Chapter 8
“I
'm sorry,” I sputtered, feeling every bit the interloper
I was. “I rang the doorbell. I knocked. . . .”
The excuses sounded weak, even to me.
“What are you
doing
here?”
“I . . . we . . . Mr. March and I had an appointment for this morning. Eleven o'clock?” I pushed back the sleeve of my jacket and showed her my watch. Like that was going to help. “But nobody answered the door. And then Robin was outside, and she was cold, so I thought I should let her back in. . . .”
Charlotte nodded. Whether it was because the explanation made sense or because she appreciated the effort, I wasn't quite sure.
“Eleven o'clock,” she repeated. “I totally forgot. You're right. We should have been expecting you. I'm sorry. I should have called and told you that there won't be any work today. Mr. March is indisposed.”
Somehow in the span of only a few seconds I'd gone from being the person in the wrong to being the one wronged. I had no idea how that had happened. But no one looking at Charlotte would presume that she was thinking clearly.
She was there beside me, and yet not there. She formed the words and spoke them, but looked as though they had no meaning for her. Her gaze remained vague and unfocused.
I thought of the policemen outside on the road, erecting their barriers. There'd been an accident that morning, they'd said.
“Is everything all right?” I asked.
“No.” Charlotte's voice was small. “No, it isn't.”
I reached out and took her hand. Her fingers were like ice. “Let's go sit down.”
The library was March's domain, and the other downstairs rooms were unusable, so we headed back to the kitchen. Bright sunlight slanted in through the tall windows. It gave the room a warm, cheery glow.
Charlotte didn't seem to notice. She simply walked over to the butcher-block table, pulled out a chair, and sank down into it, as if her body was a burden and she was relieved not to have to support it anymore.
“Tell me what happened,” I said.
“Andrew . . . Mr. March's son . . . he's dead.”
The words hit me like a blow. All at once I could picture Andrew clearly: striding around my house and poking his nose into everything with his “professional curiosity.” I hadn't liked March's son, but I certainly hadn't wished him this. I walked across the kitchen and sat down beside Charlotte.
“There was an accident on the road out front,” she said softly. “Andrew was jogging. He does two miles every morning, even in the winter. A car hit him from behind and didn't stop.”
“How awful,” I said.
“There's more. It's worse.” Charlotte's fingers tangled into a knot in her lap. “The police think maybe it wasn't an accident. They said that there were no tire marks on the road. Whoever hit him never even tried to stop.”
“Maybe the driver skidded on the ice,” I said.
“The officers who were here earlier didn't think so. There wasn't any ice near where they found him. I guess they can reconstruct the scene and figure out what happened?”
She looked at me for confirmation, so I nodded. I watch as much TV as the next person.
“Another driver saw him lying there and stopped. This isn't a busy road.... He may have been there for some time. That driver called the police. They brought an ambulance, but it was too late.” Charlotte's eyes looked haunted. “Andrew was out there in the snow beside the road, and we didn't even know it.”
“I am so sorry,” I said, the most inadequate words in the English language.
Charlotte just nodded.
“How did you find out what happened?”
“The police came. They didn't know who Andrew was. He wasn't carrying any ID. I mean, why would he? He thought he'd be back home in twenty minutes, just like every other morning. Our driveway was the closest, so an officer came in and asked if we knew who he might be.”
I swallowed heavily. It was all too easy to picture that terrible scene. “How is Mr. March holding up?”
“Not well. He's resting upstairs. He didn't want to lie down, but I told him he had to. I couldn't think what else to do. Once the officers found out that Andrew was Mr. March's son, they asked us all kinds of questions. They said a detective would be back this afternoon to talk to us again.”
Charlotte paused. Her lower lip began to quiver. She pinched it between her front teeth to hold it still.
“I don't even know how we're going to manage that,” she said. “Mr. March doesn't deal with unexpected visitors. You saw . . .” Her hand waved vaguely in the direction of the dining room. “Well, I imagine you can guess why.”
I could. This was a house where people were rigidly controlled and things were wildly out of control. That was a bad combination at any time. Now, under the worst of circumstances, it was just one more thing to worry about.
I leaned forward in my seat and waited until Charlotte looked up. “Mr. March is a hoarder, isn't he?”
She nodded. “I guess that's what you'd call it. When I first started working here, I didn't even know there was a name for that kind of behavior. I just thought he was really messy and needed someone to help him get organized. You know, an older man living by himself? I figured he probably had no idea how to pick things up and put them away.”
I could see that. I know plenty of younger men who have never mastered the skill of cleaning up after themselves.
“But it's more than that. Mr. March never throws anything away. Ever. And eventually, there's no place to put everything. So it just piles up all over.”
“He hired you to help him,” I said. “Maybe he was hoping that you'd take charge.”
“I've thought about that. Officially, I'm supposed to pay Mr. March's bills and manage his appointments. I make sure that he gets two good meals a day and has clean sheets to sleep on. But aside from those things, I try to do whatever I can. You should have seen this place when I first got here. At least I managed to get the kitchen cleaned up right away. But then it took me another six months just to make the library mostly livable.”
“You did a good job,” I told her.
“Thanks.” Charlotte looked pleased by the compliment. I doubted that she'd heard many from her employer. “I work at it every day. But it's always a struggle. What am I supposed to do? It's not like I can force Mr. March to give up his memories, and it seems like he has a story to tell about every single piece of junk in here.
“That's why I was so happy when he said he wanted to write a book about his life. I thought if he wrote the stories down, maybe we'd be able to clean some of this stuff out. I was hoping things might become a little more normal around here. Now it looks like that's never going to happen.”
