Heart's Debt (Lost Lords Book 5) (2 page)

After Walter had been fired, they’d headed to the village. For several weeks, they’d stayed in the rectory with the vicar. He and others made daily treks to Kirkwood to speak to Edward on Walter’s behalf, but Edward couldn’t be dissuaded. To each intermediary, he stated that he wouldn’t employ a man whose grandson had behaved so badly toward Miles.

The louder Edward claimed Damian had lied, the more people accepted Edward’s version of events. He was rich and powerful, and with so many depending on him for their livelihoods, they wouldn’t cross him.

Damian and Walter had been scorned, ignored, and mocked. Each snub was like the prick of a knife to Walter’s pride. He was crushed by the disregard, and Damian was furious that they would be so cruel to him.

Damian’s mother and father had died when he was a baby so Walter was the sole parent he’d ever known. He yearned to be an adult, to be big and strong so he could pummel Miles into the ground. Everyone was aware of what Miles was like, but they didn’t dare say so. Only Damian had dared, and he’d wrecked everything.

They’d remained with the vicar until his wife had started to grouse about their presence. Never to their face. They’d heard her one evening after they were in bed and her voice had carried down the hall.

How long will this last?
she’d complained to her husband.

I can’t guess, but I don’t see it ending well. Edward won’t have him back, and he’s applied for work everywhere, but with Edward so adamant, no one
will hire him.

He’ll never find a job in the area, will he?

No, I don’t
believe he will.

Who will tell him? If you won’t, will I be required to
feed them forever?

They’d departed the next morning, and now they were in London on a busy corner, having just stepped off the mail coach that had brought them to town. People were rushing by in such a wave that Damian firmly clutched Walter’s coat so they wouldn’t be separated.

Walter was gaping about, seeming confused and disoriented. Since the disaster, he’d aged significantly.

“Which way, Grandfather?” Damian inquired.

“What…?” Walter stammered.

“Which direction are we to go?”

Walter’s bewilderment was more apparent by the minute. He was sweating, wheezing, and Damian worried he might be ill. What if he was? What would become of them?

“It’s all so different from what I remember,” Walter said. “I don’t recall the name of the street. I thought I did, but I’m not sure.”

“Could we ask someone?”

“Yes,” Walter replied, but he didn’t move.

Walter had a brother in the city he hadn’t seen in two decades. They hadn’t written first to apprise him of their arrival, and Damian could only speculate as to why. Would they have been denied shelter if they’d requested it in advance? Was it better to appear unannounced? He didn’t think so, but he was in no position to offer an opinion on any topic.

“When I’m older,” he vowed, “I’ll return to Kirkwood and kill Miles. I’ll kill Mr. Marshall too.”

“You will not.”

“I will,” Damian insisted.

Walter patted him on the shoulder. “You did the right thing by telling the truth. Don’t ever forget that.”

“I told the truth because you made me, but there was no benefit to us. I should have kept my mouth shut.”

“No, you shouldn’t have. In the future, I want you to recollect that you were honest when others weren’t. It’s important to be moral and decent.”

“I disagree. I was moral and decent, and look where it landed us.”

Walter’s smile was weary and sad. “If the end result of all this is that you don’t comprehend how noble you were, I’ll always have regrets. You were very brave that day, and I was so proud of you.”

“I was very stupid,” Damian muttered.

He wished there was a way to travel back in time to that moment in Mr. Marshall’s library. If he could repeat the encounter, he’d never confess. He’d let himself be tortured on the rack before he would.

“It’s so hot this afternoon,” Walter said. His sweating had increased, and he pulled a kerchief from his pocket and dabbed at his cheeks.

Damian frowned. It wasn’t hot. It was mid-October, the sky cloudy with a cold drizzle wetting their coats. They were next to a butcher’s shop, and there was a chair by the front door. Damian urged his grandfather toward it.

“Let’s sit you down for a bit, Grandfather. You’re simply tired from the long journey.”

“I am tired,” Walter admitted.

“You can rest, then we’ll continue on to your brother’s.”

“That’s what I need, to rest. The air seems so heavy, doesn’t it?”

“Yes, it does,” Damian concurred, not having noticed the air at all.

He forced a calm expression onto his face, but Walter wasn’t looking at him. He was gazing off in the distance.

