Flesh and Blood (6 page)

"Strict routine except for occasional weekends away."

"Except for."

"She's in between quarters at school," I said. "What's she been doing with her vacation?"

"Going to work."

"The research job."

"A grind," he said. "She'd spend every spare moment studying if I didn't drag her out to do some antiquing."

"Must have paid off," I said. "Mrs. A said she got straight A's."

"Lo was so proud of that. Showed me her transcript. I thought it was adorable."

"What was?"

"A grown woman, all excited like a little kid — She's studying psychology, wants to be a therapist herself. You must have been a good influence." Staring at me again. "You haven't touched your drink, is it okay?" I picked up the Coke and drank. "Terrific."

"That's Mexican lime, not Bearss lime. More bite."

More cola flowed down my gullet. "Does the research job pay the bills?"

"Maybe some of it, but Lo also has investments."

"Investments?"

"Some kind of nest egg she put away from when she worked full-time. She told me she can coast for a few more years before she has to hit the boards again. I give her a lot of credit, giving up something so lucrative for the sake of her studies."

"The boards?"

"The runway—modeling," he said. "Nothing Vogue-coverish or anything like that. She worked the Fashion Mart scene since she was eighteen. Made good money but said she detested being a brainless face and body— Now, Doctor, I'm sorry to be ill-mannered, but my appointment—it's someone who . . . hurt me. I've been building my courage and finally I'm ready to face him and move on. Please."

He indicated the door and led me out.

I said, "Thanks very much for your time. If you don't mind, I'm going to have a look at Lauren's car out back. What kind is it?"

"Gray Mazda Miata. Don't steal it." Nervous laugh.

I crossed my heart. "No joyrides today."

Louder laughter. We shook hands again.

"I'm not going to worry," he said. "There's no reason to worry."

"I'm sure there isn't."

"Watch," he said. "I'll be sitting here, worrying myself sick, and Lo will come waltzing through this door and I'll scold her for putting all of us through this."

He walked me out into the hall, looked toward the staircase. Chewed his lip. "You're a good listener— Any time you want a career switch, I can get you a job at The Cloisters."

I grinned. "I'll keep that in mind."

He laughed. "No, you won't. For a whole list of reasons."

Out in back was a carport that fronted the alley. The Miata was the only car parked there, several years old, lots of nicks and dents, coated with days of dust, locked, its oatmeal-colored canvas top set snugly. Campus parking sticker on the rear bumper, Thomas Guide map book in the driver's door pocket, pair of sunglasses on the center console, just below the gearshift. Nothing else.

I returned to the Seville, trying to organize what I'd learned from Salander.

No friends, no dates. A grind.

Rooming with a gay man said Lauren prized companionship, wasn't looking for sex.

Because she was still getting paid for it?

Working the Fashion Mart runway since eighteen. Maybe she really had done some modeling, or perhaps it was just a cover for selling her body in another way.

Weekends by herself. One in Malibu, other times unspecified. Keeping it vague to cover her trail as she met up with clients?

The night owl and the morning lark. If she wanted privacy, Salander was a perfect roommate. Still, the guy was perceptive. If Lauren had been working at her old profession, wouldn't he have caught on?

Maybe he had and chose not to tell me. My gut told me he'd been forthcoming, but you never knew. . . .

I thought of what he'd told me about Lauren's income. Investments. From her working days. Enough to coast for a few years.

I do great with tips.

Good clothes but otherwise living frugally. Before Salander had moved in, she'd had virtually no furniture. That and the old car said she knew how to make do.

Budgeting but spending on luscious thingsin her closet.

Dressing for the job?

I wondered about the lunch with her mother, Lauren returning dazed and upset, complaining about Jane trying to control her. But that had been two or three months ago—no reason it would lead her to vanish now.

Vanish. Despite my reassurances to Salander, I was thinking worst-case scenario.

Seven days, no luggage, no car, no explanation.

Maybe Lauren would waltz in any minute. Straight-A student returned from a research trip—some professor asking her to attend an out-of-town meeting or convention, deliver a paper. . . . She'd flown somewhere—that could explain no car. But it didn't solve the problem of wardrobe, and why hadn't she let anyone know?

