shifted, holding her tight when he would take a nip. He held her down, letting her feel his strength. His teeth would bite down gently, just enough to make her squirm, and then he would soothe the little ache with his tongue. He moved under her breasts and down her belly. He kissed her hips and pressed a long kiss right above her pelvic bone.
His body wasn’t on top of hers anymore, but she could still feel his dominance in how her wrists couldn’t move and the way he pressed her legs apart. In that moment she was his. He had all the control and there was something so sensual about the way he used his strength to pleasure her.
He ran his nose down again, seeming to glory in the way she smelled. If she’d been self-conscious before, Case’s open sexuality would have put her at ease. He loved what he was doing. Yes, he was pleasuring her, but there was no way to miss how the man was reveling in the act.
Mia nearly came off the bed with the first long lick of his tongue. She gasped and looked down the length of her body. He was staring back up at her, his blue eyes hot as he devoured her. He parted her labia and his tongue dove deep.
He speared her, piercing her with long, deep thrusts of his tongue. His mouth encased her with heat.
So good. It felt so good. She wanted to buck against him, to force him to fuck her harder, give her more, but he was far too smart for that. His weight deliciously crushed her, pinning her and making it impossible to do anything but take his torture. He finally seemed to find some mercy. His hand moved up, callused fingers finding her clitoris, and he pressed down. He captured the slippery button and rubbed until she couldn’t hold back the wave a second longer.
Her whole body spasmed, tightening and then releasing in a grand wave of pleasure. It raced through her veins and took over her whole system. Her world narrowed down to him. There was only Case. His warm skin. His masculine scent. The sound of his groan as he finished making a meal of her.
He gave her one last lick and then got to his knees.
She watched with languid eyes as he rolled a condom over his big cock, stroking himself before he fell on her. His muscular body covered her own. He didn’t hold an ounce of his weight off her. It didn’t matter. She wanted it. Wanted to be pressed down by him, mastered by this one man. He was the only man she would ever allow to master her.
Case kissed her, his tongue going deep and giving her back the taste of her own arousal. She was there on his lips and tongue. She’d branded him as surely as he’d scorched her.
His cock pressed against her pussy. So big. So hot. She wanted that cock like she’d wanted nothing before. She needed Case inside her, their bodies connected.
Still, he seemed determined to take his time. He caught her face between his hands, his body weight controlling hers, his rope taking care of her hands. He held her face still as he kissed her over and over again. Case seemed to need control in a way she couldn’t completely understand. He overwhelmed her. He’d done it from the moment he’d walked into her life. It had scared her at first, but now it seemed like something to treasure because he was here with her. They were finally on the same page at the same time, and Mia threw away every reservation she had.