“Tommy, is that you?” Walter mumbled. “What are you doing here?”

Damian stared into the crowd, but didn’t see anyone he knew. The only male of his acquaintance named Tommy had been his father, Thomas Drummond. The hairs stood up on Damian’s neck. Was his grandfather talking to a ghost?

Walter reached out to the invisible person, scowled, then clutched at his chest. He dropped like a stone onto the dirty cobbles, the throng surging around him, nary a passerby stopping to help.

“Grandfather!” Damian wailed as he fell to his knees. “Grandfather! What’s wrong? What is it?”

But Walter had breathed his last breath, and there was no answer to be had.

Kirkwood estate, rural England, July, 1815…

G
eorgina Fogarty strolled down
the lane that led to Kirkwood Manor. It was a beautiful summer afternoon, and for once she felt lazy, unencumbered, and under no obligation but to plod along and enjoy the weather.

Normally after she visited acquaintances in the village, she’d regret the minutes she’d taken for herself. She’d hurry home so she could resume her duties and continue her fruitless quest to prove herself worthy to her aunt and cousins.

She’d been trying for almost twenty years, and she couldn’t figure out why she bothered. Her kin were spoiled and self-centered, the three of them too vain to notice whether she worked hard or not, whether she made their lives easier or not. No, they only noticed when she didn’t finish a task, when she didn’t complete a chore that desperately needed completing.

Then she was berated as if she was their personal slave, and in light of how she was constantly maligned and criticized, she might have been Cinderella. If she’d had less confidence or common sense, she might have bemoaned her plight. But she didn’t ever complain.

For the most part, she was content with her lot, although she had to admit that she’d love to shuck off her responsibilities and observe from afar as Kirkwood imploded without her skilled guidance. Whenever she was exceedingly aggravated—which was nearly always—she’d imagine the havoc that would ensue if she walked away. It gave her great satisfaction to envision it.

Yet she would never behave so badly. She was possessed of her deceased mother’s negligence and wanderlust so unnatural urges flowed in her veins. She was careful that she never succumbed to a single rash impulse.

She came to the bridge over the stream that meandered through the estate, and she stopped in the middle. Down below, wildflowers covered the banks, and she decided to climb down and pick a bouquet. A sandy spot was visible, and for a brash moment, she thought she’d remove her shoes, hike up the hem of her skirt, and go wading. It was a hot day and there was no one to see.

Why not indulge? If passersby approached, she could hide in the trees until they left.

There was a path in the grass, and she tromped down it to the water’s edge. After dipping in her fingers, she found it much colder than she’d expected but, already being tantalized by the prospect of wading, she was undeterred.

She untied the ribbon on her bonnet and set it on the ground, then she plopped down and began to unbuckle her shoes. But when she wasn’t looking, a breeze caught the bonnet and blew it into the stream. Though she lunged for it, she couldn’t grab onto the ribbon, and it drifted off. She scrambled to her knees, extending out, desperate to retrieve it.

She was never short of clothes, but as her Aunt Augusta frequently reminded her, she was the poor relative and a charity case who never had money to purchase her own garments. Her cousin, Sophia, was a flagrant shopper who offered Georgina her castoff attire. While the gesture was always kindly made, Georgina was irked that her wardrobe contained the items Sophia no longer wanted.

She couldn’t lose her bonnet! It would mean having to ask Sophia for another, and Georgina tried to never ask her cousin for anything.

Stretching out even farther, she only managed to slip off the bank, her knee sliding into the water so a good portion of her skirt was wet, an arm and sleeve too.

“Drat it!” she muttered.

Once she was back at the manor, it would be impossible to explain her sodden condition. Aunt Augusta was a fussy, finicky stickler for the proprieties, and Georgina would never hear the end of it.

She pushed herself to her feet, prepared to chase after her bonnet, when she noticed a man standing under the bridge, his horse quietly positioned behind him. They were both staring at her, their attention curious and extreme.

The man was dressed all in black. His coat, trousers, and boots were black, his hair too. His horse was black, his saddle and gear black so he blended into the shadows.

He was still as a statue, having assumed such a tranquil pose that he might have been carved from stone. She had to blink several times to be sure he was actually there and not a hallucination. But he was real and scrutinizing her with the intensity of a hawk about to swoop down on its prey.

