Evil for Evil (11 page)

“Intersecting lines.”

“Yep. And that’s the only place that matters. Where the lines intersect. Don’t matter what country, because once they do, once you and that bullet finally meet up, you’re nowhere.” Pig was in Brennan’s left hand, his belly being rubbed smooth.

“Maybe they won’t intersect,” I said. Brennan looked up from his glass for the first time, and drew on his cigarette. He tilted his head and exhaled, then turned to look at me, his eyelids halfway shut against the smoky haze.

“I had you figured for a smart guy, Billy.”

I took a drink. It was my turn to stare into the foam. The GIs at the other table all laughed quick, nervous laughs. I’d seen it too, the eager-to-please grin, the darting eyes, the intense desire to learn the secret of staying alive, as if we were magicians who had learned a special trick.

“Pete,” I said. “Thornton wants to bring you in. He has the MPs out looking for you.”

“Why?”

“Couldn’t tell you. Why do you think?”

“I haven’t done anything.”

“Do you know Andrew Jenkins?”

“That bastard,” Grady said, setting down his glass with a thump. “That Unionist coward Jenkins? Why would a good lad like Pete know the likes of him?”

“I don’t know that he does, Grady. I do know that one of Jenkins’s trucks was used in the theft, and that he delivers foodstuffs to the base regularly. As he did this afternoon, right, Pete?”

“How would I know?”

“Because you saw him, or his truck, at least. Made you a little jumpy, according to Lieutenant Jacobson. Why would that be?”

He put Pig back into his pocket. “Jumpy? He’s wrong.”

I put the picture of Red Jack Taggart on the table. “Is this the man you saw with Eamonn, the red-haired guy?”

“Yeah, that’s him. Beady little eyes.”

“Old Red Jack himself,” Grady said. “I didn’t know he was up north.”

“Yeah, it’s him. Pete saw him in here with Eddie Mahoney.”

“Hey, I just had a drink with Eamonn once, that’s it.”

“Pete, if you have anything to be worried about, now would be a good time to let me know.”

“I got plenty of worries, but they’re all named Fritz or Hans. Now excuse me.”

I slid off the bench and let him by. He was heeled, as I was. Except for MPs, Brennan and I were the only two I’d seen walking around wearing sidearms on and off duty.

“Where’s your jeep?” I asked.

“Around back.”

“I didn’t see it anywhere, and I looked. Where?”

“Down a lane, behind a hedge. What do you care? Sir?”

“Well, Sergeant, it seems to me you’re hiding from someone. I have to wonder who.”

“Good night, Grady,” Brennan said. He ignored me and walked out with that rigid straight-legged walk of someone who knows he’s had too much to drink and is doing his damnedest not to show it.

CHAPTER • THIRTEEN

“THE CURSE OF the livin’ among the dead, that’s what the lad’s sufferin’ from,” declared Grady. “He believes everyone but him has a date with a bullet. It’s comical like, if you know what I mean. All a soldier wants to do is go on livin’, and there’s one who can’t stop, and it eats him up inside. Almost comical but it fails the test,” Grady said.

“What test?”

“No one’s laughing, boy.” With that he let out a wheezy string of air, more sigh than laugh. Grady O’Brick’s hair was gray and his face lined and pale. His shirt was worn at the collar and elbows. A ragged scarf hung around his neck against the chill. His glass was empty and the look in his eyes said he was too proud to admit he was broke.

“This is good ale,” I said. “Will you have another with me?”

“That’s kind of you, boy, I will. They teach good manners in America.”

“My folks tried their best,” I said, and brought the empty glasses over to Tom. I wasn’t thirsty, I was tired, but I knew Grady would be more talkative with a fresh pint to lubricate his tongue. While Tom pulled our pints, I watched the four GIs trying to figure out the British coins. Farthings, pence, and shillings were spread out on the table as they ran their fingers over them, arguing about their worth. It made me feel like an old hand, and as I confidently thumbed out shillings to pay for my ales, I realized I was older than these guys. They looked nineteen or twenty tops. When I was their age I was still wearing blue, and now here we were in khaki and brown, the only difference between us an easy familiarity with English coins and killing men.

That depressed me. I’d been shot at, either directly or indirectly, and I was far away from anyone who cared about me, if Diana still did. I was in the country of my ancestors, but on the wrong side of the border. One of the few people who had treated me decently was dead, and the closest I’d gotten to finding the BARs was the business end of one. I shuffled back to the table and slid onto the bench. Cool foaming bubbles spilled onto my hands as I set down the glasses.

“
Sláinte
,” I said, toasting Grady.

“And to your health too, Billy,” Grady said. “Best you look to keep it.”

“Couldn’t agree with you more,” I said. “Tell me, Grady, do you think Pete is hiding from Jenkins?”

