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Then, Cedric immediately got up from his seat and started taking in some of the side dishes and was gone into the house.

Callie and I had stopped playing tic tac toe and now, she was just looking at You Tube while I sat beside her, playing with her long braid and pretending to focus my attention on anything other than the competition I had mentally started.

Stephanie came back out and returned to her seat, checking her phone, but Cedric remained in the house.

This was my chance.

I got out my phone, scrolled down to find his name and frantically typed.

I forgive you, Cedric.

I miss you so much.

I am sorry for leaving.

I need to talk to you.

About a minute went by and there was no response. I hoped he had the same cell phone number and that he even had his cell phone on him.

After another minute, my phone vibrated on my lap.

Cedric:  God, Allison, I’m going fucking crazy…I need to touch you.

Cedric: This is killing me.

Oh. My. God.

Allison: Where are you?

Cedric:  In Callie’s room. Meet me in here when I tell you to.

Allison:  What if Stephanie comes looking for you?

About thirty seconds passed before he responded.

Cedric:  Ok, when you see Caleb walk over to her, come inside the house.

About two more minutes passed before Caleb walked over to Stephanie and started a conversation about a legal issue his construction company was having. I realized quickly this was a setup and that Cedric had texted Caleb to occupy Stephanie.

My heart began to pound out of my chest and I walked quickly past them through the sliding glass doors, past Bettina washing dishes in the kitchen and down the hall.

It was as if I floated past everything until I got to Callie’s room.

The door wasn’t even halfway open when Cedric pulled me into his arms, shut the door and held me tighter than anyone ever had in my life.

“Tell me this isn’t a dream,” he whispered into my ear, seeming to fight back tears.

Our faces slowly met and he kissed me like his life depended on it backing me against the door. After about a minute, he broke away suddenly and examined my face. “How could you have become even more beautiful?”

I looked down at the floor suddenly bashful and emotional and started to tear up.

“Cedric. It’s so hard to see you with her. We really need to talk.”

Cedric grabbed my chin, pulling it up to meet his icy blue eyes that were burning a hole through me. “Look at me, Allison.”

I wiped my eyes as he caressed my chin and said to me, “There has never been anyone who has ever come anywhere close to how you make me feel…not before you or after you. I had been trying really hard to forget you lately, but even so, I didn’t get very far. You need to know that I haven’t…
been
…with Stephanie or anyone for that matter, sexually, since you, okay?  I hadn’t even
wanted
to…it just hasn’t felt right. I have been so fucked up. It’s the longest in my life I have ever gone without—”

“Really? No one?” I interrupted.

“No one. I swear to you, Allison.”

I shook my head and smiled. “Me neither.”

Cedric kissed my forehead. “Thank God,” he said letting out a deep breath and laughing a bit.

Immense relief washed over me to hear that Cedric hadn’t slept with her…or anyone else.

“Where have you been for the past three months…did you leave town?” Cedric asked as his fingers kneaded the skin on my waist gently.

“God, Cedric, I have so much to tell you.” After a brief pause, I said, “I was in Chicago with Ed and Elaine.”

The kneading stopped and he shook his head in disbelief. “What?”

“I’m sorry. I told them not to tell you. It was just supposed to be a quick visit to meet them, but then we bonded and I decided to stay and help out with Ed and we got really close and well, it’s like they’re second parents or something to me now.”

Cedric moved back in shock. “Holy crap, Allison. How could I have not known this?”

“It’s my fault for keeping it from you. They wanted me to tell you. I just needed time to deal with this alone, Cedric. It was all too much too fast after the truth came out. But Elaine and Ed, especially Ed, helped me see things clearer. So much else happened out there. I really want to tell you everything later tonight or whenever you can get away from here, but we can’t stay in here like this much longer.”

Cedric pulled my mouth into his and sucked on my bottom lip slow and hard, then released it slowly. “I can’t let you go, Allison.”

I brought his head back toward me for another kiss and our tongues collided into one another.

I pulled back, panting and said, “We should go back outside before someone comes looking for us.”

Cedric shook his head and pulled me back into him, sucking on my neck hungrily, his erection pressing firmly against me as he moaned over my skin. “No.”

“No?” I asked looking up at him.

“No…just a few more minutes,” he said, his eyes turning darker with the strongest sense of desire I had yet to experience from him.

“I missed you so much, Cedric.”

Cedric breathed heavily on my neck, “I need to feel you…now.”

Upon hearing him say that, my knees got weak as if my legs were going to collapse and my moist underwear felt like it was going to disintegrate on my body.

I opened my mouth against his as our bodies pressed together and felt his hand move under my dress as he abruptly slipped his fingers inside me. Cedric moaned into my mouth as I moved down over his hand.

With the sound of dishes clanking getting louder in the kitchen, he pulled his fingers out of me. “I am sorry, sweetheart…I’ve just missed you so much. I got carried away.

             
He held me close as I put my head on his chest and could feel his rapid heart beating against my ear.

             
“Cedric, we have to leave this room.”

             
“Okay, but I need to see you tonight. Promise me. I’ll text you and come pick you up.”

             
I nodded. “Yes.”

             
Cedric kissed me desperately one last time. “You leave first. I have to go to the bathroom and take care of this,” he said pointing down to his bulging crotch.

             
“Okay.” I laughed. He was not kidding. He could not go out like
that.

