Five Scarpetta Novels (87 page)

I stared out the window at reflective signs flowing by, announcing exits to Baltimore streets I used to know very well when I studied medicine at Johns Hopkins.

“I don't know where he lives, to tell you the truth,” she said. “We were never close. I'm not sure anyone has ever been close to Joe. I'm not sure anyone would want to be.”

I did not pry, but she wanted to talk.

“I knew something was wrong with him when he started sneaking into the liquor cabinet at the tender age of ten, drinking gin, vodka, and putting water in the bottles, thinking he would fool us. By sixteen, he was a raging alcoholic, in and out of treatment, DUIs, drunk and disorderlies, stealing, one thing after another. He left home at nineteen, skipping around here and there and eventually cut off all contact. To be honest, he's probably a street person somewhere.”

“You've had a hard life,” I said.

T
HE ATLANTA BRAVES
were staying at the Sheraton Hotel on Society Hill when McGovern dropped me off at almost seven
P
.
M
. Groupies, old and young, were dressed in baseball jackets and caps, prowling hallways and bars with huge photographs in hand to be signed by their heroes. Security had been called, and a desperate man stopped me as I was coming through the revolving door.

“Have you seen them?” he asked me, his eyes wildly darting around.

“Seen who?” I said.

“The Braves!”

“What do they look like?” I asked.

I waited in line to check in, not interested in anything but a long soak in the tub. We had been held up two hours in traffic just south of Philadelphia, where five cars and a van had smashed into each other, sending broken glass and twisted metal across six lanes. It was too late to drive another hour to the Lehigh County morgue. That would have to wait until morning, and I took the elevator to the fourth floor and slid in my plastic card to open the
electronic lock. I opened curtains and looked out at the Delaware River, and masts of the
Moshulu
moored at Penn's Landing. Suddenly, I was in Philadelphia with a turn-out bag, my aluminum case, and my purse.

My message light was blinking, and I listened to Benton's recorded voice saying that he was staying at my same hotel, and should be arriving as soon as he could break free of New York and its traffic. I was to expect him around nine. Lucy had left me her new phone number and didn't know if she'd see me or not. Marino had an update that he would relay when I called, and Fielding said the Quinns had gone on the television news earlier this evening to say they were suing the medical examiner's office and me for violating the separation of church and state and causing irreparable emotional damage.

I sat on the edge of the bed and took off my shoes. My pantyhose had a run, and I wadded them and hurled them into the trash. My clothes had bitten into me because I had worn them too long, and I imagined the stench of cooking human bones lingering in my hair.

“Shit!” I exclaimed under my breath. “What kind of goddamn life is this?”

I snatched off my suit, blouse, and slip and flung them inside out on the bed. I made sure the deadbolt was secure and began filling the tub with water as hot as I could stand it. The sound of it pouring on top of itself began to soothe me, and I dribbled in foaming bath gel that smelled like sun-ripened raspberries. I was confused about seeing Benton. How had it all come to this? Lovers, colleagues, friends, whatever we were supposed to be had blended into a mixture, like paintings in sand. Our relationship was a design of delicate colors, intricate and dry and easily disturbed. He called as I was drying off.

“I'm sorry it's so late,” he said.

“How are you?” I asked.

“Are you up for the bar?”

“Not if the Braves are there. I don't need a riot.”

“The Braves?” he asked.

“Why don't you come to my room? I have a mini-bar.”

“In two minutes.”

He showed up in his typical uniform of dark suit and white shirt. Both showed the harshness of his day, and he needed to shave. He gathered me in his arms and we held each other without speaking for a very long time.

“You smell like fruit,” he said into my hair.

“We're supposed to be in Hilton Head,” I muttered. “How did we suddenly end up in Philadelphia?”

“It's a bloody mess,” he said.

Benton gently pulled away from me and took off his jacket. He draped it over my bed and unlocked the mini-bar.

“The usual?” he asked.

“Just some Evian.”

“Well, I need something stronger.”

He unscrewed the top of a Johnnie Walker.

