Authors: Katharine Kerr
David, a changeable number of ferrets, and a network of
writer friends on GEnie.
Sim held her breath and listened.
Was that her heart pounding so or the riders who followed her
and Julianne, her younger sister? A bush snapped. Then another.
It was riders, no doubt about it. For once the years of drought
worked in her favor. She quit holding her breath and gasped for
air. The two riders were getting much too close. Fear's acrid
taste was metallic in her mouth.
Fear is for the rabbits they hunt, not for me, she chided her-
self, pushing the fear aside. I've feared them since my first^iood
last spring. I won't fear them anymore!
She straightened from her crouch. Sneak and sprint, sneak and
sprint. That's how they had spent their night. The moon was now
long down and barren clouds hid the stars. Her eyes were tired
from peering back across what she knew were rolling grasslands.
Strain though she might, the blackness yielded no silhouettes for
her to see. She had to find someplace where she could talk to the
Goddess. They needed time.
"It will be light soon, Siir." The words were more gasps than
speech as Julianne fought to catch her breath, too. She was small
for her age and fragile from too many years of not enough to eat,
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yet she was tough. Siiri gave her that much. Julianne didn't give
up easily- "They'll see us before we find shelter."
Jutianne pointed to the northeast. A pale gray at the rim of the
sky hid behind the rise of foothills and backlit the jagged tops of
trees that were their goal. Behind on the still-dark parched plain
was Lord Duncan's Keep and their family in graves, dead of
neglect, overwork, and starvation. Ahead was the only place left
to go.
"We need to find someplace for me to work," Siiri panted.
"1*11 only need a minute to buy us some time, but I have to get
my breath."
A sneeze and a curse from a masculine voice reminded her of
who followed and how much sound carried in the predawn hush.
As their path rose to meet the treeline, they were passing through
thicker and thicker brush that snapped at a breath. They had to
be careful. She grabbed Julianne's hand, pulled her forward, try-
ing to find a trace without making the same amount of noise that
had given their pursuers away. Julianne pulled her off to the left
behind a bush.
"This will have to do, Siiri. Hurry."
Siiri concentrated on her lungs and thought them quiet. Help
me, Goddess, she prayed. Help us.
There was no answer. After a moment she heard the faint
whisper that usually told her that the Goddess was listening and
ready to help her now. If she could just think of a way for the
Goddess to help.
Siiri thought for a moment of what the old Herbwoman had
taught her. "For the Goddess' magic to work, you must think of
things she knows," the Herbwoman had said. "The Goddess will
show you how to work with it, but you have to focus on some-
thing natural and show her what you need done. If it is some-
thing she understands and it is within her power, she will help
you. But be careful what you ask. What may be clear to you may
not always be clear to the Goddess. And don't expect her answer
to be what you expected."
/ know, Siiri thought with anticipation. She imagined them
rested, their bellies frill, and the day ahead a relaxed run in the
foothills on a goat path sheltered by tall brush.
"Let's go," she whispered, hoping the Goddess would see this
image clearly. She began to run.
The stitch in her side began to relax and her breathing evened.
Siiri's feet found the well-wom goat trace with no brush or dried
grass to give the girls away. Julianne's breathing grew quieter,
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and her feet patted the ground more surely than before. Quietly
now, they ran on.
The next problem was the brothers who followed them. Siiri
let her feet move automatically as she thought of a small rock,
positioned so it would embed in soft hoof tissue. It would not be
enough to harm. The Goddess would not allow that. Behind her,
a horse screamed, tack jingling, and the man who rode it
thumped and whuffed on hard ground, brush breaking as he fell.
She heard curses and then ignored them.
Blessed Be, Goddess. She smiled and her parched lips cracked
anew. She promised to pray her thanks later and turned all focus
on the rise to the rocky foothills and the growing outline of trees.
They reached the edge of the thick evergreen wood just as they
could distinguish colors around them. The sky was turning the
heat-soaked dark gold of another rainless day. The needles on the
trees looked dull. The girls were tired and panting, but they were
as safe as possible until they were in Lord Edward's halls. The air
was thick with the day's heat when Siiri found a ring of six of the
biggest pine trees she had ever seen. On the far side of the ring,
against a rock outcropping, another of the huge trees had fallen
over, shattering at the base and creating a splintery tunnel to the
rock. The gap was just large enough for the two girls to slip
through. Limbs long dead seemed to beckon her.
"Over there, Julie."
"I don't like that, Siiri. If we're caught, there's nowhere to
go." Julianne stepped back and looked for some other cover.
"The Goddess will protect us. Trust her, Julie."
Julianne's look was skeptical. The eleven-year-old didn't much
trust in the Goddess' help. Why should she? The only family she
had left was Siiri. Julianne had only followed because her sister
had promised she would be safe and better off in Lord Edward's
Keep. She wished she could protect her little sister and not just
promise help of a Goddess who had seemed to forsake them in
the drought years.
Siiri had to tug on her sister, but in the end it was the sound
of brush cracking that encouraged Julianne to press her slender
body through the splinters and to hide behind and below the tree.
Siiri could barely see the ring. She hoped that no one out there
would be able to see them, either, once daylight shone through
the trees. For now, the light was mottled and it was much cooler
than they were used to. Brush cracked further away and Siiri re-
laxed a little. Maybe the brothers wouldn't be able to find them.