He didn’t seem threatening, but it was an unnerving encounter nonetheless. She was totally alone so he could do any horrid thing to her without consequence. She ordered herself to run off, but she was locked in place, his steady gaze holding her rapt.

Then suddenly he moved, but not toward her. He waded into the stream and grabbed her bonnet. The water wasn’t deep, just up to his knees, but it soaked his boots. He’d be uncomfortable the rest of the day, forcing her to acknowledge that he was a gallant soul.

“I believe this is yours,” he said, walking over to her.

“Thank you.”

As he left the shadows and stepped into the sunlight, she was less frightened than she’d initially been. While he looked sinister in his black outfit, she sensed no menace.

He was very handsome, his eyes dark, his hair dark too, and worn much too long, brushing his shoulders in a casual way, as if he was unconcerned about his appearance. He was about her same age of twenty-five, but he seemed much older, as if life had dealt him some hard blows.

His chest was broad, his waist narrow, and he was every bit of six feet in height. She was only five-foot-five in her stockings so he towered over her, but she wasn’t afraid of him. She suspected he could be dangerous if riled. He exuded a vigilance that hinted at terrible secrets and mysterious conduct, but she didn’t plan to enrage him so she deemed herself safe.

“I startled you,” he said as he reached her.

“Yes. I didn’t realize anyone was down here.”

“I should have announced myself.”

“It’s all right. No harm done.”

“My apologies.”

“Apology accepted.”

She smiled and took the bonnet from him. She would have put it on, but it was very damp, the ribbons especially. She shook it, splashing her skirt and his trousers with water droplets.

“Ah!” she moaned. “I’m sorry. I’m having the worst afternoon.”

“You’re wet.”

“So are you now.”

“I expect I’ll dry off without too much trouble. How about you?”

“I expect I’ll dry too, but not before I arrive home and have to explain myself.”

“How will you?”

“I have no idea. I suppose I’ll simply say that I was seized by a wicked whim, and I jumped into the stream while I was fully clothed.”

He snorted at that. “Do these whims plague you often?”

“More than I’d like or would ever admit.” To her surprise, she grumbled, “I’m always accused of reckless behavior so on occasion I ought to behave recklessly. At least I’d enjoy myself more.”

“I wasn’t aware that young ladies were allowed to be reckless.”

“They’re not.” She extended her hand. “I’m Miss Fogarty. Miss Georgina Fogarty.”

“Hello, Miss Fogarty.”

He clasped her hand and bowed over it, exhibiting such perfect manners that she was convinced he wasn’t an outlaw.

“And you are…?” she pressed when he didn’t respond in kind.

“No one of any importance.”

Why would he decline to give his name? His reply vexed her and had her reevaluating her opinion that he wasn’t a miscreant.

“I’m alone with you, sir. Should I be worried?”

“Probably.”

“Probably! Why? Have you foul-play in mind?”

“Not yet.”

She studied his eyes, then scoffed. “You’re not a criminal. Don’t try to scare me.”

“I wasn’t trying.”

“And you haven’t.”

“Good.”

“Why are you lurking under the bridge? Are you hiding?”

“Yes, I’m always hiding.”

“Spoken like a true bandit. Are you one?”

“Not today.”

“What does that mean? It’s Thursday. Were you one on Wednesday? Might you be one again on Friday?”

“I might—if the mood strikes me.”

“What sort of brigand are you? Are you the type to rob travelers of their jewelry?”

“I don’t need anyone’s jewels.”

“Then are you the type to creep in at night and make off with the silverware? Should we start locking our windows and doors?”

“I don’t care about your paltry silverware either.”

“I’m glad to hear it.”

She studied him again, anxious to figure out if he was jesting or if he actually had felonious tendencies. He certainly seemed dodgy and capable of inflicting damage on others, but she didn’t believe a criminal would confess to being a criminal.

She told herself he was jesting.

“I’ve resided in the area most of my life,” she said.

“How awful for you,” he sarcastically retorted. “How have you survived it?”

“I don’t recognize you as a neighbor. Are you passing through or are you visiting?”

“Maybe.”

“Maybe what? Are you passing through? Are you visiting? What?”

“I haven’t decided. I might be staying for a while.”

“With friends?”

He didn’t answer her question, but asked, “May I escort you up to the road? Or will you remain down here and lose your bonnet again?”

“I think I’ve courted enough calamity. I’d better continue on home.”

