Get Bent (26 page)

Turner stands close behind me, teasing my bare neck with his warm fingers. I kind of want to punch him in the face, but then I'd probably get arrested for assault and that wouldn't look very good. I think he did it on purpose though, gave me a T-shirt that said
Mrs. Turner Campbell
across the front of that.

“So you didn't see anyone at all?” Jim asks, sounding perplexed. I fed him the exact same story that Hayden gave the cops, about waking up on the ground outside the venue. I told them all I could remember about getting hit on the head, waking up in the darkness, the needle pricks, the rope. I told them as much as I could about the trailer, too. And Eric. Not that I know he was involved, but that he sought me out, asked me questions about Katie and the scissors. I told them I didn't know anything about it and had asked him to leave, that he'd gotten enraged and stormed off. It looks like they're buying most, if not all, of it. After all, people believe what they want to and they already think Eric's guilty as charged. It's just a matter of time until they lock him up. And that's good for me in so many ways. Of course, if he knows my secret, which it seems like he does, he could talk. But I'm done running from this. I'm going to try this plan, trip the web and call the spider, and if it doesn't work, so be it. I need to be empty and free. That's it. That fucking simple.

“I'm sorry, sir,” I respond lamely. I smoke a cigarette and blow the white tendrils into the detectives' faces. The Darnell guy wrinkles his nose at me, but I don't even give him the satisfaction of a smile. I just sit there and stare with blank eyes, tired eyes, eyes that say
I'm just an
innocent bystander caught up in all of this.

“So, let me just reconfirm your previous statement,” Mr. Valentine says, peering at some notes he's made on a pad of paper. This guy's super old school, doesn't use his iPhone to write shit down. These are the kind of cops that get stuff done, that don't believe old fashioned detective work should be thrown by the wayside for technology, that the two should work in harmony with one another. I make sure he doesn't catch my gaze directly. “You waited to talk to us until now because you were scared. Of what? Hayden Lee spoke with us right away, and she's doing just fine.” I shrug and reach my hand up to tangle my fingers with Turner. It's an act, but he doesn't know that. He steps closer to me and borrows the cigarette from my fingers.

“I just didn't know who to trust, officer. I think it's this weather. It's making me paranoid.” As if on cue, some golf ball sized hail pelts the side of the bus. Jim jumps, but neither Darnell or that FBI dude make a sound. They stay frozen, like mannequins.

“Could have a tornado on our hands,” Darnell says, closing his notebook with a grudging finality that tells me he knows I've given him all I'm going to.

“Yes, sir,” I tell him, hiking my knee up to my chest and dropping my shades from my hair to my face. I pause and pull them off, examining the label. I haven't thought about this before, but … my shades are gone, thrown against the wall of that bathroom and shattered. These must be another gift from my stalker. I look at the for a moment and then set them aside. I look good in sunglasses, but I don't need them to hide behind. Not anymore. “I grew up in Tulsa, so I've seen a few myself. They always start just like this: wild fury, then unnerving stillness, and then devastation.” I hold up my hand and Turner places the smoke between my fingers.

“And after devastation, there's room for rebirth, space to push aside the old and start anew.” Darnell smiles at me. If I'm not mistaken, I think he may actually like me. “Build something fresh.” The big man rises to his feet and holds out his hand to shake mine. I take it and squeeze hard. “Stay safe, Naomi. And if you need us, we'll be around. Weather permitting, we'll be at the show tonight, too. Just to make sure everything goes smoothly.”

“Thank you,” I say, but I don't rise to meet him. I watch as the two detectives shake hands with Milo. He's just like America when it comes to Indecency, sweeping in, smoothing cracks, smiling when nobody else will. America. I want to call her next. She might be in the hospital, but I doubt she'll be sitting idle for long. As soon as she's able, she'll be Tweeting and posting status updates with an IV in her arm and a nurse checking her vitals.

The bus remains silent while the three men leave. As soon as they're gone and the door is locked behind them, Milo starts to talk.

“We need to get a few select crew members together and plan this out, make sure it's as organized as possible. I'll get some extra security on the stage as well, someone to follow you around.”

