Authors: Mark Tufo
Fuck death, it’s not the enemy, zombies are.
Chapter 1 – Mike Journal Entry 1
We stayed a few more days. There was a somber remembrance for my dad, and really for
all those who had fallen. The patriarch of our family had died defending his legacy.
Something we were all proud of; we all knew that was the way he would have wanted
to go out.
A warrior to the end.
It was with mixed feelings that we left Ron’s house. Sadness for the losses we had
suffered, but that was intermingled with the thought that perhaps we had finally turned
the corner on the zombie apocalypse. I couldn’t have been any more wrong if I tried.
Who knew? At some point Azile had slipped into the night, not to die like Erin at
least I hope not. She’d done something to BT while he was on guard duty and she’d
just vanished. Tommy and I tried to hunt her down for a couple of days, never found
a trace. I missed the girl she had played an integral part in Eliza’s demise, now
she was another of the fallen and an added spot upon my blackening heart.
Ron wouldn’t give up the Gatling gun to save his life, and I threatened him enough
to know he meant business. He already wrote off his truck when he decided to lend
me another one. I caught him stroking the hood and apologizing to it softly.
“I haven’t even got in it yet,” I told him.
“What’s the last thing you haven’t destroyed?” he asked. “And now you’ve even set
an example for your kids.” Ron was referring to the ripped up deck.
“What will you do, Ron?” I asked. “Are you going to stay here?”
The levity ceased. The damage to the basement was extensive; the foundation to the
house had suffered a serious blow.
“I’m going to see if it will be possible to brace the house. This is still a safe
place, and I want to try and give the kids as stable of an environment as possible.
Are you coming back?”
“I’d like to think so, but I haven’t received my warranty paperwork in the mail yet,
so I’m not sure how long I have left.”
“Funny.”
BT was carrying a big bag of supplies out to the truck. “Stop,” Ron told him.
“Huh?” BT asked.
“Open the bag.”
“Mike said it was canned goods.” BT bent down to unzip the bag.
I was moving quickly away from the truck.
“Son of a bitch!” BT and Ron said in unison.
“I knew he’d try.” Ron grabbed the bag containing the Gatling gun.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about!” I shouted. “Blame the black man carrying
it.”
“Oh, it’s always the black man’s fault…right, Talbot?” BT asked my retreating back.
“Look at the evidence,” I replied and then I was gone.
“The bastard made me a mule.” BT shook his head as he placed the supplies in the truck.
I could see him smiling; that was a good thing. The alternative was him twisting my
head off. Although he still might; he may even be wearing that smile while he did
so.
Ron made sure the gun stayed by his feet as we finished loading supplies. When it
was all said and done, it was approaching noon. As I looked around at the serenity
of this place, I wanted to change my mind, BT and Justin still needed help…but oh
how I wanted to.
BT, Tracy, Travis, Justin and Tommy got in the truck. The rest of my family, new and
old lined the roadway waving as we departed. When I was sure we were far enough away
to avoid retribution but still within sight, I stopped the truck and got out.
“You should have let me have the gun,” I yelled to Ron.
“Not a chance,” he yelled back.
I drove off the road a ways, scraping the front fender against a large oak and leaving
a large swath of white paint.
“You little fuck!” he yelled, looking to chamber some rounds into his gun. I floored
the gas.
“You’re such an asshole,” Tracy said from the backseat.
“What? It was an accident. I’m innocent,” I pled.
“You don’t have an innocent bone in your body,” BT added.
“Listen…if that’s the worst that happens to this thing I’ll consider it a victory,”
I said.
BT contemplated for a moment. “Agreed.”
“See, hon, I was just getting the bad part out of the way.” I turned to face her.
“Uh-huh.” She answered warily. I don’t think she was buying it.
“So what’s the plan?” BT asked.
“Really?” Travis asked back.
I smiled wanly. I actually did have an idea. Odds were good that the doc was somewhere
along the route Eliza had taken. Sure, that left a lot of land to cover; however,
there was no alternative. BT and Justin needed help. I would not – I could not – dwell
on the impossibility of this mission. Doc was alive; I was staking their lives on
it.
We’d gone a few miles, the overall mood in the car was guarded excitement. Team Talbot
had scored a major victory. Eliza was dead, and nothing short of a good old-fashioned
resurrection was going to bring her back. Now, normally that would have been a laughable
proposition, considering the last one had happened close to two thousand years ago
– depending on your beliefs. But since the zombies had made ‘coming back’ commonplace,
I’d had the wisdom to burn Eliza.
I thought I’d get more enjoyment out of the event. All I really felt was sorry. Her
first years were marred with all manner of brutality inflicted upon her. She, in turn,
had wrought that on the world in spades. It was all she knew. She looked so at peace
as she laid upon that funeral pyre. Tommy had carefully combed her hair and placed
her hands over her chest, nearly covering the twisting knife wound Tracy had inflicted.
Nothing short of new clothes was going to hide the blood that had dried to a brown
thickness across her upper half though.
Tommy kissed his sister lightly, struck the match, and lit her lighter fluid-doused
body up. He watched for a second as the flame took hold before he walked away. We
were all out there to witness the event. I stayed to the bitter end; I felt that I
owed her that. The flame had burned hot enough to be felt over twenty-five feet away.
The pyre collapsed in on itself after a while, sending plumes of sparks skyward. Eventually,
after many hours, the flame had died out.