Unless Salander wasn't as familiar with her wardrobe as he claimed and she had packed something. Tossed casual clothes into a bag.

Research ... A project at my alma mater, a psych major, so probably a psych job. At the very department from which I'd obtained my union card.

I headed west on Wilshire, caught snail traffic at Crescent Heights—an orange-vested Caltrans crew, stupidest agency in the state, taking petty-fascist satisfaction in blocking off two lanes. I sat, idling along with the Seville, rolled a foot or two, sat some more, finally got past La Cienega. Unmindful of the noise and the dirt. New focus: yearning to feel useful.

6

I REACHED THE city-sized campus of the U just after four-thirty. More people were leaving than arriving, and the first two parking lots I tried were being retrofitted for something. University officials gripe about budget constraints, but the jackhammers are always working overtime. It's a boom time for L.A., might endure till the next time the earth shrugs.

It was nearly five P.M. when I hurried up the stairs to the psych building, hoping someone would be around. The cement-and-stucco waffle had been repainted: from off-white to a golden beige with chartreuse overtones. Uncommonly bright for a place devoted to the joys of artificial intelligence and compelling brain-lesioned rats to race through ever more Machiavellian mazes. Maybe boom times hadn't loosened up grant money and the new hue was an attempt to connote warmth and availability. If so, eight stories of Skinner-box architecture said forget it.

By the time I entered the main office, half the lights were out and only one secretary remained, locking up. But the right secretary—a plump, ginger-haired young woman named Mary Lou Whiteacre, whose five-year-old son I'd treated last year.

Brandon Whiteacre was a nice little boy, soft and artistic, with his mother's coloring and scared-bunny eyes. A freeway pileup had shattered his grandmother's hip and sent him to the hospital for observation. Brandon had escaped with nothing broken other than his confidence, andsoon he began wetting his bed and waking up screaming. Mary Lou got my name from the alumni referral list, but the department wasn't picking up the tab. She was reeling from the crash and still chafing under the financial hardships imposed by a three-year-old divorce. Her HMO offered the usual cruelty. I treated Brandon for free.

My footsteps made her look up, and though she smiled she seemed momentarily frightened, as if I'd come to revoke her son's recovery.

"Dr. Delaware."

"Hi, Mary Lou. How's everything?"

The red hair was a flyaway frizz that she patted down. "Brandon's doing great—I probably should have called you to tell you." She approached the counter. "Thanks so much for your help, Dr. Delaware."

"My pleasure. How's your mom?"

She frowned. "Her hip's taking a long time to heal, and the other driver's being a butt—denying responsibility. We finally got ourselves a lawyer, but everything just drags out. So what brings you here?"

"I'm trying to locate a student who was involved in research."

"A grad student?"

"Undergrad. I assume you have a record of ongoing projects."

"Well," she said, "that's generally not public information, but I'm sure you've got a good reason. . . ."

"This girl's gone missing for a week, Mary Lou. The police can't do much, and her mother's frantic."

"Oh, no—but it's midquarter break. Students take off."

"She didn't tell her mother or her roommate, though she did say she'd continue to come here even during the break, to do research. So maybe the job took her out of town. A conference, or some kind of fieldwork."

"She didn't tell her mom anything?"

"Not a word."

She crossed the room to a wall of file cabinets. Same golden beige. The outcome of someone's experiment on color perception? Out came a two-inch-thick computer printout that she laid on a desk and flipped through. "What's her name?"

"Lauren Teague."

She searched, shook her head. "No one by that name registered with personnel on any federal or state grants—let's see about private foundations." Another flip. She looked up, with the same worried expression I'd seen on her first visit to my office. Psychology's code of ethics forbids bartering with a patient. I'd traded something with her, wondered if I'd stepped over the line.

"Nothing."

"Maybe there's a misunderstanding," I said. "Thanks."

She crossed her mouth with an index finger. "Wait a second—when it's part-time work, sometimes the professors hire out through one of those employee management firms. It avoids having to pay benefits."

