Everlasting Sin (18 page)

“Every time I think about that night, I hate myself. I haven’t been able to function.” He sobbed. “I loved her, you know.”

“Is that why you became friendly with her mom?”

“Yes.” He nodded. “She’s a wonderful woman. She knows about that night and she forgives me. I couldn’t believe it, but she forgives me. That’s why I’m entering the fight. She’s going to lose her house. I need to get some money to help her.”

“Oh, Luke.” She held him tighter to her. “I wish you wouldn’t do this.”

“You can’t talk me out of it.” His voice was firm as he pulled away from her. “Ask your boyfriend. he’s already tried.”

“That I have.” I sighed and shook my head. “He won’t listen to reason.”

“But can you even fight?” Riley made a face. “Sorry, but I’ve never seen you—”

“Riley, shh.” I laughed as Luke looked hurt. “Now’s not the time to be asking if he can fight.”

“But isn’t that important?” Riley looked annoyed and then sighed. “I guess you know what you’re doing.”

“Yes, I do.” He nodded and gave me a smile. “Hudson’s going to train me.”

“What?” Riley’s jaw dropped. “Are you kidding me?”

“Nope.” I gave her a look. “He’s going to give me a hundred thousand for training him.”

“A hundred thousand from where?”

“His winnings.” I grinned. “I have someone who needs that money.”

“Oh?” She looked at me curiously.

“A friend of mine, Jamilah. You’ll meet her soon.”

“Okay.” She nodded, smiled, and walked over to kiss me on the cheek. “Just as long as she’s not an ex-girlfriend or something.”

I laughed. “She’s a kid.”

“What?” She looked confused again.

“Don’t worry. She’s not my kid.” I laughed again. “I’ll tell you more later.”

“Yes, dear.” She kissed me again, and I pulled her down so I could feel her warmth next to me.

“Okay, I think that’s my cue to leave.” Luke laughed and walked to the door. “So, I’ll see you next week?”

“Yup,” I nodded. “Start running. I want you running at least ten miles by the time we start training next week.”

“Okay.” He made a face, and I laughed.

“Now, get out of here. I want to kiss my girlfriend in private.”

“See you guys.” He left the room, and Riley just stared at me.

“I can’t believe any of that.” She shook her head. “When were you going to tell me?”

I groaned and closed my eyes. “Can we talk about something else?”

“What do you want to talk about?”

“How much you love me?” I opened my eyes and grinned up at her. “And how much I want to make love to you.”

“There’s no way I’m going to make love to you in your hospital bed.” She giggled.

“Why not? We’re sinners anyway.” I raised an eyebrow at her.

“Yeah, but not sinners who have sex in a hospital.”

“That’s what makes it so exciting.”

“You’re so bad, Hudson.” She shook her head. “And no, I’m not having sex with you here. There is no way in hell that is going to happen.”

I changed the subject and grabbed her hand. “You know, when I was unconscious, I had a dream.”

“Not of us having hospital sex?” She rolled her eyes.

“No, silly.” I laughed. “I had a dream that we got married.”

“Oh.” Her voice was soft, and I could see the surprise in her eyes.

“Yeah. I had a dream that we were married and we had kids. Only, I didn’t realize I was dreaming. I thought I was dead. And it made me sad. I thought I’m going to miss out on so much. I realized that I had so much life to live. So many regrets to give up. I realized that I needed to forgive myself. I couldn’t hold on to that pain and guilt forever.”

She nodded. “Yeah.”

“But I couldn’t quite seem to find my way out of the darkness. I thought,
This is it. I’m trapped here.
” My breath caught as I thought about what it had been like. “And then I heard an angel talking to me. It wasn’t the same sweet voice that had been speaking to me earlier. It was an angel that had wings and the face of the woman I loved. And as she kept talking to me, I felt something soft caressing me, like a butterfly. And I started warming up.”

“Oh.”

“And then the angel kissed me.” I caressed her cheeks and stared up at her, wondering how I had gotten so lucky. “And all of a sudden, the darkness was gone. And I knew as soon as I stared into her brown eyes that I had to make her mine.”

“Oh,” she repeated again breathlessly.

“Marry me, Riley. Please marry me. I don’t want to go another day without you in my life.”

“Oh, Hudson.” Tears fell from her eyes. “Of course I will marry you. I love you so much.”

“We’re in this together, my darling. You are my everlasting love.” I grabbed her around the waist and kissed her hard. “I don’t want to live life with any regrets any more. You’re the only one I’ve ever loved. You’ve been it for me forever. You’re my life, and I will spend my life showing you how much I love you.”

“You’re my everlasting love as well.” She kissed me hard. “And my everlasting sin.” She grinned, and I looked at the twinkle in her eye and then gasped as I felt her hand on my chest.

“Everlasting sin?”

“I’m going to make love to you,” she whispered in my ear. “Sit back and enjoy the ride, Mr. Blake.”

“I love you, Riley.”

“I know, my love. I know.” And then she winked at me and pushed me back.

I closed my eyes and laughed to myself. I’d never thought that when I’d picked on the little girl on the bus that one day we would eventually land up in love and about to spend the rest of our lives together. It seemed like it was the perfect ending to our story though. I was going to spend the rest of my life loving and protecting Riley. And I was going to have the time of my life making sure it was as good for her as it was for me.

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