Authors: Janice Kay Johnson
He stopped briefly. “I like your sister.”
No answer to that, but he hadn't expected one.
* * *
A
PPARENTLY
,
THE
right kind of cleaning solution took any kind of paint right off glass. As if her car was a serious crime scene, Colin had pictures taken from every angle but hovering above in a helicopter. He did concede that fingerprinting was useless, given that she'd lived with Blake for two years and he'd been in her car countless times. His fingerprints shouldn't be on the exterior since she'd had the bodywork done and the car was returned to her with the paint job gleaming, but it was still conceivable.
Colin had her talk to a female attorney who was starting the process of requesting the restraining order. It was midmorning Wednesday before Cait had a chance to escape to her office.
She was struggling to concentrate on a preliminary design done some months back for a pipeline replacement project when Noah appeared in her doorway. With the breadth of his shoulders, he completely filled it.
“You okay?” he asked gruffly.
“I'm fine.” Same thing she'd told Colin when he'd let her off in front of work that morning.
She had a bad feeling Noah's sharp blue gaze saw the dark circles under her eyes she'd tried to hide with makeup that morning.
“You heard from your brother?”
“He called a few minutes ago. My car is clean and ready to go. He can't get away soon enough to follow me home today, but assumes I'll use my head and have an escort when I go down to the garage.”
Noah's grin flickered at the sarcasm she let edge into the direct quote.
“Officers have as yet failed to locate Blake,” she added, drolly using cop-speak.
The grin vanished. “Why the hell can't they put their hands on him?”
“This can't possibly be the highest priority for the entire Angel Butte P.D.,” she protested.
“You want to bet?”
He actually sounded serious. Cait didn't know whether to be flattered, gratefulâor to scream.
One overprotective man was enough.
“There's no saying Blake is staying in town,” she pointed out, the voice of reason. “He could be all the way back in Seattle by now. He could have a room in Bend or Prineville. There are places he could pay cash. Heck, he could conceivably be at a campground or even just camped in the woods somewhere.”
Deepening lines made Noah's brow heavier. “It's still damn cold at night.” The month of May in country caught between the foothills of the Cascade Mountains and the high desert wasn't like May in the milder climates of Portland or Seattle. “Is he an outdoorsman?”
“He and I did some backpacking. He has a two-man tent.”
“Did you tell Colin that?”
“They've only been looking for a few hours.”
Noah grunted. “What are you doing for lunch?”
“I'm eating at my desk.”
“I'll walk you down when you're ready to leave. Call me.”
He was gone before she could get a word out.
Cait was beginning to think there was an excellent reason he and Colin clashed: they were too much alike. She had a vision of the two of them charging at each other like two elk in rutting season. She restrained a snort. She doubted either of them actually cared about the female elk, who had probably wandered away to graze.
She, of course, wasn't the female elk; they had entrenched their dislike of each other long before she'd arrived. Their dispute, she suspected, was territorial.
My town,
Colin had said. Cait was pretty sure Noah would claim Angel Butte as his.
With a small laugh, she wondered what the angel would think of all this.
* * *
N
OAH
CALLED
AT
five minutes to five. “You ready to knock off?”
“Actually, I'm planning to have dinner with Beverly Buhl and someone she wants me to meet. Um.” She hunted on a cluttered desk for her notepad. “Michael Kalitovic? Did I get that right?”
“His hobbyhorse is affordable housing.”
“Oh. That's not really my bailiwick.”
“No, but he's got his fingers in a lot of pies. You should get to know him.”
“Anyway, it appears I don't need an escort.”
He wasn't listening. “Maybe I'll join you,” he said, sounding thoughtful.
“Were you invited?”
“You don't think I'd be welcome?” To her exasperation, he sounded amused.
“They might be trying to get my ear when you're
not
around, you know.”
“They might. All the more reason for me to stick close.”
Cait sighed. “Noah, really...”
“What time? Where are we eating?”