I could understand her frustration. In this house, anything approaching normal seemed like a stretch.
“How long have you worked for Mr. March?” I asked.
“Almost two years. After college I didn't really know what I wanted to do, so I spent some time just bumming around, taking odd jobs. Then my mother told me about this. She and Mr. March are old friends.”
“Does she know about his hoarding?” I asked curiously.
“No way.”
“You've been working here for two years, and you haven't told her?”
“It would mean my job if I did. Mr. March says it's nobody else's business how he chooses to live his life.”
“That may have been true yesterday,” I told her. “But not necessarily anymore. Once the police start investigating Andrew's death, they're going to be asking lots and lots of questions.”
“I should hope so,” said Edward March.
Charlotte and I both spun around in our seats. March was standing in the kitchen doorway, leaning heavily on his cane. Robin was with him, her tall body pressed against his good leg, offering her support. Even with my back to the door, I should have heard the two of them coming.
“What are you doing here?” he asked me.
“Talking about you,” I told him. There was no point in lying, especially since I had no idea how long he'd been standing there. “I'm very sorry about what happened to your son.”
“Me too.” He sighed deeply. “There were times I wanted to kill that boy myself, but I never imagined anything like this.”
He walked slowly toward us. I started to get up and offer him a hand, but Charlotte kicked me under the table. She gave her head a slight shake.
“Don't,” she said under her breath. “He won't like it.”
March reached out and banged the back of my chair with his cane. “What are you two whispering about now? Me again, I suppose. Why isn't somebody offering to pour me a stiff drink? Do I have to think of everything myself?”
“I'm more likely to offer to escort you back upstairs,” Charlotte told him. Her employer's gruff incivility didn't faze her in the slightest. “You're supposed to be resting.”
“I already did that. At my age too much lying down just reminds you that you don't have much time left. Now I'd rather be halfway to stinking drunk. There's a bottle of twenty-year-old scotch in the pantry.” Leaning a hand on the tabletop, March lifted his cane and pointed it in my direction. “You'll join me in a glass, won't you?”
I started to decline. If I started drinking scotch before noon, I'd be asleep by 2:00 p.m. Then I considered the circumstances and changed my mind. March's son had just died. How could I refuse something that might make him feel better, even if it was only briefly?
“Just a sip,” I said. “I have to drive home.”
Charlotte got up to fetch the liquor. March sat down in her seat. Robin came over, touched her nose to my knee in greeting, then turned a small circle and lay down beneath the table, next to March's chair.
“I see you two have met,” he said approvingly.
“Outside.”
“Damn dog loves the snow. Her coat gets all balled up with it. Next thing you know, there are puddles all over the house.”
“You wouldn't have it any other way.” Charlotte delivered a bottle of Glenfiddich and three tumblers to the table. She reached down and gave Robin's head a pat before taking a seat opposite us.
March unscrewed the cap and poured a generous amount of amber liquid into each glass. Then he set the bottle aside and nudged a tumbler toward each of us. Lifting his own, he held it aloft and said, “Here's to Andrew.”
“To Andrew,” Charlotte and I echoed.
The three glasses clinked together in the air.
I took a small sip. Charlotte did the same. March tipped back his head and downed the contents of his glass in one long swallow. He set his tumbler back down on the table with a firm thump and reached for the bottle again.
Charlotte leaned over, extended her hand, and gently wrapped her fingers around the neck of the bottle, on top of his. March paused to look at her before refilling his glass.
“The police are coming back,” she said. “The officers who were here earlier said that a detective would want to talk to us.”
“When?”
“Sometime this afternoon. They didn't say when.”
March grunted derisively and pulled the bottle to him. Charlotte hesitated briefly, then let it go.
“I may be drunk when he gets here,” he said.
I watched March down another finger of scotch without pausing for breath. The third time he filled the glass, his hand wasn't as steady as it had been. A bit of the liquor sloshed out over the rim.
March didn't seem to notice. He was staring off into the distance.
“I'll have to go back to work,” he said. It wasn't clear whether he was speaking to us or to himself.
“You don't want to think about that now,” Charlotte replied. She stood up, picked up the Glenfiddich bottle, recapped it, and put it away.
March continued to gaze thoughtfully out the window. “If not now, when? It's not like the company can run itself.”
“March Homes,” I said, remembering what Charlotte had told me. “That's you.”
“It
was
me. I built that company from scratch.” He swiveled around in his seat to face me. “We started with custom kennels. Can you imagine? For several years that was our first and only product. Now March Homes is the sixth largest home builder in the state. And I'm out.”
“Andrew has been in charge for the past five years,” Charlotte told me.
“Not by choice,” March growled.
Charlotte quickly shot me a warning look, but I asked, anyway. “What do you mean?”
March raised his glass again. This time he was content to take a sip. “What do you know about families?”
“Mine is like a three-ring circus,” I said honestly. “Other people probably aren't so lucky.”
March snorted. “Relatives. Half of mine are crazy. It's no wonder I like dogs better.”
A dog person myself, I couldn't argue with that logic.
“Andrew is my only son. He grew up watching me run the business and knowing that one day it would be his. Problem was, he didn't want to wait for that day to come.”
“Mr. March.” Charlotte looked pointedly at the tumbler in his hand. “Are you sure you want to be talking about this?”
“You think the whiskey has gone to my head.”
She gave a small nod.
“So what if it has? What does it matter now? Andrew's gone, and nothing I say or don't say is going to bring him back. Besides, Melanie and I are writing a book together. She's bound to learn my secrets one way or another.”