Heart of the World (18 page)

When Jorge told her to strip to the skin, she'd thought, This is it, here it comes. She wasn't a little kid; she wasn't naive. She knew what happened to girls dumb enough to get into cars with strangers. Tears welled in her eyes;
she hadn't thought they were strangers
. She'd thought they were her father's friends. She'd never imagined a woman would bait a trap for her.

Then Ana had appeared and practically shoved Jorge out of the room. But her orders were the same: Take off your clothes. “Why?”

“So you can wash, baby. What do you think?”

So she'd taken a shower in the scummy stall, and Ana hadn't even let her pull the rotting curtain. Not that she was that shy or modest or anything, but it made her angry, made her jaw feel tight and hard, to be so helpless, without any protection except her anger. While she scrubbed her hair, Ana started to talk.

“Pay attention,” she said. “We're all going to dress up, for photos. We're gonna be polite and happy, one big, happy family. You're my little girl, and I'm gonna dress like your mama. You'd like it if I was your mama, right? I'd be a good mother to you. Jorge's gonna be your daddy, and that's what you're gonna call him, you understand? And then we're gonna keep on acting real nice, all the way through the airport.”

She glanced up hopefully. Jorge had a gun, an ugly gray automatic, but you couldn't bring a gun into an airport.

Ana said, “Oh, baby, I know what you're thinking, but get it out of your mind. If you try anything at the airport, it's not you who's gonna suffer, you know? Oh, yeah, you can say something to a cop, a security guard. Go ahead, it might get you off the hook. But your mother, your brothers, they're dead soon as I press a button.”

“You can't do that.” Jaime, her youngest brother, barely eight years old, was a pest, always wanting to play stupid card games. But he was so little. He hadn't had any kind of a life yet, and he hadn't done anything wrong. He hadn't trusted the wrong people.

“Don't you watch TV? Don't you know what can happen in the world, baby? Right, I can't do that. Nothing can happen to you, baby. You're home in your little bed, safe and sound, right? None of this ever happened. Here, put these on.”

How, Paolina wondered, could this stone-faced bitch be the same woman who smiled when she handed her a Milky Way?

The blouse was ruffled and too big. The loose pants came all the way up to her waist. They wouldn't let her wear any makeup, no lipstick at all. Ana tried to curl her hair, but that, at least, defeated her. It stayed defiantly straight, so Ana tied it in a ribbon, like she was a poodle or something. The shoes they gave her were too big. When she almost fell out of
them, Ana took her to the bathroom and wadded up toilet paper to stick in the toes.

The photos were taken in a busy shop, people going in and out, nobody paying attention. If she'd screamed, nobody would have cared. Ana gave her a glass of orange soda before they drove to the airport, and then she was on the plane and she wasn't sure how she'd walked down the jet-way much less how she'd gotten belted into her seat. The middle seat, with Ana at the window and Jorge guarding the aisle.

When she whispered, “I'm gonna be sick,” Ana rummaged in the seat-back pocket till she found a paper sack. When she had to go to the bathroom, both Ana and Jorge went along. Ana, in front, checked the bathroom before she went in. Jorge used it afterwards to make sure she hadn't left any messages scrawled on the mirror. When they returned to their seats, she got the window, which was better. At least she could rest her head against the metal wall and fall asleep.

She could hear them talking, a flood of quick light Spanish. That was one thing she had over them. Ana had no idea how good her Spanish was, and Jorge thought she was practically a
gringa
, a dummy who knew little more than high-school Spanish, just because she'd never lived in a Spanish-speaking country. Which was funny because her mother's house was a Spanish-speaking country, for sure. She closed her eyes, kept still, and listened.

And that's when she heard Ana tell Jorge how gullible she was, how she'd believed her about the button she'd punch and the threat to Jaime and her mother. Paolina had to relax her face and keep her breathing steady because she wanted to jump out of her seat and scream, tell everybody on the plane she'd been abducted.

The steward's voice said they'd be landing in fifteen minutes. All electronic devices should be shut off.

“Let her sleep,” Jorge said. “They'll pick us up as soon as I call.”

