Foodchain (12 page)

The back door opened into an examining room. As near as Frank could tell, the room was prepped and ready for nearly anything. There was a stainless steel table in the center of the room, a refrigerator, a wide stainless steel sink off to the left next to a cabinet full of medicine, bandages, tools. To the left was the front desk and waiting room. Off to the right, the far end of the room led into another intersection.

Frank took a left at the intersection at the end of the room, and saw small cages, set up for cats at the top, dogs at the bottom. To the right was an operating room, sealed in sterile tile, with more cages, where they isolated puppies with Parvo. Tonight, though, they were filled with stoned monkeys.

Straight ahead was a thick wooden door. They went through, into a long corridor that ran the length of the wing. This middle part was essentially a large cage split into smaller sections. A heavy chain link fence, stretched from floor to ceiling, faced the employee parking lot in the center of the U. A thick canvas curtain could be raised or lowered, depending upon the sun and the weather.

The cats were in the cages that were backed up along the cinderblock wall to the left. There were twelve cages, originally for big dogs. The cats looked sleepy, sprawled out on the bare concrete, eyeballing Frank and Chuck through heavy-lidded eyes.

Two doors waited at the end. On the left, there was a regular wood door. To the right, the door was metal. Chuck turned left and opened the wood door, stepping into a storeroom filled with eighty-pound bags of cheap dog food on five pallets. An army cot, a folding chair, and a stained card table were tucked cozily in the far corner. “It ain’t much, but there’s a shower in the shitter up front…it’s clean at least. And Sturm had us stock the fridge with plenty of beer.” Chuck’s face looked apprehensive, as if his feelings would be hurt if Frank didn’t like the living arrangements.

“This’ll be just fine.”

“It’s okay? Really?”

“Yeah.”

“Sturm did mention there were some city boys who had a problem.” Chuck grabbed a leather gun case from the top of the stack of dog food. Inside was a dull black pump shotgun with a barrel so short and abrupt it looked like an amputated limb. “Winchester. Twelve gauge. You got eight shells in here, double-ought buckshot. Any fuckhead makes you nervous, you just point this in their general direction and squeeze the trigger. Guaranteed results, I’m telling you.”

* * * * *

Frank heard barking dogs, sharp, urgent. “There’s still animals here?”

Chuck said, “Yes and no. Nothing official, no clients. Nobody’s been around to see anybody. So folks just stopped coming. Either took their animal up to Canby or took care of ’em with a .22. You’re hearing the dogs in the pound, animals that got left when folks moved on. Mr. Sturm and the boys probably got ’em all fired up.”

Once through the metal door, the barking got ten times louder, the difference between hearing the fire department siren go off from miles away and being inside the station when it erupted; the sound seemed to have a physical quality that you could reach out and touch, like grabbing a handful of roofing nails and squeezing.

Although the pound was neither as grim or desperate as the zoo, it wasn’t a place that Frank wanted to stay long. Instead of single, individual, cages, the dogs had been thrown together in a single large cage. The shit on the floor was almost a liquid, nearly three inches deep.

Frank counted eighteen dogs, ranging in size from some unidentifiable brown mutt just a hair taller than a tree squirrel damn near drowning in shit to a German Shepard with nails over two inches long, fear and hate bright in his eyes. They were all barking at Sturm, who was crouched down at another back door, fingers splayed against the cage wires. Shit flew. “Look at that sneaky little pissant,” he shouted to Jack and Theo, point to a bristling ball of black and white fur. The dog alternately hid behind the barking Shepard, then would swim its way up through the pack, darting forward to snap at the air in front of Sturm’s fingers, before slipping backwards and hiding again behind the larger dogs.

Sturm stood up, waved at Frank, and readjusted his hat in the direction of the back door. Everyone followed and collected in a ragged circle in the gravel parking lot, everything silver, lit from the big stadium lights that flanked the vet clinic.

“Howdy, Frank,” Sturm said.

“Howdy.”

“How’re the facilities?”

“Suits me fine.”

“Good. We were just talking here about the qualities one would want in a dog. Jack here,” Sturm tried to sum up Jack’s description of his ideal dog. “Jack has just suggested…ah…aggressiveness,” “Which, I think, everyone here would agree that that would be a certain…useful attribute, could benefit the owner.” Everyone nodded. “So, Frank. What quality would you most prize in a dog?”

