Fade Out (3 page)

It was Amelie’s bracelet, the one she wore clasped around her left wrist, the one she couldn’t remove, that reminded people who it was Claire worked for (and reminded Claire, every second).

It was supposed to be gold, but its center was now pale white, as if it had turned to crystal.

Or ice.

It was smoking in the air, so cold it was giving off its own mist.

“We need to get it off,” Shane said, and turned her wrist over, looking for a clasp. Claire tried to tell him there wasn’t one, but he wasn’t listening. “Michael, it’s cold, man. It’s really cold. Something’s really wrong.”

They were all out of their chairs now, gathered around her. Michael touched the bracelet, drew back, and locked gazes with Shane. “It doesn’t come off,” Michael said.

“I don’t give a crap if it’s not supposed to come off!” Shane snapped. “Help me!”

“It won’t do any good. It’s a Founder’s bracelet.” Michael grabbed Shane’s arm when Shane tried to yank on the bracelet. “Dude, listen! You can’t get it off! All we can do is get to Amelie. She can take it off.”

“Amelie,” Claire repeated, and tried to control her violent shaking so she could get the words out. The whole world seemed to be turning to ice, cold and toxic. “Something—wrong—with—Amelie—”

Shane glared at Michael. “Let go.” When Michael did, he kept on glaring. “Shouldn’t you know if something was wrong with Amelie, you being her demonic spawn and everything?”

“It’s not like that,” Michael said, although anger was starting to build in his blue eyes and in the set of his face. “I’m not her spawn.”

“Not arguing the demonic part? Whatever you call it. She made you a vampire. Can’t you tell if she’s in trouble?”

“You’re confusing vampires with Spider-Man,” Michael shot back, but he’d already left the fight and was pulling out his cell phone. A one-button press, and he was talking, but not to Shane. “Oliver. Are you with Amelie? No? Where is she?”

Whatever the answer, he snapped the phone shut without answering, locked eyes with Shane, and said, “Let’s go.”

“W-w-wait,” Claire managed to say, and grabbed for Shane’s arm. “Wh-wh-where—”

“My question, too. Where are you going? Because I’m going with,” Eve said, and jumped up to grab her patent leather skull purse.

“No, you’re not. Someone needs to stay with Claire.”

“Then she’s going with. Womenfolk don’t stay behind anymore, Mikey; it’s so last century,” Eve said, and Claire nodded. She thought she did, anyway; it was hard to tell, with all the shaking. “Right. Up you go, kiddo.”

The ride in Michael’s car felt like a nightmare. Eve had brought loads of blankets, and Claire was almost smothering under them, but she was still cold, and getting colder, as if her thermostat had gone drastically wrong. Her skin was turning white, her fingernails and lips blue.

She was starting to look . . . dead.

Even if she’d been trying to look where they were going, it wouldn’t have done any good; Michael’s car was vampire-standard, with ultratint on the windows. Human eyes couldn’t get anything but murky hints of lights through it, so she just kept her attention on taking another breath, and another.

“Hey, Michael?” she heard Eve say. “Like, soon, okay?”

“I’m already breaking the speed limit.”

“Go faster.”

A surge of acceleration pressed Claire back in her seat. Shane was holding her, but she couldn’t feel it. She’d stopped shivering now, which felt better, but she was also very, very tired, barely able to stay awake. At least the shaking had been something she could hold on to, but now there was nothing but cold, and silence. Everything seemed to be moving away from her, leaving her behind.

“Hey!” She felt something, a flash of heat against her skin, and opened her eyes to see Shane’s face inches away. He looked scared. His hands were on her cheeks, trying to force heat into her. “Claire! Don’t close your eyes. Stay with me. Okay?”

“Okay,” she whispered. “Tired.”

“I see that. But don’t you go away from me, you hear me? Don’t you even think about it.” He stroked her skin, her hair, with hands that shook almost as much as she had before. “Claire?”

“Here.”

“I love you.” He said it quietly, almost a whisper, a secret between the two of them, and she felt a burst of what was almost warmth travel through her chest. “You hear me?”

She managed a nod, and thought she smiled.

Michael brought the car to a quick, sliding stop, and was out of the car before Claire could register that they’d arrived at their destination. “Hey!” Eve protested, and scrambled out after him. Shane opened the back and lifted Claire out in his arms—or rather, lifted the bundle of laundry that Claire felt like, wrapped in half a dozen blankets.

Moonlight fell blue-white over grass, trees, and headstones.

They were at Morganville’s official cemetery—Restland. “Crap,” Shane breathed. “Not my idea of a great night out, you know? Claire? Still with us?”

“Yes,” she said. She actually felt a little better, and didn’t know why. Not good, of course. But not going away anymore.

Ahead, she could see that Michael and Eve were making their way together through the maze of leaning tombstones, crosses, and marble statues. A big white mausoleum dominated the hill at the top, but they weren’t going that way—they veered off to the right.

Claire thought she knew where they were heading. “Sam,” she whispered. Shane pulled in a breath, let it out, and headed in that direction, too.

