Fatal Courage: Shadow Force International, Book 3 (Shadow Force International Romantic Suspense Series) (29 page)

“Ruby,” he called, running to catch up to her. “Ruby, stop!”

She didn’t seem to hear him, her hands flying out to hit the bar on the door before she shoved it open. Somewhere behind him, Jax heard an alarm blare.

A few strides and he hit the door as well, heaving it open and taking the stairs that led topside two at a time. “Ruby! Stop. Where are you going?”

He caught her as she stepped outside, but he didn’t yank her back when he saw the panic on her face.

“I’m okay,” she insisted around gasps. The door banged closed behind them. “Just a little claustrophobic.”

He pulled her in close, snugging her body against his as he stared out at the indigo night. “Since when are you claustrophobic?”

She tried to laugh. The sound she made was more of a wheeze. “Since Palestine. Long story. I’ll tell you some day.”

He planned to hold her to it. They were close to the Wisconsin border, nothing but bluffs on one side, wide open prairie on the other. The secret clinic burrowed into and under one of the bluffs, providing a very secure fortress, completely obscured to the human eye.

They were safe here, hidden away. Still, hyperawareness of his surroundings had been embedded in his psyche from SEAL training. He quickly scanned the area, seeing nothing but the quarter moon and a blanket of stars over their heads.

Somewhere in the distance, a brook hiccupped and chirped. A chorus of night insects and frogs filled the humid air with comforting sounds.

Ruby gulped air, her hands delving into this shirt and gripping it tightly. He glanced down and saw the taut strain on her face.

Definitely hyperventilating even though she wasn’t underground anymore. “Breathe,” he told her. “Inhale. One…two…three. Now exhale twice as long. One…pause…two…pause…three. Do it again.”

Beatrice and Hunter’s little mind trick worked. Ruby’s breathing stabilized, her eyelids fluttered open, and her face relaxed. But she didn’t let go of his shirt.

He rubbed her back, scanning her face as if he could figure out what had caused this sudden panic attack. She stared back, her eyes giving nothing away.

Easing her around so she could see the prairie before them, he encircled her in his arms and held her back close to his front. It wasn’t a white room, but it would do.

He dropped a kiss onto the top of her head. “Nothing but wide, open space out here. Nothing closing in around you except my arms, sweetheart.”

They stayed like that for long moments, her head resting against his collarbone.

It wasn’t that he didn’t believe her about Palestine but he suspected her panic attack had been more about something else. Perhaps the news that Izala was hunting her.

She surprised him when she spun inside his arms, then went up on her tiptoes and laid a kiss on him. Though completely unexpected, he wasn’t about to look a gift horse in the mouth. Parting her lips with his, he poured what he was feeling for her into the simple act of kissing her back.

They stayed that way for long moments, Ruby’s breathing becoming heavier, more rapid again. This kind of rapid breathing had nothing to do with panic, however. She slipped her tongue inside his mouth and,
bam
, just like always, his body felt that zip of electricity pass between them that happened every time they touched.

How long they stayed that way, he didn’t know. Someone came out the door, saw them making out, and went back in, assured that the security breach was nothing more than a pair of lovers looking for some privacy.

Beatrice would still have his hide for standing outside in the open, even though there was no threat of them being seen unless the dead guys were zombies and had somehow managed to follow them.

When Ruby finally stopped molesting him, he was a bit disappointed, but he needed to know what else Hayden had said and why that had sent her sprinting for the exit. If he hadn’t been there to stop her, how far would she have gone?

She licked her lips and looked down as he slipped a piece of her hair behind her ear. “What happened, Ruby? Why did you freak out and run?”

Turning away, she glanced out over the prairie and bit her bottom lip. “That was unprofessional, huh? Having a panic attack like that. It’s just…”

“Just what? Did Hayden say something?”

“He did indeed,” she said on a chuckle. There was no humor in it though. “He told me why he killed the man we believed was Al-Safari and why Al-Safari is now here, in America, coming after him.”