She could get away. She could escape. The words sang in her head like a song. But who could she trust? Which grownup on the plane would believe her? Who, on the ground, would listen to her? She looked like a little kid, a baby. What would happen if she told people that these weren't her parents, that they were kidnappers? Kidnappers who seemed so nice, who carried her passport, who had passports themselves with
the same last name they'd picked out for her. Who would believe her, one against two, a kid against grownups?

The song in her head dropped to a minor key. She knew no one in Bogota. The man she'd visited when she was ten, the man Marta had told her to call “Grandfather,” was dead. She'd never known his full name or address. To claim kinship with a druglord would be asking for trouble, but to remain a captive was accepting disaster.

She stayed docile and dumb during the landing and the long wait to deplane. It wasn't an act, the stolid stupidity, not really, because she didn't know what to do. While they waited for their luggage in the terminal, she watched everything. The clock overhead, the sets of double doors that opened into darkness, the cars that passed, with their headlights gleaming. She read the signs:
BANO,
CAMBIO,
AUTOBUS,
T
AXI
.In Boston she knew so many cabdrivers, drivers who worked with Carlotta, who worked for Gloria. Sometimes, when she was walking home from school, a familiar cabbie would toot his horn and offer her a free ride.

She couldn't hail a cab, that was for sure. By the time she got the door open, Jorge would grab her. She let her head nod as though she were sleepy, answered in dull monosyllables when there was no choice other than response, but her eyes were watching and her mind whirring so quickly she felt like she might burst apart in a shower of sparks. She concentrated on breathing, in and out, deep and strong. She flexed her toes in her shoes. If only they'd stay on when the time came to run.

When the moment arrived, she moved without thinking. They were waiting outside. The night air felt crisp, almost like the first days of fall, but it smelled different. Her show of sleepiness and docility must have been convincing, because Jorge barely had his hand on her shoulder and Ana was busy with the luggage. When the bus stopped and the doors yawned, she kept her head down, her eyes half-closed. She seemed to pay no attention, but at the very last second, when the back doors were already closing, folding into each other, she wrenched her whole body, squirming out from under Jorge's grip, and dove through the narrow opening, scraping her arm.

She could see Ana pointing, her mouth opening and closing. Jorge hammered on the door, yelling, and she was terrified,
terrified
the driver would open the door. She knew what it meant now, when someone said
their heart was beating so hard it felt like it would crash through the wall of their chest.

Time seemed frozen. Then, like a man with a schedule to keep, the bus driver pressed his foot to the floor.

CHAPTER 15

Breathless
. I pounded down the jetway as the
crew prepared to shut the door. A stewardess gave me the look as I edged on board. A woman snarled when I attempted to stick my backpack in the same bin as her carefully folded fur coat. I tried a second bin, this one stuffed with a boxed microwave oven and multiple shopping bags. A third; no dice. The middle-aged man who'd prematurely snatched my aisle seat retreated grudgingly to the center. With the plane fully loaded and the overhead luggage bins crammed, I shoved my backpack under the seat in front of me, muttering a grumpy farewell to legroom. At least I'd made the flight.

Strange
, I thought.
Irritating. Weird
.

I'd arrived at the airport early. The blue Saturn hadn't followed me; I'd made sure by demanding a circuitous route that drove the cabbie nuts. I'd drunk a cup of coffee and visited an ATM, drawing out a thousand in fifties on the theory that dollars might be more effective bribes than the pesos paid out by the
cajeros automdticos
in Bogota.

I hadn't counted on getting yanked out of the security line, placed in a windowless cell, and told to wait.

I replayed the scene in my head while the plane pushed back from the gate. A miracle, really, that I'd made it on board. I'd sat in the cell, minus ticket and passport, tapping my toes and fidgeting, watching the minute hand on my watch creep around the dial. I'm not the sort who
has to be first to dash onto the aircraft, but I'd been inspecting my watch at decreasing intervals when a man finally entered the cell and asked me to follow him, please.

He'd ushered me into a slightly larger room occupied by a man and a woman, neither wearing airport security garb. The man, dark-haired and thirtyish, wore a gray suit with shiny patches at the knees, and was busily inspecting my travel documents. The woman, younger, in severe black, took my backpack to a table along the right-hand wall, unzipped the compartments, and started laying out the contents. Gray Suit grabbed a chair from in front of a mirrored wall, straddled it, and beamed me a megawatt smile.