It had been months since Sam Glass, Michael’s grandfather, had died . . . given his life to save them all, really, but most especially Amelie. He was, as far as Claire knew, the only vampire buried here in the cemetery; he’d had a real service, real mourners, and he was maybe the only vampire Morganville had ever had who was universally liked and respected by both sides.

But he’d been loved, too—by Amelie. By vampire standards, Amelie and Sam’s had been a whirlwind relationship; he’d been born in Morganville, hadn’t even been a hundred years old when he’d died, but from what Claire had seen, it had been an old-style, intense love affair, and one they’d tried to deny themselves more than once.

They found Amelie kneeling at his grave.

From a distance, she looked like one of the marble angels—pale, dressed in white, unmoving. But her long, pale blond hair was down, falling in waves around her face and down her back, and the icy wind lifted and fluttered it like a flag.

As cold as Claire felt, Amelie looked far colder. There was no grief in her expression. There was nothing—just . . . nothing. She didn’t seem to see them as the four stopped near her; she didn’t move, or speak, or react in any way.

“Hey,” Shane said. “Stop it, whatever you’re doing. You’re hurting Claire.”

“Am I?” Amelie’s voice came slowly, and it seemed somehow distant, too, as if she were miles away but speaking through the body in front of them. “Your pardon.”

She didn’t move. She didn’t say anything else. Shane and Michael exchanged looks, and Michael clearly got the message that if he didn’t do something, Shane would, and it wouldn’t be pretty.

Michael reached out for Amelie, to help her up. And she turned on him, suddenly and completely alive and viciously enraged, eyes flaring bloodred in her stark white face, fangs snapping down in place in sharp, lethal angles. “Do not touch me, boy!”

He stepped off, holding up both hands in surrender. Amelie glared at him—at all of them—for another few seconds, and then returned her stare to the grave in front of her. The red swirled away, leaving her eyes pale gray and once again, distant.

Amelie’s surge of rage had burned through Claire like summer, driving off the chill for a moment. She squirmed in Shane’s arms, and he let her down. Claire shed blankets, except for the last one, and crouched down across from Amelie, facing her over the grave.

Amelie looked right through her, even when Claire lifted her wrist and showed her the bracelet. The gold was frosting over again, already, and Claire felt the insidious chill coming back.

“You’re a coward,” Claire said.

Amelie’s eyes snapped into focus on her. No other reaction, but that alone was enough to make Claire want to shut up and take it all back.

She didn’t. Instead, she took a deep breath and forged on. “You think Sam wants you to sit here and wish yourself to death? I mean, I get that you’re hurting. But it’s just so high school.”

Amelie frowned, very faintly—just a tiny wrinkle of her brow. “What happened to your face?”

Oh. The burns. “Forget about me. What’s going on with you? It feels—so cold.”

While she was talking, she realized there was something strange about Amelie’s hands. She was wearing gloves . . . dark ones. No, that wasn’t it. There were spots of white skin showing through the . . .

The blood. Her hands were covered with blood. And there were slashes on her wrists, deep ones. Those should have healed, Claire thought as her skin tightened all over her body, and she shivered in panic-shock. She had no idea why Amelie’s wounds stayed open, and kept on bleeding; vampires just didn’t do that.

But Amelie had found a way. And that meant she was trying to kill herself, for real. This wasn’t some melodramatic cry for help. She hadn’t expected help, or looked for it.

That was why she’d been angry.

Claire felt a burst of absolute terror. What do I do? What do I say? She looked up at Michael, but he was standing behind and away from Amelie—he couldn’t see what she saw.

Eve, though, did. And unlike Claire, she didn’t hesitate. She flopped down on her knees on the cold grass next to Amelie, grabbed the vampire’s left arm, and turned it so her wrist faced upward. There was something sticking out of the cut, and Claire might have gone a little faint when she realized that Amelie had stuck a silver coin into the wound to keep it from healing.

Eve pulled it out. Amelie shuddered, and in seconds, the cut sealed itself, and the blood stopped flowing.

“Idiot child!” she snarled, and shoved Eve back as she reached for the other arm. “You don’t know what you’re doing!”

“Saving your life? No, I pretty much get the concept. Now behave. Bite me and I swear I’ll stake you.”

Amelie’s eyes swirled red, then went back to their normal, not-quite-human gray. “You have no stake.”

“Wow, you’re literal. Maybe I don’t have one now, but just wait. You bite me, and it is on, bitch. . . . I don’t mean you’re a bitch; it’s just an expression. You know?” Eve’s chatter was only meant to distract. While she was talking, she took Amelie’s right arm and pulled the silver coin out of that cut, too.

The flow of blood from Amelie’s hands into the dirt of the grave slowed to a drip, then stopped.

And Claire felt the chill inside her own body fade, too, as Amelie healed. Finally, she could feel her life again—the heat in her body, the beating of her heart. She wondered if that was how Amelie felt all the time—that icy winter silence inside.

If it was, she understood why Amelie was here.

The night rattled through the branches of the trees and swirled Amelie’s pale hair around her face, hiding her expression. Claire watched the wounds on the vampire’s arms fade from red slashes to pale lines, then to nothing.