Her tone left no doubt in Jax’s mind that he wasn’t going to like what he was about to hear. Sliding a hand into hers, he interlaced their fingers, hoping to let her know that no matter what it was, he was there for her. He wouldn’t let her down. “Why?”

“Izala found out Elliot and Keon James were searching for Commander Pierce. He offered them a deal that El refused to take.”

“What kind of deal?”

“He would give them Commander Pierce in exchange for someone of equal value.”

Jax’s stomach dropped. “You.”

She nodded. “Al-Safari—the real one—somehow found out about me, about my assignment to hunt down Izala. I guess Izala saw me at some point while he was keeping tabs on Elliot. He likes experts—he…
collects
them, you might say. He figured adding a top CIA operative to his collection would give him even more power to bring down the US.”

Jax’s jaw went wild as he sheered enamel off his teeth. “He wanted to do more than that, I’m sure.”

“I suppose he did. He offered El a deal. When Elliot refused, Al-Safari let his double be caught so he could lay a trap.”

Her dark eyes lifted to meet his. “Elliot did, in fact, kill that man we believed was Al-Safari, Jax. He killed him because the man was going to kidnap me and take me to Izala.”

Chapter Twenty

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B
EATRICE
S
UFFERED
S
ILENTLY
through her third checkup in less than twelve hours as her midwife, Maria, chastised her. Not for flying this late in her pregnancy, but for flying off to Chicago without her. Apparently Maria loved the Windy City—at least from what she’d seen on her favorite TV shows—and wanted to visit.

Cal, on the other hand, was not so open minded about the whole thing. He stood, arms crossed, glaring down at Beatrice as she lay on the couch with her feet propped up at one end while Maria went on and on about her favorite episodes of some show about Chicago firemen.

Beatrice waited for Cal to cut off Maria’s litany, but he didn’t, his SEAL training evident in his considerable patience. Behind his hard eyes, Beatrice saw the vexation and displeasure he held in check. His mouth was a hard line; his stance one of controlled outrage.

Arguing with her would only lead him to more irritation and frustration; he knew it and so did she. Her logic was hard to beat in most instances, and sometimes, during their arguments, she gave in out of love for him. She didn’t need to always win, especially since she knew she was always right.

This time, she might not give in. She hadn’t decided. She and the baby were healthy. Jax and Ruby had needed help—and yes, some of the others could have helped them, but Beatrice had first-hand knowledge of the people and experience in the situations the two of them were facing. Direct knowledge and experience that not everyone on the SFI team possessed. She’d felt it imperative to join them in the field and make sure her operative and his charge didn’t end up in some secret, off-the-books, government prison…or worse.

“She’s doing great,” Maria announced to Cal. “I do need to check to see how far dilated she is, but everything else is copacetic.”

“Later,” Cal said, ushering the woman toward the door. “B and I need to talk and then she needs some sleep. We’ll head back to Chicago at first light and take the plane home. Sound good?”

He didn’t wait for her reply, shoving her out of the room and closing the door behind her.

“You could at least help her find a room so she can catch some sleep too,” Beatrice said, feeling sluggish, even after her nap. While she’d actually enjoyed the excitement with Jax, Ruby, Zeb, and Trace, it had been a long day—and night.

The edge of the couch dipped under Cal’s weight as he sat next to her and took one of her hands. “What am I going to do with you, woman?”

“Keep loving me and don’t have a hemorrhage over this trip. I’m fine to fly and I needed to make sure Jax didn’t end up dead. He and Agent McKellen are in deeper than they realize.”

Cal started to say something—no doubt to argue—but stopped himself. “Tell me what’s going on.”

She gave him a brief update, loving him for understanding her need to be in the middle of this. That’s what strong, decent husbands like Cal did. They looked at it from a logical, non-emotional angle, saw the validity in it, and put aside their frivolous emotional turmoil. Which was all this was. As Maria, Jax, and Dr. Oswalo had all insisted, she was healthy as a horse and the baby was still MIA.