“In fact, I'll make that a double, and the hell with ice,” he let me know.

He handed me the Evian, and I watched him as he pulled out the desk chair and sat. I propped up pillows on the bed and made myself comfortable as we visited each other from a distance.

“What's wrong?” I asked. “Besides everything.”

“The usual problem when ATF and the Bureau are suddenly thrown together on a case,” he said, sipping his drink. “It makes me glad I'm retired.”

“You don't seem very retired,” I wryly said.

“That's the damn truth. As if Carrie isn't enough for me to worry about. Then I'm called in on this homicide, and to be honest, Kay, ATF has its own profilers and I don't think the Bureau should be poking its nose into this at all.”

“Tell me something I don't know, Benton. And I don't see how they're justifying their involvement, for that matter, unless they're saying this lady's death is an act of terrorism.”

“The potential link to the Warrenton homicide,” he told me. “As you know. And it wasn't hard for the unit chief to call state police investigators to let them know the Bureau would do anything to help. So then the Bureau's invited in, and here I am. There were two agents at the fire scene earlier today, and already everybody's pissed off.”

“You know, Benton, supposedly we're all on the same side,” I said, and this same old subject made me angry again.

“Apparently this one FBI guy who's with the Philly field office hid a nine-millimeter cartridge at the scene to see if Pepper would hit on it.”

Benton slowly swirled Scotch in his glass.

“Of course Pepper didn't because he hadn't even been told to go to work yet,” he went on. “And the agent thought this was funny, saying something about the dog's nose needing to go back to the shop.”

“What kind of fool would do something like that?” I asked, incensed. “He's lucky the handler didn't beat the hell out of him.”

“So here we are,” he went on with a sigh. “Same old shit. In the good ole days, FBI agents had better sense
than that. They weren't always flashing their shields in front of the camera and taking over investigations they aren't qualified to handle. I'm embarrassed. I'm more than embarrassed, I'm enraged that these new idiots out there are ruining my reputation along with their own, after I worked twenty-five years . . . Well. I just don't know what I'm going to do, Kay.”

He met my eyes as he drank.

“Just do your good job, Benton,” I quietly said to him. “Trite as that may sound, it's all any of us can do. We're not doing it for the Bureau, not for ATF or the Pennsylvania state police. It's for the victims and potential victims. Always for them.”

He drained his glass and set it on the desk. The lights of Penn's Landing were festive outside my window, and Camden, New Jersey, glittered on the other side of the river.

“I don't think Carrie's in New York anymore,” he then said as he stared out into the night.

“A comforting thought.”

“And I have no evidence for that beyond there being no sightings or any other indicators that she is in the city. Where is she getting money, for example? Often that's how the trail begins. Robbery, stolen credit cards. Nothing so far to make us think she's out there doing things like that. Of course, that doesn't mean she isn't. But she has a plan, and I feel quite confident that she's following it.”

His profile was sharp in shadows as he continued staring out at the river. Benton was depressed. He sounded worn out and defeated, and I got up and went to him.

“We should go to bed,” I said, massaging his shoulders. “We're both tired, and everything seems worse when we're tired, right?”

He smiled a little and closed his eyes as I worked on his temples and kissed the back of his neck.

“How much do you charge per hour?” he muttered.

“You can't afford me,” I said.

We did not sleep together because the rooms were small and both of us needed rest. I liked my shower in the morning and he liked his, and that was the difference between being new with each other versus comfortable. There had been a time when we stayed up all night consuming each other, because we worked together and he was married and we could not help our hunger. I missed feeling that alive. Often when we were with each other now, my heart was dull or felt sweet pain, and I saw myself getting old.

The skies were gray and the streets were wet from washing when Benton and I drove through downtown on Walnut Street a little past seven the following morning. Steam rose from grates and manholes, the morning damp and cool. The homeless slept on sidewalks or beneath filthy blankets in parks, and one man looked dead beneath a
No Loitering
sign across from the police department. I drove while Benton went through his briefcase. He took notes on a yellow legal pad and thought about matters beyond my ken. I turned onto Interstate 76 West, where taillights were strung like red glass beads as far ahead as I could see, and the sun behind us was bright.

