Read Had We Never Loved Online
Authors: Patricia Veryan
Morris, having shaken Chaucer's paw when offered, was too polite to at once state their reasons for having come. He accepted the Madeira that was offered, sat beside his host, and complimented him on his home. Sir Owen was only too pleased to respond to such genuine interest. When Falcon concluded his conversation with Chaucer, he was nonplussed to discover the two men chattering like old friends, not about some military campaign which he had been prepared to endure for a second or two, but regarding some feature of the front door.
Looking from one to the other, he said, “Your pardon an I was wool gathering.”
“Flea gathering, more like,” said Morris
sotto voce.
Ignoring him, Falcon enquired, “Have you some difficulty with your door, Furlong?”
Amused by the impatience in the handsome features, Furlong said gravely, “I'd not thought so. But Morris is concerned lest it should fall off.”
“Fall off?” Falcon stared at Morris incredulously. “Why in the name of all that's wonderful should it fall off? Looks solid as the Rock of Gibraltar to me.”
“An you'd had the good manners to join the conversation instead of gossiping with the hound,” scolded Morris, “you might have heard. âWhen seagulls flyâ'”
Falcon jabbed a cautionary finger at him. “Do not. I warn you!
Doânot!
” He turned to find Furlong's blue eyes alight with laughter, and said, “Sir, the reason we are comeâ”
“It's those iron bands,” interjected Morris thoughtfully. “Must weigh a ton.”
“And were put there,” Falcon said with emphasis, “to strengthen the blasted door, so itâdon'tâfallâdown! Now that vital matter is clarified, perhaps we canâ”
“'Twould seem to me,” Morris persisted, “that the very weight of 'em might cause the door to keel over. Don't mean to be a mustard pot, but I was warning Sir Owen that he'd best take care when he pulls it open. One of these daysâ”
“My sainted Aunt Clara!” exploded Falcon. “
Will
you cease your idiotic babblings? Furlong, we must askâ”
Furlong saw Morris' mouth opening and, having no desire that bloody murder be perpetrated under his roof, he interposed placatingly, “No, but I am grateful for Morris' interest. I might point out, however, that Tio has gone all through this house, and I feel sure was there any cause for alarm, he'd have warned me of't.”
For once mutually baffled, they both stared at him.
Furlong said, “He's a splendid architect. Studied it for years. Were you not aware?”
“Jove,” said Morris, impressed. “Is that a fact? Old Tio, eh? D'you hear that, Falcon?”
“Since I am about six feet removed from Sir Owen, I was able to strain my ears sufficiently to catch the gist of his remarks. Does the name Burton Farrier mean anything to you, Furlong?”
Sir Owen's manner became chill. “It means I shall not be at home the next time he calls, I promise you! If you are here in his behalfâ”
Falcon uttered an incensed exclamation.
Morris said with rare sharpness, “Do you say the Terrier has been here? Recently?”
“Yesterday. Dashed rum customer, I thought. What is he? Some kind of tax collector?”
“He's a very ugly customer with a sort of roving commission from the Horse Guards to track down Jacobite sympathisers,” said Falcon.
“Zounds!” exclaimed Sir Owen, dismayed.
Morris asked anxiously, “Ask you about Glendenning, did he?”
“No! He told me he was trying to run young Templeby to earth. Good God! You never think he mayâ” He stopped abruptly.
“We think he's after old Tio,” said Morris.
Sir Owen swore. “I'd hoped that trail was cold at last. What does Tio say of it?”
“If we knew, 'twould help,” said Falcon. “Glendenning's fallen off the edge of the world, it seems. Lady Bowers-Malden has asked that we try to find him, or find his brother, who appears to have gone haring off after a fellow named Trethaway.”
“Harris Trethaway? Claims to be a major?”
“That's the one,” said Morris. “Ain't he a major?”
“I don't give a fig whether he's a major or a midshipman,” snapped Falcon. “Where can we find the confounded fellow? Do you know?”
“I do, as a matter of fact. Not that I've ever been there, but he's fairly popular in some circles, and I understand he owns a tidy little place in Kent. Not far from Lamberhurst, I think.” Sir Owen added apologetically, “I'm afraid I cannot give you a more precise direction, but you'll likely discover it easily enough.”
