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INTERNATIONAL PRAISE FOR
Funny Boy

“Moving and beautifully written.… Love, both within and across gender and race, is at the heart of this complex and questioning first novel.”


Calgary Herald

“Shyam Selvadurai writes as sensitively about the emotional intensity of adolescence as he does about the wonder of childhood.”


New York Times Book Review

“A powerful and impressive first book.”

— Ottawa Citizen

“He bears eloquent witness for all of us who have grown from secure childhood to clear-eyed uneasy adulthood.”

— Quill & Quire

“Exquisitely written … a superb first novel.”

— The Independent Weekend
(U.K.)


Funny Boy
is more than a colourful, insightful novel; the book is a simple, tender call for tolerance that must not fall on deaf ears.”


Neue Zürcher Zeitung
(Switzerland)

“His vision is compassionate and mature … a writer of stature, blessed with both a deftness of touch and a seriousness of purpose. An auspicious debut.”

— Montreal
Gazette

“Selvadurai’s world is delightful, frightening, important.… A graceful and intelligent account of the random nature of growing up.”


The Observer
(U.K.)

“The writing is rich, fluent, and exciting; this is a remarkably mature and accomplished book.”

— Books in Canada

“Selvadurai writes like an angel.…”

— Belleville Intelligencer

“An impressive debut.”


Vancouver Sun

“A readable little gem of a book. It’s not hard to see why it’s captivated critics and ordinary readers alike.”

— Saint John Telegraph-Journal


Funny Boy
is a fresh, elegant, joyful delight.”

— Hamilton Spectator

“With
Funny Boy
, Selvadurai has created a coming-of-age novel of the highest order. His six beautifully crafted stories are the first offerings of a gifted young writer, who draws his readers into an exotic world while simultaneously creating an atmosphere of familiarity with his superb characterization. Readers will close the book hoping for more.”

— Canadian Book Review Annual

“Selvadurai has added a valuable new voice to Canada’s literary landscape.”


Regina Leader-Post

Copyright © 1994 by Shyam Selvadurai

First published in trade paperback with flaps 1994
Trade paperback edition first published 1997

All rights reserved. The use of any part of this publication reproduced, transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, or stored in a retrieval system, without the prior written consent of the publisher – or, in case of photocopying or other reprographic copying, a licence from the Canadian Copyright Licensing Agency – is an infringement of the copyright law.

Library and Archives Canada Cataloguing in Publication

Selvadurai, Shyam, 1965-
Funny boy / Shyam Selvadurai.

eISBN: 978-1-55199-719-3

I. Title.

PS8587.E445P85    2003        C813′.54        C2003-903222-1
PR9199.3.S415P86 2003

We acknowledge the financial support of the Government of Canada through the Book Publishing Industry Development Program and that of the Government of Ontario through the Ontario Media Development Corporation’s Ontario Book Initiative. We further acknowledge the support of the Canada Council for the Arts and the Ontario Arts Council for our publishing program.

Lines from “The Best School of All” are from
Book of Lively Verse
, part 2, compiled by Alan Sauvain (University Tutorial Press, 1937).

SERIES EDITOR: ELLEN SELIGMAN

Cover images: (boy) Stephanie Wolff / Millennium Images, UK; (sari fabric) Shutterstock.com

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To my parents,
Christine and David Selvadurai,
for believing that pigs can fly

PIGS CAN’T FLY

B
ESIDES CHRISTMAS
and other festive occasions, spend-the-days were the days most looked forward to by all of us, cousins, aunts, and uncles.

For the adults a spend-the-day was the one Sunday of the month they were free of their progeny. The eagerness with which they anticipated these days could be seen in the way Amma woke my brother, my sister, and me extra early when they came. Unlike on school days, when Amma allowed us to dawdle a little, we were hurried through our morning preparations. Then, after a quick breakfast, we would be driven to the house of our grandparents.

The first thing that met our eyes on entering our grandparents’ house, after we carefully wiped our feet on the doormat, would be the dark corridor running the length of it, on one side of which were the bedrooms and on the other the drawing and dining rooms. This corridor, with its old photographs on both walls and its ceiling so high that our footsteps
echoed, scared me a little. The drawing room into which we would be ushered to pay our respects to our grandparents was also dark and smelled like old clothes that had been locked away in a suitcase for a long time. There my grandparents Ammachi and Appachi sat, enthroned in big reclining chairs. Appachi usually looked up from his paper and said vaguely, “Ah, hello, hello,” before going back behind it, but Ammachi always called us to her with the beckoning movement of her middle and index fingers. With our legs trembling slightly, we would go to her, the thought of the big canes she kept behind her tall clothes almariah strongly imprinted upon our minds. She would grip our faces in her plump hands, and one by one kiss us wetly on both cheeks and say, “God has blessed me with fifteen grandchildren who will look after me in my old age.” She smelled of stale coconut oil, and the diamond mukkuthi in her nose always pressed painfully against my cheek.