She couldn't shake him, with the result that forty-five minutes later, she was once more ensconced in the passenger seat of his black Suburban as he drove the quarter of a mile to the Newberry Inn. Beverly had insisted that, if Cait didn't remember the inn, she would enjoy the chance to eat there.
“It's one of our finest historic buildings,” she had enthused.
Cait remembered it, but she had never been inside. Her parents wouldn't have been able to afford to dine there. In fact, her family had hardly ever eaten out at all, which was probably why she remembered those lunches Jerry Hegland had bought for her and her mother so well. A burger and fries at the Icicle Drive-Thru had been a huge treat in her eyes.
“You just want to come so you can assess your competition,” she accused Noah as he parked.
“I don't consider the inn a competitor. We're in different weight classes.”
“What's that mean?”
“I go for a younger crowd. This is where the matrons lunch.” He shrugged. “Sure, some of the tourists try it because of the historic designation, but the next night they want something more casual.” A smile lurked in his eyes as he took the keys from the ignition. “The food's better at my place, too.”
He was right. It was. More imaginative, too. This menu ran to steaks, a few chicken dishes, a nod to vegetarians and a variety of salads. Cait went with one of them and found the dressing to be bland and the romaine damp.
Noah sawed unenthusiastically at his filet mignon. Michael Kalitovic was too busy expounding on his passion to seem to notice what he was putting in his mouth, and Beverly seemed to be occupied trying to figure out why Noah had accompanied Cait. She did wax rhapsodic to the idea of a bypass route into town. Next thing they knew, she'd whipped out her smartphone and pulled up a local map, which to her frustration repeatedly whisked out of sight as she tried to draw new lines.
“I do believe in affordable housing,” Cait kept having to say to Michael. “But you'll have to interest a developer in a project.”
By the time Noah announced brusquely that he and Cait had to leave, she was so grateful she didn't object to his high-handedness.
“You weren't kidding about his hobbyhorse,” she muttered as they cut through the dark parking lot.
She loved his low, rough laugh. “No, I wasn't. I've been known to hide in a janitor's closet when I see him coming.”
Cait giggled. “Beverly is almost as bad. Nice, but I'm kind of sorry I threw out the bypass idea. I may have created a monster.”
He unlocked his SUV. “Yeah, until now Beverly was thinking in terms of a ten-foot-high hedge of yew to hide Target and Home Depot from passing traffic.”
The image of the highway into town tunneling through high walls of greenery made her laugh again. “Well, making the approach slightly more appealing is still an alternative, and a less costly one.”
Noah's craggy face was a lot more attractive when he was smiling, like now. “Too late to suggest it without crushing Beverly.”
Back at city hall, he pulled in right behind her small car, set the brake and got out with her. Somehow she wasn't at all surprised when he circled to examine her little Mazda, even ducking down once to peer beneath.
She crossed her arms and watched. “Looking for a bomb?”
He didn't appear amused. “I'll follow you home.”
“You really don't have to.”
“It's not far out of my way.”
That got her wondering where he
did
live and what his home was like. Was he a condo kind of guy? She tried to picture him mowing a lawn on Saturday morning, but that seemed too domestic. Not that he was the slick kindâit wasn't hard to imagine him, say, building a house single-handedly. He could be sweaty and physical.
“Fine,” she said with a sigh, and got into her car.
His headlights stayed in her rearview mirror the entire way; he went so far as to pull into the driveway behind her, reversing to leave only when he saw that Colin had stepped out onto the porch to see her safely into the house.
“Chandler?” her brother asked with a scowl.
“Yes.”
“I thought you were having dinner with that Buhl woman.”
“I was.” She watched as he locked the door once they were inside. “Her and a Michael Kalitovicâdo you know him?âand Noah.”
“I know Kalitovic. He has a teenage son who is a little wild.”
She blinked, picturing the earnest guy with the receding hairline, which he tried to disguise by shaving his head. “Really.”
“Oh, yeah. Dad and son both have become familiar faces at the station.” His mouth twitched. “That's small-town life, you know. No secrets.”
“That could be good,” she said doubtfully.
“And bad,” he agreed. “You get used to it.”
