Fatal Truths (The Anarchy Medieval Romance) (6 page)

THINGS CHANGED
after Marguerite’s arrival. Though her children were well behaved, the castle filled with their chatter and noise of their play. Claricia and Rosetta quickly became fast friends, and it was rare to see one without the other.

Henry
, Fernand Bonhomme and Tyrel Venestre seemed to be everywhere at once, brandishing toy swords or playing
soule
with Tyrel’s brothers. Alex advised them to take the game out of sight of Marguerite who had always deemed it too dangerous, citing instances of broken limbs. Alex conceded this was true, but such injuries normally took place when hundreds played, not a handful of small boys.

They took his advice and often played in the meadow near the apple orchards.
When his duties and responsibilities had been taken care of for the day, Alex fell into the habit of wandering out to watch them, laughing at their attempts to kick or bat the ball. A good deal of time was spent chasing Faol when he made off with the ball or wrestled a stick from a player’s hands.

Alex
noticed the old wooden ball didn’t travel very far. It was cracked in several places, and splinters were inevitable. Sticks broke regularly.

He spoke to Bonhomme who
after a day or two produced a new ball, a pig’s bladder covered with leather and stuffed with horse-hair. Alex’s nervous anticipation at giving it to them surprised him. The lads almost drooled when he presented it.

Fernand bent the knee
, the new ball tucked under his arm. “
Milord
, it would be an honor if you played with us.”

Alex’s first reaction was to refuse. He’d never joined in games of
soule
as a boy. But a little voice inside his head admitted he’d always wanted to. A refusal would wipe the hopeful looks off the faces of these youngsters.

As if sensing his hesitation,
Henry Dunkeld touched his arm. “Please join us,
milord
.”

Smiling, Alex unfastened his tunic, shrugged it off and threw it to the ground.

The lads cheered. Tyrel handed him his stick. “Me, Henry and Fernand are trying to get the ball to the orchards,
oncle
. My brothers and their friends are trying to get it to the bailey.”

Alex eyed both teams
, then looked at Henry and Tyrel’s expectant faces. He’d been called
uncle
many times, but suddenly it meant something. “I’ll play with you.”

At first he felt foolish kicking the ball that never
seemed to go where he intended. However, he was soon caught up in the game, yelling, cheering, booing, elbowing, shoving, rolling in the dirt when someone pushed him.

The noise
, augmented by Faol’s enthusiastic barking, attracted Romain and Laurent who were quickly recruited.

“I’m an expert at this game, brother. Watch me!” Romain declared. “We’ll soon have this ball in the bailey.”

Alex was determined to prove him wrong.

Two hours later,
he lay under an apple tree, panting as he gazed up at the budding fruit, every bone in his body aching. But they had won! Henry strutted around holding the battered ball high above his head, Faol nipping at his heels.

Alex’s boots were muddied, probably ruined beyond repair. He was sure he had bruises on the bruises on his shins. His shirt was torn and filthy
, his hair a tangled mess.