Another cabinet, another printout. "Nope, no Lauren Teague. Doesn't look as if she's working here, Dr. Delaware. You're sure the study was in psychology? Some of the other departments have behavioral science grants—sociology, biology?"

"I assumed psychology, but you could be right," I said.

"Let me call over to the administration building, see what the central employee files turn up." Glance at the wall clock. "Maybe I can catch someone."

"I really appreciate this, Mary Lou."

"Don't even think about it," she said, as she dialed. "I'm a mom."

No job listing anywhere on campus. Mary Lou looked embarrassed— an honest person confronting a lie.

"But," she said, "they do have her enrolled. Junior psych major, transferred from Santa Monica College. Tell you what—I'll pull our copy of her transcript. I can't give you her grades, but I will tell you which professors she took classes from. Maybe they know something."

"I appreciate it."

"Hey," she said, "we're not even close to even in the thank-you department. . . . Okay, here we go: This past quarter she took a full load— four psych courses: Introductory Learning Theory with Professor Hall, Perception with Professor de Maartens, Developmental with Ronninger, Intro Social Psych with Dalby."

"Gene Dalby?"

"Uh-huh."

"We were classmates," I said. "Didn't know he switched from clinical practice to teaching Social."

"He came on full-time a couple of years ago. Good guy, one of the less pompous ones. Even though he drives a Jag." Her eyes rounded and shepretended to slap her wrist. "Forget I said that." She began to return the transcript to the drawer.

"Lauren told her mother she got straight A's."

"Like I said, Dr. Delaware, grades are confidential." Her eyes dropped to the paper. Tiny smile. "But if I was her mother I'd be proud. Smart girl like that, I'm sure there's an explanation. Here, let me write those professors' names down for you. Ronninger's on sabbatical, but the others are teaching all year. By this time I doubt they're in, but good luck."

"Thanks. You'd make a good detective."

"Me?" she said. "Never. I don't like surprises."

She locked up, and I walked her through the lobby, both our footsteps echoing on black terrazzo. When she was gone I strode back to the elevators and read the directory. Simon de Maartens's office was on the fifth floor, Stephen Z. Hall's and Gene R. Dalby's on the sixth.

I pushed the button and waited and thought about Lauren's lie to Andrew Salander. No research job. Probably covering for her real employment. Stripping, hooking, both. Resuming her old ways. Or she'd never stopped.

Runway modeling. Another lie? Or maybe gigs at the Fashion Mart were just another way to cash in on her looks.

Smart kid, but enrollment in college and good grades weren't contradictory to plying the flesh trade. Back when Lauren had worked for Gretchen Stengel, the Westside Madam had employed several college girls. Beautiful young women making easy money—big money. Someone able to compartmentalize and rationalize would find the logic unassailable: Why give up five-hundred-dollar tricks for a six-buck-an-hour part-time bottle-washing gig without benefits?

Salander had said Lauren was living off investments, and I wondered if her body was the principal. If so, her disappearance could be nothing more than a quarter-break freelance to accrue spare cash.

No car, because she was flying—jetting off somewhere with a sheik or a tycoon or a software emperor, any man sufficiently rich and deluded to fall for the ego sop of purchased pleasure.

Lauren serving as amusement for a few days, returning home nicely invested. But if that was the case, why had she raised her mother's anxiety by not providing a cover story? And why hadn't she packed clothing?

Because this particular job required a new wardrobe? Or no clothing at all beyond the threads on her back?

She had taken her purse, meaning she had her credit cards. What did a party girl require other than willingness and magic plastic?

Maybe she was punishing Jane by slipping away without explanation— letting Jane know she wouldn't be controlled.

Or perhaps the answer was painfully simple: rest and recreation after grinding away for grades. Cooling out in one of the places she'd used before—nice quiet Malibu motel—if that was true.

Maybe Lauren had done the L.A.-to-Reno shuttle, found her old stomping grounds lucrative, decided to stay for a while. . . . The elevator doors wheezed open, and I rode up to five. Professor Simon de Maartens's door was decorated with Far Side cartoons and a newspaper clipping about moose deaths from acid rain. Closed. I knocked. No answer. The handle didn't turn.