Forget Me Not: A Novel (Crossroads Crisis Center) (2 page)

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t’s a bad business decision.”

Behind the wheel of the red Jaguar, she checked her rearview mirror, uneasy at being where she shouldn’t be after dark. “Maybe”—she braked for a traffic light—“but it’s a good heart decision.”

The man on the phone grunted his true feelings; his words proved far more diplomatic. “I understand that position on some of your ventures, like your work building the children’s center, but I don’t understand it on this. We’re talking about a run-down beach house three states away, with exorbitant taxes and insurance, that you never visit. Retaining it isn’t logical.”

Her aunt Beth had loved that run-down beach house, and they’d spent almost twenty wonderful summers together there. But maybe you had to grow up orphaned and denied the privilege of living with your last blood relative to understand the value of that.

“It’s in hurricane country and eighty feet from the gulf,” she told her financial advisor. “Of course the taxes and insurance premiums are outrageous.”

Two blocks ahead, a jazz funeral ambled down St. Charles Avenue. Bluesy music floated on the night. Not wanting to intrude, she flicked her
little finger, tapping on the blinker, then turned at the corner and headed out of the French Quarter.

Her uneasiness grew. There had been some police presence in the Quarter. Where she was headed, there wasn’t apt to be any.

“That’s why you should sell it.” His sigh crackled static through the phone. “Look, it’s a good offer. Market value plus twenty percent is rare.”

She looked down the deserted street. A group of teenage boys were hanging out in front of a half-gutted building. Yet another remnant of Hurricane Katrina; the kids had no place safe to go. She hoped to soon change that. In this neighborhood, being on the street at night wasn’t just unsafe, it was dangerous. “Now you’re upset.”

“I am not upset.”

If his tone got any stiffer, it’d make the trek from Atlanta to New Orleans without benefit of the phone. He was definitely upset. “Good.” She needed to get past this call and focus on returning to the hotel.

Trash littered the sidewalk and clumped in a pile near a storm drain carved into the corner’s concrete. Smelly garbage, rain-soaked and muddy from that afternoon’s thunderstorm, assaulted her.

Finger to her nose, she looked from the grungy walk back to the street. “Why are these ‘blind’ buyers offering more than fair market value anyway?”

“You’ve refused their previous offers and they want the property.”

“Yes, but why?” That just didn’t make sense. “Dozens of homes are on the market. Why not buy one of those? Why Aunt Beth’s place?”

“Who cares? Just take the money and run.”

She didn’t live her life that way. “See, that bothers me. When people hide who they are and push this hard, there’s a reason.” This property was in Seagrove Village. She couldn’t afford to forget that or not to be suspicious.

“Their reason doesn’t matter. This is the perfect time to unload it.”

“I don’t want to unload it.” Without the beach house, she wouldn’t have any personal family memories after age seven—a fact he well knew since he’d handled her estate from the time of her parents’ passing. How could he not understand?

“If you’re going to ignore my advice, then why pay me for it?”

She paid handsomely for it, but it was still a bargain. “You’re a very good analyst, and I value your opinion, but I make my own decisions. Since I’m accountable for them, that’s as it should be.” He should understand that; he’d taught it to her.

She pulled up beside a car parked near a stop sign. Sitting stopped on dangerous streets gave her the willies. She wasted no time scanning for oncoming traffic, and then drove on.

“Why are you so eager for me to sell?” Even before she’d reached legal age and he had gone from trustee and replacement guardian to financial advisor, he never pushed her this hard on anything.

“It’s in your best interests.”

“In your opinion, but not in mine.”

“I know you make the final calls—and how you make them.” He sighed deeper, heavier. “You’ve prayed about this and it doesn’t feel right, so you’re not doing it.”

Well, at least he understood that much. “Yes, prayer is my bottom line.” Saying the offer didn’t feel right would do, but it was an understatement. Down to the marrow of her bones, she felt certain she was supposed to keep the beach house.

As certain as she was that she must never return to it.

God’s reasons on both went far deeper than her own, and if and when He was ready to reveal them to her, she’d be eager to know them. Until then, she would act in trust. Follow His will.

“There is another reason you should consider and aren’t.”

“Oh?” His brittle tone had her stiffening. This wouldn’t be good news.

“A man purporting to be an investigator showed up at your neighbor’s house this afternoon looking for you.”

No. Not again. Please, not again
. Fear streaked through her chest, squeezed. No sound came out of her mouth, so she waited on tenterhooks for him to continue.

“You’re going to have to run again. NINA’s found you.”

NINA?
She had been running from men, not a woman. “Who is she?”

“Not who, but what. NINA is the name of the group looking for you.”

The men were a group? They had been scary; this was terrifying. “What kind of group?”

“Nihilists in Anarchy.”

She swallowed hard. “So the biological terrorist threat is still out there, and it’s bigger than I thought.” A group. An organized
group
. The taste in her mouth turned bitter. “I’d hoped if I disappeared … ”

“It didn’t help. These are not fly-by-night thugs. I wish they were. NINA is a multinational organization—far too substantial to let one woman interfere with their plans.”

Her muscles went tight, knotted, and the urge to cry swelled inside her. She blinked fast, fighting it. “I have to disappear again.”

“If you want to live, yes.”