Angel Butte, Cait reflected after she'd said good-night to him and was getting ready for bed, had been even smaller when she'd lived here as a child. Her mother had had a secret.
Had
she somehow kept it? And if not, who had known?
CHAPTER FIVE
A
RAP
ON
his half-open door brought Colin's head up from the equipment request he'd been considering when he wasn't brooding about the fact that Cait had had dinner with Chandler last night. Sure, with two other people also, but what if the bastard had his eye on her?
“Captain?” It was Jane Vahalik, the detective he'd promoted to lieutenant last fall after he'd had to shoot and kill her predecessor, who in turn had been trying to kill Nell. Vahalik was young for the job of supervising the detective unit, but, despite a few missteps, he thought she was going to be up to it.
Jane was thirty-four, average height, no beauty but with an interesting face, an unruly mass of dark chestnut hair she usually wore in a ponytail and hazel eyes. He knew she was a swimmer, which kept her more fit than three-quarters of the other officers in the Angel Butte force.
He waved her in. “What's up?”
“Thought you'd want to know we have a murder.”
He raised his eyebrows. Their murder rate was low for a town this size. The statistic was one he took pride in. “A visitor or a local?”
“Local.” She sat without waiting for an invitation. “He still had his wallet, or we might be floundering for an ID. He's not the kind of guy who's likely to have prints in the system.”
“Anybody I'd know?” His patience was wearing thin.
“Maybe. He's the airport manager. We're pretty sure he is,” she corrected herself. “He's not married, so we've asked a maintenance supervisor out at the airport to give a positive ID.”
What the hell?
“Not Jerry Hegland?” he asked.
“You do know him.”
He shook his head. “I know of him. Not sure I've ever come face-to-face with him.” That was true enough, as far as it went.
What were the odds, he had to ask himself, that Cait would mention him in such a context and the man would turn up dead ten days later? Chance, of course, but one that unsettled him.
“Tell me about it,” he ordered.
The body had been found on the shoulder of a rural road. A home owner on her way to work early that morning had spotted it. She'd assumed the man to have been the victim of a hit-and-run. The medical examiner had immediately determined that the victim had been shot.
“Two shots, back of the head. Classic execution. Only one exit wound, though, so we ought to be able to recover a bullet in the autopsy.”
“Jesus. Is his face recognizable?”
“Yeah, from one side.” She grimaced. “He's a mess.”
“Killed there?”
“Sanchez says no. There wasn't much blood. He likely hadn't been dead long when he was dumped, though. Best guess so far, he was killed something like eight to ten hours before the body was found.”
“All right. Keep me informed.”
She nodded and left. Somewhat reluctantly, he went down the hall to Raynor's office.
The office that should have been his.
“Your boss in?” he asked the assistant.
“He just got off the phone. Go on in.”
Having to knock rankled, as did the sight of another man behind that desk. He tried not to hold getting screwed out of the job against Raynor, but he couldn't always help himself.
He shared the details he knew, shook his head when Raynor asked if he'd known the victim and left as soon as possible. As he strode back down the hall to his own office, he was thinking about Cait. He'd have to tell her before she heard from someone else.
* * *
“J
ERRY
H
EGLAND
WAS
found dead today.”
Cait was dishing up asparagus when Colin's words sank in. She carefully set the serving spoon back in the bowl and looked at him.
“Dead?”
He had set down his own fork. Nell, across the table from Cait, looked from one of them to the other.
“He was murdered, Cait.”
“But...” Her brain was foundering. “I just saw him.”
A nerve ticked beneath one of his eyes. “I know.”
She could not tell what he was thinking. Her own brother.
“How?” she asked, her voice high and breathless.
“Shot. He was dumped next to a road out past Thunder Creek.”
“You didn't go talk to him, did you?” she blurted.
His expression changed. “What are you suggesting?”
“Nothing.” She shouldn't have said that. But remembering Colin's rage when she'd told him about their mother's affair, she couldn't help
thinking
it. “I just wonderedâ”
“Whether I killed him.” He said it slowly. “You're asking me if I killed a man because I don't like that he slept with my mother damn near twenty years ago.”