“There’s plenty good folk who fear to speak to the man. Any Catholic who wanders lost into his neighborhood in Armagh is not likely to leave alive. Those streets and alleys belong to the Red Hand. Jenkins is a devil, a man filled with hate, the worst of a bad lot.”

“I’d bet there are some Catholic neighborhoods a Protestant should be afraid to walk in.”

“Maybe, maybe. But here in the north there’s no justice for a Catholic. The RUC are as likely to kill us as arrest us, and they turn a blind eye to Jenkins and his crew. Some say the Red Hand gets their arms directly from the RUC and the British army. It’s a bad business all round.”

Grady shook his head and took a drink. I did too, and the fresh, sharp taste of the ale cut through my weariness.

“You didn’t really answer my question.”

“Pete’s a good lad who’s been through a lot. Why not leave him be?”

I wasn’t getting anywhere with my questions, so I thought I’d circle around and come at them from another direction. “You’ve been through a lot too,” I said, glancing at his hands.

“Aye, but that was long ago.”

“What happened?”

“I was a young man, that’s what happened,” Grady said, offering a sad smile that faded as quickly as it came. “I had ideals, and I was ready to die for a free Ireland. After the Easter Rising, I joined the IRA. They had us training out in the hills, climbing Slieve Donard, showing us how to set up ambushes, that sort of thing. A lot of foolishness, we all thought. We wanted guns, and we wanted to fight the British and the Loyalists too.”

“Did you get them?” I asked, as Grady wet his whistle.

“Oh, aye, we got them. We’d been broken down into cells, as they called them. Ten lads in my cell, and the only person who knew anything was the man in charge, to best keep plans secret, you know.

Everyone in the IRA swore to keep secrets, and everyone told their pals and mothers everything. But Mick the Master, he took it all serious.”

“Mick the Master?”

“Aye. Mick O’Flaherty. He was foreman on a Protestant farm, and that’s what everyone called him. And it fit, let me tell you.”

The door opened, and a couple of local fellows came in. Grady’s eyes darted over them, to Tom the barkeep, and then back to me. He leaned in, his voice lower.

“We did get our guns. Mick the Master got an Enfield rifle; the rest of us got pistols or old shotguns. They weren’t much, but we put them to good use. We raided police stations, ambushed Black and Tans, and built up our own arsenal. Mick the Master knew his job well, and he made sure we followed all the rules. Never say nuthin’ is what he told us. Not a word to anyone outside the cell, not even to brag you were in the IRA. We went about our work like there was no war at all. Some of the boys didn’t like the idea of folks thinkin’ them cowards for not joining up but Mick didn’t care. When we’ve won, he’d say, then everyone will know. One lad, he couldn’t wait. He told a girl, and she told her da, and he told Mick.”

“What happened?”

“Mick took him out into the hills and came back alone.”

“He killed him?”

“Executed him. Difference bein’ it was war, and the poor lad had to die so’s none of us would do the same, and get everyone killed. To be fair to Mick, it worked, in a way.”

“But someone talked?”

“I’ll get to that, but I think I’ll be needin’ a whiskey to tell that tale. It’s not something I speak out loud more than once a decade.”

I got a double whiskey from Tom. The GIs had left, and the pub was quiet. Soft clinks of glass on glass, the strike of a match, and an occasional word from Tom to the two men seated by the door were the only sounds in the room. I set the glass in front of Grady and waited. He wrapped his ruined fingers around it, watching the amber liquid swirl and settle.

“Mick the Master told us we’d become famous among the IRA chiefs. The Black and Tans hunted for us but no one could tell them a thing. That was bad for those the bastards questioned, since they didn’t stop until they got what they wanted. If you had nothin’ to give, then too bad for you. But that’s not the point. Do you know what a Lewis gun is?”

“Sure. British machine gun.”

“Aye. Lightweight, easy to move and set up. Perfect for an ambush. Spray the lead vehicle and it stops dead, with the others bunched up behind. We wanted one, and the IRA command gave it us. They also sent crates of Enfields for us to hide, since we kept our secrets so well. We had our own arms dump, hidden in the ruins of a burned-out house in the hills. It was there we hid the Lewis gun, its ammunition, and the rifles. We took the Lewis gun out often, and let me tell you, it was a frightful thing to see so many men killed so quick. I was nearly ashamed of myself at how I enjoyed seeing them Black and Tans go down. I cheered, I have to say. That Lewis gun, it made all the difference. It was my job to keep it clean and well oiled. I knew it better than anyone.”

Grady stopped, raised the glass to his lips, frowned, and put it down. He shook his head, his eyes narrowing. I thought he might weep. He rubbed his thin fingertips over his eyes, sighing as he did.

“The peat, you know. It’s a lovely aroma, but it stings the eyes, it does. I shouldn’t complain, though, it keeps me warm and I make some money with it when there’s no other work.”

“You dig peat?”

“Aye, in the bog back of my place. Dig it, cut it, dry it, haul it to my croft, stack it in ricks high as a man, and sell it to folks all around here. My peat is glorious, black as coal, the best in County Down.”

