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Her sore and aching heart started beating like a drum. Why would Lucas have a key chain with her initials carved in it? Was it meant as a gift, a token of their time together? Then why had he then thrown it in the garbage?
Alex took a deep breath and made a decision. Enough of this stupid guessing and questioning of someone else’s motives. She had always prided herself in being the person to confront any issues, even the most uncomfortable, and not hide away, afraid to face the truth because it hurt. This was not her, and it wasn’t the person she wanted to be.
With a purpose and resolve that she hadn’t felt in days, Alex walked up to the adjoining doors and swung through them with as much dramatic force as she could manage.
CHAPTER 28
Lucas was leaning with his left shoulder against the wall in the other room, staring blindly out of the window. The mountains around Whistler were very beautiful in the summer, providing a dramatic backdrop to the small resort town.
But he barely noticed. He was too busy feeling like a coward and a complete asshole.
Nothing that morning had gone the way he had envisioned it, and he had been too arrogant and sure of himself to even imagine an alternative outcome. So instead of manning up and telling Alex how he felt, or acting like a gentleman by accepting her decision and wishing her well, he had behaved like a jealous prick.
Jesus Christ!
If only he could rewind the last thirty minutes. He would still have to move on without her, but at the very least, he could have the chance to hold her close one last time.
Lucas rubbed at the dull irritation behind his sternum. Maybe it wasn’t too late. There was still time. He could walk back into the next room, lay his cards on the table. So what if he looked like a total idiot? It couldn’t feel any worse than what he felt right now.
Feeling a little lighter, Lucas turned around and started back across the room, only to stop in his tracks as the person who seemed to constantly occupy his thoughts strode in through the connecting doors.
“What is this?” Alex demanded, holding out the key chain he purchased for her just yesterday.
He was so glad to see her, all assertive and demanding, that Lucas found it hard to hold back a goofy smile.
“It looks like a key chain,” he stated mildly, sliding his hands casually into his pockets.
“Yeah. That’s what I thought,” she agreed, but her golden eyes flashed with sarcasm. “And, why do you have a key chain with my initials engraved in the back? Sorry! I meant
‘did have,’
since I found it in the garbage.”
He did smile at that.
“Why does it matter, Alex?”
“Why are you answering a question with a question?”
“You’re right,” he conceded. “It’s rude.”
She rolled her eyes and let out a deep deflating sigh.
“Look, I should apologize about our conversations earlier,” she added, looking down at the inexpensive souvenir. “I feel like I handled it badly.”
“Really? I was just thinking the same thing,” Lucas admitted, stepping a bit closer to inhale her sweet vanilla scent. “That I handled it badly, not you—”
Alex cocked a brow at his hasty clarification.
Shit,
he was messing things up all over again.
“I bought the key chain for you and had your initials engraved in it,” he finally continued.
She straightened, rubbing her fingers over the shiny metal.
“Why?”
Lucas took a hand out of his pocket, to show her the key that he had removed from his own key ring on Friday night.
“So I could put this on it,” he explained, with a sad chuckle. “It seemed like a good idea at the time. But that was before I understood that you and I are not really on the same wavelength about us.”
Whatever Lucas had expected from his grand declaration, it wasn’t for her to throw the monogrammed gift at him. It bounced off his chest and landed on the floor between them.
“Are you kidding me?” she demanded. “You have no interest in a relationship with me, Lucas. So why are you pretending you do? Does it make you feel better to play this game, where you string me along, suggest we try to make it work? So you can get a couple more rounds of hot sex before you realize it’s just not going to work?”
Lucas couldn’t keep up with her questions. He was still stuck at the beginning.
“Let me guess. It’s the distance, right? It’s killing our relationship?” she continued in a low mocking tone. “Or it’s your job? You don’t have time for a relationship? I know! You suddenly realized that you’re not looking for long-term commitment. And if you were, it wouldn’t be with someone like me. Someone so difficult?”