“Where is home?”

For the briefest second, she hesitated, wondering whether she should tell him, but she shook off the silly notion. There was no reason
not
to say. “I live at Kirkwood Manor. The gate is just around the next bend.”

At her mentioning Kirkwood, he froze in that intriguing way he had, growing so still he might have been turned to stone.

“Kirkwood?”

“Yes. You know of it?”

“I’ve heard stories.”

From how he’d cocked his head, from how he was evaluating her, she thought he was much more familiar with the estate than he wished to let on. Her suspicions were ignited again. Who was he? What was his purpose?

She was sure he was plotting mischief, but she’d had scant experience with wastrels and ne’er-do-wells, except for her cousin, Miles, so she couldn’t begin to guess what tomfoolery he might be contemplating.

“You’ve
heard
of Kirkwood?” she said. “What have you heard?”

“Nothing that would interest you.”

“Ha! You are the most infuriating man. You likely have a thousand secrets.”

“You could be right.” He took her arm and eased her over to the path that led up the bank to the road. “Who owns Kirkwood these days? It used to be the Marshall family. Are they still there?”

“Yes, they’re still there.”

She peered back at him, but he had no expression on his face, and he was staring at her so blandly she couldn’t imagine what he was thinking.

“Are you acquainted with any of the Marshalls?” she asked.

“Not really.” He urged her on. “Are you a servant or a relative?”

“Are my clothes so hideous that you’ve mistaken me for a servant?”

He laughed, his voice sounding rusty, as if it didn’t happen often. “I probably shouldn’t answer that question. I’ll land myself in too much trouble.”

“I’m a relative.”

“Which one?”

“I’m the dreaded
poor
one.”

“How poor?” he shocked her by inquiring.

“I don’t have two pennies to my name,” she blithely said, confused as to why she’d admit such an embarrassing detail to a total stranger.

“Is that why you’ve never married?”

“No.”

“Why then?”

“I’ve never married because all men are idiots, and I can’t abide their foolishness.”

“I’m inclined to agree with you.”

He grinned, abruptly looking so appealing that she had to glance away. He had no wedding ring on his finger so he was a bachelor, and there weren’t many in the neighborhood, especially not any who were handsome and fascinating. He was definitely both.

“How are you related to the family?” he asked.

“My mother and the late Edward Marshall were siblings.”

“So Augusta is your aunt.”

“Yes.”

“Miles and Sophia are your cousins.”

“Yes.” She scowled. “For someone who claims to merely know
of
Kirkwood, you possess a great deal of information about us.”

“Not that much. I’d never heard of
you
previously.”

She feigned a pout. “You’re deliberately trying to hurt my feelings.”

It dawned on her that she was flirting, which was highly unusual. She’d meant it when she’d said men were idiots. After living with her Uncle Edward and Cousin Miles, she had no patience for them. She’d expended too much effort cleaning up Miles’s messes after Edward had died.

Miles was a spendthrift who frittered away his money at gambling clubs in London. If she hadn’t worked so diligently to keep the farm producing, he’d have beggared them.

“I doubt I could hurt your feelings, Miss Fogarty. You seem to have quite a stern constitution.”

“Now there’s a compliment to make a young lady swoon. I have a
stern
constitution. If you weren’t the first bachelor to cross my path in ages, I’d stomp off in a huff.”

“You would not. You like me, and you’re curious as the dickens about who I am and what I’m about.”

“Perhaps.”

“How long have you been at the estate?”

“Since I was seven.”

“That’s why I wasn’t aware of you,” he mused.

“Why would you have been
aware
of me?”

He was saved from replying by their reaching the road.

“Would you like me to walk you the rest of the way?” he asked. “Or will you be all right on your own?”

“I’ll be all right. I’ve been going to the village by myself for nearly twenty years, and in all that time, the sole brigand I’ve encountered is you.”

He didn’t deny that he was a brigand, and she rippled with concern over him and his motives.

“It was lovely meeting you, Miss Fogarty.”

“Even if the only kind thing you can say is that I have a stern constitution?”

“Even then.”

He grabbed her bonnet, gave it several hard shakes, then put it on her head. She dawdled like an imbecile as he tied the bow. Then, to her stunned surprise, he placed his hands on her cheeks, and he stood very close, cataloguing her features.