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Authors: J. S. Luxor
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“So, we’re going to spend the weekend on your boat?” Megan quizzes me with a naughty look on her face.
“Well, we’ll spend some of our time on the sailboat, Megan. We’ll be docking elsewhere, though.”
She hugs me close and then tilts her head up to mine with an almost childlike look on her face. “Can I guess where we’ll be docking, Matt?”
“Oh you can guess, Megan, but I won’t tell you,” I permit and kiss her head.
“Will we visit one of the San Juan islands?” she asks and giggles with delight.
To reward Megan for her patience during the week, I decide to drop a major hint. “No, we will not. Here’s one huge clue, however. We’ll visit another country.”
The penny drops. “Canada, of course! You’re taking me to Vancouver, British Columbia.”
“Close,” I say and give her another kiss. Then, it’s time for Jeb and me to prepare the rig for our trip. It’s a four hour sail from Seattle to our final destination. Megan helps with some of the ropes and ties. We head out into the Puget Sound and eventually to the Straits of Juan de Fuca. Jeb will stay aboard the boat and take care of its supplies.
It’s almost two in the afternoon when we arrive at the pier in downtown Victoria’s Inner Harbor. Megan’s never been to the area. She’s pleased with the very prim and proper look of the Parliament building and the historic Fairmont Empress Hotel. I give her a brief rundown of our agenda.
“I thought we’d take a brief tour of the nearby attractions. Victoria’s quite British in its layout and orientation. We’ll spend an overnight at the Empress Hotel. If you want, we can tour the Parliament Building. Then I thought you might want to walk through the fifty-five acres of floral and other natural splendors at Butchart Gardens.”
“Oh, Matt. I’ve always dreamed of spending a leisurely afternoon walking the stone paths and streams of Butchart Gardens,” she oozes. “You’re the best boyfriend, ever!”
Hopefully, I’ll be more than her boyfriend when this weekend is over.
FOUR SHADES OF RECOVERY
Healing Heartbreak Series – Book 4
by J.S. Luxor
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MEGAN’S POV
Matt’s arranged for a limo service to drive us to the Fairmont Empress Hotel which is within walking distance of the pier. The Empress sits near the water. Its Victorian design emanates grace and dignity. Our room overlooks the harbor. I’m delighted to learn that it has a full-service health spa with body treatments, massage rooms and an indoor pool. There’s a workout club for Matt as well as a 24/7 business center.
Once our bags are deposited in the room, we rest and freshen up before heading to Butchart Gardens. Once again, the limousine takes us to our destination. We spend two hours taking in a variety of unique gardens. We learn that it all began in the early 20
th
century as an effort to restore a worked-out stone quarry. The color contrasts, with verdant trees, shrubs and grass ringed by a wide array of flowers puts me in a peaceful mood. I’m finally letting go of the tension over Abby’s coma and recovery.
We stop for afternoon tea and scones with fruit in the Dining Room Restaurant. Matt holds my hand as his hazel eyes fill with an unnamed emotion. He stares into my baby blues with an earnest expression on his face. He’s got a plan in mind today.
“Feeling relieved now that Abby’s returned to Miami and Kingsfield’s got a new love interest?” he queries and laughs, probably about his matchmaker skills.
I squeeze his hand firmly. “Well, that’s an understatement but, yes. I’m more than relieved. I’m ecstatic. Also, you’re a hopeless romantic, Matt. Imagine pairing your nemesis with the woman who thought she was competing with me for your affection. Michael and Marissa are a match made in Matt Frazier’s version of heaven.”
“For the moment, it seems, they’re focused on one another and out of our lives,” he pronounces while blowing out a long breath. He winks at me with an adorable dimpled smile.
I lean forward to kiss his cheek and then his long graceful fingers. “You get full points for masterminding that merger.”
His mega-watt smile appears as he basks in my approval. “What sort of reward points are those?”
“The Pine Reward Points which include a key. The sort that I only award to my best performers,” I gush with a modest smile and blush.
“Tell me, Ms. Pine, about my impressive performance and the key,” he teases with a lascivious grin while kissing my hands in return.