Something about her words sounded off tiny alarm bells in his head, but Lucas wasn’t listening.
“What the hell are you talking about, Alex?” he finally demanded.
“Really?” she whispered back, looking at him like he was a slug to be squished under her shoe. “Why can’t you just be honest with me?”
He was about to answer, but Alex cut him off.
“I sat there earlier, pretending I didn’t care that things were over between us,” she stated in a quiet voice that vibrated with emotion. “Because I knew you didn’t want the same thing and I didn’t want to make it awkward. I lied about the way I felt so you could walk away. And you want to play me?”
“Alex,” Lucas uttered with frustration, reaching out to her with his hands.
“Don’t touch me!” she demanded as her lips quivered.
Lucas felt like he was watching a train wreck about to happen and was powerless to stop it. Until it finally clicked in his head that this wasn’t just a clever debate, or a way to bust his balls. Alex truly believed that he didn’t want her anymore. How was that possible?
He bent low and picked up the key chain. She was now standing more than an arm’s length away with her arms wrapped protectively around her stomach.
“You asked me earlier why I had bought this for you,” he finally stated. “I don’t know what comes next for us, except that I don’t want it to end. When we first met, maybe I would honestly say that I wasn’t looking for something long-term, and my job is too demanding and the distance would kill us.”
She looked away.
“Then somewhere over the last few weeks, I couldn’t make those statements anymore,” he continued. “I started thinking about what I could do differently so that none of those things would make this thing between us have to end. But I never told you that things had changed for me. And for that, I’m sorry. We should have talked about it long before now.”
Lucas slowly worked his house key onto the silver key chain until the two were attached.
“So I wanted to give you the only thing I could. My commitment, and open invitation into my home and my life.”
The words hung in the air around them.
“I don’t understand,” she finally whispered. “What exactly does that mean, Lucas?”
“It means that I’ve fallen in love with you,” he told her simply. “That’s it. But you have a life and an exploding career. I would never ask you to give any of that up. But whatever you decide to do, you can also have a home with me.”
He extended the key toward her, but she only looked down at it as though it were a trick. His stomach made a sudden two-story drop and he lowered his arm.
All the cards on the table.
“Does that mean we’re done, Alex? That you don’t have the same feelings for me?”
Her bright eyes locked with his in that intense stare that always seemed to penetrate his soul.
“You’re serious,” she murmured. “You’re asking me to move in with you?”
Lucas smiled.
“Yeah, I guess I am.”
“Okay, then,” she replied stepping closer to him. “My answer to your first question is no.”
“No?” he shot back.
She rolled her eyes.
“No, Lucas Johnson, this doesn’t mean we’re done,” added Alex as she stuck out her right hand, palm up. “And yes, I do have the same feelings for you.”
His lips spread into a big grin.
“Good to know, Alexandria Cotts,” he told her, putting the key into her hand and then using it to pull her close. “It saves me from kidnapping you and spending the next four weeks convincing you that we were made for each other.”
“You wouldn’t do that,” she gasped. “Would you?”
“I needed a backup plan,” he lied.
Lucas wrapped his arms gently around her back and pulled her into a deep, lingering kiss. And like always, the taste of her made his knees tingle with electricity.
“So, do you want to explain that whole thing earlier?” he asked when they pulled apart. “Where would you ever get the idea that I don’t want you anymore?”
Alex groaned and put her forehead against his chest.
“I overheard you say something like that,” she mumbled into the fabric of his shirt.
“What? When?” he insisted, pulling back to look down at the top of her head.
“Friday morning.”
He backed up one step, so he could see her face until it all clicked.
“Christ, Alex. Is that why you left the hotel room?”
“I was hoping that wasn’t going to come up again,” she sighed.
“I was talking to my neighbor about a housekeeper I didn’t want to hire long-term,” Lucas explained, adamantly. “How could you believe that I would be talking about you? Why didn’t you say something?”
She only shook her head with her face still looking down.
