Full Circle (26 page)

‘Hey, Mom, I’ll talk to you later, ’K?’

‘Where are you going?’

‘Out.’

‘Pick up the girls at Grandma’s house and bring them home first, OK?’

‘Mom!’ It was that ‘mom’ that has three syllables.

‘Please don’t argue with me, Graham, or I may have to kill you,’ I said, lying down on the couch.

‘Great! Put me out of my misery!’ he said, heading for the door.

‘Thanks, honey,’ I said to his retreating back.

‘Whatever,’ he said.

ELIZABETH, APRIL, 2009

It was so dark Elizabeth could barely see her hands in front of her face; that is, if she could have
gotten
her hands in front of her face. But since they were duct-taped behind her back, that was pretty much an impossibility.

Tommy/Aldon had stopped the car and come to the back, pulling her up on the seat and untaping her feet. ‘We walk from here,’ he said. ‘We’re almost home, Bessie.’

Now she followed him, or tried to. She could barely see him in the dark, could barely hear his footfalls for the sound of the cicadas coming from the woods, louder than she’d ever heard them.

‘Wait, Aldon,’ she said, forcing herself to use that name. ‘I can barely see you!’

He stopped and she bumped into him. ‘Please untie my hands!’ Elizabeth pleaded. ‘I can’t get my balance with them tied behind me.’

She could see him now. Definitely not Aldon. No amount of plastic surgery could have changed the shape of his head, the texture of his hair. She may have only been four years old when her brother had been murdered, but she remembered him. She remembered all her family, everything about them. The touch of her mother’s skin, the way her father’s early-morning beard had tickled her cheek when he kissed her, the sound of Monique’s laugh, the feel of Aldon’s hand in hers. Aldon had been a tease, loving to play jokes on his sisters and his parents. Some had been in bad taste, as only a ten-year-old boy could conceive. Others had been just plain funny. Elizabeth had loved to follow him around, take his toys and hide them, elicit his ire, which usually led to running, to laughing, to tickling, to fun.

This brown-eyed blond was not Aldon. Aldon had looked like their father and would have grown to look even more like him. His build had been a miniature of their father’s – short and stocky with slightly bowed legs. This guy was thin and reedy and, if anything, was knock-kneed. Not Aldon. Aldon’s hand had felt safe and welcoming when she held it; when this guy grabbed her hand to lead her further into the woods, it felt anything but.

This was not Aldon. Tears sprang to her eyes. This was not Aldon.

GRAHAM, THE PRESENT

I’d never before seen my mother drunk or hungover and I have to say, I hope I never do again. It’s not a pleasant sight. I really had no plan other than to get out of the house, so going to get the girls at least gave me a reason. And I thought maybe I should take them to the hospital to check on that chick, what’s her name, the orphan, to see how she was doing after having been shot and all.

When I got to Grandma’s house they were eating lunch.

‘You hungry?’ Grandma asked me.

Never one to turn down one of Grandma Vera’s meals, I admitted I was. Since this was just
lunch
, Grandma had out a ham, potato salad, a green salad, deviled eggs, and a fruit salad for dessert. While we ate, they told me about the night before.

‘And then it turns out,’ Megan said with delight, ‘that it’s this Chinese guy – with a Southern accent, mind you – carrying a really fancy pool cue in a bag, not the stalker with an assault rifle!’ Which made Megan laugh out loud.

‘It wasn’t that funny at the time!’ Liz said, shooting daggers at Meg.

Grandma said, ‘I thought it was a
little
funny when you fell out of the window, honey.’

I nudged Liz with my elbow. ‘Come on, kid,’ I said, ‘that’s kinda funny. Admit it, the whole thing’s kinda funny.’

‘Well, it wasn’t when I thought it was him!’ Liz insisted, frowning. Then she grinned. ‘But one good thing came out of it,’ she said. ‘Grandma has a boyfriend.’

Megan jumped on that bandwagon, which got the attention off of Liz and on to Grandma Vera.

‘Now don’t you two start!’ Grandma said, blushing. ‘That man’s young enough to be my . . . nephew by a much older sister.’

Which got the girls to laughing.

That’s when I suggested they help Grandma clean up – which she of course refused (I knew she would) and they grabbed their stuff and we headed for the hospital to see what’s her face, the orphan.