“Sounds like hard work,” I said. He nodded in agreement as he took a drink, smacked his lips, and set the glass down.

“Now where was I? The Lewis gun, aye. One night, we set up outside the RUC station in Downpatrick. We were waiting for a patrol to come back. Didn’t have the Lewis gun on that job, it was to be a quick volley with the rifles, and then disappear. It was a good plan but we had no luck that night. The police came on as we thought they would, and we cut them down. What we didn’t know was that a column of Black and Tans were on the road behind us, makin’ for the station themselves. They heard the gunshots and came on at a run. I took a bullet in the leg. Two other boys were shot dead, the rest got away. I was draggin’ myself after them when the bastards got me.”

“Last call,” Tom said from the bar. I waved him off, and waited for Grady to go on.

“They beat me somethin’ fierce, which I can understand. They brought a doctor in for my leg, and then I knew I was in deep trouble. They weren’t going to kill me, which meant they had somethin’ worse in mind. They wanted the arms dump, you know. A British officer came into my cell, and he knew more about us than I thought he would. He knew of the Lewis gun, of course, but he also knew of the arms dump. He didn’t know Mick the Master so he must’ve got that from someone higher up than him. It was the arms dump they wanted.”

“They did that to your hands?”

“That British officer weren’t no toff, I’ll tell you. He didn’t mind some work with pliers. He had me tied to a chair, my hands bound to the arms. Then he pulled the first nail before he even asked a question, just to show me he meant business, so he said.”

He stopped for another drink. The two men left the pub, a cold wind blowing into the room as they opened the door.

“Then he asked me where the arms dump was. I didn’t answer, so he went to work on the next finger.” Grady looked at his left hand, and winced at the memory. “He told me he was doin’ me a favor, starting on this hand, so I could save my right hand if I wanted to. I told him the joke was on him, I’m left-handed. We actually laughed, can you believe it? He said I should tell them everything right then, that no one lasted through ten fingers anyway.”

“But you did.”

“Oh, Billy Boyle, it was terrible, I tell you. But there was the Lewis gun, and I couldn’t give it up. The rifles, yes, on the second finger I would’ve taken them there myself. If not for the Lewis gun, I would’ve told them all. It was hard work on the officer, and as he moved to the other hand, he grew angry. I was screaming bloody murder, and that got him all worked up too. Finally, there was only one thumb left untouched, and the pain was unbearable. He took to smashing each finger after the nail was pulled, and that hurt like the devil and wouldn’t stop either. I couldn’t help myself. I told them, I gave up the Lewis gun.”

Grady took a drink, one swallow, then another.

“I gave up the Lewis gun. That officer was so mad I hadn’t done it sooner that he took the last nail just for spite. To teach me a lesson, he said.”

“I’m sorry,” I said. I didn’t know what else to say.

“Well, that weren’t the worst of it. The next day they put me in a truck and gathered up some prisoners from other stations, to take us all to some prison or other they had set up. The convoy was ambushed, and the sound of a Lewis gun broke my heart. But I got away in the confusion. I hid out and made contact with one of my cell. But Mick the Master would have none of me. He knew I’d talked, since the Black and Tans had cleared out the arms dump and killed three lads who happened to be there. He drummed me out of the IRA and told me I was lucky he didn’t put a bullet in my head.”

“You went through all that, and he kicked you out?”

“That he did. And after the treaty was signed he let it be known what I’d done. I was persona non grata, as they say.”

“He sounds like a son of a bitch.”

“A hard man, aye. Those were hard times, as are these.”

“You don’t sound angry,” I said, wishing I’d ordered my own whiskey at last call.

“I was, for a long time. Now I find myself thinking about the Lewis gun most of all. As if maybe it was recompense, for everything I’d done with it, all the lives I took, even though they were Black and Tans for the most part. If I hadn’t hung on to it, this wouldn’t have happened to my hands. To Mick the Master, ten fingernails or one, it made no difference.”

“What happened to him?”

“He was protreaty, so he joined the new Free Irish State police. The antitreaty IRA ambushed and shot him. It was a bad end for all.”

“You weren’t involved in the Civil War?”

“No, it took me a while to recuperate. When I did, I tried to find the antitreaty boys, since I thought all of our own country is what we deserved. But around here, no one wanted me. Mick the Master had poisoned the well, and even his new enemies remembered I’d been the one to give up the Lewis gun. To this very day, there’s folks here who won’t speak to me.”

“Why didn’t you move south, to the Republic?”

“Strange as it may sound, this is home, I couldn’t leave. Even with all the bad memories and too damn many Loyalists about. It’s not so bad if I keep to myself and do what work comes my way. Ah, but if not for the Lewis gun . . .”

We sat together for a long time and said nothing else as the echo of Grady’s last sentence, uttered with a sigh and a glance at his terrible fingertips, slowly died between us.