“Loyalty.”

Sturm nodded at his son and the clowns. “Exactly. Loyalty. There ya’ go. What’d I tell you? This man’s an expert.”

Jack shook his head. “Naw. But now, don’t get me wrong. No offense, Frank. Loyalty’s an admirable trait. Hell yes. But that ain’t what you need when some shit has got your dog by the throat. You need inner strength. You need…fire, you need a goddamn dog that wants to live.”

Sturm smiled. “And just what the hell is it supposed to want to live for?”

“Everything has a desire to live,” Jack said. “Call it whatever you want. Guts. Sand. Believe the niggers call it soul. Goddamn toughness.”

Sturm nodded patiently. “True, true. Hell, I ain’t arguing with that…however, I believe that when an animal has a purpose, a, a
love
, then that will take them farther than simple survival instincts. If an animal has something to live for, hell, if anyone has something to live for…then they’re gonna fight harder.”

Jack spit into the tortured, baked mud. “I think it’ll fight harder for itself than for any man.”

“Then we’re just gonna have to find out, won’t we?” Sturm clapped his hands. “None of them poor sonsabitches in there will fight for love. They been treated like shit.” He shook his head. “Don’t blame ’em one bit. If I was them, I’d say, fuck all you too.” He took Theo’s shoulder. “Forget that Shepard. It’s no good. Watch his posture. He’s too excited, too much. Next time you see him, you watch him close. He don’t know whether to shit or piss. No, he won’t work. You just like him because of his size. I’m telling you, you watch that little black and white mutt. That’s the one.”

DAY SIX

Frank’s mother was always spooning out a little wet cat food onto paper plates and leaving them in the alleys behind their apartments. Frank figured she was just fattening up the rats, but it seemed to make her happy to think that she was helping a few stray cats’ lives just a little easier. But rather than the alleys or the apartments themselves, Frank remembered the front doors the most. He’d be inside, listening to his mom argue with some asshole who had brought her home on the hope of getting something more than a goodnight peck on the check. The argument would escalate, and Frank would find himself huddling in an empty closet or under the sink, waiting until his mom would inevitably have to punch the sonofabitch. She’d slam the front door and lock it as best as she could. Then she’d find Frank and crawl into his hiding space—Frank would only hide in places where they both could fit—while they listened to the asshole kick and pound at the door, usually screaming vacant threats.

And when the other tenants complained, it was off to a new apartment.

So Frank wondered if his dreams were trying to tell him something when he woke up under his cot. Maybe it was just from sleeping this close to so many animals. He got dressed and checked on the animals. Most of them were now awake and hungry. They didn’t make a sound, just watched him warily.

Out back, behind the barn, was a freezer. Sturm had stocked it with fifty pounds of frozen lamb shanks, five-pound bricks wrapped in butcher paper and stamped with a red date. Most of the meat was over fourteen years old. Frank set out six packages, setting them on top of the freezer to thaw in the morning sun.

True enough, Frank found the fridge in the examining room stuffed full of beer, except for the bottom shelf. That was full of food. Bacon. Eggs. A roasted chicken, wrapped in aluminum foil. The freezer contained a selection of frozen food, mostly TV dinners. Frank cooked a couple of TV dinners and zapped up some coffee using an old microwave, and then took a long, ridiculously hot shower. He came out of it feeling better then he had in days.

Clothing had been left on a neat pile on the stacks of dog food. It fit fine, although Frank had to poke a new hole in the belt so he could cinch the jeans tight. He wore a long sleeve gray cowboy shirt, Wrangler jeans, and black White workboots. The clothes calmed him; he felt ready. Confident.

* * * * *

Sturm drove in around ten and waited for Frank to come out to the pickup. “Called an old friend last night,” he said through the window, bottom lip full of snuff. “How’re the girls?” He spit.

Frank shrugged. “Pissed.”

Sturm laughed, cowboy hat bobbing like a cork in boiling water. “Think they’ll be healthy enough for a hunt?”

“Depends on when you want to hunt ’em.”

“You tell me.”

Frank shrugged again. “Hard to say. They been starved for so long, don’t know if the muscles’ll come back. I mean, no point in hunting crippled animals. Maybe a couple of months, just to see.”

“Wish I had a couple of months, son. Tell you what. You got a week, maybe a week and a half at the most,” Sturm said, tipped his cowboy hat, and took off in a cloud of dust, orange in the morning sun.