“What the hell were you doing?” Michael asked.

Amelie shrugged. “It’s an old custom,” she said. “Offering blood to the lost. It takes will and ingenuity to do it properly.”

“Don’t forget stupidity,” Eve said. “That kind of thing would kill most people, never mind most vampires.”

Amelie slowly nodded. “It might have.” Michael, who’d been more appalled than any of them, from the look on his face, finally found something to say. “Why?” he asked. “Why would you do this? Because of Sam?”

That actually got a smile, or at least a suggestion of one, on her pale lips. “Your grandfather would be very angry with me if he thought he was the cause. He’d think me a helpless romantic.”

Eve snorted.“There’s romantic, then there’s dramatic, and then there’s moronic. Guess which this would be.”

Amelie’s smile faded, and some of the spark came back into her eyes. She lifted her chin, staring down her nose at Eve. “And you do not wake up daily and paint on your clown makeup, knowing it sets you apart from your fellows? What’s the phrase your generation uses? It takes one to know one?”

“I’m pretty sure that phrase was hot about fourteen generations back, but yeah, I get your point. And I may be into drama, but hey, at least I’m not a cutter.”

“A what?”

“A cutter.” Eve pointed to Amelie’s bloody wrists. “You know, bad poetry, emo music, I have to hurt myself to feel, because the world’s so awful?”

“That isn’t why—” Amelie fell silent a moment, then slowly nodded. “Perhaps. Perhaps that is how I feel, yes.”

“Well, too damn bad,” Eve said, and there was some freaky chill in her voice that made Claire blink. “You want to waste away by your lover’s grave, go for it. I’m Goth; I get it. But don’t you dare drag Claire along with you, or I’ll chase you down in hell and stake you there.”

Even Shane was staring at Eve now as if he’d never seen her before. Claire opened her mouth to say something, and couldn’t for the life of her figure out what it would be. The silence went on, and on, and finally Amelie turned her head toward Claire and said, “The bracelet. It warned you of my—situation.”

“Warned her? It almost killed her,” Shane said. “You were taking her with you. But you knew that, right?”

Amelie shook her head. “I did not.” She sighed, and she looked very young, and very human. And, Claire thought, very tired. “I had forgotten that such a thing could happen, though now I think on it, it is very possible. I must apologize to you, Claire. You are feeling better now?”

Claire was still cold, but figured that it had more to do with the icy wind and the cold ground than any magic. She nodded and tried not to show any shivers. “I’m fine. But you lost a lot of blood.”

Amelie shrugged, just a tiny roll of her shoulders, as if it didn’t matter. “I will recover.” She didn’t sound overly thrilled about it. “Leave me now. I have amends to make to Samuel.”

“You can bleed all over his grave some other time,” Eve said. “Come on, lady. Up. Let’s get you home.”

She reached out, and once again, Amelie let herself be touched. Odd, Claire thought; Michael was the vampire, but Amelie trusted Eve more right now. Michael was feeling that, too; there was a complicated look on his face, mostly worry.

“No biting,” Eve said, as she helped Amelie to her feet. The vampire gave her a withering look. “Hey, all my teachers said that repetition was the only way to learn. You got a car or something?”

“No.”

“Um . . . what about your people? Lurking in the shadows, preferably with a limo?”

Amelie raised a single white eyebrow. “If I had brought an entourage, surely they might have objected to my purpose here.”

“The dramatic death scene? Yeah, guess so. Okay, then, we’ll give you a ride. Blood bank first, right?”

“Unless you are offering a donation.”

“Ugh. No. And don’t even look at Claire, either.”

“Me neither,” Shane put in. “Homie don’t play that.”

“I wonder, sometimes, if your generation speaks English at all,” Amelie said. “But yes, if you would drive me to the blood bank, you may leave me there safely enough. My people”—she gave it just enough of an ironic edge to let them know she found it as funny to say as they did—“will find me there.”

They were walking away from Sam’s grave, moving slowly and in a tight group, when a shadow stepped out from behind the big marble mausoleum at the top of the hill. It was a vampire, but not the kind Claire was used to seeing around Morganville; this one looked like he lived rough, and without access to showers or personal-grooming equipment.

He also didn’t look quite sane.

“Amelie,” the man said—at least Claire thought it a man, but it was tough to be sure with the tangle of hair that hadn’t been combed since the last century, and the shapeless mass of dirty clothes, topped by a filthy raincoat. “Come to visit your peasants and distribute charity, like olden times?” He had a thick accent, English maybe—but rough, too, not like Oliver’s refined voice. “Oh, please, mistress, alms for the poor?” And he laughed. It was a dry, hollow sound, and it grew . . . until it came from all around them, from out of the darkness.

There were more of them out there.

Michael turned, staring into the night; maybe he could see something, but to Claire it was all just shadows and tombstones, and that laughter. Shane put his arm around her.

Amelie shook off the support of Eve’s arm and stepped out from their little group. “Morley,” she said. “I see you crawled out of your sewer.”