Firestorm (18 page)

I elected not to say any of that, however. I just set my jaw and stared back at her, daring her to continue.

“The fire's across the border, in Canada,” she said. “It started small, but it's growing. The Wardens overseeing that territory are dead.
Lewis
says they can't spare anybody else, last time I checked. I'm on my way there, and I need your Djinn. I'm not going to apologize for doing what's necessary.”

“She's not my Djinn,” I said. “Nobody owns them anymore.”

“Yeah. Yet you're riding around with one as your chauffeur.”

“It's complicated.”

“Obviously. And there are major population centers in the path of a Class Four wildfire. That's a little complicated, too.” She hesitated, then locked her eyes on mine. Surly and difficult, she might be, but I had never known her to be a liar. “I need your help. It's just me and another Fire Warden who's already there. Those people need somebody to save them, and we're it.”

Truth was, I agreed with her. If I turned my back on people who actually needed saving, I was losing my way. Losing my honor. Something inside me insisted that you couldn't save humanity by sacrificing your principles.

I didn't like the way Emily had elected to do this, but I could understand why she'd mousetrapped me. She was desperate. I'd have done the same thing, in her place. Because the lives I'd save would be more important than the nebulous big picture. Maybe that made me weak. Maybe that made me unsuitable for the role of great hero. Lewis would have walked away without hesitation—with regret, not hesitation—but I wasn't, and could never be, Lewis.

“I'm not putting Imara in danger,” I said.

“But—”

“She's my daughter, Emily. My daughter.”

Emily's mouth opened in surprise, then closed. She finally, reluctantly, nodded.

“Tell me what you need,” I said. “I'll do what I can.”

“You'd damn well better.”

“Oh, and—?” I made a gesture with my sore arm. She looked ashamed. Briefly.

“Might as well,” she said, and reached out to finish up the healing. “You're no good to me passed out.”

 

Imara wasn't any too supportive of my decision to hang around and brush up on my firefighting. “This isn't a good idea,” she said. “You're not well. And the fire's too big.”

We were standing outside, by the car. I put a hand on the smooth, satin finish, then scrubbed away my fingerprints. “You're probably right,” I said. “But I can't walk away from it, either. Emily might be a bitch, but she's right. And I'm a Warden. I'm sworn to protect.”

“There are others to do this kind of thing.”

“Others who aren't here. I'm here. And it's my job, Imara.” I looked up at her, and saw the worry on her face. “Relax, kiddo. It's not my first dance. Not my last, either. Emily's a very competent Fire Warden, and if there's a Fire Warden already working on this, I can work the weather angle. We can end this thing.”

Her eyes went distant for a few seconds, then snapped back. “There are no Djinn,” she said.

“What?”

“No Djinn near the fire,” she said. I must have looked blank. “Djinn are drawn to fire. The bigger, the better. They leave human form and…bathe in it, I guess you'd say. Renew themselves. You remember what it was like to feel sunlight in Djinn form?”

Slow, sweet, orgasmic pleasure. Yeah, I remembered.

“If the Djinn aren't coming to
this
fire,” she said, “that means there is something else happening here. It isn't natural. And it isn't—it isn't safe.”

“Not for you,” I agreed. “If the Djinn are staying away, I want you to do the same thing. Stay away. In fact, stay here and watch the car. Or go talk to your father, find out what we can do since we didn't exactly knock it out of the park in Seacasket. Right?”

“I'm not leaving you!”

I reached out and fitted my hands around her cheeks. Djinn skin, burning hot. “Yes,” I said. “You are. I need you to find out what we do next, Imara. That's very important. In fact, it's absolutely critical.”

“But—”

“Don't make me order you around.” I pulled her into a fierce, warm hug. “Just go. I'll be all right.”

“Is it because—I know I'm not—not as powerful as I should be. As you need—”

“No!” I pulled back and smoothed hair away from her face. “Honey, no. None of this is your fault. You're the only good thing that's come out of all this. Okay?”