* * * * *

Frank spent the first few days taking care of the animals and reading everything about them he could find at night in the tiny office just off the operating room that was chock full of veterinary textbooks. Mornings, he mixed antibiotics, vitamins, and deworming pills into the food. For the next few days, he found fist-sized clumps of what looked like sluggish spaghetti in the animals’ watery diarrhea. After the animals had eaten, he’d drag a long hose through the middle section, aim the nozzle through the chain link cages and wash their shit across the concrete into a waiting gutter. After three days, he was pleased to see that the stool was fairly solid. Most of the blood in the urine seemed to disappear as well.

After washing the cages, he’d push raw hamburger through the chain link, but he never opened the doors. He was careful to never look directly into the cats’ eyes. Once in a while, feeding the cats made him feel uncomfortably like the zookeeper, and he’d have to back off for a while and grab a beer. Unlike the zookeeper, though, the cats, after a few days, would lick his palms, their tongues feeling like soft, wet sandpaper. The books told him their tongues were covered in tiny rasps that helped the cats lick meat off bones. He always kept his hands flat; despite the seemingly affectionate licking, he knew they’d chew off his fingers in a heartbeat. He had to resist the urge to name them.

In the meantime, he nailed up chicken wire in the barn, building a large cage for the monkeys. Their constant screeching and howling were getting on his nerves at night. He thought about pouring tranquilizer over their food and let them sleep for a few days. In the textbooks, he discovered they were spider monkeys.

The clowns brought over the rhino. Frank walked it carefully down the chute; it moved slowly, mechanically. Frank filled the largest stall with straw and hoped the rhino would like it, or at least feel comfortable enough to lie down. But once inside, the great beast just stood there, immobile and emotionless, like a lobotomized bull. Frank dumped an entire bale of alfalfa into the stall and couldn’t have been more pleased when the rhino slowly lowered its head and started munching the green hay.

DAY THIRTEEN

As Frank lay on the narrow vinyl couch in the tiny office late at night, reading about the kidney functions of large cats, a severe, insistent buzzer vibrated throughout the hospital. He snapped the book shut and sat up. His first reaction was that the clowns were here, but they always just barged in through the back door. Curious, he made his way up to the front desk. There was a dark shadow behind the curtains in the front windows.

It was Annie. In the harsh orange glow of the bare bulb above the front door, she looked scared; her eyes were red and swollen. Behind her were two of her brothers, faces dark with fresh bruises and scrapes. Both grasped the handles of two wheelbarrows. The first wheelbarrow held Petunia. The dog lay on her side in a nest of old towels, breathing heavy, almost growling in and out; her front paws were held away from the body, stiff and covered with what looked like melted chocolate. The second wheelbarrow had been filled with knotted, twisted chunks of pine firewood. “I need your help,” Annie said.

Frank didn’t think twice. “Bring her in.”

They wheeled the dog right into the waiting room, and both brothers carried her suspended in one of the towels back into the operating room. Frank switched on the overhead light and got a closer look. Petunia’s front paws were charred black, seeping plasma. “What happened?”

Annie’s little hands curled into fists. “These two cunts trapped her under the porch, knocked her sideways, and then went after her with a lighter and a can of hairspray.”

“Fuckin’ thing shouldn’ta eaten my—” The brother didn’t get a chance to finish. Faster than Frank could follow, Annie’s arm shot out, whistling past her brother’s head. He flinched, too late. Something bloody hit the examining table with a faint slap. Frank realized it was the brother’s left earlobe as Annie neatly wiped the blade of her straight razor on the old towels.

The brother clapped his hand to the side of his head and looked like he wanted to say something as a thin trickle of blood meandered down his neck.

“Go ahead,” Annie taunted. “Spit it out. Swear at me. Please. Next time it’ll be your fucking nose.”

He kept quiet. The second brother hung back, looking the monkeys, at the door, the green tiles on the floor, anywhere but at his sister.

Annie turned back to Frank. “Please help her.”

Frank chewed on the inside of his cheek, wondering if any of the books in the back room talked about treating burns. He didn’t want to appear clueless to Annie, so he said, “She’s gonna need…rest, some antibiotics, and she’s gonna have to stay off these front paws, give ’em a chance to heal.” He met Annie’s eyes. “She’ll have to stay here. Maybe in a cage. She can’t walk on these. We’ll have to keep her quiet.”