“Where should I begin?” I muse with drama. “First, your complex and brilliant plan to divert the enemy.”
He rests his index finger against his lips and regards me with admiration. He’s gloating.
“Second, your insatiable desire for my body.” His crooked smile appears and desire fills his face. His eyes never leave my face as he nods enthusiastically in support of my claim. I pet his utterly handsome features and continue with my list.
“Third, your stamina in providing me with mind-numbing amounts of carnal satisfaction,” I conclude with an eye-lock that only we share. He returns my gaze with fierce looking orbs that are so intense they have now turned black.
Then I make my proclamation. “The Pine Key is given to only one person. That person holds the key to my heart and his name is Matt Frazier.”
He pulls me to my feet with gusto. “Now that I’ve been given the Pine Key, it’s time that we returned to our suite at the Empress,” Matt whispers in my ear. “We need to determine if the key fits.” His look conveys nothing but carnal desire. I giggle with delight. I can’t wait for our amazing connection. There’s nothing more satisfying than a ride on my man’s tool. He’s got a nice, thick bad boy and I want it buried deep inside my lock.
Then, he wraps me carefully in his arms and hugs me gently. We practically sprint toward our waiting limo. Once we’re carefully ensconced in the privacy of the backseat, we spend the entire one hour return trip making out. I’m seated in his lap as I cover his face and neck with slow, sensuous kisses. His hands wander over my chest with abandon. He’s massaging my breasts with enthusiasm and leaving heated kisses on my exposed flesh.
Matt’s lips worship my face, neck and head. “Oh, Megan, what you do to me. I never want you out of sight,” he declares in a low and hoarse voice. By the time we reach the hotel, we’re nearly ready to combust. The chauffeur gives us a lusty look when he opens our door. Matt hands him a generous tip as we quickly make our way to the suite.
“I thought we’d have room service tonight, Megan,” he asserts as he walks me toward the windows of our suite for a view. There’s a chilled silver ice bucket nearby with a bottle of champagne resting in it. The exterior of the bucket sweats.
“Let me guess,” I smirk while looking down at the bottle. “Is it a Bollinger Grande Dame, 2000?”
“You get an A+, Megan. It’s an excellent vintage,” he chants with relish.
“How well I remember our first shared sip of champagne, Matt.” I bat my baby blues at him while he pours us both a generous amount in two lovely champagne glasses.
“The last time we drank this treat, it was out of Waterford flutes,” he reminisces. “That was the day you moved into my condo. This tastes so light and fresh and it feels just like that day again.”
“How far we’ve come since that day, though,” I add. Has it really been a year and a half since I first lived with Matt?
“I propose a toast to a wonderful weekend,” he suggests and gives me a devilish wink.
“A weekend filled with love and lust,” I add with gusto.
We toast and drink for a moment while gazing at one another and the growing dusk outside our window. He takes our glasses and puts them on a nearby table. Then, leans down and kisses me long and deep. It’s the sort of kiss that should never end. He pulls back eventually and I find that we’re both breathless. Desire blossoms fully throughout my body. However, as I gaze into his hazel eyes, I note anxiety.
I reach up to soothe him by caressing his gorgeous face with my hand. I run my fingers through his thick head of hair and along his chiseled jawbone to his chin. He relaxes as I complete the cycle. “There is something I want to ask you, Megan,” he murmurs while his long fingers caress my face simultaneously.
He leads us towards the sitting area of our suite. There’s a large bouquet of flowers from the Butchart Gardens on the coffee table. My mouth drops as I anticipate where he’s going with this move. Matt is gazing at me with the most ardent expression on his face.
“Remember how you were the one who wanted romance at the start of our relationship?” he quizzes me with a teasing look.
“Of course, I remember, Matt,” I say dreamily. “You weren’t interested in intimacy at the time.”
“I must have been the world’s biggest fool. However, I converted to your side of the equation quickly. You turned my world upside down within weeks,” he admits with relish.
“Then I freaked out for a while. But you showed me what a heart could feel, Matt,” I add and pat his well-developed chest.