She nodded slightly, but I could tell she didn't believe me. My Djinn child was getting a full-on inferiority complex. More than human, less than full Djinn. That was a burden I wasn't sure how to help her carry.

“Go find your father,” I said. “Explain to him what happened with Ashan. Find out what we should do next. Okay?”

“Okay,” she said, and stepped back. “Mom…be careful.”

And then she was gone, blipped out without another sound. I heaved a sigh and turned to see Emily, on her porch, staring at me accusingly. I hadn't heard her come out.

“We really could have used her,” she said.

“Imara's the only Djinn in the world we can trust right now. I'd rather not throw her at every single challenge. Besides, we can handle this on our own.”

“You hope.” She looked surly about it.

“What happened to
I don't need a Djinn to solve my problems
?” I asked. “Buck up, Auntie Em. We're going to have an adventure.”

I swear, her scowl could have fractured glass.

 

Imara, not being in much need of transportation, had left the Camaro sitting in the driveway. It was a choice between that and Emily's battle-scarred SUV, with a four-wheel drive that had seen hard use. We didn't, strictly speaking, actually have to go to the site of the fire; Wardens often did their work remotely. But if this fire was as dangerous as she seemed to think, then being on the ground might be the only way to react quickly enough. Fire was the trickiest of all the elements. Even more than storms, fire had an intelligence, a malevolence. A desire to hurt. The bigger the fire, the smarter and angrier it became. Bad combination.

I chose the SUV. The Camaro really wasn't the kind of car I wanted to subject to off-road conditions.

Emily lived in a tiny little burg called Smyrna Mills, which was mostly distinguished by Smyrna Street—we were out of town in less time than it took to flash a blinker, and heading south to I-95. The other Warden, it turned out, was a country music fan; I wasn't. I mostly spent the time on the drive to Houlton and the Canadian border thinking and watching the skies. They didn't look good. The aetheric was in a boil, everything disturbed; flashbulbs of power were popping all over the place as Wardens tried to deal with their local problems, but it wasn't really a local issue. It was bigger. Nastier. And it was going to get worse.

I really didn't have any business taking a side trip like this, but I couldn't think what else I could have done. Walk away from thousands of lost lives? I'd be crawling, not walking, if I did that. And none of it would matter from that point on, because I would have lost my way completely.

As we approached the border crossing, I remembered something with a sick, falling jolt. “Um, Em? Little problem.”

“Which is?”

“No passport.”

“What? Where is it?”

“In Florida. With everything else I own that hasn't washed away.” She was staring at me as if she couldn't believe I'd leave home without it. “I wasn't planning on any international trips.”

She shook her head and took a quick turn-off on a narrow trail into the woods. “Hold on.”

I grabbed the roll bar as we started bouncing along at speed through the wilderness. Four-wheeling at its finest. I had no idea where we were going, or whether Emily had the slightest idea of direction, but she didn't seem worried.

“Thing is,” she said, whipping the wheel to the left to avoid a tree stump, “normally I wouldn't be able to slip around behind them like this, but it's chaotic right now. If they do manage to stop us, shut up and let me do the talking.”

I planned on it.

No Mounties materialized out of the trees to flag us down. Thirty minutes of twisting back road—and no road—later, we emerged from the trees and hit Canadian Highway 2, turning north.

I lost track of our route somewhere around Presque Isle; Emily, on her cell phone, followed back roads in response to directions. We got stopped by a police blockade; whatever Emily said, they let us past. The roads got progressively more challenging on the suspension. I hung on to the panic strap on the passenger side and tried not to think about the residual pain in my healing arm.

I was feeling more than a little nervous, out here in the wilderness, and I wasn't really dressed for firefighting, either.
Someday,
I promised myself,
you'll be able to get back to a normal life. Nice clothes. Bikini on the beach. Shoes that don't have sale tags.

I closed my eyes, but when I did, I didn't see visions of Jimmy Choos or Manolo Blahniks, but David's face, the way he'd been the first time I'd seen him. That sweet, ironic smile. The deep brown eyes, flecked with copper. Angular cheekbones just begging to be stroked.