             
I started to walk out when he stopped me and grabbed both of my hands and kissed them over and over softly.

             
“Bye,” I whispered, slipping out the door.

It look longer than expected to get rid of the hard-on. I was so turned on and that wasn’t going to change anytime soon.

Five minutes of focusing i
ntently on images from that Sarah McLaughlin animal abuse public service announcement finally did the trick.

Allison was talking to my mother i
n the kitchen filling her in on where she had been all of these weeks, when I emerged from the bathroom.

  My mother didn’t look at me or let on as to whether she knew we were hiding in Callie’s room together. I passed them in the kitchen, went through the sliding door to the yard and joined Caleb and Stephanie who were thankfully still talking.

When I sat down, Caleb got up and thanked Stephanie for her advice, sneaking me a smirk, as I knew he would.

“Where were you all that time?” Stephanie asked.

“I was in the bathroom, sorry,” I said.

“Huh…that was an awfully long time to be in the bathroom.”

I lied. “Yeah…sorry, having issues.” 

Technically, my hard on was an issue that needed to be dealt with.

Stephanie’s eyes lingered on me and I got the impression she knew I wasn’t exactly telling the truth, but she proceeded to change the subject.

“What are we doing tonight?” she asked.

I felt like an asshole and really hated lying. I silently vowed to never lie to another woman again once I could get out of this situation today. But now that Allison was back in my life, I needed to break it to Stephanie that we couldn’t date anymore, but this was not the right place or time. I just prayed she didn’t try to touch me or kiss me in front of Allison again.

“I don’t think I am going to be able to do anything tonight,” I said.

Stephanie raised her eyebrow. “Oh?”

“Yeah, I have a client pitch I am way behind on and forgot about an early morning meeting, so I’m going to need to call it a night after we leave here.”

“I could just hang out at your apartment, make a late dinner and stuff while you work,” she said.

She was not going to make this easy.

Before I could come up with another excuse, Allison reentered the yard and I could see Stephanie’s eyes fixate on her. Allison didn’t make eye contact with me and went straight over to sit with Callie.

I swallowed nervously, somehow sensing that Stephanie knew something.

When Stephanie got up to refill her wine, I looked over at Allison. To my horror, I spotted a gargantuan hickey on her beautiful neck.

Fuck.

I tried to signal for her to move her hair over it, but she wasn’t paying attention. Callie then moved behind Allison and said, “I want piggy back.”

“Callie, you’re too big for that,” I heard Allison say.

Callie could care less and began climbing on Allison’s back.

“Ugh…you’re gonna crush me, girl,” Allison laughed and lifted up off the chair with Callie now climbing on her back.

Stephanie reappeared and sat down next to me with her legs crossed, sipping her wine, but not saying anything. We sat silently watching the show that Allison and Callie were putting on.

Callie was laughing hysterically enjoying the ride Allison was giving her around the yard, when all of a sudden she started sniffing Allison’s neck.

“Smell…smell…smell like Cedric. Allison smell like Cedric!” I heard Callie shout as she laughed and sniffed Allison’s neck.

This stunned me for two reasons. One: Callie had never used words that well, describing how something smelled. Two: I was fucked.

Stephanie turned to me slowly and glared at me with daggers in her eyes. “You know…I must be the dumbest fucking woman on the face of the Earth. When she walked in the door, I overlooked the fact that your jaw dropped at the sight of her. I overlooked the fact that her name was the same as the one you shouted out in your dreams last night. I overlooked the fact that you were making googly eyes at her throughout lunch and I even overlooked the fact that she disappeared with you and magically emerged from your mother’s house with a hickey in the shape of the state of Florida. But that…that…what your sister just said over there…just about seals the deal, doesn’t it?”

I was speechless. There was no way to deny it, so I decided to concede to the truth. “Stephanie, I am sorry.”

Before I could blink, Stephanie threw her full glass of white wine on my shirt. “Fuck you,” she said before grabbing her purse and storming off through the gate.

That was the end of Stephanie.

All eyes were on me as I sat in shock, my shirt soaked. Thankfully, my mother was still in the kitchen with Denise and hadn’t witnessed it.

Allison kneeled down slowly so that Callie could climb off her back.

Caleb had his head in his hands while he tried to contain and hide his laughter; he was doing a horrible job at that, by the way.

Allison walked over to me. “I’m sorry, Cedric…that was bad.”

I squeezed my white Ralph Lauren polo shirt to rid it of the excess wine. “I am not sorry at all…you shouldn’t be either…C’mere.” I pulled Allison onto my lap, not caring who was watching and planted a kiss on her lips.

“Cedric, what are you crazy? We shouldn’t do this here in front of everybody,” she said.

“Allison, every single person in this house already knows how crazy I am about you.”

Her face turned a beautiful shade of pink as she blushed, before taking a piece of my wet shirt jokingly into her mouth. “Mmmm…I love Chardonnay.” She laughed. “Seriously, you should go inside and change your shirt.”

Caleb wiped his eyes from tears of laughter and walked over to where we were sitting. “Bro, I think I have a spare shirt in my truck.”

“Gimme the keys, shithead,” I said as I got up and reached for Allison’s hand.

We walked through the gate to the driveway at front of the house, where I opened Caleb’s backseat to find a navy button down shirt.