“Alex, look at me.” When she did, her eyes were full of tears. “I adore you. Everything about you. Do you understand? I don’t care what anyone has ever told you in the past. You are what I want. All of you. Including your honesty.”
She nodded, trying to smile by not quite managing it.
“Promise me that you will never do something like that again, okay?”
“Okay,” she finally whispered.
Lucas pulled her close again, trying not to think of all that could have gone wrong because of a misunderstanding.
“So what happens now?” Alex eventually asked.
“I don’t know,” he admitted again. “But I’m thinking we could spend the next four weeks at my place figuring it out. It’s not a European tour, but I do have a nice hot tub.”
“Hmmm . . . A wine tour through France or a hot tub with the man I love . . . What to do, what to do?” She drummed her fingers on the top of his shoulder. “Is the hot tub clothing-optional?”
Lucas grinned.
“Always.”
“Then it’s a no-brainer. I’ll take you, naked in the hot tub any day.”
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Hard to Handle
 
Available in June 2016!
CHAPTER 1
“Come on, you can do better than that!” taunted the silky female voice, laced with a cultured British accent. “Looks like you’ve gotten soft lounging around on this side of the pond.”
Samuel Mackenzie grit his teeth and hammered the punching bag with two quick left jabs and a hard right upper cut. His friend and employee Renee Thomas chuckled at his obvious annoyance.
“What are you doing here, Thomas,” Sam demanded in a deep, rich Scottish accent while his focus remained on his boxing workout. He wore long, loose workout shorts low on his lean hips, but his thickly muscled upper body was naked and slick with sweat.
“I work here,” replied Renee as she walked across the expansive gym inside the Fortis headquarters near Alexandria, Virginia. At almost six-thirty on a Friday evening, the building only had a handful of employees still at work. The gym was empty except for the two of them.
“Not right now you don’t,” he retorted, still pounding at the heavy-duty, leather bound apparatus. “You were shot less than two weeks ago, little girl. You’re not approved to be back for at least another week.”
The tall, lean woman stopped next to him, with a teasing smile on her milk chocolate face, and not the least bit put off by his gruff reprimand.
“Yes, I know. But I’m not an invalid. It’s just a flesh wound,” she insisted. “I was just in today to help Raymond with a bit of research in the UK. Nothing the least bit strenuous. So, don’t worry. You still have a little more time to train before I knock you on your ass.”
Sam snorted, and gave her a quick glance. Renee was five feet, eight inches tall, but at six-feet, four inches and a solid two-hundred and forty pounds, he was close to half her size.
“Not in this lifetime, sweetheart,” he dismissed, working through another combination of boxing moves.
“Any problems in Toronto?” she asked, watching him with a mix of respect and amazement. For a big guy, Sam was surprisingly fast and almost graceful in his moves.
“Nope. Smooth as silk,” he stated, throwing a powerful uppercut before finally stepping back, gripping the punching bag to still its swinging movement.
Sam owned and managed Fortis with his two best friends, Lucas Johnson and Evan DaCosta. It was a full solution security and asset protection firm of twenty-three specialized field agents, technicians, and operations analysts with elite government experience and training. He was in Toronto, Canada for two weeks on his last assignment, implementing a cutting-edge, virtually impenetrable security solution for their client, Magnus Motorsports. He had flown back to Virginia that morning, heading straight to the Fortis compound to finish out some paperwork.
Renee handed him a clean towel from the stack on the supply cart nearby. Sam used it to wipe off the moisture dripping from his face and head, leaving the dark blond mop of damp hair in a tousled mess. He draped the towel across the back of his neck, soaking up even more sweat as he picked up his discarded T-shirt from a bench nearby.
“Lucas says you’re off for the next two weeks?” she questioned as she walked toward the gym entrance doors that led outside near the parking lot of the building.
“Yeah,” confirmed Sam, sounding less than thrilled about it. “My mum was supposed to come for a visit, but she had to cancel at the last minute.”
“Wow! Stood up by your own mum. That definitely explains your relationship issues.”