He’d never felt better in his life.

~~~

ELAYNE
WAS FILLED with confused emotions after Marguerite’s arrival.

Henry
and Claricia’s obvious happiness in their new friends brought her great joy. But she chafed that she hardly saw them. They were off as soon as they were dressed, not to return until after the evening meal. Once their bellies were full, they fell asleep after struggling into their nightclothes.

Because she had no responsibilities during the day, she was put to work in the kitchens of the castle. She suspected Marguerite de
Venestre was behind this, but had to do as she was bidden. At least she was still at Montbryce where she could keep an eye on what happened to her children.

She hated the heat and confusion of the kitchens
. She chopped carrots and parsnips, plucked feathers off fowl, scrubbed pots, turned spits, mixed batters, and grudgingly learned how to prepare foods of all kinds.

The children weren’t the only ones exhausted at the end of the day.

But she gleaned other things in the kitchens, where the talk among the peasants often turned to the struggle between Stephen and Maud for control of the English throne and the Duchy of Normandie.

Pondering rumors she’d overheard that
ran the gamut from Maud having already embarked on an invasion of England, to the certainty she would soon pay a visit to Montbryce, she left the kitchen late one afternoon, wishing for a salve for her chapped hands.

As she neared the door to the bailey, she became aware of the boisterous
shouts of excited children. Stepping out into the sunshine, her breath caught in her throat. She pressed back quickly into the shadow of the doorway.

She barely recognized the muddied man carrying a laughing
Henry on his broad shoulders. Faol loped along behind them. Her son held onto his bearer with his hands around the
Comte’s
neck. He too was covered in muck, but his face shone with a glow of happiness that made her dizzy.

Romain walked beside his brother,
Tyrel Venestre atop his shoulders. The other Venestre boys clung to Laurent.

She was at once elated that her son was part of this happy family group, but bereft that she was not.

Despite her attempts to remain out of sight, Henry spotted her. He waved. “
Maman
,” he shouted in Gaelic, “we’ve been playing
soule
. We triumphed, thanks to Alex.”

She stepped into the courtyard, holding onto the stone wall, fearing her knees might buckle under the weight of Alexandre’s gaze as he lowered
Henry to the ground.

“You mustn’t refer to the
Comte
by his given name,” she admonished.

“Prince
Henry is a very good player,” Alexandre said, tousling her son’s hair. “I’ve given him leave to call me by name.”

Faol barked his agreement.

At that moment Alexandre’s laughing nieces hurried into the bailey, Claricia with them. She waved at her mother, but did not stop to bestow a kiss. The girls listened open mouthed to the excited babbling of the boys.

This was what Elayne wanted—security for her children,
a place they belonged, among people of their rank—but it was hard to let them go.

Alexandre came to her, his blue eyes dancing. “Don’t worry,” he said. “They still love you like a mother.”

She wanted to weep. If only she could tell him. Without thinking, she reached to wipe a streak of mud from his cheek with her thumb. He caught hold of her hand.

It
was highly inappropriate. Serfs could be hung for touching their master. Mortified, she tried to pull away. “Forgive me,
milord
, I am not your nursemaid. I should not have touched you.”

He pressed her hand to his cheek, covering it with his
palm. “I enjoy your touch. You are a warm and caring woman. No wonder your children love you.”

Her heart hammered in her chest. Could he hear it?
Had he guessed? She averted her gaze. “My hands are rough. The kitchens.”

Frowning, he took her hand away from his face, studying it closely. “Kitchens?
You’ve been working in the kitchens?”

She was dismayed
when the happiness drained from his face. “I have no duties during the day, so—”

He squeezed her hand. “Look at me.
By whose command?”

She
studied her feet, unwilling to say anything that might jeopardize the relationship between her children and the Venestres.

He narrowed his eyes. “I will inform Steward Bonhomme you are not a scullery maid.”

She clutched her skirts with her free hand. “But at least it gives me something to do during the day.”

He brushed a kiss on her knuckles,
then released her. “I will find you a position, but it will not be in the kitchens.”

Elation soared.
A Count bestowing a courtly kiss—on a servant. But then her heart fell. He could only mean—

He stalked off into the Keep.

Suddenly aware of the silence, she turned to find several pairs of curious young eyes watching her.

ALEX SOAKED IN THE TUB
his valet had prepared. The hot water eased his aches and pains, but did nothing to soothe his agitated heart.

Why had he never joined in such exhilarating games as a child? What had
caused him to hold himself aloof from his brothers and sisters? Had he felt different because he was destined to be
Comte
? Or was it because their father always seemed at ease with his other children, but awkward with him? Perhaps shyness was simply in his nature.

Had his father treated him differently because he was the
eldest son, or because he felt guilty he’d been in prison when his heir was born?

And
Henry Dunkeld. What was it about the boy that made him feel protective, and
caring
, a word he’d never ascribed to himself before as far as children were concerned? Though it was a foreign emotion, he liked it. The lad was a hostage, an eight year old. Yet he’d not only touched Alex’s heart, he’d made him more appreciative of his nephews and nieces.

As for Claricia—could a
ny man ever want a more delightful child? Perhaps he should encourage all the children to call him Lix.

He rejected the notion. The nickname was a special bond between him and the little girl.

He startled, dropping the soap he’d been stroking over his bruised shins, when Albert suddenly embarked on scrubbing his back. It jolted him out of his reverie. What was he thinking? An attachment for the Dunkelds would be a grave mistake.

They were not his children, nor would they ever be.
They were royalty. They had a father, the heir to the throne of Scotland, who was most likely missing his twins keenly.

The thought left him bereft.
If they were his he would have moved heaven and earth to keep them from being sent away as hostages. King David had given Maud his word he would help her. Evidently that hadn’t been sufficient for Maud and her Angevin husband.

He wondered again about the suitability of such a pair for the English throne. Compared to Stephen—

Alex was determined Henry and Claricia not be separated from the nursemaid they loved so dearly. Though he didn’t understand Gaelic, hearing Henry’s gleeful shout to his
Maman
in the bailey had filled him with joy. The boy even thought of her as his mother. Not surprising since his birth mother had died giving him life.

Elayne
lavished love on them, as if they were her own.

But
why had he rashly promised he would find her a position? Doing what? Why did the idea of her slaving in the kitchen fill him with such outrage? She was a servant, expected to contribute to the successful running of the castle, but he couldn’t go near her without his heart and his manhood responding, fiercely.

Her touch on his
muddied face had been the perfect ending to a perfect day.

Imagine coming home every day to such tenderness, such caring.

Perhaps making her his mistress was the only way to protect her. Her chapped hands on his back would feel better than Albert’s any day.

H
e growled when his shaft agreed wholeheartedly.