“No.” She still didn't sound like herself. “Of course I didn't mean that. Only that...maybe you'd talked to him. Know more about him than you did.”
He pushed away from the table although his plate was still full. “What kind of man do you think I am?”
“I don't know!” she cried. “I don't know you very well.”
Nell seemed to be frozen in place, only her eyes vividly alive as she watched the scene unfold.
Colin rose, looked at Cait for a long moment and walked away. The bedroom door closed quietly.
At last, Nell shot to her feet. “He's a good man. For you to implyâ” She shook her head and hurried after her husband.
Cait looked down at her plate, not seeing the food she'd dished up. Instead, her head was filled with a kaleidoscope of memories: the brother she had loved so much pitching a softball to her and laughing when she swung hard and missed entirely. Lifting the bike from her after she had fallen, insisting she'd done great; she'd get it. Kicking the coffee table over and launching himself at their father, his face suffused with red. She was screaming and she thought her mother was, too. Both shrank into a corner. Snarled obscenities as the two men's bodies crashed against the sofa and then the wall. Fists flying.
I
don't
know him.
But she'd run to him for safety.
Feeling sick, she scraped her untouched food back into serving dishes, then did the same for her brother's and sister-in-law's plates. Carried them to the kitchen, covered them with plastic and put them away in the refrigerator. Rinsed dishes, filled the dishwasher, started it running, all the while wondering, shell-shocked, what she had just done.
He wasn't a murderer. She didn't believe that. She didn't.
But...she remembered how furious he'd been when she had told him about Jerry Hegland. And now, so soon, their mother's lover had been found dead. How could she help but wonder?
Was there anything more horrible she could have said to her brother?
She stole down the hall to the guest bedroom, hearing the murmur of voices through the door to Colin and Nell's room. Cait didn't want to think about what they were saying.
I can't stay here.
She pressed her fingers to her mouth on a broken laugh. All she had to do was close her eyes and see the way he looked at her. The way
Nell
had looked at her. It was safe to say she'd worn out her welcome.
But she wouldn't flee into the night. Colin deserved an apology. Tomorrow morning, she'd go look at the town houses Noah had recommended and any other rentals she could find online. She might even be able to move tomorrow.
No, she couldn't stay here under Colin's protection, not even in the apartment over the garage, not after what she'd said. Implied.
She huddled in bed, not sleeping, shriveling from the memory of Colin's shock. Remembering Jerry Hegland's face when he recognized her, remembering his kindness to her when she was a little girl, imagining that face drained of life.
And then she thought,
Oh, God, should I tell Mom?
Who still didn't know that her daughter had moved to Angel Butte, the town from which they'd fled with little more than their clothes?
She might have slept finally, although she saw gray dawn creeping around the slats of the blinds. Cait got up when she heard somebody come out of the bedroom across the hall.
She found Colin in the kitchen, adding water to the coffeemaker. He glanced at her, then back to what he was doing. He looked as if he'd aged ten years overnight. Cait had a bad feeling she did, too.
“I'm sorry,” she said. “I had a flash of remembering how angry you looked. I opened my mouth too soon and said something stupid. That's all it was.”
He nodded.
She bit her lip so hard she tasted blood. “I'll leave today.”
“Now you are being stupid.” His voice was completely devoid of emotion. “Of course you're not going anywhere. Not when that creep's after you.”
She only shook her head. She couldn't stay. She didn't deserve his protection. “I have to get dressed.”
“When you're ready, I'll follow you into work.” He still sounded like a stranger.
Deep breath. “Thank you” was all she could manage.
She didn't cry until she stood in the shower, hot water washing away her tears.
* * *
W
AITING
FOR
THE
elevator Friday morning, Noah glanced over his shoulder when he heard the squeal of a vehicle turning sharply. Every sound was magnified down there. He tensed when he saw the blue of Cait's car. The elevator doors opened, and he was torn between escaping and waiting. While he hesitated, the elevator lost patience with him, closed and went on its way.