BLACK CAT RIDGE, TEXAS, 1999

We drove to our house, not slowing down as we passed it, peering at it and the Lesters’ house, then circled the block. Twice more and we figured we could pull into the driveway. Once in the house I went directly to the utility room. There on the shelf was the envelope. I reached up and pulled it down and opened it. Inside was the imitation leather diary with the faux gold lettering spelling out ‘Journal’. I opened the front page. On it, in bright red Magic Marker, were the words ‘PAL PROGRAM’. Willis leaned over my shoulder and we both read.

Twenty minutes later we parked at the police station and rushed inside to Luna’s desk. I held out the journal. ‘Read this,’ I said. She took the book and read.

Ten minutes later, she looked up. ‘Jesus,’ she said.

Willis and I just stared at her. She turned to a uniform at the desk behind her. ‘Get me an arrest warrant. Make it out in the name of Berry Rush.’

ELIZABETH, THE PRESENT

Graham drove us to the hospital to see Alicia. Her head was bandaged and her ear on the left was heavily taped up with gauze and tape.

‘Hey,’ she said as we all marched in. She smiled and said, ‘My first visitors!’

‘Your foster mom hasn’t been here yet?’ I asked, a little stunned.

Alicia shook her head. ‘Oh no. I doubt she’ll be able to get here. She has the younger kids, ya know.’

Behind me, Megan grabbed my hand and squeezed. I knew just how she felt. But what did one say?

‘So how you feeling, kid?’ Graham asked, pulling up a chair next to her bed and sitting down.

Alicia blushed when he spoke to her. Who knew? Alicia had a thing for my brother. Yuck.

‘I’m OK,’ she said, her voice barely audible.

‘They treating you OK here?’ he asked.

She nodded her head.

‘Where were you shot?’ he asked.

Alicia looked to me as if for help. ‘She was shot in the head, dumb-butt. Can’t you see?’ Turning to Alicia, I asked, ‘What did the doctors say? Mom said they took you to surgery.’

She nodded again. ‘Yeah,’ she said, facing me, away from my brother. ‘It blew off part of my ear—’

‘Gross!’ Megan said, while I said, ‘Oh, my God!’ and Graham threw in ‘Cool!’

‘One of the bikers found the piece and brought it to the hospital so that’s what the surgery was for last night – to sew my ear back on,’ she explained, pointing to the heavily bandaged ear.

‘Well, Mom’ll come and find out all about it and get your instructions to take home and all that,’ I said as soothingly as possible, patting Alicia’s hand as I did so.

‘But probably not today,’ Graham said. When Megan and I looked at him, he said, ‘Mom and Mrs Luna got skunked last night, and she’s so hungover today she can barely move.’

‘Who
haven’t
you told?’ said someone from the doorway. We turned. It was Mom.

‘Sorry, Mom,’ Graham said, getting up from the chair. ‘Need to sit down a minute?’

She walked over and slapped him on the back of the head. ‘Thank you, son,’ she said, taking his seat. ‘How are you, Alicia?’

‘Just fine, Mrs Pugh,’ Alicia said.

‘Well, I doubt that, but OK.’

We spent another half hour with Alicia then headed out. Passing one of those rooms called a ‘family room’ where the doctors tell families bad news, Mom said, ‘Let’s go in here for a minute.’

I panicked, thinking there was something seriously wrong with Alicia. ‘Oh my God, what is it?’

‘No, sweetie,’ Mom said, taking my hand, ‘Alicia’s OK. The doctor said the bullet grazed her skull and took off a hunk of her ear, which they found and have sewn back on. They don’t think there should be a problem with that, and if it comes out looking bad, they can always do plastic surgery. Alicia’s going to be fine.’

Then she changed the subject. ‘Mrs Luna and I paid a visit to Alicia’s foster mother last night, to tell her what happened.’ Mom seemed uncomfortable, like she didn’t know how to say what she wanted to say. I wasn’t sure if it was the hangover Graham had mentioned or something else.

‘The thing is,’ she said, then stopped. Finally she sighed. ‘I don’t know how to say this other than to just say it. Luna is going to call CPS and turn the woman in. She’s got way too many children there and they’re certainly not being cared for . . .’

That’s when Megan broke in. ‘Mom! Alicia only has that one outfit! She washes it every night! It’s the only clothes she has!’

Mom shook her head. ‘I guess that’s not surprising, having met that woman, but still, I’m shocked.’ Again, she took a deep breath. ‘The thing is, God only knows where they’ll put Alicia the next time. So, your Dad and I talked it over, and, if y’all agree, we’d like to submit the forms to become Alicia’s foster family.’