~~~

HENRY FINALLY FELL ASLEEP after chattering endlessly about the victory and Alexandre’s part in it. Elayne smoothed her hand over his hair, now finally clean again, and pecked a kiss on one rosy cheek.

Claricia had been sleeping for ten minutes, seemingly satisfied with Elayne’s answer as to why girls couldn’t play
soule
.

Still caked with dried mud,
Faol had collapsed in a snoring heap outside the door, his long tail twitching.

The evening meal in the Hall had been
nerve wracking. It was evident all the servants knew she had touched their Master. Some glared, obviously thinking her an opportunistic whore; others winked and smiled knowingly.

Alexandre’s demeanor hadn’t helped matters. He’d never taken his brooding eyes off her. He’d bathed and changed clothes, but sported a livid bruise on the cheekbone she’d touched, and his lip was cut.

She deemed it odd that his participation in the game was the talk of the castle. Apparently,
Comtes
didn’t join in such pastimes. Too bad. He looked like he’d enjoyed himself, a pleasant change from his normal reserve. It reminded her of when they’d played with the puppets.

The
boyish side of him warmed her heart. She had only to cast eyes on the arrogant, reserved, brooding and sometimes aggravating man for other parts of her body to grow uncomfortably hot.

The
Comte’s
promise to find her a position gnawed at her. What had he meant?

She was about to collapse into the chair by the hearth and put her feet up when Micheline tapped on the door and poked her head into the chamber.

She winked as she came in. “No rest for you yet.
Milord Comte
wishes to see you in his solar.”

A maelstrom of conflicting emotions whirled in Elayne’s head.

Tell him I’ve gone to bed.

Tell him you couldn’t find me.

Tell him I can’t be his mistress.

Tell him I long for his touch.

Tell him I’m not a servant.

Her feet
were lead weights. She stiffened her spine, drew the
playd
over her head and walked to the door. She looked longingly at her children, wishing she could curl up with them. “They’re asleep. I won’t be long.”

~~~

ALEX STOOD WITH HIS BACKSIDE to the fire in his solar, legs braced, hands on hips.

Too
intimidating.

He folded his arms across his chest.

Non
!

He
stuck out his bottom lip and flicked his forefinger back and forth over it. Perhaps he should have asked Romain’s advice?

He rejected that notion almost
before it entered his head. He was perfectly capable of inviting a woman to be his mistress without help from his philandering brother.

He tugged at his earlobe. Why was it taking
her so long to arrive?

He walked over to the small table
with the tray and decanter, filled the two goblets with wine, then walked back to the fire, one goblet in hand.

About to take a sip, he
stopped, the goblet halfway to his mouth.

N
ot chivalrous to drink before she arrived
.

T
he other goblet looked odd sitting on the tray by itself. He quickly replaced his, straightened his doublet and returned to the fire.

Perhaps she’d refused to come.

Impossible.

Maybe she wasn’t feeling well.

Unlikely, though she looked a bit piqued in the Hall.

One,
or both of the children had fallen ill. The exercise had been too much for Henry.

Patently ridiculous
.

He
considered taking off his doublet. The room was suddenly stifling hot. But it would be inappropriate to greet a servant in shirtsleeves.

He scoffed out loud. He was about to invite the woman to his bed. He’d be wearing a lot less than
his shirt if she agreed. His shaft warmed to the notion.

He scratched his head. What if she didn’t agree?

Of course she’d consent. She was a servant. She’d have no choice

He stalked to the wine and drained his goblet as a knock sounded.
He wiped his mouth, his throat suddenly dry as dust. He couldn’t, shouldn’t do this. He didn’t want a woman who had no choice. But he did want Elayne—so badly it had him cross-eyed.

His hand shaking, h
e refilled the empty goblet.
“Entrez!”

She entered, smiling weakly, the
playd
covering her hair completely. His hopes plummeted. Could she have contrived to look more like a nun? He wanted to whip off the covering and sift his fingers through the glorious red curls.

She hovered near the door.

He held out a goblet. “Wine?”

He wondered if perhaps he too was ailing after the
strenuous exercise. His voice sounded hoarse, and what had become of Alexandre de Montbryce, polished nobleman, host extraordinaire?

She looked at him uncertainly,
then walked towards him.

There was something about this woman’s bearing.
He supposed even a peasant who’d spent her life in a royal castle would learn to walk with nobility.

Yet
she had an assurance about her, a confidence rarely found in servants. Perhaps Scots were different from Normans. They survived in a harsher land.

She always smelled
clean, unlike most peasants he came into contact with. Indeed there were many noblewomen of his acquaintance who didn’t smell as sweet as Elayne.

She accepted the goblet.
“
Merci, milord
. You took me unawares. In Scotland servants do not drink wine with their Masters. I suppose I must get used to doing things differently here.”

Alex wasn’t sure if her remarks were intended to take his attention away from the tremor in her hand, or
was she flirting with him?

His hopes soared.