“I wasn’t stood up. She closed a big deal with a new corporate client for the inn and spa she runs near Inverness, and they needed some immediate accommodations,” he explained, tossing the used towel into a laundry basket nearby. “And I don’t have any relationship issues.”
“You mean, you don’t have any relationships,” Renee shot back, shaking her head. “Probably also due to your generally sour disposition.”
Sam pulled on his cotton T-shirt, effectively hiding a smirk. He and Renee had worked together for several years as Security Advisors within MI5, the UK Security Services before he moved to the US five years ago to join Fortis. They had stayed in touch since then, until Sam successfully recruited her to join the team earlier in the spring. He was glad to have her around, even if she was one of the few people who easily saw beneath his bad-ass exterior, and took every opportunity to tease him.
“So, what are you going to do with all that time off,” she asked.
“Not sure yet,” he admitted, grabbing his car keys and cell phone from the counter along the wall. “There’s some work needed on the house that I haven’t had a chance to do for months now.”
“Well, try not to do anything interesting. You might actually have fun,” Renee shot back, rolling her eyes with exasperation.
“Not bloody likely,” declared Sam, grinning broadly with his blue-green eyes sparkling in amusement. “Are you leaving now? Do you need a lift home?”
“I just have a couple of things to finish off at my desk, but I’m fine to drive. It’s only a twenty minute drive to my place.”
“You sure? I can wait for you and drop you off.”
“I’m fine, Sam,” she insisted. “Almost as good as new.”
Sam looked at her hard, clearly skeptical that she was telling the whole truth. “Okay, but send me a note when you get home,” he insisted.
“Sure, old man,” teased Renee, punching him hard in the shoulder but he didn’t even flinch.
He watched her turn and walk across the gym toward the entrance to the Fortis offices, then he pushed through the heavy exterior door and stepped outside. It was a warm evening in late June, with a cool breeze that carried the smell of a brewing rain storm. Sam strode smoothly to his car in the small parking lot, unconsciously noting the other cars. One was unfamiliar, and stood out as a luxury rental with darkly tinted windows. Seconds later, as he was about to pass it, the driver door opened causing the muscles in his stomach to tingle with caution. It was like a sixth sense telling him he wasn’t going to like what came next.
Two shapely legs swung out from inside, smooth as melted caramel and wearing very sexy, very high black stilettos. And Sam immediately knew exactly who they belonged to before the rest of the woman emerged from the car interior, draped in a body hugging black dress and oversized dark sunglasses. Her thick, shiny chestnut brown hair brushed over the top of her shoulders.
For a brief moment, Sam thought about ignoring her. He could just walk a few more steps to his car and drive away as though she didn’t exist. It was what he had been trying hard to do since the last time he saw her four years ago, but it had never actually worked. So he strode right up to where she stood, stopping just out of arms reach.
“What are you doing here?” he demanded bluntly.
Her full, pouty lips parted but no words came out. Sam could feel her nervousness and apprehension but refused to care.
“Well?” he growled, leaning forward.
She straightened her shoulders and lifted her chin. “I need to hire a security team.”
Whatever he had expected her to say, it wasn’t that.
“Then you’ve made a wasted trip. Evan is out of town until Monday,” he told her, then made a move to walk past her.
“I know. I want you,” she added in a soft voice.
Sam stopped and clenched his fists tight until his keys were cutting into his flesh. “And why the hell is that?”
“My boss needs protection. He’s in the middle of a big real estate bid and he’s been getting threats from one of our competitors.”
“Your boss,” Sam repeated, turning back to face her. “Who is he?”
“Terry Antonoli. He’s a developer with a North American head office in New York, and project bids in several cities in the northeast.”
“Never heard of him. Does your father know you’re here?” he asked.
“This has nothing to do with him,” she replied, evasively.
He looked down into her face, still a good six inches from his, despite her heels. Though her dark brown eyes were covered by shades, Sam knew exactly what they looked like. Sparkling bright, and rimmed with long, silky lashes.