Speaking of, the baby moved every time he heard Cal’s voice. Beatrice moved Cal’s hand to her stomach as he spoke next. “Your expertise in these things is superior to everyone, B, but…whoa.”

His face lit up as he felt the baby kick. “She’s giving you hell, isn’t she?” he said, grinning.

“
He
is happy you’re here.”

Their ongoing argument over the sex of the child didn’t stop Cal from continuing to scold her. “Couldn’t you have simply called Jax and given him the lowdown? Did you really think it necessary to fly all the way here and hunt him down?”

At a particularly sharp kick, she laid her hand next to his. “I know you think I’m taking a risk here, but I’m not. I would never put our child in danger.”

“And yet, Zeb told me you took gunfire from pursuers before you arrived here at the clinic.”

Damn man. “I—we,”—she rubbed her stomach around his hand—“we were all behind bulletproof material with Trace at the wheel. The baby and I couldn’t have been safer.”

The corners of his mouth tipped down, but no argument ensued. Trace was the ultimate bodyguard, which was why Cal had assigned him to her. With his superior skills and capabilities, nothing and no one would get through him.

Zeb and Jax weren’t bad to have on her side either, and Cal knew it.

Leaning over, he kissed her and Beatrice smiled against his lips. “I love you,” he said. “But we need to go home. Even if you’re right as rain,
I’m
about to have a coronary.”

“I know.” She understood where he was coming from. “This is a lot to ask of you.”

“Damn straight.”

Cal was going in for another kiss when a soft knock sounded on the door. “We’re busy,” he called.

“It’s Jax and Agent McKellen,” Beatrice said, gently shoving him back. She raised her voice. “Come in.”

The door cracked open and Jax peeked around it. Cal raised an eyebrow at Beatrice, suggesting he wanted to know when she’d acquired ESP. Silly man. She knew Jax’s knock just like she knew Cal’s and Trace’s and everyone else’s who frequented her office.

“What did you find out?” she asked Jax as she swung her feet around.

Cal helped her to a sitting position as Jax and Agent McKellen stepped inside. They stayed near the door, both looking a bit sheepish at Cal.

“She needs to sleep, so make it quick,” Cal growled.

Jax nodded. He looked fierce and determined, the tired haze from earlier gone. “CliffsNotes, Izala found out about Hayden and James looking for Commander Pierce, probably from Al-Safari, who was playing both sides of the fence. Izala decided Pierce had given up all the intel he was going to and he wanted to make a trade.”

“For me,” Agent McKellen added. “Abdel told him I was an elite CIA operative and beautiful. He wanted me.”

Beatrice tapped a finger against her belly. “And your partner refused to give you up, so Izala used Al-Safari and his double to try to get to you.”

“Correct. When Jax, Elliot, and I were bringing the man we thought was Abdel Al-Safari back to the States, it was actually a trap for that man to capture me and kill Elliot. Elliot killed him instead, but because of the secrecy surrounding his mission to locate Commander Pierce, Elliot wasn’t at liberty to defend the charges brought against him. Homeland was supposed to back him up, but they didn’t. My boss at the CIA doesn’t know, according to Elliot, that any of this was going down, and most likely, neither organization is aware that Al-Safari is still alive. It’s taken some time, but the real Abdel Al-Safari has managed to make his way to America because he’s still after me for Izala. Elliot believes there is someone inside Homeland who may have aided him to get him into America.”

“Because they’re still looking for Commander Pierce,” Beatrice supplied. “They’ll do whatever it takes to find him, including give you up.”

“Nice,” Cal added. “What a fucked up government we work for.”

“Used to work for,” Jax amended.

Beatrice waited for Jax to volunteer his idea on how to find Al-Safari, but her operative stayed silent. “So what is your plan, Agent McKellen?”

Ruby lifted her brows. “My plan?”