That smile.

I missed him so much, it felt like a physical pain, brought tears to clog my throat. We hadn't had a chance, had we? So little time to know each other, to find our balance. The world just kept pushing, pushing, pushing. I wanted it to
stop.
I wanted quiet, and I wanted a place where I could be in his arms, wrapped in silence and peace.

And I wasn't sure that was ever going to happen, especially now that we were two steps from the end of the world.

The SUV hit a particularly axle-rattling bump on the dirt fire road. I opened my eyes and saw a storm cloud looming over the tops of the huge trees.

No, not a storm cloud.

Smoke.
Black and thick and pendulous.

A deer bounded out of the underbrush and rushed past us, staying out of our way somehow—it looked wild and terrified. Emily slowed the truck to a crawl. Other wildlife was coming down the road—rabbits, a bear cub, a huge lumbering mama bear behind it hurrying it along. More deer, leaping ahead of the pack.

Emily braked. The fleeing animals ran under the truck, if they were small enough; the larger ones went around. The bear passed close enough to my window that I could smell the hot rank odor of her fur, and hear her heavy chuffing breath.

“We have to go on foot,” Emily said. “The other Warden is up ahead.”

“Why can't we drive?” Because this was about as close to a big huge bear as I really wanted to get. Emily spared me an irritated glance.

“If I take it farther in, the fire could get around us, the gas in this truck could explode,” she said. “I'm assuming you don't want to be in it at the time. Besides, I like my truck.”

The exploding part made an impression on me. I unbuckled and scrambled out of the truck, careful of my feet, but it looked like the evacuation had slowed down. A couple of late-breaking gray rabbits broke right at my appearance, and some field mice ran under the truck. No additional bears, thank goodness.

The air felt heavy and hot. There was a steady furnace breeze blowing toward us. It was a tiny little hint of the forces already at work—the fire, which had already been burning for hours, would have created a huge updraft, which would have shoved cooler air in front of it outward in a circle. Cooler air, being heavier, would have been forced out in concentric waves as the temperature increased. It would look like a frozen nuclear explosion, with a hot central column and the rings emanating out.

The breeze was just the forerunner of what was behind it.

Hell.

People think they understand what a forest fire is. They don't. At a certain point, fire becomes semiliquid—plasmatic—and it behaves like liquid, becomes heavy with its own energy, rolls and floods through dry brush, consuming everything in its path. It saps every single ounce of moisture from the air, leaving it dead and dry; its own energy release whips the winds higher, spreading it like a virus. It can jump and encircle an area like an invading army before anyone can see it coming, and then the rising temperature will cook anything caught inside before the flames close in. Most people trapped in fires die of the smoke or superheated air, which cooks their lungs into leather from inside on the first indrawn breath. It's an awful way to die, suffocating, but it's still better than the fire rolling over you and burning out every nerve ending in slow, awful progression.

The only mercy fire shows is that after your nerves burn, you can't feel the rest of it. You can't feel your body being turned to cooked meat and ash. And you're probably—although not certainly—dead before your internal organs burst, and your brain's superheated liquids blow open your skull.

No, the
last
thing I wanted to do was die of fire. The very last. Even drowning would be better.

And I was starting to wonder why in the hell I'd agreed to this. Pragmatism was starting to get the better of altruism.

As if she sensed it, Emily looked at me over the hood of the SUV, mouth twisted into an unpleasant grin. “You like doing this from a nice, safe distance, don't you?” she asked. “Some nice conference room where you can't feel the cinders on your back.”

“If you had any sense, that's how you'd like it, too,” I said. “But I'm not letting you do this by yourself.”

“That's sweet. You afraid for me?”

“No, but you said it yourself: There are way too many lives depending on this. This is important.” I swallowed hard. There was a sound out there in the forest, a roaring that I didn't need to be a Fire Warden to know wasn't right. Not right at all. “Let's just get it done, if we're going to do it. I've got places to be.”