She walked hurriedly from her car, although there was a hitch in her step when she saw him. “Noah.”
Today's garb was more subdued than her usualâblack slacks and a three-quarter-sleeve V-neck camel-colored sweater. Stood to reason not everything in her wardrobe was bright and cheerful. But, seeing her face, he suspected her clothes reflected her mood.
Then she got closer, and his eyes narrowed. She looked like hell.
“Cait,” he greeted her.
“Caught coming to work late.” She might have been trying to make light of it, but her voice was subdued, too. “I was looking at rentals. I know I should have waited until tomorrow, but I'll make up the time.”
“You're not on the clock,” he said impatiently. “I know you have to find a place to live. I thought you'd stay at your brother's for now, though.”
“No, Iâ” She gave an awkward shrug, bumping a heavy messenger bag against her hip. “Actually, I put down first and last month's on one of the town houses you told me about. I can move in today.”
“But they're not furnished.” What was going on?
“No, I'll send for my furniture from Seattle. But I needed a new bed anyway. That was my second stop this morning, at Larson's.”
Fred Larson, who owned the furniture store, was one of the local businessmen who'd served on the city council for far too long, in Noah's opinion.
“I picked out a bed and a couch. Oh, and stools the right height for the breakfast bar. The manager promised they'd deliver at five, so I'll need to cut out a little early, too.”
“You know that's not a problem.” Her living for a week or more in a two-bedroom, two-bath town house furnished only with a bed, sofa and bar stools,
that
was a problem. He still hadn't punched the button to summon the elevator, and he didn't now. “Cait, what's going on? You know you shouldn't be alone until this Ralston guy gets picked up.”
Noah had looked up Blake Ralston online, and although he wasn't 100 percent sure he'd found the right guy, he thought he had. The one he'd found was some kind of water system engineer, which made senseâCait would have reason to meet him in the course of her work. He'd been displeased to see that her ex-boyfriendâif this was himâwas model-handsome in a dark-eyed, intense way. Given the education and qualifications the company website listed, he seemed an unlikely stalker, but Noah had long since learned that crazy came in all shapes and sizes.
“It's been three days. The police haven't been able to locate him, and I haven't heard a peep from him. You know he's probably back in Seattle. His flying visit was a...a jab.” She was trying to sound like she believed herself. Failing, of course. “That's all,” she concluded.
“Bullshit,” he said bluntly, earning a shocked stare. “How did he find you in his âflying visit'? Tell me that.”
“Remember he's met Colin. All he'd have to do was stake out Colin's house and follow me.”
“You wouldn't have noticed a car on the side of the road?”
“It was dusk. Besides, he could have been half a mile away!” She was getting mad that he wasn't buying her little fantasy. “Using binoculars.”
It was possible, Noah could concede. But he didn't believe for a minute that someone as obsessed as this guy would be satisfied with one nasty little trick.
“Did Colin check to find out if Ralston has been at work?”
Her eyes fell away from Noah's. “He's taking some vacation. Um.” She looked past him at the elevator. “Shouldn't we...?”
“Not until you tell me what's wrong.”
“What makes you think anything's wrong?” she fired back, that square chin thrust out. “Colin and Nell are still newlyweds. They don't need a never-ending guest. It was time for me to find a place to live. I did.”
He shook his head. “That's not it.” He touched his forefinger to the puffy, bruised skin beneath one of her eyes, ignoring her flinch. “Did you sleep at all last night?”
“I can do my job!”
“I'm not worried about your job. I'm worried about you.”
Suddenly there was a sheen of tears in her eyes. Cait turned her face away from him. Bothered at his own powerful reaction, he let her take a minute to recover her dignity.
When she looked at him again, the tears had been vanquished, although a few droplets clung to lashes. “It's not that big a deal. Colin and I had... I guess you could call it a fight. He told me I didn't have to go, but I can'tâ” Her voice broke. She squared her shoulders. “Sometimes I don't know when to keep my mouth shut. It's better this way.”