“Have a seat,” he'd said cheerfully.

“My flight leaves in twenty minutes.”

“All the more reason to cooperate as quickly as possible.”

“Who are you?”

“That's the sort of thing that'll slow us right down. If you really want to make your flight—” His teeth were white and even.

“Go ahead.”

“Why are you traveling to Bogota, Miss Carlyle?”

“Vacation.”

“Visiting friends?”

“Tourist.”

He'd tapped my passport thoughtfully. “You haven't done much traveling outside the country lately.”

It seemed like he was trying to start me talking, urging me to babble on to fill the silence. I'd used the same technique too often to fall for it.

Gamely, he'd displayed his teeth again. “Will you be staying in Bogota? Or traveling to other cities?” While he was speaking, the woman was shuffling my belongings around the table, wanding them, but I hadn't been able to focus on her actions and his questions at the same time.

I'd told him I expected to remain in Bogota.

“At a hotel?”

“Yes.”

“You have a reservation?” “No.”

“You know that Colombia is not on the U.S. government's list of approved destinations.”

“Which branch of the government are you with?”

He'd ignored my question so completely, I might never have opened my mouth. Then he'd shot a glance at the mirrored wall, holding it long enough to confirm my suspicion that the mirror was one-way glass. I'd kept the awareness off my face.

“Are you taking any cash out of the country?” I'd gotten the feeling he wasn't all that interested in my response, so I'd twisted around to watch the woman replacing items in my backpack.

“Why?”

“It's a routine question,” he'd replied blandly.

“If I were taking more than ten thousand bucks, I'd be sure to mention it.” Ten thousand is the magic figure; you take more than that, you'd better declare it.

He'd glanced at the mirror again; he seemed to be waiting for something.

I'd said, “Is that all?”

He'd glanced at the woman, then the mirror. “Yes. If you have any trouble while you're visiting Colombia, don't delay. Go directly to the U.S. Embassy.”

“I'm not expecting any trouble,” I'd said, “other than making my flight.”

They'd returned passport, ticket, and backpack, solemnly thanking me for my cooperation. Then they'd rushed me down a hallway, skirting security, escorting me through the hidden back streets of the airport, and releasing me into the gate area unscreened by the regular examiners. They'd assured me that my flight would be held till my arrival.

The engines revved and the plane taxied down the runway. Twelve minutes late. I'd never had a plane held at the gate for me before.

The questions had been routine, but the episode hadn't felt like a standard one-in-ten security check. The lack of proffered ID bothered me. Who the hell were they? Homeland Security? FBI? None of their questions had been targeted at my relationship with Sam Gianelli. DEA? No questions about Roldan. And since when was DEA interested in people
leaving
the country? Why the office with the one-way glass?

As the plane lifted off, I popped a lemon drop into my mouth and tried to stifle my regret for the window seat. I haven't flown enough to be jaded; I like to see the ground recede, the water lap the land. But in a window seat, the stewardesses would be too far away to notice the photo of Paolina I intended to prop on my tray-table; they wouldn't comment on the pretty girl who'd recently taken the same flight. I considered adding the other photos, the man who'd tagged after Paolina in line, the woman who'd preceded her.

Hanson at Biodyne had come through big-time, with head shots I'd picked up on my dash to the airport. When making the reservation, I'd selected the flight closest to the time line on the airport video, hopefully the same Avianca flight Paolina had taken. I didn't know the ways of flight crews, possibly none of these attendants had worked this flight three nights ago, but searching for witnesses at the same time the subject was observed in the area is one of the golden rules of police work.

My seatmates nodded off as soon as the plane reached cruising altitude, the middle-aged man snoring gently. Most of the passengers followed suit, but I resolutely flipped open my laptop. Earlier, Roz had sent me no fewer than twenty-two clips concerning Paolina's father, Carlos Roldan Gonzales, aka El Martillo, the Hammer, and I'd downloaded the e-mails into a file. Now I adjusted my reading light, twisting the tiny knob to control a stream of chilled air, and tried to adjust my mind to the fact that for the next three hours that was essentially all I'd be able to control.