When the aunts and uncles eventually drove away, waving gaily at us children from car windows, we waved back at the retreating cars, with not even a pretence of sorrow. For one glorious day a month we were free of parental control and the ever-watchful eyes and tale-bearing tongues of the house servants.

We were not, alas, completely abandoned, as we would have so liked to have been. Ammachi and Janaki were supposedly in charge. Janaki, cursed with the task of having to cook for fifteen extra people, had little time for supervision and actually preferred to have nothing to do with us at all. If called upon to come and settle a dispute, she would rush out, her hands red from grinding curry paste, and box the ears of the first person
who happened to be in her path. We had learned that Janaki was to be appealed to only in the most dire emergencies. The one we understood, by tacit agreement, never to appeal to was Ammachi. Like the earth-goddess in the folktales, she was not to be disturbed from her tranquillity. To do so would have been the cause of a catastrophic earthquake.

In order to minimize interference by either Ammachi or Janaki, we had developed and refined a system of handling conflict and settling disputes ourselves. Two things formed the framework of this system: territoriality and leadership.

Territorially, the area around my grandparents’ house was divided into two. The front garden, the road, and the field that lay in front of the house belonged to the boys, although included in their group was my female cousin Meena. In this territory, two factions struggled for power, one led by Meena, the other by my brother, Varuna, who, because of a prevailing habit, had been renamed Diggy-Nose and then simply Diggy.

The second territory was called “the girls’,” included in which, however, was myself, a boy. It was to this territory of “the girls,” confined to the back garden and the kitchen porch, that I seemed to have gravitated naturally, my earliest memories of those spend-the-days always belonging in the back garden of my grandparents’ home. The pleasure the boys had standing for hours on a cricket field under the sweltering sun, watching the batsmen run from crease to crease, was incomprehensible to me.

For me, the primary attraction of the girls’ territory was the potential for the free play of fantasy. Because of the force of my imagination, I was selected as leader. Whatever the game, be it
the imitation of adult domestic functions or the enactment of some well-loved fairy story, it was I who discovered some new way to enliven it, some new twist to the plot of a familiar tale. Led by me, the girl cousins would conduct a raid on my grandparents’ dirty-clothes basket, discovering in this odorous treasure trove saris, blouses, sheets, curtains with which we invented costumes to complement our voyages of imagination.

The reward for my leadership was that I always got to play the main part in the fantasy. If it was cooking-cooking we were playing, I was the chef; if it was Cinderella or Thumbelina, I was the much-beleaguered heroine of these tales.

Of all our varied and fascinating games, bride-bride was my favourite. In it, I was able to combine many elements of the other games I loved, and with time bride-bride, which had taken a few hours to play initially, became an event that spread out over the whole day and was planned for weeks in advance. For me the culmination of this game, and my ultimate moment of joy, was when I put on the clothes of the bride. In the late afternoon, usually after tea, I, along with the older girl cousins, would enter Janaki’s room. From my sling-bag I would bring out my most prized possession, an old white sari, slightly yellow with age, its border torn and missing most of its sequins. The dressing of the bride would now begin, and then, by the transfiguration I saw taking place in Janaki’s cracked full-length mirror – by the sari being wrapped around my body, the veil being pinned to my head, the rouge put on my cheeks, lipstick on my lips, kohl around my eyes – I was able to leave the constraints of myself and ascend into another, more brilliant, more beautiful self, a self to whom this day was dedicated, and
around whom the world, represented by my cousins putting flowers in my hair, draping the palu, seemed to revolve. It was a self magnified, like the goddesses of the Sinhalese and Tamil cinema, larger than life; and like them, like the Malini Fonsekas and the Geetha Kumarasinghes, I was an icon, a graceful, benevolent, perfect being upon whom the adoring eyes of the world rested.

Those spend-the-days, the remembered innocence of childhood, are now coloured in the hues of the twilight sky. It is a picture made even more sentimental by the loss of all that was associated with them. By all of us having to leave Sri Lanka years later because of communal violence and forge a new home for ourselves in Canada.

Yet those Sundays, when I was seven, marked the beginning of my exile from the world I loved. Like a ship that leaves a port for the vast expanse of sea, those much looked forward to days took me away from the safe harbour of childhood towards the precarious waters of adult life.

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