We all just sat there, stunned. Then Graham groaned. ‘Not another damned sister? Can’t you find a boy, for God’s sake?’

Megan and I both hit him. ‘I can’t wait to go buy her new clothes!’ Megan said. ‘And make-up! Nobody at school’s gonna believe it when they see her!’

‘And we’ve got to get her to the pool!’ I said. ‘Did you see how pale she was?’

‘I take it this is OK?’ Mom said.

‘Sure!’ Megan and I said together and Graham said, ‘Whatever. What’s one more girl?’

‘Can Meg and I go tell her?’ I asked.

‘We haven’t filled out the papers yet,’ Mom warned.

‘Yeah, OK,’ I said. ‘But she needs to know she’s wanted, Mom. Know what I mean?’

Mom said, ‘Yeah, honey, I know what you mean.’

E.J., THE PRESENT

Elizabeth, when asked, denied that her stalker was Thomas Marsh, which brought us back to zilch. Willis came home that evening and we spent the better part of it discussing what had been going on, including Graham (with what I’m sure Elizabeth felt was his big mouth) telling us the story of the girls’ sleepover with Grandma Vera.

Willis, of course, missed the humor of the thing. ‘Where in the hell did you think you were going, young lady?’ he demanded of Elizabeth.

She turned red, hung her head, and said, ‘I dunno. The hospital?’

‘You couldn’t wait until morning?’ he demanded.

I watched as my daughter squared her shoulders and looked her father in the eye. ‘It was my fault that Alicia got shot, Dad. I just wanted to be with her, to make sure she was OK.’

Willis just sat there for a moment, his whole body still, then he nodded. ‘OK. But it was a dumb idea.’

‘Yes, sir,’ she said.

‘Don’t call me sir,’ Willis said. He had a thing about that, and the kids knew it. They only used it when they wanted to irritate him. I lowered my head and smiled.

‘But you should have seen Grandma and Mr Chang!’ Megan said. ‘I think there’s something going on there!’

Something else Willis didn’t find amusing. Usually a man with an acute sense of humor, Willis didn’t find anything funny that involved his daughters or his mother. Some men are like that.

Later that night, as we lay in bed with our arms around each other, he asked, ‘So, any ideas about who’s after our child?’

‘No,’ I admitted. ‘I’ve run out of ideas. And so has Luna. She’s got a patrol car coming by here every half hour, which she says is excessive, but that’s all she can do, and she can’t do that for long.’

‘What about our new daughter? The one in the hospital? What’s her name?’

‘Alicia,’ I told him.

‘Yeah. Her. Should she be under guard?’ he asked.

I picked up the phone on the bedside table and dialed Luna next door.

‘What?’ she said upon answering. ‘It’s after midnight, Pugh!’

‘Should we have a guard on Alicia?’ I asked her. ‘He did shoot her. Maybe he’ll think she’d be good leverage to kidnap.’

‘Shit,’ Luna said. ‘You’re right. I’ll set up a guard.’

‘Thanks,’ I said and hung up. Turning to my husband, I snapped my fingers, ‘Done!’ I said and giggled.

That appeared to be Willis’s signal for fun and games.

SIXTEEN

VERA PUGH, APRIL, 2009

Vera Pugh woke up, slightly disoriented. She had to go to the bathroom, that much was for sure. But where was she? Then she remembered: In Willis and E.J.’s bed. Which meant the bathroom was right here in the room. She found it, used it, then decided to go upstairs and check on the kids, wondering what time it was and whether Graham was home yet.

Leaving the bedroom she passed through the family room, noting the time on the digital clock of the cable box. Twelve-thirty. Graham should be home. She pulled herself up the stairs, wondering why anyone in their right mind would buy a two-story house. First you had to climb stairs, and then you had to vacuum them. Vera, who vacuumed every day, thought having stairs was an excessive waste of time and energy.

She got to the upstairs landing and turned left toward Graham’s room. The door was shut, but Vera opened it to peek in. Her night vision was still very good, thank you very much, and she had no need for a nightlight. She could see quite well that Graham was not in his bed. Had she given him a curfew? She wondered. She didn’t remember doing it. Which meant he thought he could come in whenever he wanted, forgetting what his parents usually told him. She smiled. Such a willful boy, that one. Just like both her boys had been.