“Nah, fuck that,” Turner says, coming around to sit across from me. “Let's just do this our way, crazy fuck break that stage to shit. Let's just beat it down and make the crowd ours.” I look across at him and run my hand down the front of my T-shirt. Turner sees me playing with it and smirks. “And make sure that Jason knows I don't want any of that
Mrs.
shit sold at the merch tables anymore. Forgot we even carried that crap.”

“Yeah, because you haven't helped us set up the table in years. Right after we sold our 100
^th
album, your arrogance went off the charts,” Treyjan says to his friend, leaning against the counter and crossing his arms over his chest. Ronnie steps forward and slips a baseball cap over his head. From the looks on his friends' faces, I make the connection that this is the one they got delivered to the bus, Travis' cap. We sure are getting a lot of presents from Eric or whoever else it is he's working with. Someone, I imagine that my foster brother doesn't give a shit about Indecency's old bassist. Or any of the rest of these assholes. If he's in on this, it's as a pawn in a bigger game. I rub the space between my eyebrows in small circles.

“Why don't we let Naomi decide what she wants to do?” Ronnie says and I smile. I really do that like that guy. I look at Turner, watch him rub at some of the paw print tattoos on his neck. He's staring at me with an intensity that's almost frightening. All of that passion I observed him before is now fully focused on me. I don't know how I feel about that.

We haven't told anybody else about what Hayden said. Why let them know they're targets in a plot we don't even understand? I think hard about the what we learned last night. The sex with Turner is clogging my mind with candy clouds and smiling kittens which is freaking me the fuck out, but I force myself past it and try to analyze things carefully. Spencer said the package with the doll head was brought to her by the drummer from Ice and Glass, our opening act. It had been delivered along with a bunch of other packages, the name on the top abbreviated simply as NK. And Ronnie had dished out the camp gossip: everyone was afraid of Hayden. She'd been acting off lately, enough so that it was obvious to the roadies and crew members. And she'd been meeting with a blonde guy that nobody recognized. Ding, ding, ding.

Bitch is full of shit.

No surprise there.

I try to figure out if I want to confront her, knock her teeth out along with a few more nibbles of information. But maybe I don't need to? Maybe I'm starting to put things together.

I look over at Turner and my chest stirs strangely. I'm not willing to admit what I'm feeling now – what I've felt all along. It's going to take something big to force my brain to accept what my heart already knows. I hope to hell it isn't something tragic.

“I want to talk to America,” I tell them, looking at Turner, at Ronnie. “Can you bring Dax over here?” I notice the asshole's lip twitch at the mention of my bandmate. He's afraid of Dax, even if he doesn't know it. Maybe he's afraid of every guy? After all, there's nobody like him in the world, nobody who has this much baggage with me. He should be scared. There's a lot I have to get over to make this work.
If I'm even willing to try.

“Yeah, Naomi,” Turner says, rising to his feet. “I'll get him.”

Dax looks tired when he ascends the steps, walking over and scooting in beside me. Ronnie's cooked up some some tacos which gives me a nice change from all the instant crap Turner's been feeding me. I scoot the plate over to my friend. We've known each other a long, long time. And I trust him. Even if he is kind of stalkerish sometimes. I've been working over the clues in my mind since I hit the shower this morning, and I can't imagine why or how Dax would be involved. I mean, nothing is certain, but I'm willing to take this chance. If he is fucking with me, if it was his crotch pressed to my face, or his hand holding the needle, I will figure it out and I'll cut his damn dick off. For now, I just reach out my hand and ask for my cell phone.

He blinks his eyes at me. They're covered in liner and shadow and he's got his hair all spiked in the back. He looks good today, Dax does. Even his shaking hands and sweaty forehead are a good sign. I don't think he's hit the drugs today. I'm kind of surprised I'm not going through withdrawals, Turner either. Maybe it's the magic of love or some shit?

But I do smoke a joint. Just a little. I take a hit and hand it up to Turner who's standing beside the table glaring.