Her nightmares were starting all over again, and growing worse. “Are they connected? The beach house buyers and these people?”

“What interest would a major terrorist group have in a shack of a beach house?”

“That was my question to you,” she reminded him.

“None known to the FBI. I contacted my friend there and made a few inquiries—citing a hypothetical situation again, of course.”

“And his advice remained the same,” she guessed. “That I should come in and get into Witness Protection.”

“Actually, no. With this new development, he doubts he can protect you. His hypothetical advice is to get lost and stay lost somewhere far, far away.”

“So he was already familiar with this NINA?” “Oh yes,” her advisor said. “They’re on multiple international watch lists.”

Boy, had she fallen into it. “I told you the men after me were bioterrorists.” She’d overheard that much from that conversation that had kept her looking over her shoulder these past three years.

“Bioterrorism is but one of the threats NINA poses.”

“There’s more?” The news just kept getting better and better.

“Much more, I’m afraid. NINA embraces the destruction of all political, social, and religious order. They reject morals and ethics as mere products of pressure. Life, to them, has no meaning. Good and evil are based on perspective, nebulous things. They even reject the significance of family.”

Alien philosophies. Spooky ones. And wasn’t that just great? Having a duo of cutthroats after her hadn’t been bad enough. She had to run into an entire army of them. “Charming. How did you find out NINA was involved?”

He hesitated and then sighed. “It’s safer that you don’t know.”

Not from the FBI apparently. Two trucks blew past her. One had a back end full of wooden crates that wobbled. She tapped the brakes to put more distance between them, not trusting the ropes securing them to hold.

“Did you tell your FBI friend that the men could be members?”

“Of course not. You’d be pulled in for questioning and be at even greater risk. NINA would know the moment you entered the building—even my friend couldn’t deny it.”

That was her take on the matter too, but it comforted her to know he had hypothetically discussed the situation with a professional, and he was in agreement. Clearly, he considered the men and the anonymous buyers two separate events—and they well might be. At this point, she had no way of knowing. “How did they find me?”

“No idea. You’ve avoided the press, public gatherings … Has the media caught wind of your reasons for being in New Orleans?”

“No.” She’d had a close call with a reporter from the
Times-Picayune
, but no direct hits. She’d grown adept at avoiding television cameras and reporters long ago.

“No public records filed?”

“Only the beach house deed.”

“That leads to me, not you, and it’s in another state.” He sighed. “I have no idea how they located your current home. But don’t delay down there. They’re one step away. Vanish.”

In ordinary circumstances, it would be unfortunate to be skilled at vanishing, but in this case, her having a great deal of experience at it was a blessing. “I’ll wrap up here in a few hours and then go.”

“A few hours? That’s risky.”

“Yes, but necessary.” If NINA knew she was here, they wouldn’t have been at her home this afternoon talking to her neighbors. And since she didn’t know her neighbors and they didn’t know her, she should be safe for a few more hours. That would be long enough. The kids here needed the center. She couldn’t raise their hopes and then dash them by leaving without doing anything.

“Invoke your power of attorney. I’ll contact you again in six months—sooner, if I can—and when I do, I want to hear that this center is up and running.”

“I’ll take care of it,” he said. “Our usual financial arrangement?”

Her life, the dire straits of the kids here, and the man was concerned about money? He had plenty and was still fixated on amassing more. “Our usual arrangement is fine.”

“Very well. I’ll decline the offer for the beach house,” he said, caving on that issue. “And I’ll pay the taxes and insurance.”

“Tell the buyers we won’t entertain future offers too.” This was their third attempt in the three months since Aunt Beth passed away, and she did not need the fear of a fourth offer dangling like a dark cloud on the horizon.

Not knowing their motivations sparked worry. Every time these mysterious people made an offer, it triggered more, and she stayed knotted up like a pretzel for days. Now she discovered her pursuers, who might or might not be connected, had an entire organization behind them, and it was hunting her down. That made these anonymous buyers a lot less intimidating.

“I’ll tell them. Though it’s never wise to close the door on future opportunities.”

“If I’m wrong, it won’t be the first time or the last. I’ll live with it.”

“Very well.” He clipped his tone. “I’ll handle the matter first thing in the morning.”

“On this NINA group,” she said, determined to try one last time to learn more. “I know it’s safer for me not to know how you found out about them, but have you placed yourself in jeopardy? I need to know that much.”

“No, I haven’t.”

“You’re sure?”

“Positive.”

That didn’t give her much leeway to insist on disclosure. “Just in case, you’d better tell me all you can.”

“No. I won’t take deliberate action that pushes you further into the fire.”

“But—”

“No,” he insisted, then softened enough to add, “Let’s just say that sometimes people are the exact opposite of who they appear to be.”

Which told her nothing. Who was the exact opposite of who they appeared to be? “That’s it?”

“That’s it.”

“Fine.” No sense arguing. He wouldn’t budge. “Thank you for everything.” His warning could take her out of the line of fire. At least she knew they had found her home and were closing in on her. “Take care. I’ll call when I can.”

“Be smart about it, and do stay alive. You know how I detest having to rearrange my schedule.”

Boy, did he. And for him, this comment was intensely personal. So much so that a lump formed in her throat. “I’ll do my best not to cause you any inconvenience.”

She would; she always had. But would her best be good enough to keep her alive?