“Why would someone pick a bathroom as a point of origin?” I asked. “Why not some other area of the house?”

“Obviously, it means something to him, if we're talking about serial crimes,” he said, flipping a page. “Symbolic, perhaps. Maybe convenient for some other reason. My guess is that if we're dealing with the same offender,
and the bathroom is the point of origin that all of the fires have in common, then it is symbolic. Represents something to him, perhaps his own point of origin for his crimes. If something happened to him in a bathroom when he was a young child, for example. Sexual abuse, child abuse, witnessing something terribly traumatic.”

“Too bad we can't search prison records for that.”

“Problem is, you'd come up with half the prison population. Most of these people come from abuse. Then they do unto others.”

“They do worse unto others,” I said. “They weren't murdered.”

“They were, in a sense. When you are beaten and raped as a child, your life is murdered even if your body isn't. Not that any of this really explains psychopathy. Nothing I know of does, unless you believe in evil and that people make choices.”

“That's exactly what I believe.”

He looked over at me and said, “I know.”

“What about Carrie's childhood? How much do we know about why she's made the choices she has?” I asked.

“She would never let us interview her,” he reminded me. “There isn't much in her psychiatric evaluations, except whatever her manipulation of the moment was. Crazy today, not tomorrow. Disassociating. Depressed and noncompliant. Or a model patient. These squirrels have more civil rights than we do, Kay. And prisons and forensic psychiatric centers are often so protective of their wards that you would think we're the bad guys.”

 

The morning was getting lighter and the sky was streaked violet and white in perfect horizontal bands. We drove
through farmland and intermittent cliffs of pink granite corrugated with drill holes from the dynamite that had blasted in the roads. Mist rising from ponds reminded me of pots of simmering water, and when we passed tall smokestacks with steamy plumes, I thought of fire. In the distance, mountains were a shadow, and water towers dotted the horizon like bright balloons.

It took an hour to reach Lehigh Valley Hospital, a sprawling concrete complex still under construction, with a helicopter hangar and level one trauma center. I parked in a visitor's lot, and Dr. Abraham Gerde met us inside the bright, new lobby.

“Kay,” he warmly said, shaking my hand. “Who would have ever thought you'd be visiting me here someday? And you must be Benton? We have a very good cafeteria here if you'd like coffee or something to eat first?”

Benton and I politely declined. Gerde was a young forensic pathologist with dark hair and startling blue eyes. He had rotated through my office three years earlier, and was still new enough at his profession to rarely have his status as an expert witness stipulated in court. But he was humble and meticulous, and those attributes were far more valuable to me than experience, especially in this instance. Unless Gerde had dramatically changed, it was unlikely he had touched the body after learning I was coming.

“Tell me where we are in this,” I said as we walked down a wide, polished gray hallway.

“I had her weighed, measured and was doing the external exam when the coroner called. As soon as he said ATF was involved and you were on the way, I stopped the presses.”

Lehigh County had an elected coroner who decided
which cases would be autopsied and then determined the manner of death. Fortunately for Gerde, the coroner was a former police officer who did not interfere with the forensic pathologists and usually deferred to the decisions they made. But this was not true in other states or other counties in Pennsylvania, where autopsies were sometimes performed on embalming tables in funeral homes, and some coroners were consummate politicians who did not know an entrance from an exit wound, or care.

Our footsteps echoed in the stairwell, and at the bottom, Gerde pushed through double doors and we found ourselves in a warehouse stacked with collapsed cardboard boxes and busy with people in hard hats. We passed through to a different part of the building and followed another hallway to the morgue. It was small, with a pink tile floor and two stationary stainless steel tables. Gerde opened a cabinet and handed us sterile single-use surgical gowns, plastic aprons, and full coverage disposable boots. We pulled these over our clothes and shoes and then donned latex gloves and masks.