~~~

ELAYNE SIPPED DEMURELY
when Alexandre gave leave. She must make him believe she was unused to the taste. It had been so long since she’d enjoyed fine wine, she wanted to guzzle it down like a peasant, but that would slow her thinking and she had to keep her wits about her.

The wine was fruity, and
of such high quality she almost forsook her mission. She must leave this chamber with her pride intact, having charmed Alexandre de Montbryce into believing she wanted him, but couldn’t consent to being his mistress.

It wasn’t a lie. She did want him, with an intensity that alarmed her. She could lose herself and forget all her trials and tribulations in his blue eyes, his strong arms.

He motioned her to one of two chairs by the fire. He sat in the other, staring at her. It struck her suddenly that he was as nervous as she. “You wanted to speak to me,
milord
?”

He cleared his throat,
lifting one foot to rest his ankle atop his knee. It drew her attention to his powerful thighs—and beyond to the bulge at his groin. She inhaled deeply and looked away.

“Er,
oui
,” he replied, uncrossing his legs and straightening his back. “It’s about your position.”

She stared into the dark liquid
. “My position is nursemaid to Henry and Claricia. My duty is to take care of them in this foreign land.”

He rose abruptly to
fetch a decanter. “More wine?” he asked.

She shook her
head, taking another sip. “Still a lot left. I’m not used to wine.”

He arched his brows and put his goblet on the tray. To her consternation, he
dropped to one knee, his hands on the arms of her chair.

“
Milord
,” she protested as a wave of heat crashed over her.

He took her goblet and placed it beside her chair. “Do you like it?”

His nearness?

The clean male scent of him?

His long fingers, so close?

The sound of his
deep, husky voice?

She must have looked like a frightened doe.

“The wine,” he said.

“Oh, the wine.
Yes. Yes. I liked it. Fruity. Very good quality.”

He
tilted his head to one side, a bemused smile twitching his lips. “How can you speak of quality if you are not used to drinking it?”

She wanted to put her hands on the arms of the chair and push herself
out of it, but then she might touch him, and that would be her undoing. “I thought that’s what you wanted to hear.”

He studied her. “There is something I would like to hear
from your lips.”

“My lord,” she whispered,
shrinking back as he leaned closer. The
playd
slipped to her shoulders.

His
warm lips brushed hers gently, but his kiss rocked her. His mouth lingered, waiting for her reaction. She should protest, object, be outraged, but instead she opened for him. He sucked her bottom lip, then plunged his tongue into her mouth. His growl echoed the groan that rose involuntarily from her throat.

Dugald’s
tongue had made her gag. She sucked on Alex’s tongue like a child on a teat, intoxicated by the taste of the wine he’d drunk. His belly pressed against her knees, his chest was inches from her breasts. Her treacherous nipples strained against the fabric of her chemise. Would his hand wander? She had never longed so desperately for a man’s touch.