Siiri reverently pushed cobwebs aside to let her eyes get used
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to the dappling. Two large burls sat free on the ground and held
water for the girls to share. Siiri thanked the Goddess again, set-
^ tied her back against the tree and drank. Julianne sipped cau-
tiously and settled against the rock, carefully unwrapping the
small trifold of cloth that carried the only food they had. She
broke off a small piece of hard bread and offered it to Siiri.
"No, you go ahead. The Goddess will take care of me,"
she said, sounding more confident than she felt as she thought of
berries and nuts she would like to eat. "I think I'll explore a little
and see if I can see the brothers to be sure they've lost us."
Julianne shrugged and broke off another bite of bread. Siiri
slipped out the side of the tree and looked for anything she could
eat. It was light enough for her to find berries she had hoped for.
But with each step she felt the heat press on her. Cautiously, she
surveyed the ring. If she was where she thought she was, there
should be seven trees in the ring and this glade should be ver-
dant. It confused her that the Goddess would let Her dance of sa-
cred trees fall into the dead, dull, desiccated area before her. Siiri
picked a few nuts off the ground, picked up a downed branch,
and smoothed over their dusty tracks in the clearing. She
munched absently on more nuts as she squeezed carefully around
dried limbs and cracked heartwood to return to her sister.
"Are they close?" Julianne asked.
"I didn't hear or see them, but they can't be far away," Siiri
said absently, still concentrating on the tree and the Dance. "We
can hope they won't find us, but it would be easy to follow our
trail." Siiri looked up at the dull, heavy sky. She took another sip
from the burl. It was full again, even though she had emptied it
twice already. She wondered if her thirst would ever be slaked.
She was tired and she wanted to sleep the day away.
"Have we reached Lord Edward's land yet?" Julianne whis-
pered once the food was gone and her belly swollen.
"I don't know," Siiri replied honestly. "Goddess lands are sup-
posed to be greener than this. I think so, but we won't know until
we meet someone from the household. The brothers shouldn't
hunt us here. If Lord Edward catches them, 1 heard it would be
a very unpleasant death. The Goddess led us here, so I think this
is sacred ground...." Her whisper trailed off".
Julianne scowled at her sister and waited for her to continue.
Siiri sighed. "I guess this could be the Dance of the Seven
Maidens," she said. "The Herbwoman said the trees would be
bigger than usual, and I suppose this could be the seventh." Siiri
ran her hand lovingly along the fallen tree. It felt cold and dead
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to the touch. She wasn't used to having nature feel cold. Since
her firstblood, nature usually came alive at her touch. Without
knowing quite why, she began to cry quietly. "Such is the way
of these dry times," she told herself quietly. "Only the fittest sur-
vive."
"You're sure he'll take us in? With this drought, he'll not want
two more mouths to feed," Julianne said quietly after a moment.
Siiri realized that her sister had taken another meaning to her
comment.
The tears had already dried on Sim's cheeks, leaving a salty
channel to her chin. "I trust the Herbwoman," she said quietly
after another long silence- "She says I'll be safe and that Lord
Edward honors those who serve the Goddess and the old ways.
She says this drought is because so many now worship the new
Onegod. She doesn't think that His followers will believe much
longer if He doesn't fill their bellies. When the Goddess' lands
are strong again and Her ways are honored, then we will have
food for all. The Herbwoman said I could help now and that you
could probably help, too, if we can keep us both virgins, but
Lord Duncan and his sons have a reputation of leaving no hope
for the Goddess' ways to return. She said they mean to rape us
all." Siiri was quiet for a moment, letting her anger at the horrors
she witnessed subside.
Siiri looked around her again. "The Herbwoman said there are
many holy spots on Lord Edward's lands and he is careful to
keep them for the Goddess." Siiri stopped to think for a minute.
Then she giggled softly.
"What's so funny?" Julianne asked.
"I was just thinking. While we are both here, there is one
maiden too many in the Dance." As she said it, a cold breeze
blew along her spine. She looked over her shoulder. Nothing was
there except her misgivings. When she turned around, Julianne
was looking at her very strangely.
"Lord Edward will take us," she said softly, trying to regain
her composure. She had felt those cold chills before and didn't
like them. They always boded ill. "We can give him rain. God-
dess willing."
Julianne smiled- "You witch," she said softly, and tangled
slender fingers in Siiri *s mousy hair. Matched pairs of ice-green
eyes smiled at one another.
"Sleep if you can," Siiri whispered. She settled back, nestling
against the dead heartwood, and drowsed.
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Siiri awoke with a start. It took a few seconds before her
, pounding heart focused on what had jolted her awake. Before she
could cry out at the whuffling of horses scant paces from their
hollow tree and male voices shouting, a hand cupped over her
mouth.
"Shh," Julianne whispered "It's probably mid-moming, but
they're setting up camp on the far edge of the glade. There's no
way out if they don't leave. They're arguing about losing us.
They can't find trail marks."
Siiri nodded and tried to peek out without being seen. Her sis-
ter pulled her back. The sound of jingling tack alerted them to
the movements of the nervous horses.
"Don't," she whispered next to Sim's ear. "The glade is too
light now. It's Morgan and Robert."
"Just as I thought," Siiri whispered. "All he cares about is that
the youngest have some sport. So much is ruined in those inept
hands."
She fell silent as the young men stopped arguing with one an-
other. Siiri moved to peek around the edge of the tumble of rot-
ting roots. Into her field of vision stepped two lithe youths in
riding leathers. Morgan walked toward the horses- Robert was
setting a fire, despite the oppressive heat. She pressed against the
back of the tree and held her breath. Morgan returned to his
brother with a bulging skin and a ^ack of food.