“America's a little out of it, but she can talk. And complain. I have a feeling she'll be back before we know it, bearing down on us twice as hard.” Dax searches for a number in his contacts and passes the phone to me, licking his bottom lip and letting his fingers brush against mine. He hasn't given up, not completely. I think he's hoping Turner falls on his ass and fails. I don't know what to hope for right now. I just want to find Eric and figure out what this is all about. If I show up tonight, he'll come to me. I know he will.

“Did she see anything?” I ask Dax, but he's already shaking his head, adjusting the purple gloves on his hands and glancing around the bus at the other members of Indecency. He doesn't ask why I'm sitting out here in front of them all. I figure that Turner probably filled him in. He smiles at me and if he senses that something happened between me and the self-proclaimed King of Rock, then he doesn't let on.

“She doesn't remember anything yet. She told the cops she remembers walking out of the venue and finding some roadies smoking pot, but that's it.”

“How's Hayden?” I whisper, leaning close, hoping he'll tell me something, anything. Dax is too nice, too fucking trusting. I pray to God that he doesn't let this fucking get to him. When I destroy Hayden, he's going to be there to watch.

“Not so good,” he replies, pursing his lips. I know he feels guilty for sleeping with her, but he shouldn't. He doesn't owe me shit.

“That fucking cunt is lying through her teeth,” he says, putting his boot up on the seat and retying his laces. “She's probably got some cult shit going on with that Eric fuck. I bet he wanted to, like, fucking keep Naomi and his sister as sex slaves or some crap. And I think that Hayden.” Turner slams his boot down on the floor and inhales some THC into his chest. “Hayden wants her own, personal cock garden.”

“What?” Dax asks, looking at Trey and Ronnie and Milo with pinched brows.

“I think maybe we could be of better use elsewhere?” Trey suggests, poking his dark haired friend in the bicep. “Like, somewhere other than here? Rook has some good shit on his bus. Let's go score some.” He starts to move towards the door and pauses, looking at Turner with a twitching lip. He cares about his friend, that much is obvious. They're macho fucking tough guys, so they don't show it much, but it's there. I decide I like their dynamic. “Just be careful, alright? Whatever's going on, I don't want to know. Just remember that there's a murderer on the loose and a tornado watch in effect, okay?”

“Yes, mother,” Turner says, looking back at his friend with a wicked grin. “Now get the fuck out.”

Trey leaves and takes the blonde kid and other dude with him while Milo hovers near the sink looking alarmed.

“It's fine, Terrabotti,” Turner says, looking at his manager and blowing out some smoke. “I'll take care of this shit, and we'll make platinum.” He pauses and Milo opens his mouth, pauses, snaps it closed.

“Alright. Just don't take anymore photographs of your genitals.” Turner laughs, loud and raucous and kicks his manager out into the pouring rain with a gentle shove. He locks the door and comes back up the steps. Dax and I both give him looks, but he doesn't acknowledge them, and we don't ask. I, for one, don't want to know. I imagine that someone as full of themselves as Turner Campbell takes a lot of crotch shots.

“Okay, Knox. What's the plan? I want to figure this crap out before anybody else gets hurt. If I lose one of my friends because of this fuckwad, I will
kill
him myself. I'd rather not spend twenty years in jail, so why don't we see what we can do?”

“I'm going to call America,” I tell him, tapping the screen and trying to decide exactly what it is I want to say. I trust her, but I don't want to put her in any danger either. I stare down at the screen, at the picture of stars that Dax has posted as his background and I think about Eric and the brief period where we dated. He was detached maybe, but I never thought he was cruel. I look up again and hope I'm making the right decisions here. Apparently, my people judging skills aren't exactly up to par. I should've seen bad things coming when I met with him before, but I didn't. I still can't figure out why he didn't take me before. He had plenty of opportunities. “And then I'm going to figure out what to do about my outfit. This shit isn't going to fly onstage. I'd kind of prefer it if my tits didn't steal the show.” Turner grins and opens his mouth, ready to blurt some shit that'll force me to kick his ass, so I keep going.