“Then, my apologies, but we must lose no more time.” Falcon bent to pat Chaucer, then shook hands with their host. “My thanks, Furlong. You've been most helpful.”
Sir Owen gripped Morris' outthrust hand. “I shall expect you to let me know if there's anything I can do.
Anything!
Tio is my very good friend.”
He walked with them onto the front steps, and remarked that the wind was coming up. “Looks as if we might have some more rain.”
Morris said, “Matter of factâ”
“If it's about the damned door,” said Falcon irritably, “have done!”
“Ain't. I was going to askâyou said this major-maybe fellow was quite popular, Sir Owen. Do you say he'sâah, socially acceptable?”
“Oh, yes.” Furlong hesitated. “I don't like to speak against a man, but in this case it mightâ Well, to be blunt, there are those of us who believe Trethaway is a regular Captain Sharp; not above leading green youngsters into play till they're hopelessly in his debt. I personally think he sometimes uses loaded dice. Told him so to his faceâbut only got a laugh out of him. On the other handâ” He shrugged. “Many hold him to be a good enough fellow. Certainly, he's a bruising rider, and a pretty fair all-around sportsman. Poor old Derrydene, for instance, wouldn't hear a word against⦔ He paused.
Falcon, who had been starting down the steps, fairly whipped around, obviously shocked, and Morris looked stunned.
Furlong said uneasily, “I say! If I've spoken out of turn, I do beg your pardon.”
Staring at Falcon, Morris half-whispered,
“Derrydene!”
“Well, if that don't beat the Dutch,” muttered August Falcon.
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
There were two stone benches at the centre of the abbey maze, but the two people seated there on this bright windy morning occupied only a small part of one of them.
“Are you quite sure you knows your way out of here?” asked Amy.
“No.” Glendenning tightened his arms about her. “I mean to keep you a prisoner forever. Those who come after us will refer to you as the Maiden in the Maze. We'll live out our lives here together, and be happy, and nobody will be able to part us. What do you say to that, Mistress Consett?”
She gave a little peal of laughter and leaned her head back against his shoulder, looking up at his smiling face. “And how will I cook your vittles on a old stone bench, lordship?”
He kissed the curl at her temple to which he was particularly attached. “We won't need food. We'll live on love.” He added ruefully, “We may have to, sweetheart, if my papa throws me out on my noble ear.”
Beginning to tremble, she asked, “For why would he do such a unkind thing?”
“He probably won't. For all his storms and thunderings, he's the best of men. So you had best resign yourself to becoming Amy, Viscountess Glendenning. Good Lord! Whatever will Absalom say? He'll likely disown you for deserting to the Quality.”
She did not return his tender smile, but pulled away, and gazed at the tall and neatly trimmed hedges that ringed them in. “Don't say things like that, Tio,” she said in a small, shaken voice. “Ye knows it can't never be.”
He thought grimly that she might very well be right, but he turned her chin gently, so that she faced him again. “If my father should refuse his consent. And if Fate sends no otherâer, stumbling blocks to part us, would you, my darling, be willing to give your precious self into the keeping of a fellow who could offer you, with luck, only a humble cottage? But who loves you ⦠to distraction.”
She was quite still for a moment, her eyes unreadable. Then, she stood. “No,” she said saucily. “But I thanks yer lordship kindly.”
He said with quiet dignity, “Pray do not tease, Amy. I am very serious.”
“And very dear, my own Quality cove.” She leaned to caress his cheek, and he bowed his head to kiss her slender fingers. For those brief few seconds her face reflected a hopeless yearning, but when he looked up, she was watching him solemnly. “It wouldn't do,” she said. “Ye knows it. And I knows it.”
He sprang to his feet. “Nonsense! We love each other!”
“Yes,” she admitted, sighing. “And we shouldn't have let ourselves. I knowed that from the very start and was too weak toâ” She saw his frown, and said quickly, “I couldn't live here, Tio. Not in this great palace of a house. I'd fit in like a belly dancer at the vicarage tea! There ain't one of your servants don't talk better'n I do. There ain't one o' yer friends, or their hoity-toity ladies, what wouldn't snigger up their Quality sleeves at Lord Horatio Glendenning, and the gypsy mort heâ”
He clapped a hand over her mouth, and pulled her close. “Do not dare speak in that vulgar way, when you can do so much better! You only say these things because you are foolish enough to think you are beneathâ”
“Well, I is! Oh, TioâI loves ye, butâI
is!