“You already know that you have my heart and absolute control over my emotions. These are the flowers that complete the picture, Megan,” he waves toward an enormous bouquet of exotic blooms from the growths at Butchart in the center of the room.
Tears sting my eyes. I can hardly speak as I look into the face of the man I love so desperately. “You think of everything, Matt. Thank you!” My heart fills with so much emotion that I simply fall into his arms and hold him close. He’s trembling and I’m on another planet.
Then, Matt lowers himself onto one knee. I hold my breath as I look down into his lovely eyes. They are wide and intense, full of raw emotion.
“I love you with every beat of my heart, Megan,” he declares while pulling a ring box from the inside pocket of his jacket. “Let me spend the rest of my life showing you how much I want you, and can protect you, and cherish you baby. Please say you’ll marry me, Megan. Share my life.”
Tears run from my eyes and down my cheeks. I blink them away and pull Matt into a standing position. I kiss him thoroughly as our tongues entwine.
“Be mine, always, baby,” he murmurs with a rush of emotion. Then he hands me the ring box.
My poor Matt. He loves me so, after all I’ve put him through with Michael and my time in Europe. At this instant, I feel such an outpouring of love for Matt that I can barely speak. I think of all my discussions with Dr. Ginger and realize that my journey has finally come to an end. I truly want to spend the rest of my life making Matt happy. He deserves all that I can give him, including my uncomplicated sense of love.
“Oh, Matt, of course I’ll marry you. You’re the most wonderful man. I couldn’t ask for more.” My tears continue to flow freely as I look him directly in the eyes. “I want to love you and make you happy. I want to bear your children. I’ll create a happy home for you, baby,” I declare with passion and conviction.
Then, I open the box and look at the large diamond ring that he’s chosen for our engagement. It’s at least five carats and oval shaped. The platinum band is encrusted with sapphires. I smile with unmitigated joy. The ring looks stunning and the sapphire happens to be my birthstone. His thoughtfulness amazes me.
Matt looks relieved as a huge smile makes its way across his lips. Then, he takes the ring from its box and slides it on my finger. “You are now my fiancé, it’s official.” He kisses each of my fingers and, finally, the ring with reverence.
“I. Am. Yours,” I proclaim. My fingers get lost in Matt’s hair as I languish in the kiss I give the man I now want with all my heart and soul. He returns the gesture for several moments and then wraps his arms around me as though I might disappear.
That’s the last thing I would dream of at this juncture. We hold each other tight and get lost in each other’s gaze. I know now and deep in my heart that I will always be his. Matt will always be the one. Our bond has been forged in steel now. We are made for one another there’s no doubt.
He leads me toward our sumptuous bed as we slowly peel the clothes off of one another. Our lovemaking takes on a whole new pace now that we are betrothed. Matt takes his time with each phase of our pairing and we behave in an almost ritualistic manner on this night. I kiss every area on his body that has a sensual fiber. He does the same with me. I’m moaning with desire and need by the time he places his big boy between my folds. I’m so moist he almost slides into my vagina.
Just before Matt connects with my very core in a firm manner, he mumbles, “to the best possible outcome. You make me whole like no one else ever could. I’ll always adore you, Megan.” I clench myself around his organ as though I’m drowning.
“Megan, you feel amazing,” he chants while he pumps away with utter ecstasy. The look on Matt’s face while we couple tells me how happy I’ve made him.
“Have I told you how much I love the feel of your toy deep within me?” I whisper with the sexiest tone of voice possible.
“Probably, but tell me again because I love to hear it,” he pronounces with reverence.
As we push and pull, up and down, I manage to huff out my own pledge, “I’ll always want and need you, Matt. You’re the love of my life and an amazing partner. Also, you’ve got an incredible appendage.”
“When I’m inside you, Megan, I’m home. That’s the only place I ever want to be,” Matt announces as he pulls himself back to the entry of my canal and then repeatedly thrusts himself deep inside my very being. We’re lost to our night of passion. It’s absolute heaven to know that we’re both enjoying each other’s body in an almost religious manner.