“Tell your boss that we don’t do babysitting,” he finally stated with a dismissive sneer. “Call Evan on Monday and I’m sure he’ll refer you to several good bodyguard services based in New York.”
“Sam, wait. I need your help,” she insisted as he turn his back to her and walking away. “I think Terry is in real danger.”
“Call Evan,” he snapped back without pausing or looking back.
Mikayla Stone-Clements was still standing beside her rental car as he drove out of the Fortis parking lot.
Sam was on autopilot for the drive to his house just a few minutes south of the office, his thoughts fixed on this complication he would prefer to forget. His mind wandered between the memories from the past and her pretty pleas for help now. Both made his blood boil with anger.
He had met Mikayla over four years ago while on a mission in Maryland for her father, George Clement, and his newspaper and magazine empire, Clement Media. It was a random encounter, and seemingly innocent at first. While completing an investigation into suspected corruption at one of the smaller Clement newspapers, Sam had found a very pretty and slightly injured woman lying in the alley outside the offices of the
Baltimore Journal
. She had introduced herself as Kaylee Stone, a staff writer who had sprained her ankle on uneven concrete while rushing to do an errand. Of course, Sam helped her get immediate medical care. Then one thing led to another, and he found himself at her place over the next few days as they got to know each other better.
By the time he discovered her real identity, an unforgivable line had been crossed. Not only was she his client’s daughter, she was Evan DaCosta’s fiancée.
Mikayla Stone-Clement was the worst kind of trouble four years ago, and judging by how damn hot she was looking tonight, she was even more trouble now.
Sam parked his car in front of his house and entered the cozy, secluded cottage situated on a large wooded lot along the banks of the Potomac River. Once inside, he headed straight into the bathroom for a long, hot shower. After towelling off, he walked naked back into his bedroom to get dressed in jeans and a gray shirt. It was only seven o’clock and he felt a nervous energy to do something or go someplace where he was less likely to spend the next few hours thinking about a woman he could never have.
He picked up his cell phone, intending to call Lucas, but paused when the phone vibrated with a new e-mail message. It was from Mikayla.
Please listen to this message left for Terry this afternoon. I hope you’ll reconsider. I’m staying at the Hilton Crystal City hotel until tomorrow.
Her phone number was listed beside her name at the end of the note. Sam paused for several seconds before he clicked on the audio file she had attached.
“We’ve warned you to keep your foreign money out of our business interests. But you don’t seem to be listening. So we’ll just have to make it real clear for you. Pull out now or your bitch will pay the price. And she won’t be so pretty when we’re done with her.”
Sam listened to the deep, distorted voice on the recording three times, trying to assess the seriousness and viability of the threat to the woman indicated. Who in Terry Antonoli’s life was the intended target? His wife? Girlfriend?
Mikayla?
Sam quickly called Michael Thorpe, a Fortis agent with a background in the FBI.
“What’s up, Sam?” the young man asked as soon as he answered the call.
“I need your help,” Sam stated bluntly. “Are you near your computer?”
“I can be in about ten minutes. Why?”
“I need you to pull up any information you can find about Terry Antonoli, real estate developer.”
“Okay. What’s going on?” Michael asked.
“I’m not sure yet, but we might have a new client.”
“I thought you were on vacation?”
“Yeah, supposed to be. But looks like I might have to postpone it,” Sam explained. “Send me whatever you find on the developer.”
“You got it,” confirmed Michael before he hung up.
Then Sam called Mikayla at the number she provided. After three rings, it went to voicemail. He didn’t leave a message. Instead, he went into the walk-in-closet in his bedroom and opened a concealed cabinet at the back of the space. From it, he took out a Berreta 9mm pistol, checked the magazine, then tucked it into the back of his pants. He called Mikayla’s number two more times as he strode out the house and got into his car. She still did not answer, and the tingling in Sam’s stomach was now an incessant warning that something was wrong.

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