Annie nodded. “You do whatever you have to.” Her bottom lip quivered and a fat tear squeezed itself out of her right eye and rolled down her cheek. “Please, just help her.”

Frank had the two brothers hold the dog down as he slipped a padded plastic cup over the dog’s muzzle. A circular rubber tube was attached to the cup; this was connected to a hose that ran to the wall. Frank had been reading about the halothane and isoflurane, anesthetic that was inhaled, instead of injected, since he hadn’t wanted to get close enough to the cats to slip a needle full of Acepromazine into their veins unless they were unconscious. He made a few quick calculations in his head, adjusted the vaporizer output on the wall, and fervently hoped the concentration wouldn’t kill Petunia.

When her breathing and heart rate had slowed, he smeared aloe salve over Petunia’s front paws. Towards the end, she fought through the haze of the anesthesia and snapped at Frank, but for the most part, the dog was remarkably calm, almost as if she understood deep down that he was trying to help. He injected her with antibiotics and encased the front paws in cotton and neon orange vet wrap. The brothers carried the now sleeping dog into the office where they placed her carefully on the vinyl couch.

“You two fuckheads wait outside,” Annie told her brothers. “We’re gonna have that little talk I promised. You run, and I swear to you one night, not too soon, just long enough for you to forget about it, but one night when you’re sleeping, I’ll creep in and cut your balls right the fuck off.” Everyone in the room knew she wasn’t kidding. “Get outside. Now.” When the front door closed, she closed her eyes and another tear slid down her round cheek. “She was just in the wrong place at the wrong time,” she said sadly. She blinked her tears away and tried to smile at Frank, but he felt like it was forced. “So how much is this gonna cost?”

“I.... I’m not sure, exactly. Let’s see how the treatment goes. Why don’t we settle up when Petunia is better?”

“I don’t like being in debt to anyone.” She cocked her head. “You’ve been hearing about me. I can see it in your face.”

“What? I haven’t heard anything about anyone. Nobody’s told me anything,” Frank said. “Let’s just see how Petunia heals.” He put his hands flat on the table. “Then we’ll talk payment.”

“We’ll talk payment then.”

“Yeah.”

“Okay then. We’ll be talking, you and I.” She gave a mischievous smile, but it looked to Frank like there was something else under the surface, still sadness maybe. Annie squatted in front of the couch, stroking her dog’s broad, flat skull. “You take good care of Petunia. I find out you don’t, I might have to go at your eyes with a screwdriver,” she said without looking at him.

Frank believed her. “Yeah.”

It was good enough for Annie. She stood, wiped her eyes.

“Come by anytime,” Frank said. “Day or night.” He wondered if that sounded too forward. Most of him was disgusted at the cruelty, but he had to admit that part of him was glad that Petunia had gotten hurt. It gave him an excuse to see Annie. “You know, see how she’s doing.”

“I will. First thing tomorrow.”

Frank smiled. “We’ll be here.”

Quickly, almost without thinking, Annie grasped his elbows, stood up on her tiptoes, and kissed his cheek. Then, without another word, she left. Frank followed her to the front door and watched through the side window as the Glouck brother who still had both earlobes grabbed the wheelbarrow filled with firewood and stomped across the gravel, following his sister. The second brother, still holding his bleeding ear, reluctantly trailed along at a distance.

They left the lights of the parking lot and disappeared into the darkness of the field. Before long, though, Frank could see the first tentative flickers of a fire out in the star thistles. Frank got a beer and made himself comfortable, sitting sideways on the windowsill, watching the figures, letting his eyes adjust. When the fire had been burning for a good long while, Annie took a long branch and scattered the coals evenly on the ground around the fire and without any warning at all, whipped the thick branch at the closest brother’s head. Frank couldn’t tell if it was the one missing an earlobe or the younger brother. The blow knocked him face first into the star thistles and glowing coals, unconscious before he even started to fall forward.

The smell of burning skin mingled with the smell of rhino shit.

Frank turned away from the windows, feeling good, feeling fucking
great
. He grabbed another beer and headed back to his cot and .12 gauge. Outside, Annie had the second brother walk around in the fire pit barefoot, using the smoking branch as persuasion. Frank fell asleep to the second brother’s screams and for the first time in months, he didn’t dream.