I s'pose it ain't really a matter o' being not good enough 'cause of me birth. God made me, same as He made you. It's more 'cause of your ways. Your life's likeâlike another world, compared with mine. Don't ye see?” Again, her fingers caressed his cheek, and she pleaded, “Me darling lordship, I'll always remember, and be proud that someone as good, as brave, as wonderful as what you is, stooped to love a gypsy girl. Butâ”
“Stooped, is it?” He swept her up, returned her to the stone bench, and knelt beside her, hugging her tight, his face buried against the billowing pink gown. “Oh, Amy. You're the one who doesn't see!” He looked up at her then, adoration very clear in his eyes. “When I think of the life you've had to lead, and of how bravely you've faced life, conquered its hardships and terrors. When I see your beautiful self, your goodness, your faith, your never-failing courage. And then I look at the sorry mess I've made of my own life ⦠Most beloved of womenâI am the one who is unworthy. Not fit toâ”
Amy wiped hurriedly at her eyes as there came the sound of hurried footsteps.
“Get up, darling lordship,” she whispered urgently, tugging at him.
He did not get up, looking steadily and unashamedly at his half-sister as she came to join them.
Marguerite paused, her heart touched by the picture they presented: the lovely girl, who so obviously had been weeping; the pride, but the shadow of sadness in the face of her brother as he knelt with arms about his beloved. Recovering her aplomb, she said, “Oh, I am so very sorry to have to disturb you. But you must come quickly, Tio. That horrid man is here! And Michael has not yet returned. Poor Mama is so frightened.”
When he found her, Lady Nola was indeed frightened. He had sent Amy off with his sister, having asked that they do whatever they might to keep the earl away from this interview. He strolled into the blue saloon prepared for battle, and convinced he had his temper well in hand, but the sight of his step-mother, cool and regal, but with a pale face and hunted eyes, so wrought upon him that it was all he could do not to throw Farrier through the nearest window.
He was at his iciest when the countess performed polite introductions. Inclining his head slightly, but apparently failing to see Mr. Farrier's eagerly outstretched hand, he enquired how he might be of service.
“No, no, my lord,” purred Mr. Farrier. “'Tis I who am come to be of service to you in a certain ⦠most delicate matter.”
Glendenning scanned the oily smile and murmured a bored, “Faith, but you overwhelm me. Whatever have I done to inspire suchâdevotion in a man of your kind?”
The smile broadened. “Why, I am a patriotic citizen, and you, sir, are a peer of the realm.”
“Redundant, but true.” Standing beside the countess' chair, Glendenning drawled, “'Tis not required that commoners remain standing in the presence of aâah âpeer of the realm,' so you must not be afraid to be seated.”
He saw his stepmother's lacy cap quiver slightly at this outrageous condescension, and dropped one hand onto her shoulder.
Farrier's smile was a little fixed, and his hooded eyes glittered, but he gave a soft laugh and remarked that his lordship was “too kind.” Perching on the edge of a striped satin chair, he folded his hands meekly in his lap, and said, “I am assured that Lady Bowers-Malden has explained matters pertaining to the present whereabouts of the Comyn Pin, and theâshall we say, suspicions harboured in some quarters 'gainst you.”
“You must forgive,” said Glendenning, returning smile for smile. “I was detained in the country, and have but now returned.”
“Last evening,” murmured Farrier, rearranging his white hands, and irked because he was now obliged to look up at this arrogant young devil.
“Jupiter! You are well informed. One might almost suppose you to have been spying on me.”
“Surely, there is not the need for such drastic steps, my lord? Those methods are, I promise you, reserved only forâtraitors.”
“Really? I had thought skulkings about and prying into the lives of others had disappeared with Torquemada and his unholy crew.”
Farrier spread his hands and shrugged. “Perhaps at the time of the Spanish Inquisition a humble man was obliged to do as his superiors bid, even as now. You will appreciate that, sir, having served in the military.”